by Terri Lane
As he finally started to explore my wet, hot heat, a yell burst free from my throat. I couldn’t control it anymore, it was like all the days of unwelcome flirting, of pent up sexual frustration, they were all freed in that moment. I could now admit it to myself that I wanted him badly, that I needed everything about his body.
“Oh fuck.” My mouth flew wide open as his fingers plunged deep in, and he brought his thumb into the mix, tracing it along my clit.
The brushing and thrusting had a crazy pressure building in my chest. I could feel a blissful sensation creeping up through my toes and up through my veins. I grabbed onto Leo’s face and kissed him, trying to communicate exactly what he was doing to me without using words. He had my ears buzzing with lust, my head dizzy with passion, my body trembling with desire. I’d never felt this way in my life before, and it was growing, it was getting bigger and more overwhelming, I didn’t even know where I was anymore…
Then the waves of pleasure crashed over me, shattering through my body, causing me to buckle and thrash on the front seat of Leo’s truck. My hot skin pressed into his body, I could feel his tender hand holding me, while the other one sent me flying over the edge. I would never, ever have allowed myself to be so vulnerable with another person, had it not happened so spur of the moment.
Now I’d given myself over to Leo, he had hold of me, and I wanted him to. He hugged me tight to him as my heart rate slowed down and my breathing return to normal, and I remained collapsed into him. He was refilling the lonely hole that I’d probably had for far too long. I needed to keep on gripping tightly to him, I wanted to keep feeling his body, even if it was wrong…
Oh God.
I bolted upright in an instant, shoving Leo off of me. His eyes widened, as if in shock, but all of a sudden it was as if I was sober now, with the clearest head ever.
This was wrong, so, so wrong. Our parents were together, married, and even if we hadn’t grown up together and we’d only just met recently, that didn’t make it any better. Plus, I was supposed to be using this time of my life as a stepping stone, I certainly wasn’t supposed to be making complex webs to weave myself out of.
“I…I have to go…” I slammed the door open, and refused to make eye contact with Leo. The magic was gone now, the lust was gone from the car, all I needed to do was get home, to escape this nightmare. “I’m sorry, I…”
“Wait, where are you going?” Leo cried out. “What are you going on about? You can’t get out now, it’s late and dangerous.”
But the fresh air hitting my face felt much better than in there, in that truck felt far more dangerous. “No, I need to just go. Just leave me.”
I walked away from the truck as quickly as I could manage, refusing to acknowledge the truck driving ever so slowly behind me. That shouldn’t have happened, whatever me and Leo felt for one another we shouldn’t have done that. Especially considering it was only lust anyway. There was certainly nothing serious going on.
“Karly,” Leo leaned out the window and called behind me. “Karly, don’t be mental. Get back in the truck, I’ll drive you home. No funny business, I promise.”
“I can’t…I just need to get home. This was all a big mistake.”
But he seemed to care too much to leave me behind. He was driving ridiculously slowly, it was like a freaking joke, so with a deep sigh I swung back around and I hopped back into the truck. I sat as far to the side of the seat as I could manage and I fixed my eyes out of the window. I couldn’t look at Leo, I didn’t think I’d ever be able to again. He’d taken my body to somewhere brand new, just like he’d promised, and now we were both in a very sticky situation. We had to live under the same roof knowing that we’d acted insane around one another. To know that we’d given in to lust despite the overwhelming evidence that it should never have happened.
To him I was just another notch on the never-ending bed post, but to me that moment was important. I should’ve never given myself away so easily. Now my need to move out was even more intense.
***
Leo
I watched wistfully as Karly stomped out the kitchen the moment I stepped in, in exactly the same way she had done for the last week and a half. Ever since that crazy night in my truck, she’d been doing her utmost to avoid me, and I had to admit that it hurt. For some inexplicable reason, I couldn’t just write her off like I would anyone else. I couldn’t just take it as a hook up never to be repeated, then move on to someone else. I was stuck on her, I couldn’t let her go.
Maybe it was because we were under the same roof, and it was damn near impossible to avoid her. It didn’t help that she always looked so good, even when she wasn’t trying. It made my heart yearn for her in a way that I hadn’t ever done before.
“Hello there again, Leo,” my mom’s voice popped up from behind me, making me jump out of my skin. “And to what do we owe the pleasure this time?”
“Huh?” I felt as dumb as I sounded in that moment, but I really didn’t know what she was on about.
“Well, you’re here all the time these days, and I guess me and Hank are curious as to why.”
She leaned her back against the kitchen counter and gave me an innocent enough look as she sipped her mug of coffee, but I knew there was more to her question. She’d been talking about me to Hank, which meant something was afoot.
“I dunno, I guess I’m just growing up a bit,” I lied. Well I couldn’t exactly let her know that I couldn’t stand to be away from Karly now, could I? “I want to start taking life a bit more seriously. I need to get my stuff organized so I can move out.”
“You know we will help you…”
“I don’t want your help,” I snapped back instantly. “I don’t need it anyway, I’m almost there.” If it was Mom’s money, then maybe I would’ve taken a loan, but it wasn’t. I couldn’t have help from Hank. Even though I currently resided under his roof I still paid for everything myself. Maybe that was my pride getting in the way, and slowing down the moving out process, but that was what I wanted to do. For myself. “So don’t worry about it, I’ll be out your hair before you know it.”
“Oh, don’t be like that,” Mom cooed, trying to bring me back around. “I’m just interested in your life…”
“Well, don’t be.” Okay, maybe I was taking my temper out on the wrong person. Really, I was angry at myself, because I felt like I’d screwed things up between me and Karly, but there wasn’t anything I could do about that now. “Just leave me be, okay?”
With that I stomped from the house and I hopped right into my truck to drive to work. At home I felt at odds with myself, but at the garage I could throw myself into the latest bike repair job and forget about the rest of the world. It was that knowledge alone that burned up my temper enough for me to be in a relatively good mood by the time I actually arrived.
“Oh, here he is,” my work mate and constant prankster, Terry, called out to me. “Lover boy.”
“Oh God, what now?” I groaned. My escapades had gotten me into trouble far too often. I tried to allow women to know that I wasn’t ever in it for the long haul, but somewhere along the way that message got lost in translation.
“Gracey, she’d been going wild about you ditching her last week. Spreading all kinds of rumors about you, like…”
“I don’t want to hear it.” I held out my hands to shut him down before he got into a full-blown rant about it. I honestly didn’t give a shit, I came here to forget my problems, not to have more bundled onto my shoulders. “I don’t care what Grace has to say, everyone knows what she’s like. If anyone believes anything she says then they aren’t worth speaking to anyway.” I hoped he got this hint with that remark, that I certainly didn’t expect him to trust Grace’s words.
“She’ll be there, at the end of the month though, doesn’t that worry you?” I gave a Terry a look, one that clearly displayed that I had no idea what he was on about, which thankfully had him continuing. “You must know about it, they’re calling it The Big O
ne. The race at The Track with the hundred grand prize money. I would’ve assumed you were right in there for that one.”
“The prize isn’t ever that big,” I scoffed, pushing past him and rolling my eyes. “What are you on about?”
“How do you not know about it? I thought everyone was aware. I dunno really, there’s some mysterious sponsor, some people think it might be a scout, looking for some newbies to go pro. Sounds right up your alley.”
I didn’t say anything to that, instead I just went to the next job and got to work, but I couldn’t deny the fact that my mind was spinning. Even if this wasn’t a scout with the opportunity of a lifetime under his belt, it was one hell of a prize, and could get me anything I wanted. With that money I could buy a place outright, one that was comfortable enough to live in without me ever needing to worry again. I could finally have everything that I ever wanted.
I could leave Mom and Hank behind, I could get some breathing space from the whole complicated family situation, I could finally just be me. God that was a tempting thought, I wanted that so badly.
I had to find out all that I could about this race, I needed to know everything, just in case…
***
Karly
Every time I was around Leo, I felt all weird inside, like I wanted to reach out and touch him, to bring him back close to me, to repeat what had happened between us and more, but I couldn’t. Running away was the best solution, the only one. It wouldn’t be forever, only until I could get away, then everything would be all right once more.
The memory of him, the way he made me feel, plus the constant and unwelcome updates on him from Annie, made it very hard to forget. So much so that it filtered into my dreams and I kept imagining that night in the truck going that one step further…
“Urgh,” I muttered to myself as I staggered through the hallways of my father’s home in the dead of night, needing to get myself a cool, tall glass of water. I’d just been through one of the more…erotic dreams, and I needed to calm my body down for a moment before I undoubtedly returned right to it. “Oh God, sorry.”
I was so sleepy, walking with my eyes half closed that I hadn’t realized there was another body sneaking around for me to crash right into. As I fully opened my eyes, and I noticed the unmistakable leather cladding the man’s body, my heart skipped a beat. It was him, Leo, the man I’d been doing my best to keep as far away from as possible.
Oh God, what now?
“I just…I need to get a…drink,” I stammered in a whisper. My whole body lit up with embarrassment and acute awareness of every inch of his body. “Excuse me.”
But in the darkness of the hallway, that lust circled, and I could feel myself falling right back into the fantasy of everything Leo, so when he reached down to my lips and kissed me I allowed him to do it despite my better judgement. That intoxicating electrical buzz was back, and it was taking over every inch of me. Even as Leo walked me right back into my bedroom I fell back willingly. I couldn’t resist the chemistry however hard I tried. There was something about this man that made me want to act like a completely different person.
As our clothes started to shed in a blur, I embraced the darkness, the way we could both hide underneath the cloak of it, being whoever we wanted to be. I could feel the burn emanating off of Leo’s incredibly muscular chest, and it ignited the flames of my own fire even brighter.
I became an animal, driven only by lust.
We fell onto the already warm sheets of my bed, our limbs entangled in one another, and I finally felt that true sense of being ready. I wanted Leo to take my first time from me, even if it was wrong, I wanted him to hold it in his hands forever more. Maybe it would be more special to me than it was him, but that hardly mattered anymore.
As we lay our naked bodies next to one another, Leo seemed to lose all control of himself. His arms clung to my waist, his mouth fluttered over my neck, my collar bone, my ear lobe, and then eventually down to my nipples, where he sucked and teased me into oblivion. I wanted that magic tongue of his absolutely everywhere, over every inch of my skin.
During the lusty fog that filled my brain, I slowly reached down to feel him. The urge to grab hold of him between my fingers was almost too much to bear. I wanted to touch him all over, to know him in every single way, like he did me…
“Oh my,” I gasped as I wrapped my fingers around a very impressive, thick length. I might not have had anything to compare Leo too, but he certainly felt like he’d take me to a place I wanted desperately to revisit. “Oh God, Leo.”
He grunted and gasped as I moved my hand up and down him, as I found a rhythm that he enjoyed, giving me an intense look that gave me that shiver all over again. He made me feel sexy, beautiful, worthwhile…
My hand fell away as he slid down my body, moving his mouth nearer to where I needed him. I writhed in anticipation, wondering what it was going to feel like when he kissed me there…and he did not disappoint! His tongue flickered everywhere, leaving me unable to even scream I felt so good. I didn’t know it was possible to feel this way.
He drove me closer, taking me ever nearer to the knife edge of desire, and I was all set to lose myself, to give in to all of it…when all of a sudden he pulled away, leaving me cold and alone.
“Hey,” I protested quietly, but only for a second, because soon his mouth was up against mine and I could feel that wonderful cock of his teasing my entrance. Maybe it was a good thing that he stopped when he did, before I could lose myself completely. I wanted to experience everything about him, and now felt like the right time.
“Oh God, I need you,” I moaned between his lips. “I want you.”
“You want me for what?” he asked, that wonderful teasing tone in his voice.
“Do I really need to spell it out for you?”
As he acted like he was thinking that one through, I ran my finger over his jawline, tracing the amazing contours of his face that I usually tried to ignore. In this dim light, I could appreciate his gorgeous face without any guilt, I could admit to myself that just maybe I liked him more than I should…
“I want you to take me,” I eventually whispered with a wicked smile. “I want you to corrupt me.”
With that I felt him find his way inside of me, and I knew then that nothing would ever be the same again.
***
Leo
As I buried myself into Karly, everything about me felt different. I wasn’t sure how I could tell that this wasn’t just another screw, but I could feel it, deep in the pit of my stomach. There was something altogether very different about the whole experience.
“Oh fuck, Leo,” Karly cried out, her beautiful features twisting up in bliss as I took her somewhere she hadn’t expected. Mind you, I hadn’t thought it would happen tonight either, I just came in late from a race and she bumped right into me in the hallway, too beautiful to resist. “Oh my God. You have no idea what you’re doing to me.”
She was usually so buttoned up, so closed off, it was incredible to see her setting herself free, it made me feel so special to be trusted.
As I’d already taken Karly close to the point where she lost herself to pleasure entirely, it wasn’t long until she was straining and shuddering, almost there again. I was doing my best to hold back, to take things slowly because I knew this was her first time, but her angry lust was clawing at me, begging me to take her harder and faster. God, I so desperately needed to comply, but I was utterly aware of hurting her. That was the last thing I wanted.
Karly’s nails dug into my skin as the bliss swallowed her up whole, and I pressed my lips hard against hers to keep her screams as silent as possible. As incredible as this was, and I was utterly grateful for the experience, I didn’t want our parents to be alerted to what was going on. We were adults, we could do whatever the hell we wanted, but I wasn’t totally convinced that they’d see it in the same way.
I did my best to hold back for as long as I could, to focus solely on Karly as she lost hersel
f to lust, but it wasn’t long before the orgasm was exploding from me too. It had been far too long, this had been building up forever, I just couldn’t control myself. The hot bliss heated up my stomach, my limbs, my veins, my head flew through the clouds as the pleasure cascaded through me…
I love her! Was the insane thought that passed through my mind as I became only hers for a moment. I have to, that must be why it feels so different. But of course, that couldn’t be the case, I barely knew her. I liked her, sure, and it did feel different, but love…that was crazy, just one of those thoughts in the heat of the moment.
As we lay next to one another panting and breathless, I couldn’t help but wonder what my next move should be. I didn’t know whether or not Karly would expect me to go now, to leave this as just another thing that happened in the dead of night before we returned to ignoring one another. Just the idea of Karly’s eyes flipping away once they saw me, cut me deep all over again. I didn’t know if I could stand it now, not when things had gone that one step further.
“Just stay with me,” she murmured sleepily, as she clung onto my arm. “Just hold me, for a while.”
“Happily.” If Karly wanted me here with her then I wasn’t going anywhere. Having her body close to mine was the only thing that I’d wanted for a long time. “Whatever you need.”
I kept her warm, rounded body curved into mine, gently stroking her skin until her breaths became heavy and loud. Karly had fallen asleep in my arms, which somehow felt more intimate than the sex had been only a short time before. This felt much more like the sort of thing that happened in a relationship, which didn’t scare me anywhere near as much as I thought it might.
I used to be frightened of any concept of commitment, I assumed it was for the boring and the idiotic, but now…well now nothing was the same anymore.