by JA Andrews
Chapter 41
“Of course you can,” Ayda’s voice rang out. “I couldn’t put as much of myself into you as was required to save your bearded neck without giving you some perks.”
“You put yourself…” Douglon looked at her, growing paler still.
“You were almost dead. There wasn’t enough blood in you to animate a rabbit. And you’re large. Well, you’re dwarf-sized. But you had managed to dump most of your own life out onto the ground. I had to replace it with something.”
Douglon was holding his chest protectively, cowering slightly as his eyes flitted around the trees.
“You’re fine now, Douglon,” Ayda said.
Douglon jumped slightly at his name, which she spoke with that strange elfish lilt she used with Alaric’s. Had she ever said Douglon’s name before?
Douglon looked at her sharply. “What?”
“You’re fine now, Douglon.” She was watching him impatiently. “So let’s go.”
When she said his name again, he relaxed a little but stood very still, watching her.
She let out a sigh. “You’re the one who knows where we are going. We’re waiting to follow you.”
Douglon rubbed his chest and, giving the trees one last suspicious look, went to his horse.
He led them up the path, hunkered down slightly in his saddle. Any time a tree was right next to the path, he skirted along the other side, but it wasn’t long before the trees dropped away and what had been the trace of a trail became nothing more than a narrow dry stream bed in a barren valley. As the trees disappeared, Douglon sat straighter in his saddle.
“We’re almost there.” He pointed to the layer of red-stained rocks that ran through the valley walls a little more than halfway up. “The iron layer is almost thick enough.” He doggedly led them on while the way twisted left and wandered through another stone-dotted ravine. The layer of rust-colored rock grew a bit thicker just before the streambed turned right around an enormous boulder.
“Here we are,” Douglon said.
Alaric turned the corner and stopped short. Ahead of him, set directly against the base of a steep slope, was a stone wall. It was not large, maybe a bit taller than he was, running thirty steps in either direction.
Unlike the grey Wall of the real Stronghold, this wall was made up of the dusty sandstone from the ravine. The stones were small and pieced together well, but not perfectly, leaving the top of the wall tilted and rippled.
Douglon turned left and headed along the wall to a twisted tree trunk growing against it. The dwarf approached the tree cautiously as though it were a wild animal. Gingerly, he reached out and set his hand on the trunk. His eyes widened, and he snatched his hand back. He shot Ayda a murderous look. She smiled proudly at him. He quickly tethered his horse to a low branch, avoiding actually touching it. Then taking a deep breath, he grabbed the lowest branch and clambered up, heaving himself over the top of the wall and away from the tree.
Alaric dismounted and brushed his hand along the wall. Though more crudely made, there was no mistaking the way the stones fit together, as though they had cooperated with each other. He ran his finger along the tiny space between two stones that held no mortar. This wall was made by a Keeper.
The others followed Douglon’s lead, climbing the tree and jumping over the top of the wall. When the last of them was gone, Alaric stepped back from the wall.
“Aperi.” The familiar burst of pain in his hand was slightly stronger than the Stronghold Wall needed, taking more energy, lacking a little of its sophistication.
Off to his right, the stones shifted and the opening to a tunnel appeared. Not too far in it was choked with stone.
So much effort. So much energy had gone into making this. It wasn’t a perfect replica of the Wall, but it would have been exhausting to make. Alaric glanced around at the barren slopes around him. There was nothing to pull energy from, either. Kordan would have had to find it all inside himself. It must have taken him ages.
The small voice in him that still spoke like a Keeper gave a disapproving grunt at all this energy spent and yet the job not done completely right. The other part marveled that it had been done at all.
The voices of the others floated over the wall, and Alaric stepped away from the tunnel.
“Cluda.” He said, clenching his hand and watching the stone shift back to a solid wall.
Alaric scrambled up the tree and stood on the top of the wall. The slope behind it met the wall just a couple of feet from the top. A thin game trail meandered away from it around the base of the mountain. He hurried to catch up with Douglon who was leading the others down a wash in the slope. They crunched through the loose rock that filled the wash until they reached the gash of a rockslide in the mountain. At the base of the slide was a heap of stones and a dark hole where the ground had caved in.
Alaric joined the group peering down into the hole. Though stones littered the floor, Alaric realized it was the tunnel that had begun at the door in the wall and continued under the mountain.
Exactly like the one at the real Stronghold, the tunnel they climbed down into ran straight and dry underneath the mountain, ending at the edge of a valley. The tunnel wasn’t as large as the real Stronghold’s, but again, Kordan must have put an incredible amount of work into creating it.
Alaric followed the others slowly, running his hand along the rippled wall of the tunnel.
Something about this bothered him, but it took several minutes to figure out what. He had started to feel a sense of kindred with Kordan. A sense of someone else understanding his need to leave the Keepers. Someone else who knew he’d be cast out for the decisions he had made. Someone else who had left.
But Alaric wouldn’t have done this. He wouldn’t have tried to be a Keeper, anyway. He didn’t want to recreate a shadow of that life. He just wanted to live on his own.
He didn’t want to be sent on missions and do research. He had loved those things before Evangeline. After her, it had all felt so pointless. How could he care about the intricacies of politics in southern countries when he needed to think about her? Countries were going to war with each other. It had always been so and would always be. The futility of trying to help a world bent on destroying itself had been too much.
By the time Alaric reached the end of the tunnel, he knew Kordan hadn’t felt the same way. The beginnings of a pale tower rose a couple of stories into the air and stopped, as though it had been chopped off. Again, the main difference from the real Stronghold was the scale and the quality of the work.
But none of that mattered, because the Wellstone was here. He would have the antidote in his hands. His heart was racing and his palms began to sweat at the thought of it. He tried to hold the hope at bay, but it surged forward like a wave.
The group stopped at the mouth of the tunnel and everyone stood quietly, peering out into Kordan’s valley.
“Gustav’s dragon’s not here, is it?” Milly asked.
Alaric stepped to the very edge of the tunnel and cast out for any vitalle. “There’s no one here,” he said.
“Do you think Gustav has been here yet?” Milly asked.
“I don’t know,” Alaric answered, walking out.
Like the Stronghold, this valley was enclosed by mountains, so none of the afternoon sunlight reached the floor of the valley. Unlike the real Stronghold, Kordan’s unfinished tower did not rise high enough to reflect light into the rest of the valley, leaving it in a dim twilight.
Douglon started toward the tower, and Alaric followed right behind him. The others lingered near the tunnel. Even though the valley was empty, everyone spoke in hushed tones and kept looking toward the sky. Alaric glanced up at the clear afternoon sky, too.
Alaric followed Douglon to the empty arch at the front entrance of the tower. It was a poor reproduction of the Keepers’ Stronghold. The very air was wrong. There was no sense of solidity to the place, no sense of peace, no sense of permanence. It was a child’s attempt at a man�
�s creation.
Something crashed against the wall inside the tower ahead of him. Douglon started swearing.
Alaric followed the short hallway to the center of the tower which was open to the sky. The beginnings of a ramp wound up against the wall starting on his left and ending at nothing. Douglon was staring at the back of the tower.
“Yes,” the dwarf said. “Gustav has been here already.”
Ahead of them, the entire back of the tower was destroyed, stones torn down and shoved away. Deep dragon-sized claw marks stretched like scars across the floor, through the rubble, and into the grass outside.
“That was the room we found everything in,” Douglon said.
Alaric stared at the destruction, defeat flowing over him. He climbed over the fallen stones to stand in the center of the room. Following one claw mark, his gaze fell on a small trunk open in the middle of the floor, a long scuff mark in the dirt showing that it had been pulled from the rubble into the middle of the floor. Alaric stepped around it to see if any of the shelves on the far wall were in tact. Behind him, Douglon grunted as he walked right into the trunk. Alaric turned to consider it. The brown trunk was unremarkable in every way.
With a little effort, Alaric forced himself to walk back to the squat, rustic trunk. He nudged the lid with his foot, flipping it shut, displaying a set of runes carved into the top. Influence runes.
“Have you ever seen this trunk before?” Alaric asked Douglon.
The dwarf squinted at the trunk. “It seems vaguely familiar.”
Alaric pointed at the runes. “These were placed here to make the trunk seem unremarkable. I bet it was right here in the room when you and Patlon were exploring.”
Douglon flipped the trunk back open, and Alaric knelt down next to it. Shoved into the back corner was a three-pronged silver stand, darkened with age.
Alaric sank down, his stomach dropping through the clawed floor. It was the stand he had seen in the Keepers’ Wellstone. The stand that had held Kordan’s own Wellstone. This trunk was where it had been stored. And now Gustav had it.
Chapter 42
A knot of desperation formed in his chest. Alaric looked around the room wildly, looking for the flash of the Wellstone. He stood up and scrambled over loose rock to reach the shelves that lined the wall.
The shelves were damaged, some hanging precariously, some lying on the floor. Scrolls and books had slid off onto the floor, but Alaric shoved them aside, searching for the glitter of the Wellstone.
It wasn’t here. He sank down onto Kordan’s bed, crunching the pebbles scattered across it. His eyes kept roaming the room, but it was hopeless.
Next to the head of Kordan’s bed, a shelf was affixed to the wall. It held a small book covered with thick dust, but Alaric could see by the edges that it had been well used. He reached out and picked it up. After wiping it with the edge of Kordan’s blanket he gently opened the cover.
A small cloud of dust puffed out. The smell of it stretched gentle fingers into his mind, drawing out memories of the Stronghold. The first books he had ever cracked open as a Keeper had the same scent. Knowledge and magic and power. And hope.
The queen’s library wasn’t the same, somehow. Her books smelled like dust and paper. It was a nice smell, but not like this. This book, he knew, had more than just words poured into it. Before he read a word, he knew he had found Kordan’s journal.
He flipped toward the back of the book and caught a fragment of another smell. One that gave him pause. Sharper fingers scraped across his mind.
It smelled like the books of the Shade Seekers. Those had more power, more whispering secrets, more lurking shadows.
When he had first read books in Sidion, the difference had struck him, and although a part of him had been wary, the larger part reached for it. He had been tired of the dryness of the Keepers’ books, had needed the power and life he could feel in the Shade Seekers’ writing.
Life. Alaric shook his head. No, it hadn’t been life that he had found there.
Alaric turned back to the first page. Kordan’s handwriting covered the page.
This valley is perfect. It is not as large as the Stronghold’s, but it will hold what I need. I didn’t stay to ask the Shield what he thought. I knew what they would think once they read the work. I have no place among them. But I will do what I can to redeem myself. Here, in this valley, I will create a new Stronghold. A place of learning and peace and—
Alaric closed the book and dropped it into his pocket. He looked around the rest of the room, feeling the echoes of Kordan’s attempted new life. Now that he was here, now that he could see the tower and stand inside it, the place was a disappointment. Just a poorly made building dressed in the trappings of a Keeper.
And the Wellstone wasn’t here. With a final look at all of Kordan’s scrolls, Alaric climbed back over the broken wall and out of the room. He joined the others, who were waiting for him by the tunnel. Not waiting for them and not returning any of their sympathetic glances, he walked back out of the valley.
Alaric climbed back over the wall and set out back down the ravine on Beast, urging the horse on as quickly as he could. He was pushed forward by the image of Gustav emptying the Wellstone of Kordan’s memories. The others followed him quickly until they reached the road and turned south toward the Greenwood.
Alaric didn’t feel hopeful that they’d reach Mallon’s body before Gustav. The wizard was ahead of them at every turn. But maybe the Elder Grove would keep him out somehow. Maybe it wouldn’t let Gustav take the body away.
It grew dark quickly. After Alaric had cast out to make sure there was no one in the area, the group made camp off the side of the road.
The campsite was subdued. Ayda was unusually quiet, while Douglon kept catching himself talking about the trees around them, then clamping his mouth shut and glaring at Ayda. Sitting near the fire, Alaric pulled out Kordan’s journal and flipped through the first few entries.
Kordan had begun to build his tower, but had soon been distracted by other things. He had become increasingly obsessed with the idea of stopping death. He found wounded animals in the forest and brought them back to his valley to try to save them.
The more Alaric read, the more of Sidion he could smell in the words. Kordan had healed the foot of a small mouse, but the effort had almost exhausted him. He had poured out some of his own blood to do it and leached the power from that. The mouse had run off, but Kordan had been in bed for days.
Alaric’s heart quickened. Was this the answer to Evangeline? Could Alaric sacrifice some of his own life for hers?
Alaric read of Kordan’s elation after this success. He had stumbled onto the knowledge that, besides the spark of life that his magic could give, to really heal something, it required pulling that life from something else. He began with plants and tried to draw life from them to reanimate small bugs, but the plants provided barely any power. Alaric could believe that. The energy from the largest tree didn’t compare to that of even a small animal.
Then one day, Kordan had found two wounded beetles. He sacrificed the one to save the other. It almost worked. Almost, but not quite. The bug was partially healed, but it died the next morning.
He found another beetle and caught a large, healthy spider. The beetle wasn’t injured, so Kordan, unhappily, injured it, then killed the spider to save it.
Alaric reread the paragraph. Kordan’s reluctance to hurt the beetle was plain, but he showed no qualms at all about killing the spider.
It succeeded and the subsequent experiments grew. Soon, Kordan was healing larger animals.
The lamb has walked away! It seems fine, and yesterday, when I found it, it was almost dead. A leg had been broken and there was a terrible wound in its neck.
As I watched it prance away this morning, I felt so much joy. That tiny creature, which would have died if left alone, will now grow and live.
But then I returned to the room and saw the body of the pig.
It was old,
so I don’t know why it gave me pause, but it did. When I entered the room, its vacant eyes were facing me, and for a moment, they looked reproachful.
I think I must need company if I’m feeling judgment from a dead pig. A dead pig that I would have barely thought about if I were killing it to fill my table.
I have thought about using its meat. Since I drained the blood for the magic, there’s really no reason not to, but I find that I can’t. He wasn’t sacrificed for that.
I know that doesn’t make sense. I even went to get the cleaver, but when I got back, there were the eyes again. I swear they were blaming me. Blaming me for counting the lamb’s life as more important than his.
But that is what we do all the time, right? We kill animals to feed ourselves. We judge which animals are worth money and which are pests. We rank the value of lives all the time.
I’m just doing the same.
Alaric flipped ahead in the book until an underlined phrase stopped him.
The magic bleeds away some of the life.
During the spell, the magic itself bleeds away some of the power from the life that is being sacrificed. I can feel it. It’s as though there is another force in the room. A force directing it all and taking its share of the power.
I have tried everything I can think of to stop the bleed. I have created runes to hold the power before using it. I have put the most protective spells I know around the two creatures to keep the energy between only them. But nothing works. No matter what I do, some of the power is lost.
And the greater the sacrifice, the greater the loss.
For the lamb, a larger animal worked. But for the horse last week, the large cow was not enough. He lived, but in great pain. In the end, it took an entire second cow.
I find that the Shade Seekers know this. I have visited with them and seen the creatures they have made. To make their monsters, they take a man, almost kill him, then revive him through the death of some creature. Every time they try to impart life, the source they use is… diluted before it creates the new thing. If you take a person and save him with a bear, you don’t get a full human. You get a half-breed that is not as strong as a bear but still bear-like, with some remnant of human intelligence. But it is not the sum of the two. It is much less. This, of course, makes them easier to control.