The idea was unusual, but he considered it. Louisa was willing to come to London; this was more than he had expected her to grant after her initial reluctance, and he might yet be able to persuade her to come as his wife.
“It would be uncommon, but it seems like a reasonable solution,” he granted. “Do you think your aunt would agree to have you both stay with her?”
At her eager nod, he added, “I myself would be delighted to have you in town for another season; otherwise there would be little reason for me to go. And you are right, I can ease your sister’s path as I was not able to do for you.” He smiled down at Louisa, whose dark eyes were now sparkling with excitement.
“Oh, James, it would be so much better with her there—and with you, of course.” Her brow puckered. “But what would we tell people if anyone wondered why we had not yet married?”
That was a good question, and one for which he had no answer. He was marrying to subtract from the family’s notoriety, not add to it.
He shrugged.
“We’d tell them to get their blasted noses out of our business,” James replied straight-faced. Perhaps Julia was already influencing him; he’d never have dreamed of speaking so to a lady before yesterday.
Louisa gasped, then started laughing when his face broke into a smile. “Why not? Or perhaps we could tell them that my parents enrolled you in their livestock operations, and you were far too interested in developing new cattle strains to get around to planning a wedding,” she suggested.
“Or that you refused to marry me until my entire home was decorated exactly as you like, with fashionable Egyptian furniture and a bathtub shaped like the Sphinx,” he teased, pleased to see his fiancée shaking her head with laughter.
“Oh, no one would ever believe that one. That would be too repulsive,” she said, catching her breath. “Unless—is this the truth of your renovations at Nicholls? Are we to be transported to the Pyramids when we enter your estate?”
“I’m afraid it’s much more prosaic than that,” he admitted. “I’ve got a sound roof over the place as a start, and the rest is repairing the damage of years of neglect. My father never kept more than a skeleton staff there, and many of the rooms have been closed off for years.
“Come to think of it, though,” he continued, “it would be nice to have you put your own stamp on it as the work proceeds. You know, have things as you like—the wallpaper and draperies and whatnot.”
Louisa nodded and offered him a small smile. “Your offer is generous, and your point’s well taken. Maybe we could make a family party of it someday soon. I’d love to see Nicholls, and I’m sure you are keen to get back there as well for a time.”
“It’s settled, then,” James said, and he stood to take his leave of her. “I’ll go and speak to your father, and I’ll acquaint him of your wishes for your aunt’s sponsorship of your sister. And I will suggest an excursion to Nicholls sometime soon, whenever it is convenient for your parents.”
“But what shall we tell people about our postponed wedding?” she asked again. She bit her lip.
He pondered the question for a moment. Nothing came at once to mind, which had become a disturbingly common phenomenon since he’d entered this house.
“Well, we’ll figure that out if we need to,” he said finally. “‘For family reasons’ is accurate enough.” It wouldn’t silence any gossiping tongues, but what else could he say under the circumstances? He tried to hide his perturbation with a small joke. “Or we can just say you’re waiting for the Sphinx tub to arrive; whichever you prefer.”
She shook her head, smiling, and began to reach again for the bound volume she had laid aside upon his entrance.
“I wouldn’t tease Papa like that if I were you,” she recommended. “He won’t be able to tell that you’re joking, and he’d think I had returned from London an extremely silly creature. Of course,” she considered, “a Sphinx is part lion, is it not? He is so fond of animals, he may think it an excellent choice for interior décor.”
James smiled and kissed her hand again, to remind himself again that he was a betrothed man. Louisa pinkened again, and as he left her, he was pleased—and perhaps a bit relieved—that he could affect her despite her worries.
Once outside the library, he leaned against the wall for a moment and shut his eyes. That conversation hadn’t gone at all the way he’d expected.
True, his fiancée was going to visit his home, which he supposed was a good thing. But why the devil didn’t she want to get married yet? Did she hate London so much? And if so, why was she willing to go back again to help her sister?
He opened his eyes, but shook his head in puzzlement. Louisa seemed to be offering him as much as she could, and it would be ungentlemanly of him to press her again right now. It would all work out eventually. They would be married, and with his wife at his side, he could help his sister and her young daughters.
As for that idea about Julia coming to London with Louisa—well, it would probably turn out very well for the two sisters. But he obviously needed to check his reactions better. His attraction to Julia was far beyond what he should allow himself to feel as an engaged man. He was going to find himself baying at the moon every night at the rate he was going.
Left behind in the library, Louisa was even more unsettled than the viscount. She laid aside her book, but in case James stepped back into the room, she kept her face carefully smooth.
It was an expression—or rather, a lack of expression—that she had developed during her time in London. There had been so many times her natural reserve had hindered her, it seemed small consolation that it also gave her the ability to keep her thoughts from her face.
She could show no fear when she entered a room full of hundreds of strangers, who looked her over and openly dismissed her. She could show no disappointment when she was overlooked for dance after dance; show no pain when her host, out of pity, took her onto the ballroom floor and trod all over her feet; show no chagrin when her aunt, who was gracious enough to sponsor her, lamented loudly to all her friends about how no one was coming along to snap Louisa up.
Truly, she was a talented young lady. The ton had had no idea just how talented.
Compared to the agonies of a single London supper party, her conversation with James had been a breeze. But she was left with an uneasy feeling all the same. She knew that the very reason for his visit was to discuss their marriage. She knew, of course, that he planned for them to be married fairly soon, at which point she would be his viscountess.
It was just that when he actually brought up the subject, she was terrified. Terrified of leaving her family again, of living in London, of always bearing the crushing loneliness she’d hardly even spoken of to Julia, her dear sister and closest friend.
She knew eventually she would need to get married, and while she didn’t love James—after all, she had known him for such a short time—she certainly liked him very much. She knew, too, that a financially solvent viscount was really far beyond her touch. He could do much better than her, and she should be grateful. And she was grateful; there was no mistake about that. His proposal had offered her the chance to put a period to the loneliest, unhappiest time of her life.
But she couldn’t help wanting to postpone the inevitable as long as possible. Fortunately, James was a kind man, and he’d been willing to accept her wishes even though they probably sounded lame to him. After all, how could she tell him—a man she hardly knew—that, despite everything he was offering her, she didn’t feel ready for marriage at all?
She simply couldn’t. She’d have to say nothing, show no sign of her doubts, and hope her feelings altered.
She sighed and straightened up. It was done; no more sense in thinking about it. James had come in, spoken with her, and left. He accepted what she asked. For at least a little while longer, she need not think about the changes in store for her.
She picked up the volume at her side again and opened it to the title page.
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bsp; “Evelina,” she read.
Evelina, who went to London and had a grand time, and made men love her, although she was a nobody. That old timeworn tale had seemed so entrancing once upon a time.
With all the force Louisa could muster in her arm, she threw the book across the room.
Chapter 5
In Which the Viscount Intentionally Walks through Manure
James’s first full day at Stonemeadows Hall had already brought surprise after surprise, and it was still not yet noon. Thus the viscount was almost looking forward to having an extremely odd conversation with Lord Oliver about his eldest daughter’s marriage plans, and in this he was not disappointed.
The older man welcomed James heartily into his study, but once the two were face-to-face across the baron’s large, untidy desk, James felt unsure how to begin.
“Lord Oliver,” he started, then paused as he met his future father-in-law’s expectant gaze.
Should he say that the wedding was indefinitely postponed? Should he even try to discuss marriage terms at all? Was there any point until he and Louisa set a date?
He cleared his throat and tried again. “Lord Oliver, I’ve just been speaking with your daughter—”
“Emilia? Or Elise?” The older man’s brow furrowed in confusion. “Not Anne. Or is it? Has Annie been bothering you to play bilbo catch with her again? I’ll have Lady Oliver speak with her at once.” He rose from behind his desk and began to head for the door.
James stood, too, but just stared after him for a second, trying to follow the older man’s thought processes. “No, no. Certainly not. It was Louisa.”
Lord Oliver stopped with his hand on the door handle. “Louisa?” He looked confused. “Why should Louisa want to play bilbo catch with you?”
James took a deep breath. All right, so this was going to be even more difficult than he had expected.
“No one was playing bilbo catch with anyone else, and no one wanted to,” he explained with what he hoped was a respectful amount of patience in his voice. Good Lord, even as a child, he’d never enjoyed the cursed game of trying to catch a ball in a wooden cup. Why was the baron going on about it now?
“No,” he continued, “I spoke with Louisa about our marriage.”
“Ah.” Enlightenment warmed Lord Oliver’s expression into a beam of delight. “Now I understand. Very appropriate, that. But if you’ve come to ask my permission again, you really didn’t need to. I’ve already consented to the match.”
He clapped James on the shoulder and turned toward the door of his study again.
“I’ve been indoors for too long this morning. Would you care to walk with me? I’m just going to check on a few of the animals.”
Unable to get another word in before his host left the study, James found himself trotting after Lord Oliver to the stables, trying valiantly to interject some comment—anything at all—about Louisa.
“We’ve decided to postpone the marriage until after Julia begins her season,” he gasped as he followed at a near run behind Lord Oliver’s rapid pace.
“Hmm?” The baron was distracted now that they were almost to the stables. “Julia’s getting married during her season? Yes, excellent idea.”
This was the closest James was able to come to any of the calm discussion he had planned, in which he and his future father-in-law would sit across a desk from one another, set the date of the wedding, and perhaps even discuss the marriage settlement. The specific amount of Louisa’s dowry wasn’t really a concern for James, since the Matheson viscountcy wasn’t at all short of funds; still, it felt like something he and his future father-in-law ought to work out.
Instead, he found himself trotting after Lord Oliver through a whirlwind tour of the stables. He was willing to profess admiration for the horses, but James split from his host when the latter professed a desire to check on a newborn calf and its mother. Saying he would meet Lord Oliver back at the house later, he trudged back across the muddy ground, looking dolefully at his mud-caked boots and remembering their mirror-bright gloss of the morning.
It wasn’t as if he had never been in the country before, but getting into the stables of a manor house was an experience entirely new to him. He was used to grooms bringing horses out for him to ride, already saddled and bridled. Had he even been in a stable since he was an inquisitive young boy? Surely not since his father had tanned his backside and told him sons of the house didn’t associate with servants.
He paused in his walk for a moment, regarding a clump of—yes, he was very much afraid that wasn’t dirt on his boot, but something far more . . . organic. And suddenly, he felt his natural good humor returning. Cleaning his boots would be just the job for his valet, who tended to be supercilious at the best of times, and whose best personality traits were definitely not brought out by country life.
James’s pace quickened as he imagined the man’s face upon seeing his soiled boots, and he had to laugh to himself. He even veered toward a fresh-looking deposit and tramped through it with both feet.
He felt more cheerful at once. It would do Delaney some good to clean a bit of excrement off his master’s boots every once in awhile. And the Olivers were odd, true, but they were kind people—and at any rate, he was certainly gaining plenty of new experiences. He would hardly have wanted to marry into a dull family, would he?
The succeeding weeks of James’s visit drifted by pleasantly, with few notable events to mar the placid country life he expected to constitute most of his days following his marriage.
But when, one day in mid-September, he received word over the dinner table of the impending arrival from London of the family’s doughty relative, Lady Irving, he decided that this might well be a good opportunity to leave for a while. Only to oversee restorations, of course; not to avoid his future wife’s relatives. Not even to escape from the aunt who could have taught lessons in sharp-tongued repartee to Attila the Hun. If Huns practiced repartee, rather than just whacking at their enemies with swords.
Actually, it wasn’t all that difficult to imagine Lady Irving with a sword in her hand.
He waited until the next day, two days before Lady Irving’s expected visit, to broach to Louisa the topic of his return to his estate. He found her in the early afternoon; she was, as usual, in the library. As was now his routine, he knocked on the door before entering. When he did, Louisa was seated expectantly on her favorite red sofa, a book at her side, her hands clasped on her knee.
“Hello, my dear,” he greeted her, kissing her on the forehead in their accustomed ritual.
“Good afternoon to you,” she replied. “To what do I owe the pleasure?”
“Do I need a reason for coming to speak to my fiancée?” he answered gallantly.
She looked at him expectantly for a moment, and his bravado deflated. “Oh, very well, if you must know—I was thinking of returning to Nicholls for a time.”
“To shoot partridge? Or to avoid shooting my aunt Estella?” she asked, quirking an intelligent eyebrow.
“Um,” he replied. He hadn’t expected to be caught out so quickly. “Well, perhaps a bit of both.”
Louisa shook her head. “It won’t do, James. You’ll have to see her eventually, you know. She’s going to stay here until we all go back to London for the season. She says she can’t stand the London fog during winter.”
“Probably she just can’t stand for people to think that no one wants to invite her to visit,” he muttered.
“Pardon?” Louisa’s voice was innocent, her expression sweet, but he knew she’d heard him.
“Nothing, nothing,” he said hurriedly, trying to end the topic of conversation. Honestly, he had dealt with enough difficult females in his life already just by growing up with his mother. He couldn’t be expected to deal with them in the country as well; it was too much to ask of any man.
“Well,” Louisa continued, looking mollified, “I think it would be lovely if you returned to Nicholls and made all ready for us to come for a visit.
I am sure my aunt would love to come see your home. That is, our future home,” she corrected. “Of course, I would love to see it as well. And I know you’re mad with curiosity to see how things are shaping up in your absence.”
A smile tugged at her lips, and James allowed his own face to relax into a mirror of her expression. “Yes, I have been wondering what the old place looks like now. I know I’ll be surprised, but I don’t know if it’s because of how much or how little has been done in my absence.”
“Perhaps it’ll be best to keep your expectations low,” Louisa suggested. “Just in case, would you like to set the date for our visit following your own arrival at Nicholls? If there’s, say, a hole in the floor or some such nonsense, we’ll definitely want that repaired before my aunt comes.”
“Not necessarily,” he murmured under his breath.
Louisa shot him a wry look and continued, “She’s bringing her lady’s maid with her as well, of course, and as the maid’s French, she’s very particular. In fact, she reminds me of someone.” She paused in mock contemplation, tapping her chin. “Ah, I know; she rather reminds me of your servant.”
James was relieved by her teasing mood, and, happy to play along, he put up his hands in surrender. “You win, you win. My manservant orders me around, and I think your aunt is quite the most terrifying person I have ever met, just slightly edging out my mother.”
Louisa looked a little surprised by this chain of admissions, so James sought to placate her further. “But if it helps, I don’t truly want to drop her through a floor. Nor any of your other family members, either.”
If he hadn’t known his fiancée to be such a lady, he would have had to describe her laugh as a snort.
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