by Alexis Angel
I remove my dress and panties and lie down on my bed. I run my hands around my body. It turns me on to intimately touch myself this way. My skin is sensitive. I run my hands over my tits and gently tug on my nipples. Then I run my hands down my body to my pussy where I begin to gently move my hand around. I run my fingers gently over my clit and feel my body tense from the pure sensitivity of the action.
I’m exploring my pussy. Feeling the smooth velvety-ness of my recently shaved pussy. It’s soft and I move my fingers into the middle, on my clit. I rub my fingers around in small circles, causing my body to jerk in response. Then I slowly slide my finger down to my hole. I rub around my hole, feeling it, and then I slide my finger inside of myself. I feel how warm and wet my pussy is. I pull my finger out and go back to gently rubbing my clit.
My pussy is so wet and every movement feels better than the last one. The overwhelming need to cum is overtaking me. Controlling me. Making me slide my finger up and down my clit and then inside of my pussy. I feel around inside of myself. It’s so tight and warm. I slide it out and rub my clit some more, only this time I can’t help but to do it faster.
I’m so horny that I know I need to do more than this. I need to feel something more. I won’t be satisfied by just my fingers. I sit up in my bed and move to the side. I open my night stand and pull out a vibrator. I have several toys, but I know this one will do for now. I turn it on, the buzzing noise making me wetter. The anticipation of what’s to come is driving me crazy. I place the vibrator to my clit and my head rolls back. The sensation and pleasure are instant. I switch the motion so it’s pulsing. I want this to last. I don’t want to come too quickly.
The pulsating on my clit is driving me wild. I move my hand along my stomach, feeling my skin. I tremble slightly from the vibrations pushed against my clit. I slide the vibrator up and down pausing briefly at my hole. My body shakes and I feel myself getting closer. Taking my nipple in my hand, I twist and pull on it slightly.
“Mmm,” I moan. I’m alone and love being alone when I masturbate because I can be as loud as I want. The sounds of my own moans turn me on.
The string of fantasies I can’t seem to get out of my head, pop up in my mind. I picture Carter, he’s walking into my room. He opens the door and stands there in awe. He can’t believe he’s walked in on me masturbating. I look at him and bite my lip. My eyes inviting him into the room. He walks over to the bed and sits down. He watches as I give myself pleasure and the look on his face tells me exactly what I need to know. He’s enjoying this just as much as I am.
He says to me, “You’re so naughty, Ashley.” His voice is low and husky and it turns me on even more.
I moan softly and begin to move the vibrator in circles along my clit. I love the look in his eye as he examines each and every movement I make. I’m really enjoying myself. I’m enjoying him enjoying watching me. I've never been this turned on in my life before. I find that I love it.
I roll my head back as the vibrations push me over the edge and I cry out. “Oh God!” as my body starts to shake and I cum hard. It’s so good that I don’t want it to stop. Instead of taking the vibrator away from my clit, I leave it there. I’m already ready for more.
I realize how much I want to feel Carter’s cock inside of me. To feel him stretching me, to feel him sliding in and out of me. I want it so bad. I slide the vibrator down and push it up inside of me.
“Mmm,” I moan and tug on my nipple with my other hand again.
The vibrator is deep inside of me as I push it farther and farther. It feels so good, so amazing. But it’s still not enough. I slide it out and then slide it back. I do this slowly, really making sure to feel each and every motion. I want to enjoy all these feelings. Even though there's a deep, deep need within me to cum. I punish my pussy, hoping that he'll do it for me soon. How good it would feel to have his thick shaft spreading me open as he forced himself deep inside of me. I’ve seen how big he is, so I can imagine.
I desperately want to know what Carter’s cock tastes like. And what it feels like inside me. I want every inch of him shoved inside of me. Making me scream and call out his name. I want him to get rough with me. I want him so bad. A thought hits me that makes me realize that I haven’t been this horny in a very long time.
I think the reason I’m so turned on is because I know I can’t have Carter and because I can’t have him, it’s making me want him even more. My desires are burning intensely. My body aches for the feel of him.
I position my other hand so I can get a better grip on the vibrator in order to fuck myself harder. I slide it in and out of me. Quickly, but I find it’s not doing the trick. I pull it out and sit up. I reach over into my nightstand, put that vibrator back and pull out another one; my rabbit.
“This'll get the job done,” I say and bite my lip. I turn it on and change the speed to the highest level. I like it intense. It’s set to long pulses, so I switch it to vibrating. It’s buzzing loud as I lie back down. I turn it so I can place the rabbit ears around my clit. My body convulses when it touches and I call out, “Oh fuck.”
I close my eyes and toss my head back. I’m pulled back into another fantasy of Carter watching me. Only this time he stands and removes his clothes, slowly.
“I want you now, baby,” he tells me. “I’m going to devour every inch of your tight little body.”
I watch Carter move, now fully naked, back onto the bed. Using his hands, he spreads my legs and takes the vibrator from my hand. He begins to move it around my clit, up and down. I know he can do it so much better than I can. When someone else touches you it feels so good, so new, so different from when you touch yourself. I want to feel Carter fuck me with my vibrator. I want to feel him touch my skin.
I move the vibrator the same way I’m envisioning Carter doing it and I can feel myself getting close to the edge once again.
“Oh, God,” I moan. I can’t seem to catch my breath, it’s ragged and I’m panting. Everything feels intense. I want to feel myself come. The vibrations are becoming too much on my clit. The quick motion of it all mixed with my intense fantasies are enough to push me over the edge.
“Mmm,” I moan as my toes curl and my eyes roll back. But I’m still not done. I’m not satisfied enough.
I move the vibrator, shoving it inside of myself. Then I turn it so the rabbit ears are back on the sides of my clit. The hook on the top of the vibrator is rubbing against my G-spot.
My body tenses from the sensations. I rearrange myself so I’m not in an awkward position and I begin to move the vibrator in and out of me in a quick motion. I’m fucking myself, and the vibrator is intense and stretching my pussy. I can feel it pressing against my walls and the feeling only intensifies.
I picture Carter sliding into me at the same pace. His hands reach down and grasp my tits. He tugs on my nipples and gives them a good squeeze while he’s sliding his huge cock in and out of me.
He tells me he loves how tight my pussy is and picks up his pace. His throbbing cock is pushing me toward the edge. He’s so hard and feels so fucking good that it intensifies everything.
I moan louder and pull the vibrator out. I push it back in and repeat the process. I want to come again so bad. The vision of Carter fucking me is driving me wild. It’s pushing me to the edge. It’s making me want to cum for a third time. I relax my body and stop trying to fight the inevitable orgasm. My body goes numb. I’m cumming again. Every orgasm is getting more intense, but I still don’t feel satisfied. I want something more. I want Carter’s cock. But I can’t have it right now.
I decide a shower could do me good. It might just help me to stop thinking about fucking Carter. I sit up, place the vibrator back into my nightstand, get out of bed and make my way over to my bathroom.
I look at myself in the mirror. My makeup is a little smeared and my hair's a mess. I look like I’ve had a good time. It's amazing what orgasms do to put some color on your skin. I definitely have a “just fucked glow.” Though I wasn�
�t just fucked. Which makes me wish I had been.
I lean down and turn on the shower, making sure to turn it on hot. I know I should take a cold shower to turn me off some, but I just can’t. A hot shower sounds so good right now. I step into it, closing the curtain behind me. The water is hot and running over my naked body. I face the shower head and soak up the hot water. It feels so good on my skin and it's turning it a slight pink color.
I wonder to myself if I should take a bath instead. Well no, it’ll just make me think of Carter and then I’ll be turned on all over again. Shit. I thought of him again. Why can’t I get him out of my head?
I need to distract myself. I reach down and grab my bar of soap. I begin to lather my skin with it when I’m suddenly more turned on than I was before. I run the bar of soap slowly over my breasts and down my stomach. I rub it slowly along my thighs. I look up and remember the massaging shower head I had bought specifically for this reason.
I reach up for the metal shower head and turn the dial so the water is coming forcefully only out of the middle section. It’s harder than my vibrator and since I’ve already came three times, I’m sure that I need this to make me come again. I’m sure this will satisfy me completely.
I remove the head from the holder and bring it down, slowly gliding it across my body. I turn the temp down just a little and then place it on my clit. My body vibrates with it. I moan loudly. “Mmm.” As I move it up and down along my clit. The warm water feels nice pressed to it. The shower head is making a completely different vibrating sensation than my regular vibrator. I almost like using this more than vibrators.
Once again, I go back to fantasizing about Carter. This time he comes into the bathroom and catches me running the shower head along my clit. He removes his clothes and steps into the shower, taking the head from me and running it along my clit for me.
“Does that feel good?” he asks me. His naked body wet from water. Little droplets of water roll down his body leading my eyes right to his huge cock. I nod my head and he takes the shower head away. He puts it back in its holder and grabs my face with both of his hands, bringing my mouth to his.
We’re kissing in the shower, under the water. Our naked bodies are pressed together. It’s hot. His tongue is moving around mine. He’s such a great kisser, I notice. And it only turns me on more. I want to feel him inside of me. We pull our mouths apart. But I can still feel his erection pressing into me. I look down at it and back up at him.
Then he turns me around, pushing me up against the shower wall. He grabs my hips and I feel him shove his cock inside of me.
“Oh fuck,” I moan. “Mmm. Fuck me hard, Carter.”
It’s intense because of the water and the sheer size of him. I can feel my pussy stretching to fit around the thickness of him. He pulls out and pushes back in. He does it again. He’s holding me against the wall. It’s hot. I love how rough he’s getting with me. He whispers in my ear how much he loves fucking me.
“Mmm,” I moan, again. I can’t help it. It feels so fucking good.
Then he begins to pick up the pace. My head and chest are pressed up against the shower wall and he’s fucking me harder and faster. He slips out of me and I feel him slide along my clit. My body trembles. And he slides back inside of me, this time he purposely pulls out. He must have noticed my reaction to his slip up. He slides himself between my legs and along my clit again. It’s so hot and my body trembles again.
I’m pulled back to reality as I feel myself on the brink of another orgasm. I feel myself inching closer and closer to an intense release. The shower head is firmly pressed to my clit and I begin to rub it up and down. Hitting a spot on my clit that’s a little more sensitive. My body trembles again and I feel myself inching ever closer.
I lean against the shower wall so I don’t have to worry about falling and move my hips to the speed I’m rubbing the shower head on my clit. And suddenly everything goes black before it’s back just as fast. I’m coming for the fourth time.
I reposition my body weight so that I can stand without having to worry about falling backwards. The heats getting to me and I get a little dizzy. I reach up, placing the shower head back into its position, careful not to put my face in the water. Then I change it back to the regular shower position and turn the water off. I have never had an orgasm that made me black out. Even for just a second. But it seems like each time I fantasize about Carter and masturbate, my orgasm’s just get more and more intense.
I reach for a towel hanging on the rack next to the shower and pull. I bring it up to my face and rub. Clearing away all the water from my face. Bending over, I take the towel and wrap it around my hair. I stand up and grab another towel to wrap around my body.
I feel shaky from my fourth orgasm, but other than that I still don’t feel satisfied. Not like I would if I could get a chance to fuck Carter right now. I feel myself getting turned on all over again. Just thinking about him turns me on.
I walk out of the bathroom and go back into my bedroom. I go to my bed and make sure I'm dry before I lie down, still naked. I just want to be fucked. I can’t believe how turned on I still am after four orgasms. I lie there for a moment really thinking about masturbating once again. I just don’t know if I have the energy to try for another one.
Carter’s face pops in my head. Damn it, why can’t I get my mind off of him. He’s fucking hot, yeah, but I’ve already came four times. His face pops in my head, again. I can feel my nipples hardening just at the mental image.
Leaving the towel in my hair alone, I drop the towel that’s around my body on the ground and begin rubbing my body. I wonder if I can make myself come just from playing with my nipples? I place my thumb and finger on each nipple and gently tug and twist them. It feels so good. The feeling leads straight to my pussy which I’m sure was making me even more wet. I wonder if I can really handle another climax after the four I’ve already had.
With my right hand still on my right nipple, I move my left hand down my stomach and to my pussy. I start rubbing it noticing it’s a little sore, but that’s okay because I know I’ve been enjoying myself. I run my middle and pointer fingers down the length of my clit and then back up.
I go back to my fantasy of Carter in my bed. I want him so bad. He’s everything I’ve ever fantasized about. He’s fucking me. It’s hard and fast and then he stops. The sweet sound of his cock jerking in and out of my sloppy wet hole fills my ears. I can hear it and fuck if I can’t feel it too.
“I want you on top of me,” he says to me. His eyes are burning with this carnal hunger that I imagine matches my own.
I nod my head and he pulls out of me. Causing me to wince just a little. He lies down on his back and I swing my left leg over him. I start to lower myself down on him when he stops me. I bite my lip wondering why he's doing that.
“No. I want you in reverse cowgirl,” he says to me.
“Okay,” I say and bite my lip. I turn myself around, careful not to step on him or fall. That would be a mood killer. And very embarrassing.
This time, as I lower myself down, I stop when I feel the tip of his cock and then I quickly lower myself down. I hear Carter moan from behind me and then I begin to move my body up and down on him. My legs are in between his so they’re closed. I feel tighter than I did before. Carter’s grabbing onto my hips, helping move me up and down on his cock. I stop bouncing and start grinding. Moving my hips back and forth. I’m grinding onto him. He’s deep and I can feel him shoved so far inside of me.
I’m fingering myself hard now, but I know I need something more, again. I reach for the first vibrator I had, knowing I don’t have the energy to use the more powerful rabbit, and I begin to massage my clit again and when I slide it inside of my pussy, I notice I feel a little raw. I can’t help but smile. I’ve been fucking myself good, even though I know I’d rather fuck Carter than any of my toys.
I’m back to picturing Carter and I finally fucking. It’s going so good. He feels so amazing as my pussy i
s wrapped tightly around him. I picture myself still in reverse cowgirl. But I’m also rubbing my clit while I’m grinding on him. I picture how good it feels. I lean forward and begin to bounce on him. I’m sliding up and down on his cock. I’m taking it all the way in and sliding all the way to the top and I’m loving every second, feeling every inch of him.
I think of him asking me to turn around and face him. So, I do. I get up off of him step on either side of his legs and lower myself down. He’s not quite as deep as reverse cowgirl, but I know I can cum better this way.
“I want you to go wild and ride me hard,” he says.
I nod my head and lean forward, placing my hands on his chest. Feeling his pecs and grinding my pussy into him again.
He moans, loud. It’s deep and I know he’s really enjoying having me fuck him. I feel confident and sexy and run my hands over my body. He responds by running his legs along my thighs and up to my hips where he grips my hips.
“Cum for me. I want to feel you cum all over me,” he says. His voice sounds urgent, like he’s trying not to cum himself. I can’t help but find this really hot. Everything he’s said to me in this fantasy is hot.
He lifts his head a little bit and takes my nipple into his mouth. He sucks and bites it a little bit. I moan loud and tip my head back, shoving my tit into his mouth more. He sucks hard and it makes me grind down on him harder.
The sensations from his mouth and his cock are driving me crazy. They create an even more intense sensation and I want nothing more than to finally cum all over him. Not just in my fantasies, but in real life. I want him here and now. In my bedroom, and inside of my pussy.
I want it, I want it so bad. And I know I won’t be fully satisfied until I can finally ride his cock the way I’m picturing. I pull the vibrator out of me and once again put it to my clit where I start moving it around fairly quickly. I picture him telling me to ride his face. Him eating me out. Licking around my clit and then sucking on it. It’s such a hot vision and I can feel the vibrator starting to die down.