But the most important discovery, as almost always happens, was made by chance.
After adjusting his food intake, Lith's greatest enemy had become the hunger. Not the slight appetite that can be fixed by a candy bar or the hankering after a busy morning.
It was the kind of hunger that never goes away, always lurking, even right after a meal. Even though Lith was not starving, it was something that he had never experienced.
Even among all the misfortunes of his first life, food had never been an issue. He had always been able to eat to his heart's content, even allowing himself to be picky about food.
But now he was so hungry that he ate until the last bite, and if his body had allowed him to, he would not hesitate to lick the plate clean.
In the good days, when the portions were larger, it was like white noise, annoying but easily ignored. During the bad days though, either because the rations were smaller or because he had lost himself in the practice of magic consuming too much mana, it would become a thorn in his head. He would be so hungry to the extent of having a headache all day long, often feeling light headed and incapable of focusing. Food would be the only thing he would think or dream about.
Of course, he was not the only hungry one in the family. Aside from Elina, only his siblings Orpal and Rena would be tasked to feed him.
And while Rena had a big heart and strived to be like her mother, Orpal was angrier and hungrier by the day. He would often daydream about the days when he and his twin were the only children in the house.
Now he not only had to fight each day for his parent's attention, but also for the food, clothes and so on.
Once he had a room all to himself, then he had to share it with Trion. It was just a matter of time before Lith would come to take away what little personal space he still had.
Orpal could not understand why a family as poor as his own would keep making kids.
It was winter, so there was not much work to do. Hence there weren't many occasions to restock their food supplies, and they had to last until spring.
It was the toughest time of the year for all the farmer's families, since the food was meant not only for men but also for the animals.
Orpal was sick of seeing Lith gobbling up all the food, to the point of dubbing him "Leech".
So, whenever it was his turn to feed the little vermin, he would take some spoonfuls for himself, but Lith was not easily bullied.
As soon as he noticed the spoon was not aimed to him, he would start to cry madly, and Elina would run to his side, foiling Orpal's plan.
Lith never cried, unless he needed to be fed or changed, and that made their parents both really happy and paranoid about him. Since he would never cry wolf, they took every wail very seriously.
That day was a really bad day for Lith, starving because of his growth spurt, and it was Orpal's turn to take care of him.
Both their parents were out. One of the cows seemed to be suffering from frostbite.
So Orpal took the plate full of creamy soup for the baby and gulped down a full spoonful.
Lith immediately started to cry, but there was no one to hear him.
Cry all you want, Leech. Lith was now able to understand most of the common words included Orpal's mockery. "Today is just you and me. No mom in shining armour to come to your rescue." After saying that he gulped down another one.
Lith felt like he was going crazy. Once again, he was helpless, his so called magic useless in his time of need. What could he possibly do, aside from blowing his cover?
Ventilate him? Wet him? Using fire was too dangerous. A single meal was not worth burning down a house.
Lith's hunger was eating him and his rage went above and beyond what he would have ever thought possible.
"You fu**er!" He yelled inwardly. "Feeling so tough robbing a child?" -
Then he saw the third spoonful, making a good half of his meal gone, moving toward Orpal's smug face.
Lith's anger reached a new peak, his hatred burning like a fire.
"You are not my brother!" He yelled inwardly. "You are nothing but a filthy thief. Trash!" - And then, instead of clicking, he felt something breaking inside like a dam that could not hold the raging waters anymore.
"I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON THAT SPOON, YOU SH*T!" - Lith waved his arm against Orpal in a final struggle, and then it happened.
Lith felt the mana radiating out from his body, reaching the spoon already in Orpal's mouth, and pushing it down, hard.
Orpal started to choke and after removing the spoon from his throat, he puked his guts out.
Lith was so astonished, he almost forgot about both his rage and hunger.
He had discovered something wonderful, a power that no one else in his family seemed to have.
Lith had discovered spirit magic!
Chapter 9: Understanding Spirit Magic
At that time, Elina and Raaz (father) were coming back to the house. Upon hearing Lith's desperate cries they ran back to check on him.
When they found Orpal on the ground, puking, they understood what had happened. They already had suspicions since whenever Orpal fed Lith, he was always hungrier than usual.
Now they had proof. Inside the pool of vomit, the undigested creamy soup was as clear as the day.
Raaz became red with anger. "You littleâ¦!" But had to stop, his other children had returned as well. "I am very disappointed in you, Orpal." Said Elina, seeing that her husband was too angry to speak.
"From now on, Elina will be the one feeding Lith. You can take all her shifts in the stable, since I don't think that even you could eat hay."
But mom⦠Orpal said trying to defend himself. He hated cows and their smell.
"No buts, young man!" Raaz yelled. "And that is not punishment enough! Elina, feel free to prepare one more bowl for Lith, and take the food from Orpal's share! He must learn that bad decisions have consequences!"
They were speaking too fast for Lith and there were too many unknown words, But Orpal had just turned pale. So it had to be good news.
Orpal started crying and apologizing, but Lith made sure to cry louder so Raaz and Elina ignored Orpal's pleas and sent him to take care of the animals.
After being fed with a generous serving of soup and milk, Lith could finally focus on what had happened. After days of trial and error experiments, he had grasped the basics of his newfound ability and gained a much deeper understanding of magic.
Lith had discovered that when he cast an elemental spell, it actually consisted of a three-step process. First, he would emit the mana, then he had to mix it with the world energy that he was trying to manipulate. The last step was the hardest, controlling the spell and its effects.
Spirit magic skipped the second step. It used only his own power without borrowing elemental energy. That made it more difficult than any magic he had practiced so far and more mana consuming.
It also required much more focus compared to normal magic. Pure mana had no physical form, so he could not rely on his eyes to manipulating its effects.
All depended on his willpower and imagination. The clearer the mental image of the action he wanted the mana to make, the better the result.
The range was also very limited, barely reaching a meter (3,28 feet) radius.
Despite all its strict limitations, Lith started to practice only spirit magic. The ultimate discovery about it was that every improvement he did in spirit magic was also passed onto all other kinds of magic.
He didn't need to split practicing between them anymore so he progressed in leaps and bounds compared to before.
From time to time, he would use a random elemental magic to check on his progress, reaching a new understanding of the true nature of that element.
The progress Lith made allowed him to also improve his breathing techniques.
Through Accumulation, he could now not only perceive how his mana core changed in size with practice, but also have a rough understanding of the amount of mana contained in his body.
/> Using Accumulation he would feed the world energy to his mana core allowing it to expand from the size of a pinhead to that of a glass marble.
Once the mana core grew to marble size, further progress could only be made when the physical body forcefully compressed the mana core back to a pinhead.
Lith had no idea how the phenomenon worked and had found no way around it. Mana core and body development had to go hand in hand, there was no shortcut.
Bottlenecks happened when Lith tried to use Accumulation when the mana core was still at its peak size. The world energy would be rejected by the mana core, going wild through his body and damaging it.
By continuously undergoing expansion and compression cycles, his mana capacity was already incomparable to when he was just a newborn.
After discovering and practicing spirit magic, Lith had a much finer control of his mana, inside and outside his body.
He managed to modify the Invigoration technique so that when he breathed in the world mana, he would combine it with his own temporarily exceeding his limits.
Then he would expand the resulting energy, moving it from the solar plexus outwards until even his body hair would be overflowing with mana.
Ever since he invented Invigoration, he had noticed qualitative changes to his body. Lith was now better at withstanding the cold and heat. He would hardly ever get sick.
When his whole family would catch a cold, he would either get over it before the symptoms manifested or recover in a few days.
Unless it's all a crazy coincidence, improving Invigoration is the only means at my disposal to temper my body. If I am right, this means that I can use it as a crutch until I get big enough to do physical activity. He thought.
Hopefully, it should also help me overcome my bottleneck periods faster. It's a gamble, but it shouldn't do any harm. Also, between hunger and bottlenecks, there isn't much I can do as a seven month old baby.
As for his family life, it also experienced some changes during the following months.
After the soup incident with Orpal, a divide opened between the brothers. Lith was vengeful by nature and so was his brother.
Sometimes, when Orpal was angry, he would call him Leech instead of Lith since he always called him like that in his head.
Every slip of the tongue would cost him a serious scolding and when he did it while harshly arguing with his parents, even a good spanking.
Orpal blamed Lith for all of his misfortunes. The little runt always giggled when he was having a hard time.
The relationship between Lith and his parents instead kept getting better and better.
He had already started saying babble words making sure to say "Mama" when Elina embraced him and "Dada" whenever Raaz came near him.
"If this world is even a bit similar to Earth's middle age, it's better to stay in my old man's good book until I am self-sufficient." This was Lith's reasoning. -
He was still very afraid of father figures and the two of them didn't have much a relationship anyway. Raaz would always be busy with something, letting his wife and eldest daughter spend the most time with the baby.
To his defence, he had just wrongly assumed that Lith was too little to notice and that they would have time to catch up later in the future, like he did with his other sons.
Raaz really loved him and Lith never ceased to amaze him. He couldn't remember him crying for no reason, not even when teething.
If someone bumped into his cradle or raised his voice while Lith was asleep, or at least pretending to, he would not make a sound, just look around before going back to sleep.
Lith grew increasingly fond of Rena, she was more like a loving aunt than a sister to him. He could see himself in her, taking care of her little brother like he did Carl.
He would have loved to express this affection, but all he could do was smile and laugh as soon as he saw her and call her "Lala". She was, in fact, the only one besides his parents to have a babble name.
It wasn't much, but it meant the world to her.
And so, time went by. After six months from his arrival, Lith was put on the ground for the first time and started to crawl under strict supervision. At the ninth month, he started to walk and graduated himself from babble words to real ones.
On the day of his birthday, after discovering they had birthdays in that world too, he allowed himself to use simple phrases and started to make questions to complete his vocabulary.
Knowing nothing about babies, it was very stressful finding the right timing for every little thing. Luckily, Lith could always resort to cheating to find out the proper time for him to "learn" to do something. He was already capable of understanding most of what he could hear, so he would always be open to "suggestions".
If Elina was dying for him to finally say "Mommy" instead of "Mama", he would wait a couple of days before making it happen. If Raaz cheered for Lith running to him, he did.
The real problem was paying attention to everything Raaz, Rena and Elina said while seeming completely oblivious to their words.
Another problem was that once they let him roam free in the dining room, they also gave him small wooden toys expecting him to play and explore his surroundings.
Lith already knew the dining room like the back of his hand, and there was not much to see in the first place. Yet he had to pretend to be curious about it.
That was the hardest thing he had ever done since becoming a baby and scared him to death. He had no clue how a child would explore such a bland environment and his paranoia about blowing his cover made him sweat bullets.
Seeing the expectation in their eyes, he started from the nearest thing, the fireplace. The fire was not lit, the logs were cold and covered in ashes.
When he got closer, Raaz stopped him.
This is the fireplace. Now is safe, but fire is bad. Fire hurts. No touching it, never.
Lith looked at him, seemingly confused, before trying to put his hand in the ashes. Raaz grabbed his hand, blocking him.
Fire is bad. No touching it. Never. His father repeated.
Lith stared in his eyes like he was deeply in thought, before asking: "Fire bad?"
Yes, very bad. Raaz replied while nodding.
Okay. Lith moved away from the fireplace and got close to the table. When he tried climbing up a chair, almost falling down with it, Elina ran to his rescue.
Good gods, this little one sure likes danger. Seeing their increasingly worried expressions, Lith believed to have found a way out of that torment.
He would keep putting himself in danger, trying to climb on the table and going into the kitchen rummaging through pots and knives.
Quickly they decided that adventure time was over. They made him sit on an old cloth spread over the wooden floor and gave him toys to play with while they recovered from the stress.
He had a little wooden horse, some kind of cart, and an odd-looking dog thingy. Playing was much easier for him. Lith did not need to create stories or explain what he was doing.
He could just use playtime to practice spirit magic. Lith would actually never use his hands to move the toys, making them float as close as possible to his fingers.
He really enjoyed those moments. Lith could finally openly rejoice, scream and laugh anytime he made a new discovery or a breakthrough and all his parents would see was a happy child lost in his fantasies.
Who would have ever thought that such a quiet little fellow could have such a vivid imagination. Raaz said with a big, proud smile on his face. "Look at him. All he has is just some old toys, yet it looks like he has the whole world in the palm of his hand."
Chapter 10: Growing pains
The following years weren't easy on Lith.
He was finally allowed to ask a lot of questions, filling most of the holes in his vocabulary and starting to finally learn about his family and the new world.
He learnt that they were living in the village of Lutia that was part of the county of Lustria which in turn was part of t
he Griffon Kingdom.
His parents knew about the neighbouring countries by name, but that was it. They knew nothing about the life outside the village, nor did they care about it.
In their eyes, the king was some sort of mythical beast, they put all their faith and worries in Count Lark. Not only did he administer justice and taxes in the county, he would also always take part in Lutia's spring festival as the guest of honour.
His parents never mentioned to their children anything about magic, wars or history. They only told them tales that could be easily dismissed as bedtime stories even in this new world.
All of their stories were filled with beautiful princesses, valiant heroes and villainous tyrants.
Lith was truly dissatisfied by such little information. He wanted to know what was the planet's name and what stage of scientific development it had developed.
He wanted to learn about the history of magic, the lore, the legends, anything that could give him at least a clue about what to expect from life.
Unfortunately, it was clear they knew little more than gossip so he could not pose questions he was not even supposed to think about.
At least his family tree was much easier to fully understand. Elina and Raaz had married very early, even by village standards, barely sixteen.
Raaz, being an only child, had inherited his father's farm, where they were currently living. Elina got pregnant shortly after the marriage giving birth to the twins Rena and Orpal.
Then she got pregnant again every two years. That meant that Raaz and Elina were currently 25 years old, Rena and Orpal 8 years old, Trion 6 years old, Tista 4 years old and finally Lith 2 years old.
In fact, most of that information was leeched from his siblings' questions, Lith was mostly limited to a "What's this? Why is that?" kind of question.
Spending more and more time with the rest of the family, he also discovered why despite his father owning such a nice farm with its own barn and henhouse, they had such a problem putting food on the table.
Tista was born with a congenital condition that prevented her from doing any physical exertion and also made her prone to illness.
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