by Dean Koontz
“Cut your fuckin’ eyes out.”
She froze again, unable to move an inch.
“Gonna cut your eyes out and crush them so you can’t see your way back.”
Frye raised the knife high above his head. “Cut your hands off so you can’t feel your way back from hell.”
The knife hung up there for an eternity as terror distorted Hilary’s sense of time. The wicked point of the weapon drew her gaze, nearly hypnotizing her.
“No!”
Sharp slivers of light glinted on the cutting edge of the poised blade.
“Bitch.”
And then the knife started down, straight at her face, light flashing off the steel, down and down and down in a long, smooth, murderous arc.
She was holding the bag of groceries in one arm. Now, without pausing to think about what she must do, in one quick and instinctive move, she grabbed the bag with both hands and thrust it out, up, in the way of the descending knife, trying desperately to block the killing blow.
The blade rammed through the groceries, puncturing a carton of milk.
Frye roared in fury.
The dripping bag was knocked out of Hilary’s grasp. It fell to the floor, spilling milk and eggs and scallions and sticks of butter.
The knife had been torn from the dead man’s hand. He stopped to retrieve it.
Hilary ran toward the stairs. She knew that she had only delayed the inevitable. She had gained two or three seconds, no more than that, not nearly enough time to save herself.
The doorbell rang.
Surprised, she stopped at the foot of the stairs and looked back.
Frye stood up with the knife in hand.
Their eyes met; Hilary could see a flicker of indecision in his.
Frye moved toward her, but with less confidence than he had exhibited before. He glanced nervously toward the foyer and the front door.
The bell rang again.
Holding on to the bannister, backing up the steps, Hilary yelled for help, screamed at the top of her voice.
Outside, a man shouted: “Police!”
It was Tony.
“Police! Open this door!”
Hilary couldn’t imagine why he had come. She had never been so glad to hear anyone’s voice as she was to hear his, now.
Frye stopped when he heard the word “police,” looked up at Hilary, then at the door, then at her again, calculating his chances.
She kept screaming.
Glass exploded with a bang that caused Frye to jump in surprise, and sharp pieces rang discordantly on a tile floor.
Although she couldn’t see into the foyer from her position on the steps, Hilary knew that Tony had smashed the narrow window beside the front door.
“Police!”
Frye glared at her. She had never seen such hatred as that which twisted his face and gave his eyes a mad shine.
“Hilary!” Tony said.
“I’ll be back,” Frye told her.
The dead man turned away from her and ran across the living room, toward the dining room, apparently intending to slip out of the house by way of the kitchen.
Sobbing, Hilary dashed down the few steps she had climbed. She rushed to the front door, where Tony was calling her through the small broken windowpane.
Holstering his service revolver, Tony returned from the rear lawn, stepped into the brightly-lit kitchen.
Hilary was standing by the utility island in the center of the room. There was a knife on the counter, inches from her right hand.
As he closed the door he said, “There’s no one in the rose garden.”
“Lock it,” she said.
“What?”
“The door. Lock it.”
He locked it.
“You looked everywhere?” she asked.
“Every corner.”
“Along both sides of the house?”
“Yes.”
“In the shrubbery?”
“Every bush.”
“Now what?” she asked.
“I’ll call in to HQ, get a couple of uniforms out here to write up a report.”
“It won’t do any good,” she said.
“You never can tell. A neighbor might have seen someone lurking here earlier. Or maybe somebody spotted him running away.”
“Does a dead man have to run away? Can’t a ghost just vanish when it wants to?”
“You don’t believe in ghosts?”
“Maybe he wasn’t a ghost,” she said. “Maybe he was a walking corpse. Just your ordinary, everyday, run-of-the-mill walking corpse.”
“You don’t believe in zombies, either.”
“Don’t I?”
“You’re too level-headed for that.”
She closed her eyes and shook her head. “I don’t know what I believe any more.”
Her voice contained a tremor that disturbed him. She was on the verge of a collapse.
“Hilary . . . are you sure of what you saw?”
“It was him.”
“But how could it be?”
“It was Frye,” she insisted.
“You saw him in the morgue last Thursday.”
“Was he dead then?”
“Of course he was dead.”
“Who said?”
“The doctors. Pathologists.”
“Doctors have been known to be wrong.”
“About whether or not a person is dead?”
“You read about it in the papers every once in a while,” she said. “They decide a man has kicked the bucket; they sign the death certificate; and then the deceased suddenly sits up on the undertaker’s table. It happens. Not often. I admit it’s not an everyday occurrence. I know it’s pretty much a one in a million kind of thing.”
“More like one in ten million.”
“But it does happen.”
“Not in this case.”
“I saw him! Here. Right here. Tonight.”
He went to her, kissed her on the cheek, took her hand, which was ice-cold. “Listen, Hilary, he’s dead. Because of the stab wounds you inflicted, Frye lost half the blood in his body. They found him in a huge pool of it. He lost all that blood, and then he lay in the hot sun, unattended, for a few hours. He simply couldn’t have lived through that.”
“Maybe he could.”
Tony lifted her hand to his lips, kissed her pale fingers. “No,” he said quietly but firmly. “Frye would have had to die from such a blood loss.”
Tony figured that she was suffering from mild shock, which was somehow responsible for a temporary short circuit of her senses, a brief confusion of memories. She just was getting this attack mixed up with the one last week. In a minute or two, when she regained control of herself, everything would clear up in her mind, and she would realize that the man who had been here tonight had not been Bruno Frye. All he had to do was stroke her a little bit, speak to her in a measured voice, and answer all her questions and wild suppositions as reasonably as possible, until she was her normal self again.
“Maybe Frye wasn’t dead when they found him in that supermarket parking lot,” she said. “Maybe he was just in a coma.”
“The coroner would have discovered it when he did the autopsy.”
“Maybe he didn’t do the autopsy.”
“If he didn’t, another doctor on his staff did.”
“Well,” Hilary said, “maybe they were especially busy that day—a lot of bodies all at once or something like that—and they decided just to fill out a quick report without actually doing the work.”
“Impossible,” Tony said. “The medical examiner’s office has the highest professional standards imaginable.”
“Can’t we at least check on it?” she asked.
He nodded. “Sure. We can do that. But you’re forgetting that Frye must have passed through the hands of at least one mortician. Probably two. What little blood was left in him must have been drained out and replaced with embalming fluid.”
“Are you sure?”
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�He had to be either embalmed or cremated to be shipped to St. Helena. It’s the law.”
She considered that for a moment, then said, “But what if this is one of those bizarre cases, the one in ten million? What if he was mistakenly pronounced dead? What if the coroner did fudge on the autopsy? And what if Frye sat up on the embalmer’s table, just as the mortician was starting to work on him?”
“You’re grasping at straws, Hilary. Surely you can see that if anything like that happened, we’d know about it. If a mortician found himself in possession of a dead body that turned out not to be dead after all, that turned out to be a virtually bloodless man urgently in need of medical attention, then that mortician would get him to the nearest hospital in one hell of a hurry. He’d also call the coroner’s office. Or the hospital would call. We’d know about it immediately.”
She thought about what he had said. She stared at the kitchen floor and chewed on her lower lip. Finally, she said, “What about Sheriff Laurenski up there in Napa County?”
“We haven’t been able to get a response out of him yet.”
“Why not?”
“He’s dodging our inquiries. He won’t take our calls or return them.
“Well, doesn’t that tell you that there’s more to this than meets the eye?” she asked. “There’s some sort of conspiracy, and the Napa sheriff is part of it.”
“What sort of conspiracy did you have in mind?”
“I . . . don’t know.”
Still speaking softly and calmly, still certain that she would eventually respond to his gentle and reasonable arguments, Tony said, “A conspiracy between Frye and Laurenski and maybe even Satan himself? A conspiracy to cheat Death out of his due? An evil conspiracy to come back from the grave? A conspiracy to somehow live forever? None of that makes sense to me. Does it make sense to you?”
“No,” she said irritably. “It doesn’t make the slightest bit of sense.”
“Good. I’m glad to hear that. If you said it did, I’d be worried about you.”
“But, dammit, something highly unusual is happening here. Something extraordinary. And it seems to me that Sheriff Laurenski must be a part of it. After all, he protected Frye last week, actually lied for him. And now he’s avoiding you because he doesn’t have an acceptable explanation for his actions. Doesn’t that seem like suspicious behavior to you? Doesn’t he seem like a man who is up to his neck in some sort of conspiracy?”
“No,” Tony said. “To me, he just seems like a very badly embarrassed policeman. For an officer of the law, he committed a damned serious error. He covered for a local big shot because he thought the man couldn’t possibly be involved in rape and attempted murder. He couldn’t get hold of Frye last Wednesday night, but he pretended that he had. He was totally convinced that Frye wasn’t the man we wanted. But he was wrong. And now he’s thoroughly ashamed of himself.”
“Is that what you think?” she asked.
“That’s what everyone at HQ thinks.”
“Well, it’s not what I think.”
“Hilary—”
“I saw Bruno Frye tonight!”
Instead of gradually coming to her senses, as he had hoped she would do, she was getting worse, retreating further into this dark fantasy of walking dead men and strange conspiracies. He decided to get tough with her.
“Hilary, you didn’t see Bruno Frye. He wasn’t here. Not tonight. He’s dead. Dead and buried. This was another man who came after you tonight. You’re in mild shock. You’re confused. That’s perfectly understandable. However—”
She pulled her hand out of his and stepped back from him. “I am not confused. Frye was here. And he said he’d be back.”
“Just a minute ago, you admitted your story doesn’t make any sense at all. Didn’t you?”
Reluctantly, she said, “Yes. That’s what I said. It doesn’t make sense. But it happened!”
“Believe me, I’ve seen how a sudden shock can affect people,” Tony said. “It distorts perceptions and memories and—”
“Are you going to help me or not?” she asked.
“Of course I’m going to help you.”
“How? What will we do?”
“For starters, we’ll report the break-in and the assault.”
“Isn’t that going to be terribly awkward?” she asked sourly. “When I tell them that a dead man tried to kill me, don’t you suppose they’ll decide to commit me for a few days, until they can complete a psychiatric evaluation? You know me a hell of a lot better than anyone else, and even you think I’m crazy.”
“I don’t think you’re crazy,” he said, dismayed by her tone of voice. “I think you’re distraught.”
“Damn.”
“It’s understandable.”
“Damn.”
“Hilary, listen to me. When the responding officers get here, you won’t say a word to them about Frye. You’ll calm down, get a grip on yourself—”
“I’ve got a grip on myself!”
“—and you’ll try to recall exactly what the assailant looked like. If you settle your nerves, if you give yourself half a chance, I’m sure you’ll be surprised by what you’ll remember. When you’re calm, collected, more rational about this, you’ll realize that he wasn’t Bruno Frye.”
“He was.”
“He might have resembled Frye, but—”
“You’re acting just like Frank Howard did the other night,” she said angrily.
Tony was patient. “The other night, at least, you were accusing a man who was alive.”
“You’re just like everyone else I’ve ever trusted,” she said, her voice cracking.
“I want to help you.”
“Bullshit.”
“Hilary, don’t turn away from me.”
“You’re the one who turned away first.”
“I care about you.”
“Then show it!”
“I’m here, aren’t I? What more proof do you need?”
“Believe me,” she said. “That’s the best proof.”
He saw that she was profoundly insecure, and he supposed she was that way because she had had very bad experiences with people she had loved and trusted. Indeed, she must have been brutally betrayed and hurt, for no ordinary disappointment would have made her as sensitive as she was now. Still suffering from those old emotional wounds, she now demanded fanatical trust and loyalty. The moment he showed doubts about her story, she began to withdraw from him, even though he wasn’t impugning her veracity. But, dammit, he knew it wasn’t healthy to play along with her delusion; the best thing he could do for her was gently coax her back to reality.
“Frye was here tonight,” she insisted. “Frye and nobody else. But I won’t tell the police that.”
“Good,” he said, relieved.
“Because I’m not going to call the police.”
“What?”
Without explaining, she turned away from him and walked out of the kitchen.
As he followed her through the wrecked dining room, Tony said, “You have to report this.”
“I don’t have to do anything.”
“Your insurance company won’t pay if you haven’t filed a police report.”
“I’ll worry about that later,” she said, leaving the dining room, entering the living room.
He trailed her as she weaved through the debris in the front room, heading toward the stairs. “You’re forgetting something,” he said.
“What’s that?”
“I’m a detective.”
“So?”
“So now that I’m aware of this situation, it’s my duty to report it.”
“So report it.”
“Part of the report will be a statement from you.”
“You can’t force me to cooperate. I won’t.”
As they reached the foot of the stairs, he grabbed her by the arm. “Wait a minute. Please wait.”
She turned and faced him. Her fear had been driven out by anger. “Let go of me.”
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nbsp; “Where are you going?”
“Upstairs.”
“What are you going to do?”
“Pack a suitcase and go to a hotel.”
“You can stay at my place,” he said.
“You don’t want a crazy woman like me staying overnight,” she said sarcastically.
“Hilary, don’t be this way.”
“I might go berserk and kill you in your sleep.”
“I don’t think you’re crazy.”