Advance Praise for The Notations of Cooper Cameron:
“Cooper Cameron is a unique and unforgettable character, a boy who sees the beauty in bugs and the heroism in frogs.”
—Kurtis Scaletta, author of Mudville and Rooting for Rafael Rosales
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A Junior Library Guild Selection
Kirkus Reviews’ Best Middle-Grade Books of 2016
* “[S]hines with wisdom and compassion.”
—starred, Kirkus Reviews
* “[A] wistful and superlative coming-of-age story . . . this is one to be re-read and enjoyed many times over.”
—starred, Booklist
“[A] unique twist on the traditional haunted house story.”
—School Library Journal
“A bewitching and beautiful story of haunted houses, family secrets, and life-changing friends found in the most unexpected of places. Like the mysterious mansion at the heart of the book, Jane O’Reilly’s writing is magical.”
—Anne Ursu, author of Breadcrumbs and The Real Boy
“The Secret of Goldenrod is replete with elements of a children’s classic: yearning, solitude, hope, friendship, and most of all, magic. An utterly dear book.”
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For Catherine
June Bugs
“Cooper, the pizza will be here any minute,” his mother calls from the kitchen. “Caddie, please help me set the table.”
Cooper runs to the dining room window. Pepperoni pizza is his favorite. He watches the street for the pizza car with the Piping Hot Pizza hat on its roof. The car will look like a taxi.
A girl flutters by on her bike. The reflectors blink like fireflies in the shadows. And then a June bug hits the window screen with a sudden bang and a frantic buzzing of wings. Cooper blinks, startled. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out his pocket-size notebook and stubby pencil and makes a note to himself.
The coleopteran is a beetle and should be called a May bug because it is still May, not June.
“What do you want to drink, Coop?” Caddie says.
Cooper flicks the window screen with his finger. The beetle curls its legs, hangs on for dear life. Now Cooper thinks about catching bugs with Grandpa. Jars and jars of coleoptera, cicadas, and his favorite, the Lampyridae. Fireflies. Magical, blinking fireflies. He can still hear Grandpa’s voice. “There you go, my boy. A flashlight in a jar.” He sees the look on Grandpa’s face, gray and afraid. Sees his hand drop the oar, grip the side of the boat. He wonders if Grandpa hung on for dear life.
Don’t think about Grandpa. Don’t think about Grandpa. Don’t think about Grandpa.
Think about summer vacation. No teachers watching him. No classmates copying him behind his back. No one saying, “That boy is so weird.”
He has passed fifth grade with flying colors. “Cooper can read at the college level,” the counselor told his mother. “Can read anything you put in front of him.” And he does. He even reads the encyclopedia. And things he’s not supposed to read, like Caddie’s magazines and her girl books. He reads more than anyone else he knows because he reads every word three times, every line three times, and every page three times.
But he reads fast so no one notices. And he hides this secret because no one will understand. If they find out, they might have to send him away.
Away. Away. Away.
When school starts again in the fall he will be in sixth grade. “Yeah, right,” his father said. “If they let him back in the classroom.”
“Cooper!” Caddie says with mad in her voice.
“Water,” he says.
The June bug shivers against the screen and flies away. Cooper turns the page in his notebook.
Soon all the coleoptera will disappear without notice.
Like getting over the hiccups.
Except Cooper notices everything. He hears the plates clink as his mother lifts them from the kitchen cupboard. Behind him, Caddie folds paper napkins and sets them at the edge of the placemats. His father has flipped open his wallet so he can pay the Piping Hot Pizza delivery man. “All I have are ones,” his father says with a lot of mad in his voice.
Here it comes. The beat-up car with the Piping Hot Pizza hat. Headlights bounce in the driveway. “The Piping Hot Pizza is here,” Cooper says in a happy voice, just like he’s supposed to. Just like a regular kid.
The doorbell rings.
Cooper beats Caddie to the dining room table. To the tilting stack of dollar bills. “Don’t, Cooper. Dad’ll get mad,” Caddie whispers.
Dad will get mad. Dad will get mad. Dad will get mad.
He always gets mad. “There’s something wrong with That Boy,” booms in Cooper’s head. “That Boy needs help,” booms and booms and booms.
There is something wrong with The Father too. The Father is always angry. But Cooper would never say such a thing out loud.
Still, Cooper can’t help himself. The dollar bills are a mess. No one cares about them. “One, two, three,” he begins to count them. Turns them right side up.
Cooper isn’t doing anything wrong. It’s That Boy. That Boy won’t leave him alone.
But sometimes Cooper is glad That Boy is there. Sometimes he needs That Boy. That Boy worries about the girl on the bike. In the dark. Worries about all the coleoptera. Most of all, he worries about his family.
“Four, five, six . . .”
“Cooper, I mean it,” Caddie says.
He lowers his voice. “Seven, eight, nine . . .” One at a time, That Boy turns the dollar bill faces upward. Toward the sky.
“Cooper!”
That Boy has plugged Cooper’s ears. He can barely hear Caddie.
And now he matches the edges. Makes the dollar bills look neat and happy like the pages of a closed book. “Ten, eleven, twelve . . .” George Washington, smiling. Smiling and smiling. He wishes he could smile like George Washington. Without a care in the world. Twenty-seven times.
Cooper’s mother stands with heavy plates in her arms, watching The Father watch That Boy.
“For God’s sake,” The Father says, pulling the bills from Cooper’s fingers. He shoves the wad of money into the hands of the Piping Hot Pizza driver and slams the door. He wishes he would have had a twenty. “I wish,
just once . . .” but he does not tell them what else he wishes. He just shakes his head with mad on his face.
Cooper’s mother sets the plates on the table. Serves him two big slices of pepperoni pizza. The cheese slides to his plate and steam rises in a hot pizza cloud as she sits down. Cooper picks off the piping hot pepperoni. Stacks it on his plate like the Leaning Tower of Pisa.
“I think I’ll take the kids to the cabin,” she says as she tucks her long dark hair behind her ears with both hands. “I think it’ll be good for them.”
The cabin? Cooper carefully balances the last piece of pepperoni on the top of the tower. He doesn’t want to go to the cabin. No one has been there in almost two years. Not since Grandpa died. Fell into the water and died. Reached for the fishing rod. Dropped his pipe. Burned his shirt and died.
Under the table, Cooper slides his notebook from his pocket. Holds it in his lap so no one will see what he is writing.
Bad memories are like scary movies.
You never forget them.
“Sounds good to me,” The Father says.
“For the whole summer,” Cooper’s mother says.
Cooper can feel That Boy getting closer. Like a dark shadow moving across him. He freezes, except for his right foot. His right foot taps three times so softly no one can hear him. Not even The Father.
“You can’t be serious,” Caddie says. “You can’t make me go for the whole summer. There’s no TV. No running water. I’ll lose my mind.”
Cooper knows better than to say such a thing. Not Caddie. She is fifteen and a half years old already. His mother can’t believe it. Cooper can. Cooper listens carefully as he writes in his notebook.
Everything Caddie says is getting more and more believable every day.
“I am serious,” his mother says. She has mad in her voice, just like Caddie, but she is not angry. “We’ll leave first thing in the morning,” she says.
Caddie slams her glass of milk on the table.
Caddie will lose her mind at the cabin. His mother will lose her mind too, but only if she doesn’t go. And she cannot go alone. Cannot bear to be any more alone than she is right now. But his mother doesn’t say a word about her empty heart and why she must go.
Cooper understands this kind of secret. He makes another note in the notebook in his lap.
Scared sounds like angry when scared is a secret.
“It’s barbaric!” Caddie screeches. “There’s nothing to do. I’ll die of boredom.”
Cooper looks up at Caddie. Wonders if dying of boredom is truly possible.
“You can always go into town,” their mother says.
“Town? It’s nothing but a tourist trap. You blink once and you miss it.”
“Knock it off, Caddie. You’re going and that’s that,” The Father says.
Caddie is as angry as The Father. She leaves the table and her last piece of Piping Hot Pizza and runs upstairs. Slams her door.
Cooper stays by his mother. Everyone says he has her dark brown hair and her dark brown eyes. Do his eyes look desperate too?
“I think my dad would want us to enjoy ourselves up there,” his mother says, putting Caddie’s last piece of pepperoni pizza on Cooper’s plate.
“Yes, Ellen, I’m sure he would,” The Father says.
Don’t think about Grandpa. Don’t think about Grandpa. Don’t think about Grandpa.
Except sometimes Cooper dreams about him. He dreams he is swimming. He dreams he hears Grandpa laughing. Laughing at their private joke about the big one that got away. He dreams the water is pink from the sunset and the cool sand is melted ice cream. But it is just a dream. When he wakes up shivering, he knows he will never go in the water. Never, ever again.
No matter what.
But he has go to the cabin. Caddie and his mother will need him. He must go. He must be brave and protect them at all costs.
Now Cooper wishes himself invisible. He stacks all of Caddie’s pepperoni on his tower and takes a bite of the crust. He can feel That Boy leaning over his shoulder. He chews one, two, three times on the right side. Turns his head so no one will notice. Chews one, two, three times on the left side.
“Just once, for God’s sake . . .” The Father says, slamming his hand on the table.
Cooper cringes. Stops chewing. Knows he should be more careful.
The Leaning Tower of Pisa sways and then topples, crashing into the Arno River of melted cheese. Cooper must rebuild it.
His mother stacks the dirty plates, watching The Father watch That Boy. Again.
“Just once I wish you could eat like a normal person. Something.”
So does Cooper. But the medicines don’t work. The doctors don’t work. Happy thoughts don’t work. Nothing works. That Boy won’t leave him alone.
“And for the last time, put that stupid notebook away.”
Cooper looks down. Pushes the notebook into his pocket.
The Father stands up suddenly with his glass of wine in one hand and a spot of orange pizza sauce on his tie. When he shoves his chair against the table, it sounds like another slammed door.
“David, please . . . ,” Cooper’s mother says, her eyes more desperate than ever.
“Please what? I’m tired of pussyfooting around this house like nothing’s wrong.”
“Cooper, why don’t you go upstairs,” she says softly. “Maybe you could start packing. Bring your most important things. I’ll take care of your clothes.”
Cooper goes upstairs. The light under Caddie’s door is as straight as a laser beam. Her voice whispers. She is not packing. She is talking on her phone.
They are leaving first thing in the morning.
He must pack his most important things. His prized possessions.
He packs three small notebooks and three short number 2 pencils with sharp points and his favorite dictionary because he must write everything down. And because someday he might write a good and famous book. He packs his calendar so he does not lose track of time, and he packs his magnifying glass because there will be many things at the cabin he will have to watch closely.
He packs four of his smooth rocks, his family of rocks: one the size of his fist, two the size of cardinal eggs, and one little one, as small as a nickel. He leaves the biggest, darkest rock on his desk. Alone.
Thoop-uhzz.
Another June bug hits the window screen. Cooper stares and stares at the screen until it blurs into nothingness. He remembers the night at the cabin when Grandpa built a bonfire and told stories. The night Caddie hollered, “Cooper ate a June bug!” But he didn’t. Not really. He just held the coleopteran inside his mouth and let its six sticky legs tickle his tongue. And then he tiptoed up to Caddie when she wasn’t looking and set the beetle on her bare shoulder. “Cooper!” she screamed before she chased him around the fire and into the cold lake water and tickled him and made him laugh.
But that was almost two years ago. When Grandpa was still alive. When Cooper could laugh without a care in the world.
He pulls out his notebook, cups it in his hand.
Never laugh.
Laughing makes you forget what you are doing and you can never, ever, forget.
The June bug lets go. Lands on its back on the windowsill. Arms and legs reaching. Reaching and reaching. Cooper raises the screen.
Tonight he will not get a canning jar. Will not punch holes in its lid. Because even if you add grass and leaves, the June bug will die and there’s nothing you can do about that except never, ever put a June bug in a canning jar. He turns the bug right side up. Scoots him off the ledge. Sends him fleeing into the night.
Amicus hiccups behind him.
“Of course I’m taking you with me,” he says, so Amicus won’t worry.
But he can’t pack Amicus. Amicus needs to breathe. He is an amphibian. First he was an egg. Then he was an embryo. When he was a tadpole, Cooper spotted him swimming in the bait can. “Look, Grandpa. That minnow has black dots.”
“Well, well, my boy,�
� Grandpa said with his pipe in his mouth. “That’s not a minnow. The Latin name for that little guy is rana clamitans. You take care of that tadpole and you’ll have yourself a nice little friend.”
Cooper cupped his hands around the tadpole. Saved him from the gnawing minnows. “Grandpa, how do you say friend in Latin?”
“Amicus,” Grandpa said.
“How do you do, Amicus?” Cooper said, nose to nose with the tadpole.
When Grandpa came home with the aquarium, Cooper filled it with six inches of water. And then he went outside and found a small rock on the beach, a rock the size of a nickel, and added it to his family of rocks. Like magic, Amicus grew legs and a long tongue and turned into a frog.
Cooper places one food nugget on the big plastic lily pad. Waits. Watches. Amicus jumps from his tree branch into his bowl of water. Snaps the food nugget with his long tongue.
And now Caddie, Cooper, their mother, and Amicus are going to the cabin.
For the whole summer.
But Cooper does not pack his good and famous book, Inferno, by Dante. Not yet. Not yet because he must keep reading the longest poem he has ever seen. So long it has chapters called cantos. It is the most important thing he will bring to the cabin.
If Caddie asks, “Why are you reading that?” he will tell her it is a good and famous book.
He will tell her it is a classic. And he will tell her it is a must-read for everyone.
He will not tell her he stole it from Grandpa’s suitcase when the ambulance was gone and they packed up all of Grandpa’s things to go home. He will not tell her that it smells like Grandpa’s pipe tobacco. Or that inferno means “fire.” That if he misses the third word or the third line or the third page, everyone he loves will go up in flames.
We, we, we. In, in, in. Our, our, our . . . We in our turn stepped forward toward the city and through the gate . . .
Cooper reads the perfect words perfectly. Reads and reads. He reads into the night as if his life depends on it.
Because it does.
Fleeing
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