Letty came out of Dr. Faraday’s office and sat in Lonny’s truck for several minutes before she started the engine. After waiting all these weeks, after stringing out the medical and financial details of her life as though they were laundry on a clothesline—after all this, she should feel some sort of release knowing that the surgery was finally scheduled.
But she didn’t.
Instead she experienced an overwhelming sadness. Tears burned in her eyes, but she held her head high and drove toward the freeway that would take her back to Red Springs. Now that everything had been cleared with the doctor and the state, Letty felt free to explain what was wrong with her to her brother. She’d leave it to him to tell Chase—if he wanted.
Chase. Quickly she cast all thoughts of him aside, knowing they’d only bring her pain.
A few miles out of town, Letty saw another truck in her rearview mirror, several cars back. Her first reaction was that someone was driving a model similar to the one Chase had.
Not until the truck started weaving in and out of traffic in an effort to catch up with her did Letty realize it was Chase’s.
Why was he following her? All she could think was that something terrible must have happened…Cricket! Oh, no, it had to be Cricket.
Letty pulled to the side of the road.
Chase was right behind her.
Shutting off the engine, she climbed out and saw him leap from his vehicle and come running toward her.
“Letty. Letty.” He wrapped his arms around her, holding her with a tenderness she thought he could no longer feel.
She loosened his grip enough to raise her head. “Is anything wrong with Cricket?” she asked urgently.
He frowned. “No,” he said before he kissed her with a thoroughness that left her weak and clinging.
“Then what are you doing here?”
Chase closed his eyes briefly. “That’s a long story. Letty, we’ve got to talk.”
She broke free from his embrace. “I don’t think we can anymore. Every time we get close to each other, we end up arguing. I know I hurt you, Chase, but I don’t know how much longer I can stand being hurt back. After last night, I decided it was best if we didn’t see each other again.”
“You make us sound as bad as Lonny and Joy.”
“Worse.”
“It doesn’t have to be that way.”
“I don’t think we’re capable of anything else,” she whispered. “Not anymore.”
His eyes blazed into hers. “Letty, I know.”
Chase wasn’t making any sense. If he knew they were incapable of sustaining a relationship, then why had he been driving like a madman to catch her? Frankly, she wasn’t in the mood for this. All she wanted to do was get Cricket and go home.
Chase dropped his arms and paced in front of her. “The day you fainted in the garden, I should’ve figured it out. For weeks before, Lonny had been telling me how tired you were all the time, how fragile you’d become.” He shook his head. “I thought it was because you were depressed and California had spoiled you.”
“It did. I’m a soft person, unaccustomed to anything resembling hard work.”
Chase ignored her sarcasm. “Then that day in the cemetery…you tried to tell me, didn’t you?” But he didn’t allow her to answer his question. “You started talking about life and death, and all I could do was get angry with you because I thought you’d lied. I wasn’t even listening. If I had been, I would’ve heard what you were trying to tell me.”
Tears blurred her vision as she stood silent and unmoving before him.
“It’s the reason you dragged Mary Brandon over to the house for dinner that night, isn’t it?” Again he didn’t wait for her response. “You figured that if Lonny was married and anything happened to you, Cricket would have a secure home.”
“Not exactly,” she managed. In the beginning her thoughts had leaned in that direction. But she wasn’t the manipulative type, and it had soon become obvious that Lonny wanted nothing to do with her schemes.
Chase placed his hands on her shoulders. “Letty, I saw Dr. Faraday." A hint of a smile brushed the corners of his mouth. “I wanted to go over to the man and hug him.”
“Chase, you’re still not making any sense.”
“Cricket told me that when you came to Rock Springs, you visited a man with a mustache—a man who looked like someone on TV.”
“When did she tell you that?”
“Weeks ago. But more damning was that she claimed you went into a room together, and she had to stay outside and wait for you.”
“Oh, dear…”
“You can imagine what Lonny and I thought.”
“And you believed it?” It seemed that neither Chase nor her brother knew her. Both seemed willing to condemn her on the flimsiest evidence. If she were meeting a man, the last person she’d take with her was Cricket. But apparently that thought hadn’t so much as entered their minds.
“We didn’t know what to believe,” Chase answered.
“But you automatically assumed the worst?”
Chase looked properly chagrined. “I know it sounds bad, but there’d been another man in your life before. How was I to know the same thing wasn’t happening again?”
“How were you to know?” Letty echoed, slumping against the side of the truck. “How were you to know?” she repeated in a hurt whisper. “What kind of person do you think I am?”
“Letty, I’m sorry.”
She covered her eyes and shook her head.
“From the moment you returned, everything’s felt wrong. For a while I thought my whole world had been knocked off its axis. Nothing I did seemed to balance it. Today I realized it wasn’t my world that was offkilter, but yours, and I couldn’t help feeling the effects.”
“You’re talking in riddles,” she said.
Once more he started pacing, running his fingers through his hair. “Tell me what’s wrong. Please. I want to know—I need to know.”
“It’s my heart,” she whispered.
He nodded slowly. “I figured that’s what it had to be. Dr. Faraday’s specialty was the first thing I noticed when I saw you walk into his office.”
“You saw me walk into his office?”
His gaze skirted away from hers. “I followed you to Rock Springs.” He continued before she could react. “I’m not proud of that, Letty. Lonny convinced me that you and I needed to talk. After last night, we were both hurting so badly…and I guess I wasn’t the best company this morning. Lonny and I went back to the ranch and found your note. From there, we went to Joy’s place and she said you’d just left and were heading into town. I drove there and couldn’t find you anywhere. That was when I realized you’d probably driven to Rock Springs. If you were meeting a man, I wanted to find out who it was. I had no idea what I’d do—probably nothing—but I had to know.”
“So…so you followed me.”
He nodded. “And after you walked back to the truck, I went into the office—where I caught sight of the good doctor…and his mustache.”
She sighed, shaking her head.
“Letty, you have every reason in the world to be angry. All I can do is apologize.”
“No.” She met his eyes. “I wanted to tell you. I’ve kept this secret to myself for so long and there was no one…no one I could tell and I needed—”
“Letty…please, what’s wrong with your heart?”
“The doctors discovered a small hole when I was pregnant with Cricket.”
“What are they going to do?”
“Surgery.”
His face tightened. “When?”
“Dr. Faraday’s already scheduled it. I couldn’t afford it…. When you saw my first welfare check I wanted to die. I knew what you thought and there wasn’t any way to tell you how much I hate being a recipient of…charity.”
Chase shut his eyes. “Letty, I failed you—you needed me and I failed you.”
“Chase, I’m not going to blame you for that. I’ve failed
you, too.”
“I’ve been so blind, so stupid.”
“I’ve suffered my share of the same afflictions,” she said wryly.
“This time I can change things,” he said, taking her by the shoulders.
“How?”
“Letty.” His fingers were gentle, his eyes tender. “We’re getting married.”
Ten
“M arried,” Letty said, repeating the word for the twentieth time in the past hour. Chase sat her down, poured her a cup of coffee and brought it to the kitchen table. Only a few days earlier, he’d thought nothing of watching her do a multitude of chores. Now he was treating her as if she were an invalid. If Letty hadn’t been so amused by his change in attitude, she would’ve found his behavior annoying.
“I’m not arguing with you, Letty Ellison. We’re getting married.”
“Honestly, Chase, you’re being just a little dramatic, don’t you think?” She loved him for it, but that didn’t alter the facts.
“No!” His face was tormented with guilt. “Why didn’t I listen to you? You tried to tell me, and I was so pigheaded, so blind.” He knelt in front of her and took both her hands in his, eyes dark and filled with emotion. “You aren’t in any condition to fight me on this, Letty, so just do as I ask and don’t argue.”
“I’m in excellent shape.” Chase could be so stubborn, there were times she found it impossible to reason with him. Despite all that, she felt a deep, abiding love for this man. Yet there were a multitude of doubts they hadn’t faced or answered.
Chase hadn’t said he loved her or even that he cared. But then, Chase always had been a man of few words. When he’d proposed the first time, he’d told her, simply and profoundly, how much he loved her and wanted to build a life with her. That had been the sweetest, most romantic thing she’d ever heard. Letty had supposed that what he’d said that night was going to be all the poetry Chase would ever give her.
“You’re scheduled for heart surgery!”
“I’m not on my deathbed yet!”
He went pale at her joke. “Letty, don’t even say that.”
“What? That I could die? It’s been known to happen. But I hope it won’t with me. I’m otherwise healthy, and besides, I’m too stubborn to die in a hospital. I’d prefer to do it in my own bed with my grandchildren gathered around me, fighting over who’ll get my many jewels.” She said this with a hint of dark drama, loving the way Chase’s eyes flared with outrage.
In response, he shook his head. “It’s not a joking matter.”
“I’m going to get excellent care, so don’t worry, okay?”
“I’ll feel better once I talk to Dr. Faraday myself. But when I do, I’m telling you right now, Letty Ellison, it’ll be as your husband.”
Letty rolled her eyes. She couldn’t believe they were having this discussion. Yet Chase seemed so adamant, so certain that marrying now was the right thing to do.
Letty loved him more than ever, but she wasn’t nearly as convinced of the need to link their lives through marriage while the surgery still loomed before her. Afterward would be soon enough.
Her reaction seemed to frustrate Chase. “All right, if my words can’t persuade you, then perhaps this will.” With that he wove his fingers into her hair and brought his lips to hers. The kiss was filled with such tenderness that Letty was left trembling in its aftermath.
Chase appeared equally shaken. His eyes held hers for the longest moment, then he kissed her again. And again—
“Well, isn’t this peachy?”
Lonny’s harsh tone broke them apart.
“Lonny.” Chase’s voice sounded odd. He cast a glance at the kitchen clock.
“‘I won’t be long,’” Lonny mimicked, clearly agitated. “It’s been four hours, man! Four minutes with that…that woman is more than any guy could endure.”
“Where’s Cricket?” Letty asked, instantly alarmed.
“With her.” He turned to Chase, frowning. “Did you know all women stick together, even the little ones? I told Cricket to come with me, and she ran behind Joy and hid. I couldn’t believe my eyes—my own niece!”
Letty sprang to her feet. “I’m going to call Joy and find out where Cricket is.”
“How’d you get back here?” Chase asked his friend.
“Walked.”
Letty paused in the doorway, anxious to hear more of her brother’s reply.
“But it’s almost twenty miles into town,” she said.
“You’re telling me?” Lonny moaned and slumped into a chair. The first thing he did was remove his left boot, getting it off his swollen foot with some difficulty. He released a long sigh as it fell to the floor. Next he flexed his toes.
“What happened?”
“She kicked me out! What do you think happened? Do I look like I’d stroll home for the exercise?” His narrowed eyes accused both Letty and Chase. “I don’t suppose you gave me another thought after you dropped me off, did you? Oh, no. You two were so interested in playing kissy face that you conveniently forgot about me.”
“We’re sorry, Lonny,” Letty said contritely.
Lonny’s gaze shifted from Letty to Chase and back again. “I guess there’s no need to ask if you patched things up—that much is obvious.” By this time, the second dust-caked boot had hit the floor. Lonny peeled off his socks. “Darn it, I’ve got blisters on my blisters, thanks to the two of you.”
“We’re getting married,” Chase announced without preamble, his look challenging Letty to defy him.
Lonny’s head shot up. “What?”
“Letty and I are getting married,” Chase repeated. “And the sooner the better.”
Lonny’s eyes grew suspicious, and when he spoke his voice was almost a whisper. “You’re pregnant again, aren’t you?”
Letty burst out laughing. “I wish it was that simple.”
“She’s got a defective heart,” Chase said, omitting the details and not giving Letty the opportunity to explain more fully. “She has to have an operation—major surgery from the sound of it.”
“Your heart?” Shocked, Lonny stared at her. “Is that why you fainted that day?”
“Partially.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I couldn’t. Not until I had everything sorted out with the government, and the surgery was scheduled. You would’ve worried yourself into a tizzy, and I didn’t want to dump my problems on top of all your other responsibilities.”
“But…” He frowned, apparently displeased with her response. “I could’ve helped…or at least been more sympathetic. When I think about the way you’ve cleaned up around here…You had no business working so hard, planting a garden and doing everything else you have. I wish you’d said something, Letty. I feel like a jerk.”
“I didn’t tell anyone, Lonny. Please understand.”
He wiped the back of his hand over his mouth. “I hope you never keep anything like this from me again.”
“Believe me, there were a thousand times I wanted to tell you and couldn’t.”
“I’m going to arrange for the wedding as soon as possible,” Chase cut in. “You don’t have any objections, do you, Lonny?” His voice was demanding and inflexible.
“Objections? Me? No…not in the least.”
“Honestly, Chase,” Letty said, patting her brother’s shoulder. “This whole conversation is becoming monotonous, don’t you think? I haven’t agreed to this yet.”
“Call Joy and find out where Cricket is,” he told her.
Letty moved to the phone and quickly dialed Joy’s number. Her friend answered on the second ring. “Joy, it’s Letty. Cricket’s with you, right?”
“Yes, of course. I wouldn’t let that brother of yours take her, and frankly, she wouldn’t have gone with him, anyway. I’m sorry, Letty. I really am. You’re my friend and I adore Cricket, but your brother is one of the most—” She stopped abruptly. “I…I don’t think it’s necessary to say anything else. Lonny’s your brother—y
ou know him better than anyone.”
In some ways Letty felt she didn’t know Lonny at all. “Joy, whatever happened, I’m sorry.”
“It’s not your fault. By the way, did Chase ever catch up with you? I didn’t think to mention until after he’d gone that you’d said something about a doctor’s appointment.”
“Yes, he found me. That’s the reason it’s taken me so long to get back to you. I’m home now, but Chase and I have been talking for the past hour or so. I didn’t mean to leave Cricket with you all this time.”
“Cricket’s been great, so don’t worry about that. We had a great time—at least, we did until your brother decided to visit.” She paused and Letty heard regret in her voice when she spoke again. “I don’t know what it is with the two of us. I seem to bring out the worst in Lonny—I know he does in me.”
Letty wished she knew what it was, too. Discussing this situation over the phone made her a little uncomfortable. She needed to see Joy, read her expression and her body language. “I’ll leave now to pick up Cricket.”
“Don’t bother,” Joy said. “I was going out on an errand and I’ll be happy to drop her off.”
“You’re sure that isn’t a problem?”
“Positive.” Joy hesitated again. “Lonny got home all right, didn’t he? I mean it is a long walk. When I told him to leave, I didn’t mean for him to hike the whole way back. I forgot he didn’t have the truck. By the time I realized it, he’d already started down the sidewalk and he ignored me when I called him.”
“Yes, he’s home, no worse for wear.”
“I’ll see you in a little while, then,” Joy murmured. She sounded guilty, and Letty suspected she was bringing Cricket home hoping she’d get a chance to apologize. Unfortunately, in Lonny’s mood, that would be nearly impossible.
Letty replaced the phone, but not before Lonny shouted from the kitchen, “What do you mean, ‘no worse for wear’? I’ve got blisters that would’ve brought a lesser man to his knees.”
“What did you want me to tell her? That you’d dragged yourself in here barely able to move?”
“Letty, I don’t think you should raise your voice. It can’t be good for your heart.” Chase draped his arm around Letty’s shoulders, led her back to the table and eased her onto a chair.
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