by W.J. May
Rae of Hope’s SONG LIST:
Chapter 1 - Guilder Boarding School
Closer to the Edge by 30 seconds to Mars
Chapter 2 - Proverb of Truth
You make me feel by Cobra Starship
Chapter 3 - Headmaster Lanford
Hello by Martin Solveig
Chapter 4 - Unwanted Answers
Iridescent by Linkin Park
Chapter 5 - Friends?
Changing by Airborne Toxic Event
Chapter 6 - Lessons of the Past
Weight of time by Rise Against
Chapter 7 – Tatù
The Requiem by Linkin Park
Chapter 8 - Dean Carter
Country Song by Seether
Chapter 9 – Competition
Woo Boost by Rusko
Chapter 10 - Magic Class
What you want by Evanesence
Chapter 11 - American Cheeseburger in London
Howlin’ for you by the Black Keys
Chapter 12 - The Dance
Stereo Hearts by Gym Class Heros and
Change by Taylor Swift
Chapter 13 – Mail
Sail by AWOLNation
Chapter 14 – Gifting Walk by Foo Fighters and
Shake Your Tail Feather by Nelly, P.Didy and Murphy Lee
Chapter 15 - November 13 + 14
Walking on Air by Kerli
Chapter 16 - November 15
Panic by Sublime with Rome
Chapter 17 - C-O-P
When they come for me by Linkin Park
Chapter 18 - Alumni Dinner
Make It Stop (September’s Children) by Rise Against
Chapter 19 - Friendly Advice
Sunset in July by 311
Chapter 20 - Personal Demons
Blackout by Linkin Park
Chapter 21 – Deceived
Weight of time by Rise Against
Chapter 22 – Destiny
Vox Populi by 30 Seconds to Mars and
What Do You Want From Me? by Adam Lambert
Chapter 23 - Your Destiny
Renegade by The Qemists
Chapter 24 - Why me? Iridescent by Linkin Park
Chapter 25 - Hidden Wishes
The Messenger by Linkin Park
Chapter 26 - The Letter
(If you’re wondering if I want you to) I want you to by Weezer and
Blank Sheet of Paper by Tim McGraw
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ETERNAL Blurb:
When the king is murdered, his only daughter, Katerina, must flee for her life. She finds herself on a strange and dangerous path. Alone for the first time she’s forced to rely on her wits and the kindness of strangers, while protecting her secret at the same time.
Because she alone knows the truth. It was her brother who killed the king. And he's coming for her next.
Alone and struggling she finds herself an instant target, until a mysterious protector comes to her aid. Together, and with a collection of the most unlikely friends, the group must navigate through an enchanted world just as fantastical as it can be deadly. But time is not on their side.
With her brother’s hired assassins closing in at every turn, Katerina must unlock a secret that’s hidden deep inside her. It’s the only thing strong enough to keep the darkness at bay.
Can she find the answers she needs? Will she ever take her rightful place on the throne?
Only one thing is certain…she’s running out of time.
The Queen’s Alpha Series
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Evermore
Forever
Boundless
Chapter 1
The girl stood at the window, staring bleakly into the world beyond. There was nothing but darkness as far as the eye could see. A land blanketed in shadow, a night without stars.
Only a single light penetrated the endless gloom. A flaming beacon shining on a distant hill.
Even from miles away, she could see its brightness. The wild flames stretched up into the heavens, lighting the countryside around them and flickering in her eyes. Even so far away it was impossible to miss, and even without anyone saying a word the girl knew exactly what it meant.
My father’s dead. The king is dead.
The flames whipped even higher in the midnight breeze, and she took a sudden step away from the window. Her crimson hair spilled in rivulets down her chest, and despite the shadows all around her eyes shone bright in the darkness. Shimmering with the weight of a thousand tears. Gazing out the frosty pane of glass with a sadness that knew no words.
He was a hard man, her father. But he was her father nonetheless. And over the years, time had softened him. His children had softened him. He wasn’t as hard as he once was. There was a lightness beneath the weight of the crown. At times, he seemed almost ready to smile.
“We’ve got to go, milady!” A sharp whisper cut through the silence, breaking the girl out of her spell. “We can’t stay here anymore!”
The girl blinked several times, forcing herself back to the present, then turned to look at the cluster of frightened women standing at the foot of her bed. Despite the late hour, they were all fully dressed. It was an ingrained instinct, one that had travelled to even the highest levels of the land. If you wake up to a scream in the night, the first thing you do is put on your shoes.
“You’re right…” She swept through the center of them, moving strangely, as if she was in some sort of dream. “I need to pay my respects to my father…”
The women exchanged a frantic, helpless look as she groped around in the darkness, reaching for her coat. Less than a second later an ominous rumbling shook the very ground they were standing on, followed by a series of distant screams.
“Milady, you don’t understand.” The bravest of the women stepped forward, reaching tentatively to catch her hand. “There isn’t time
—”
At that moment the door burst open, and the women fell back with a shriek. The girl looked up in a daze as a tall man strode into her bedchamber. A man who had weathered a hundred battles and had lived to see nights like this before. A man she had known all her life.
“The king is dead,” he announced with no preamble.
Although the beacon had told them as much, the women gasped and clustered together. The girl merely glanced at the beacon outside. Her thoughts were jumbled and made no sense. A chaotic parade of random memories, nonsensical and ill-timed. Each one hurrying to replace the last.
This is the man who taught my brother and me to ride when we were just children. My father is dead. I wonder what kind of magic sets the beacon on fire. My father’s dead. I must remember to tell the groom to have my horse saddled in the morning. My father is dead.
When he received no response, the man glanced nervously at the women gathered behind her. They shook their heads, at a similar loss, and he tried again.
“Your Highness…your father is dead.”
Her eyes flickered up to his rain-soaked hair, wondering vaguely at the smear of blood on his face, before she nodded robotically, pointing back to the window. “Yes, I saw the beacon. I was just gathering my things to go pay my respects—”
“You don’t understand!” A wave of panic tightened his voice, as if they were running out of time. “He didn’t just die, milady, he was killed. Killed by a dagger to the heart. This dagger.”
He reached inside his coat and pulled out a shining blade, pressing it firmly into her hands. A tiny jewel was missing from the left hilt, and a steady stream of crimson was dripping onto the floor.
For a moment, she simply stared. Then a jolt of delayed shock rocketed through her body.
…Kailas?
“No.” She held the blade away from her body, as if proximity alone could fight back the dark truth that was settling upon her. “No, this isn’t… it isn’t true. I know what you all must be thinking, but it isn’t true. It can’t be.”
The man bowed his head, staring down at her with unspeakable sympathy.
“It’s the prince’s blade, milady. And he used it himself. I was there.”
She shook her head back and forth, letting the knife fall from her hands as she backed all the way to the window. “There has to be some kind of mistake. Kailas…Kailas wouldn’t do this. He would never hurt our father—”
“He killed your father,” the man interrupted urgently. “And he’s coming for you next.”
The room seemed to get smaller and smaller as her eyes zeroed in on the blade. She was there the day their father gave it to him for Christmas. He’d broken it the very same night. Smacked it so hard against a suit of armor that one of the jewels had fallen out of the hilt.
“You need to leave the castle, milady. You need to—”
“I’m not going to run!”
The words echoed in the room, strong and fierce, freezing everyone inside to sudden stone. They came from a place deep inside her. A place she was only just beginning to understand herself. But as the beacon flickered in the glass behind her, it was as if the flames had jumped inside her body as well. Shock and fear gave way to anger. Anger and a fiery resolve. A demand for justice.
“I will not run,” she repeated, her eyes locking on her brother’s bloodied blade. “The castle is my home. The throne is mine by right. I will fight for what is mine.”
It was a rousing speech. But one that was ended by just a few simple words.
“Then you will surely die.”
All the women in the room turned to look at the man for the first time. He was tall and strong—even for a knight. But tired. Tired in a way the girl had never seen before.
“Everything that’s happened tonight, your brother has been planning for months.” His eyes flickered to the door as the chaos and clamor engulfing the castle began to get closer. “The guards are dead. The nobles loyal to you and your father are away from court. You have no allies.”
The girl shook her head, her crimson curls ablaze in the fiery torchlight. “But the answer can’t be to steal away in the middle of the night! There has to be a way—”
“Katerina.”
The name stunned her senseless, stealing the words right off her tongue.
Growing up as a member of the royal family, the rules of the court were clear: First names were reserved for family. Only. If anyone else dared to speak them, they would be put to death.
But death was exactly the game they were playing here. That’s what he was trying to say.
“You need to run.”
Their eyes met for a second more. Just a second, but it was enough to change everything. A wave of sudden resolve rushed over her as she dropped the fancy coat she was carrying and reached for a travelling cloak instead. The man nodded and rushed back down the hall—assumedly to buy her as much time as he could—while she turned to her ladies.
“You will not be coming with me.”
A small outcry followed the words. As frightened as the women were, they were fiercely loyal at the same time. Proud to stand next to their mistress to the bitter end.
“What are you talking about?” The woman who’d grabbed her before made to do so again, unwilling to let her go. “Of course we’re coming—”
“You all have husbands here at court. You have family in the village.” Katerina shook her head, wrenching her arm away. “They’ll use those people against you, and I won’t have the blood of your families on my hands. You’ll stay here and accept my brother’s rule. I command it.”
“But milady—”
“I command it.”
The two women locked eyes for the briefest of moments. A silent, heartbroken exchange passed between them as they reached out and squeezed each other’s hands. Then another explosion shook the foundations of the castle, and everyone sprinted out of the room.
The women ran one way. Katerina ran another.
Now that she was out in the open, away from the sanctuary of her private chambers, it was easy to see that things were not as they should be. The halls were lit with torches, not tapers, and hardly three seconds could pass before the stones would echo with a chilling scream.
Katerina raced along in the shadows, moving as quickly as she could. Since she couldn’t be certain of who her brother had rallied to his side, she would be forced to trust no one. Forced to steal away from the castle and out into the darkened world beyond all by herself.
Just a few months after the most recent rebellion. When the people living in the countryside and villages would just as soon kill me as call me their queen. Perfect timing.
The sudden sound of footsteps made her freeze in her tracks, and her eyes widened with terror when she saw the tall shadows of armored men stretching up the wall. A silent gasp tore from her lips as she whirled around in a circle, searching desperately for a place to hide. All the doors were locked, and the hallway she’d been fleeing down stretched back for at least fifty feet.
I’ll never make it! I’ll never get back the way I came before they round the corner—
A sudden hand clamped over her mouth, and she choked back a scream. The torches blurred in front of her eyes, and the next thing she knew she was being yanked backwards into a hole in the wall. A hole that hadn’t been there just a second before.
“Alwyn?”
She hardly dared to whisper the name, and sure enough, the hand tightened upon her mouth in fierce reproach. Another hand came up in front of them, waving quickly over the gap in the wall, and no sooner had the stones stitched themselves together than a contingent of guards rushed past.
They’re going to my room. They’re going to kill me.
Strangely enough, the sight didn’t solicit any emotional response. Perhaps she was in a place beyond emotions now. Perhaps her body had gone into some kind of shock.
“She’s not here!” a male voice shouted to the rest. “You, head to the tower. You, go and check the sta
bles. Kailas says we’re to bring her back alive.”
There it was. Straight from the guard’s own lips. Her brother was behind this. Her beloved twin had given in to darkness once and for all.
The hand restraining her disappeared and a flood of feeling rushed back to her face. She reached out a hand to steady herself, but just as she did the stones in the wall disappeared once again and she found herself stumbling out into the hall.
This time, she wasn’t alone. A small white-haired man tumbled out beside her.
“Alwyn.” She lifted her arms for an automatic embrace, like a child reaching for a security blanket. “I knew it was you—”
“There isn’t time.” The wizard’s brow was knit with fear as he looked up and down the endless hall. “We must go back the way you came. There’s a tunnel hidden behind one of the portraits near your room that leads out of the castle. It’s your only chance at escape.”
Escape. So even the castle sorcerer sees no alternative. I’m to live in exile.
She might as well have been speaking out loud. Ever since she was a young girl, the wizard had always been able to read her thoughts. It’s what would make her such a good queen, he always said. The fact that she had nothing to hide. That she wore her emotions on her sleeve.
“Yes, dear one, I’m afraid escape is your only option at this time.”
He was about to say more, when the sound of footsteps echoed suddenly from up the stairs, freezing them both in their tracks. They stood there a moment, hardly daring to breathe, before he gestured urgently up the hall.
“Come on, quickly now.”
With the greatest of haste, they raced back down the stone corridor towards Katerina’s bedroom, the hems of their cloaks swishing frantically over the floor. As the guards had already checked her chambers, they didn’t run into any trouble. But just as they were racing past her door Katerina skidded to a sudden stop, compelled with an instinct she couldn’t control.