I’m not sure what I’m going to do next. The uncertainty of the future is exciting, as well as frightening. But I know what I’m not going to do. I’m not going to use any mood or mind altering substances.
Just for today.
Who knows what tomorrow will bring.
Note to Self
by
The Divine Comedy
Monday
Restate my assumptions
Heaven and hell
Do not exist
Tuesday
Restate my assumptions
If you die you do so
At your own risk
Into the heart of darkness
Beyond the point of no return
Wednesday
Restate my assumptions
Beauty is not
The same thing as youth
Thursday
Restate my assumptions
Only one thing beautiful
That's the truth
Into the heart of darkness
Beyond the point of no return
What the fuck is happening?
Where has everybody gone?
What the hell is going on?
There is nothing as frightening as being alone
Friday
Restate my assumptions
The writer writes for himself
Not for you
Saturday
Restate my assumptions
A song is not a song
Until it's listened to
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