“But, Mrs. Godwin—” says I, in alarm.
“Oh, call me Moll,” cries she, wildly. “Let me be myself for this one night.”
CHAPTER XXIX.
Of the subtile means whereby Simon leads Mr. Godwin to doubt his wife.
Again must I draw upon matter of after-knowledge to show you how all things came to pass on this fatal night.
When Mr. Godwin reached London, he went to Sir Peter Lely’s house in Lincoln’s Inn, to know if he was still at Hatfield, and there learning he was gone hence to Hampton, and no one answering for certainty when he would return, Mr. Godwin, seeing that he might linger in London for days to no purpose, and bethinking him how pale and sorrowful his dear wife was when they parted, concludes to leave his picture at Sir Peter Lely’s and post back to Chislehurst, counting to give his wife a happy surprise.
About eight o’clock he reaches the Court, to find all shut and barred by the prudent housekeeper, who, on letting him in (with many exclamations of joy and wonder), falls presently to sighing and shaking her head, as she tells how her mistress has lain abed since dinner, and is sick of the biliaries.
In great concern, Mr. Godwin takes the candle from Mrs. Butterby’s hand, and hastes up to his wife’s room. Opening the door softly, he enters, to find the bed tumbled, indeed, but empty. He calls her in a soft voice, going into the next room, and, getting no reply, nor finding her there, he calls again, more loudly, and there is no response. Then, as he stands irresolute and amazed, he hears a knock at the door below, and concluding that ’tis his wife, who has had occasion to go out, seeking fresh air for her comfort maybe, he runs swiftly down and opens, ere a servant can answer the call. And there he is faced, not by sweet Moll, but the jaundiced, wicked old Simon, gasping and panting for breath.
“Dost thee know,” says he, fetching his breath at every other word, “dost thee know where the woman thy wife is?”
“Where is she?” cries Mr. Godwin, in quick alarm, thinking by this fellow’s sweating haste that some accident had befallen his dear wife.
“I will show thee where she is; aye, and what she is,” gasps the old man, and then, clasping his hands, he adds, “Verily, the Lord hath heard my prayers and delivered mine enemies into my hand.”
Mr. Godwin, who had stepped aside to catch up his hat from the table, where he had flung it on entering, stopped short, hearing this fervent note of praise, and turning about, with misgivings of Simon’s purpose, cries:
“What are your enemies to me?”
“Everything,” cries Simon. “Mine enemies are thine, for as they have cheated me so have they cheated thee.”
“Enough of this,” cries Mr. Godwin. “Tell me where my wife is, and be done with it.”
“I say I will show thee where she is and what she is.”
“Tell me where she is,” cries Mr. Godwin, with passion.
“That is my secret, and too precious to throw away.”
“I comprehend you, now,” says Mr. Godwin, bethinking him of the fellow’s greed. “You shall be paid. Tell me where she is and name your price.”
“The price is this,” returns the other, “thy promise to be secret, to catch them in this trap, and give no opening for escape. Oh, I know them; they are as serpents, that slip through a man’s fingers and turn to bite. They shall not serve me so again. Promise—”
“Nothing. Think you I’m of your own base kind, to deal with you in treachery? You had my answer before, when you would poison my mind, rascal. But,” adds he, with fury, “you shall tell me where my wife is.”
“I would tear the tongue from my throat ere it should undo the work of Providence. If they escape the present vengeance of Heaven, thee shalt answer for it, not I. Yet I will give thee a clue to find this woman who hath fooled thee. Seek her where there are thieves and drunkards to mock at thy simplicity, to jeer at their easy gull, for I say again thy wife never was in Barbary, but playing the farded, wanton—”
The patience with which Mr. Godwin had harkened to this tirade, doubting by his passion that Simon was stark mad, gave way before this vile aspersion on his wife, and clutching the old man by the throat he flung him across the threshold and shut the door upon him. But where was his wife? That question was still uppermost in his thoughts. His sole misgiving was that accident had befallen her, and that somewhere in the house he should find her lying cold and insensible.
With this terror in his mind, he ran again upstairs. On the landing he was met by Mrs. Butterby, who (prudent soul), at the first hint of misconduct on her mistress’s part, had bundled the gaping servants up to their rooms.
“Mercy on us, dear master!” says she. “Where can our dear lady be? For a surety she hath not left the house, for I locked all up, as she bade me when we carried up her supper, and had the key in my pocket when you knocked. ‘See the house safe,’ says she, poor soul, with a voice could scarce be heared, ‘and let no one disturb me, for I do feel most heavy with sleep.’”
Mr. Godwin passed into his wife’s room and then into the next, looking about him in distraction.
“Lord! here’s the sweet thing’s nightgown,” exclaims Mrs. Butterby, from the next room, whither she had followed Mr. Godwin. “But dear heart o’ me, where’s the ham gone?”
Mr. Godwin, entering from the next room, looked at her as doubting whether he or all the world had taken leave of their wits.
“And the pigeon pasty?” added Mrs. Butterby, regarding the table laid out beside her mistress’s bed.
“And the cold partridge,” adds she, in redoubled astonishment. “Why, here’s nought left but my pudding, and that as cold as a stone.”
Mr. Godwin, with the candle flaring in his hand, passed hastily by her, too wrought by fear to regard either the ludicrous or incomprehensible side of Mrs. Butterby’s consternation; and so, going down the corridor away from the stairs, he comes to the door of the little back stairs, standing wide open, and seeming to bid him descend. He goes quickly down, yet trembling with fear that he may find her at the bottom, broken by a fall; but all he discovers is the bolt drawn and the door ajar. As he pushes it open a gust of wind blows out the light, and here he stood in the darkness, eager to be doing, yet knowing not which way to turn or how to act.
Clearly, his wife had gone out by this door, and so far this gave support to Simon’s statement that he knew where she was; and with this a flame was kindled within him that seemed to sear his very soul. If Simon spoke truth in one particular, why should he lie in others? Why had his wife refused to go with him to Hatfield? Why had she bid no one come near her room? Why had she gone forth by this secret stair, alone? Then, cursing himself for the unnamed suspicion that could thus, though but for a moment, disfigure the fair image that he worshipped, he asked himself why his wife should not be free to follow a caprice. But where was she? Ever that question surged upwards in the tumult of his thoughts. Where should he seek her? Suddenly it struck him that I might help him to find her, and acting instantly upon this hope he made his way in breathless haste to the road, and so towards my lodge.
Ere he has gone a hundred yards, Simon steps out of the shadow, and stands before him like a shade in the dimness.
“I crave thy pardon, Master,” says he, humbly. “I spoke like a fool in my passion.”
“If you will have my pardon, tell me where to find my wife; if not, stand aside,” answers Mr. Godwin.
“Wilt thee hear me speak for two minutes if I promise to tell thee where she is and suffer thee to find her how thee willst. ’Twill save thee time.”
“Speak,” says Mr. Godwin.
“Thy wife is there,” says Simon, under his breath, pointing towards my house. “She is revelling with Hopkins and Captain Evans—men that she did tramp the country with as vagabond players, ere the Spaniard taught them more profitable wickedness. Knock at the door—which thee mayst be sure is fast—and while one holds thee in parley the rest will set the room in order, and find a plausible tale to hoodwink thee afresh. Be guided b
y me, and thee shalt enter the house unknown to them, as I did an hour since, and there thee shalt know, of thine own senses, how thy wife doth profit by thy blindness. If this truth be not proved, if thee canst then say that I have lied from malice, envy, and evil purpose, this knife,” says he, showing a blade in his hand, “this knife will I thrust into my own heart, though I stand the next instant before the Eternal Judge, my hands wet with my own blood, to answer for my crime.”
“Have you finished?” asks Mr. Godwin.
“No, not yet; I hold thee to thy promise,” returns Simon, with eager haste. “Why do men lie? for their own profit. What profit have I in lying, when I pray thee to put my word to the proof and not take it on trust, with the certainty of punishment even if the proof be doubtful. Thee believest this woman is what she pretends to be; what does that show?—your simplicity, not hers. How would women trick their husbands without such skill to blind them by a pretence of love and virtue?”
“Say no more,” cries Mr. Godwin, hoarsely, “or I may strangle you before you pass trial. Go your devilish way, I’ll follow.”
“Now God be praised for this!” cries Simon. “Softly, softly!” adds he, creeping in the shade of the bank towards the house.
But ere he has gone a dozen paces Mr. Godwin repents him again, with shame in his heart, and stopping, says:
“I’ll go no further.”
“Then thee doubtest my word no longer,” whispers Simon, quickly. “’Tis fear that makest thee halt—the fear of finding thy wife a wanton and a trickster.”
“No, no, by God!”
“If that be so, then art thee bound to prove her innocent, that I may not say to all the world, thee mightest have put her honour to the test and dared not—choosing rather to cheat thyself and be cheated by her, than know thyself dishonoured. If thee dost truly love this woman and believe her guiltless, then for her honour must thee put me—not her—to this trial.”
“No madman could reason like this,” says Mr. Godwin. “I accept this trial, and Heaven forgive me if I do wrong.”
CHAPTER XXX.
How we are discovered and utterly undone.
“What!” cries Dawson, catching his daughter in his arms and hugging her to his breast, when the first shock of surprise was past. “My own sweet Moll—come hither to warm her old father’s heart?”
“And my own,” says she, tenderly, “which I fear hath grown a little wanting in love for ye since I have been mated. But, though my dear Dick draws so deeply from my well of affection, there is still somewhere down here” (clapping her hand upon her heart) “a source that first sprang for you and can never dry.”
“Aye, and ’tis a proof,” says he, “your coming here where we may speak and act without restraint, though it be but for five minutes.”
“Five minutes!” cries she, springing up with her natural vivacity, “why, I’ll not leave you before the morning, unless you weary of me.” And then with infinite relish and sly humour, she told of her device for leaving the Court without suspicion.
I do confess I was at first greatly alarmed for the safe issue of this escapade; but she assuring me ’twas a dirty night, and she had passed no one on the road, I felt a little reassured. To be sure, thinks I, Mr. Godwin by some accident may return, but finding her gone, and hearing Captain Evans keeps me to my house, he must conclude she has come hither, and think no harm of her for that neither—seeing we are old friends and sobered with years, for ’tis the most natural thing in the world that, feeling lonely and dejected for the loss of her husband, she should seek such harmless diversion as may be had in our society.
However, for the sake of appearances I thought it would be wise to get this provision of ham and birds out of sight, for fear of misadventure, and also I took instant precaution to turn the key in my street door. Being but two men, and neither of us over-nice in the formalities, I had set a cheese, a loaf, and a bottle betwixt us on the bare table of my office room, for each to serve himself as he would; but I now proposed that, having a lady in our company, we should pay more regard to the decencies by going upstairs to my parlour, and there laying a tablecloth and napkins for our repast.
“Aye, certainly!” cries Moll, who had grown mighty fastidious in these particulars since she had been mistress of Hurst Court; “this dirty table would spoil the best appetite in the world.”
So I carried a faggot and some apple logs upstairs, and soon had a brave fire leaping up the chimney, by which time Moll and her father, with abundant mirth, had set forth our victuals on a clean white cloth, and to each of us a clean plate, knife, and fork, most proper. Then, all things being to our hand, we sat down and made a most hearty meal of Mrs. Butterby’s good cheer, and all three of us as merry as grigs, with not a shadow of misgiving.
There had seemed something piteous to me in that appeal of Moll’s, that she might be herself for this night; and indeed I marvelled now how she could have so trained her natural disposition to an artificial manner, and did no longer wonder at the look of fatigue and weariness in her face on her return to London. For the old reckless, careless, daredevil spirit was still alive in her, as I could plainly see now that she abandoned herself entirely to the free sway of impulse; the old twinkle of mirth and mischief was in her eyes; she was no longer a fine lady, but a merry vagabond again, and when she laughed ’twas with her hands clasping her sides, her head thrown back, and all her white teeth gleaming in the light.
“Now,” says I, when at length our meal was finished, “I will clear the table.”
“Hoop!” cries she, catching up the corners of the tablecloth, and flinging them over the fragments; “’tis done. Let us draw round the fire, and tell old tales. Here’s a pipe, dear dad; I love the smell of tobacco; and you” (to me) “do fetch me a pipkin, that I may brew a good drink to keep our tongues going.”
About the time this drink was brewed, Simon, leading Mr. Godwin by a circuitous way, came through the garden to the back of the house, where was a door, which I had never opened for lack of a key to fit the lock. This key was now in Simon’s hand, and putting it with infinite care into the hole, he softly turned it in the wards. Then, with the like precaution, he lifts the latch and gently thrusts the door open, listening at every inch to catch the sounds within. At length ’tis opened wide; and so, turning his face to Mr. Godwin, who waits behind, sick with mingled shame and creeping dread, he beckons him to follow.
Above, Dawson was singing at the top of his voice, a sea-song he had learnt of a mariner at the inn he frequented at Greenwich, with a troll at the end, taken up by Moll and me. And to hear his wife’s voice bearing part in this rude song, made Mr. Godwin’s heart to sink within him. Under cover of this noise, Simon mounted the stairs without hesitation, Mr. Godwin following at his heels, in a kind of sick bewilderment. ’Twas pitch dark up there, and Simon, stretching forth his hands to know if Mr. Godwin was by, touched his hand, which was deadly cold and quivering; for here at the door he was seized with a sweating faintness, which so sapped his vigour that he was forced to hold by the wall to save himself from falling.
“Art thee ready?” asks Simon; but he can get no answer, for Mr. Godwin’s energies, quickened by a word from within like a jaded beast by the sting of a whip, is straining his ears to catch what is passing within. And what hears he?—The song is ended, and Dawson cries:
“You han’t lost your old knack of catching a tune, Moll. Come hither, wench, and sit upon my knee, for I do love ye more than ever. Give me a buss, chuck; this fine husband of thine shall not have all thy sweetness to himself.”
At this moment, Simon, having lifted the latch under his thumb, pushes wide open the door, and there through the thick cloud of tobacco smoke Mr. Godwin sees the table in disorder, the white cloth flung back over the remnants of our repast and stained with a patch of liquor from an overturned mug, a smutty pipkin set upon the board beside a dish of tobacco, and a broken pipe—me sitting o’ one side the hearth heavy and drowsy with too much good cheer, and on t
’other side his young wife, sitting on Dawson’s knee, with one arm about his neck, and he in his uncouth seaman’s garb, with a pipe in one hand, the other about Moll’s waist, a-kissing her yielded cheek. With a cry of fury, like any wild beast, he springs forward and clutches at a knife that lies ready to his hand upon the board, and this cry is answered with a shriek from Moll as she starts to her feet.
“Who is this drunken villain?” he cries, stretching the knife in his hand towards Dawson.
And Moll, flinging herself betwixt the knife and Dawson, with fear for his life, and yet with some dignity in her voice and gesture, answers swiftly:
“This drunken villain is my father.”
CHAPTER XXXI.
Moll’s conscience is quickened by grief and humiliation beyond the ordinary.
“Stand aside, Moll,” cries Dawson, stepping to the fore, and facing Mr. Godwin. “This is my crime, and I will answer for it with my blood. Here is my breast” (tearing open his jerkin). “Strike, for I alone have done you wrong, this child of mine being but an instrument to my purpose.”
Mr. Godwin’s hand fell by his side, and the knife slipped from his fingers.
“Speak,” says he, thickly, after a moment of horrible silence broken only by the sound of the knife striking the floor. “If this is your daughter—if she has lied to me—what in God’s name is the truth? Who are you, I ask?”
“John Dawson, a player,” answers he, seeing the time is past for lying.
Mr. Godwin makes no response, but turns his eyes upon Moll, who stands before him with bowed head and clasped hands, wrung to her innermost fibre with shame, remorse, and awful dread, and for a terrible space I heard nothing but the deep, painful breathing of this poor, overwrought man.
“You are my wife,” says he, at length. “Follow me,” and with that he turns about and goes from the room. Then Moll, without a look at us, without a word, her face ghastly pale and drawn with agony, with faltering steps, obeys, catching at table and chair, as she passes, for support.
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