I shook my head, not getting how that was about me. "But I didn’t try to make you change."
"I know, that's the messed up thing. You didn’t try to change me, you just did it. You made me care about you, about your happiness, about your safety. And you made me want you. You're young and sweet, still fumbling along in your life to find your way, but you're also pretty damn mature. All these things that make up who you are, that's what I want." Jake brushed his thumb over my mouth. "Lacey, will you let me have you?"
He looked so sincere, so passionate. But something was holding me back. We'd been through so much in just the last few weeks. And he’d just broken it off with mom. It felt too strange.
"I..." Should I tell him I loved him? No. He might think it's permission to be an asshole to me again. "I don't think so." I took his hand between mine. "You just called off your engagement to my mom. As much as I...as I want you, I don't think we should date right now, not so soon after everything. Let's give it some time."
Although how much time, I didn't know. He was still Jake, the man who made me lose my mind with a single touch. Even now with just his hand in mine, I felt weak.
"I get it, princess. It's a lot to swallow." He teased me with a slow squeeze of my hand. "But I'm dying to make love to you and show you just much you mean to me." His voice was a low growl, going from pleading to demanding in one breath.
Butterflies fluttered in my stomach and my pussy was starting to tingle and get wet. But…
"No, Jake. Not right now."
Watching the disappointment in his face, I thought he would pull away and say forget it, but he sat down on the bed next to me.
"Whenever you're ready, baby, I'm here. I'll eat your ass for as long as you want." He leaned into me, smiling and seductive, filling my senses with the masculine scent of aftershave and clean, male sweat. "And once your hole is nice and loose and ready for my cock, I'll slide it in real deep."
God. His sex talk always turned me on. I squirmed against him and wanted so badly to just fall on my back and let him fuck my ass.
My ass. Always my ass.
I turned to Jake. "Why do you always want to have anal? Don't you want to fuck my pussy?"
He drew back while a small blush colored his cheek. I could see it clearly now, a hint of red under his tan skin. "It's because you’re young and fertile. Anal was a way of making sure you wouldn’t get pregnant. I don’t want kids."
I bit my lip. I've never thought of having kids. Even when the other girls in my classes were playing with baby dolls, I was more interested in books or even just daydreaming. Kids had never been on my radar.
"Oh, okay. That makes sense. I just thought..."
"What did you think, princess?"
"I just thought there was something wrong with me down there, or something..." I felt stupid for even saying the words I'd thought before. Jake had worshipped my cunt with his mouth and hands, he obviously loved it.
"What did I tell you? You're absolutely perfect," he said. "I'm the one who is the asshole who doesn't think he needs to explain himself."
“But now you have explained. Thank you.” I kissed him, lingering on the taste of his firm masculine lips and the stubble surrounding them. Even just kissing him loosened my legs. Despite our serious and intense conversation, my lower lips watered to taste him.
Jake groaned against my mouth and shifted us on the bed so we were both lying down. “That was all I had to do?” He stroked my hips and pushed aside the thin gown that already left my ass out. “Just tell you why I only want to fuck your ass so you’ll let me fuck your ass?”
I sighed with each stroke of his hands that moved closer to my pussy. Like a whore, I opened my legs wide for him. “Don’t…” I groaned like an ass slut as his fingers slid through my pussy juices before making straight for my back door. “Don’t fuck me. You can play with me a little. But only a little. Okay?”
“Okay, princess.” He kissed me under my chin, down my neck, then rolled me only my stomach. “Your wish is my command.”
I groaned when his mouth found my asshole. My breathy, whorish sounds became animalistic grunts the more he used his tongue, fluttering that wet muscle around my hole, playing with it and around it, but not quite stretching me and getting me ready for his giant knob.
“Jake…” I pushed my ass back into his face, wiggling from the pleasure he gave me. But he was going so slow, torturing my asshole while he pinched and my ass cheeks and stroked my hard and wet clit. It was like a delicious appetizer before the main meal. I knew it wouldn’t fill me up, but it would do me until it was dinner time when I would gobble up all the meat he had to offer.
“Stick your tongue inside me, Jake. Please.” I cried out when he did just that and slapped my clit. The feeling burned through me like a bolt of lightning. “Oh, God… Yes, Daddy! Just like that!”
He ate my ass like it was his main meal. His tongue fucked into my rear channel and he pinched my clit, slapped it then soothed it with gentle strokes of his amazing fingers. Screams of pleasure tore out of me again and again. I rode Jake’s face and the bliss he offered me to a screaming orgasm that left my ears ringing.
I collapsed into the sheets on my stomach. “Oh my God! I love you so much. You’re so good to me.”
Behind me, Jake froze. “You love me?” He shifted and abruptly appeared next to me. He pulled the sheets up over my body, and only then did I realize how cold the room was.
“I do, Jake. I didn’t want to, but I couldn’t help myself.”
“Good.” He smiled cocky and pleased. “Because I love you too.”
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
Lacey
"Thanks for seeing me, Mom." I stepped into my mother's apartment and my mouth dropped open at all the gifts in her living room. It looked like Christmas in here. And just like she did on Christmas, my mom looked very happy. If Jake hadn't told me the whole story, I'd have no idea she got left at the altar a week before.
"Why wouldn't I let you come see me, Lacey honey? It was my fourth wedding. I know you're over them by now. I figured that was why you weren’t at the ceremony."
That was news to me. The way she'd forced or just guilted everybody into coming to all the post-wedding events, you'd think she had no idea what a pain she was being. Or maybe she just didn't care.
"Well..." I hesitated and wondered how much she knew about the reason Jake didn't go through with the wedding.
"Come, sit down. Stop hovering in the living room like I'm going to throw you out any second." She shoved aside a box with a fancy French press in it so I can sit on the couch. "Now, tell me what's going on." She looked cheerful, but something about it seemed fake.
She was wearing pink, her favorite color. A blouse that clung to her body and pants of a darker shade. Her toenails were pink too and her feet were bare. Pink was her good mood color. Either she was trying to make herself feel better or she was on top of the world. With my mother, it was sometimes hard to tell which was which.
I took a deep breath. "Well, I wanted to tell you how sorry I am about the wedding, even though, even though--" Damn. If I didn't spit it out, I was going to be in her apartment all night.
"Even though you're the reason Jake didn't marry me?" My mother crossed her legs and watched me. Her challenging look dared me to deny it. I swallowed.
"Yes," I whispered hoarsely. "He and I..."
"You've been fucking him."
Shock jolted through my spine and I sat up so straight and so fast on the couch that my back cracked. "You knew?"
"I saw how Jake looked at you." A sneer twisted her bright pink lips. "I didn't know anything for sure, but with a guy like that, I figured it was only a matter of time before he had you on your back with your legs in the air."
"But—but" Oh my God! I jumped up from the couch, my face hot with embarrassment. "If you suspected about us then why did you push on with the wedding?"
"God, you are naive! Do you know how much money that man is worth?"
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br /> I shook my head because I really had no idea. Mom always talked about Jake's money and I just figured he made more than her. I'd seen his office, but I didn't know what that meant in terms of how much he had in the bank.
"That man can buy New York a dozen times over. He's playing like a diplomat when he can just buy and sell all the idiots in this city. I wanted a piece of that power, and I wanted the diamond ring and all the other shit that comes along with being on Jake Mason's arm."
She didn’t give a damn about Jake. Just his money. I was in shock. I swallowed thickly and absorbed the new information, still on my feet and staring at all the things she'd scored just by being Jake's fiancée. But I knew none of those things could replace Jake. He was the perfect man, the perfect lover.
"Despite that, I am sorry for what I did,” I said. “I shouldn't have slept with him. I know that hurt you."
"Hurt? You don't know hurt yet, Lacey." Mom stood up and walked toward me. "A man like Jake is just going to step all over a little prissy girl like you. You think you've got him now. Ha! In a couple of years, you'll just be a cum stain on a set of discarded sheets."
Amanda didn’t know what she was talking about so I didn't try to convince her of anything else. She'd missed out on a great guy, that was all.
"Is that pity I see on your face, you little bitch!" Mom's hand slapped across my face and I gasped from the sudden pain. "Get out! Don't bother to come crawling back to me when he kicks you out!"
Growling like an animal, she grabbed my shoulders and pushed savagely all the way through her living room and out the front door.
"You deserve every shitty thing he does to you," she hissed. "Don't say I didn't warn you." Then she slammed the door in my face.
My face was still stinging from her slap when I called Jake and he answered my call. "I need to talk to you."
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Jake
"Mom told me everything." Lacey walked into my apartment looking like a different woman.
The dress she wore when she'd left here looked the same but there something about her face and way she carried herself. Something almost peaceful.
"Yeah. What does 'everything' mean exactly?" I took Lacey's hand and led her into my kitchen where I'd been making a quick lunch salad. I washed my hands at the sink and went back to chopping strawberries.
"Your relationship was nothing like I thought." Lacey's cute face scrunched up in a frown. She picked up one of the strawberries and bit into it, then moaned with pleasure. It was a sweet batch.
"I went over there this morning..." She paused to eat another strawberry then told me what happened with Amanda.
After she finished the story, I shrugged. The story was basically one I suspected. We had both been using each other for business reasons, or at least something like it. I'd never loved Amanda, and now I knew for sure that she didn't love me. She had just been the path to the woman I loved. Lacey.
"It's good that you heard it from her," I said and scraped chopped pieces of chicken breast from the chopping board into the nearly finished bowl of salad.
"That was all I needed to lay my fears to rest," Lacey said.
She came up behind me and slid her arms around my waist, resting her cheek against my back. The brunette felt fucking amazing.
"That's good," I said. My heart tripped happily in my chest. Everything was going right for us. I put away the cutting board and the knife and gently turned around so the kitchen island was at my back and Lacey rested at my front. She smelled so good, like her delicate perfume and the mint shampoo I kept in my shower. "Would you like to try this salad? It's got cheese in it."
She looked up at me, eyes smiling. "No, but I'd like to try something else with you though."
"What's that?" I was intrigued.
"I want to try a relationship with you."
"Seriously? Even after everything I did?"
"Yes. Because even though you did those things, I did them too. We were and are in this thing together. Mom never cared about either one of us, so that makes me relieved that I didn't break up a happy relationship."
"If we had been all that happy, I wouldn't have gone looking for this ass--" I grabbed her juicy mounds."--to throw on my dick."
She rolled her eyes and smiled. "You sweet talker, you."
I chuckled. "Hey, with a cock like this, I don't really have to do much talking," I teased her.
"True enough." Giggling, she rubbed herself against me. And although I was hungry and hadn't eaten all day, suddenly all I wanted was Lacey on her hands and knees and my cock in her ass.
I groaned when she grabbed me through my jeans. "Come here, big daddy." She unzipped my pants and pulled out my fat snake. She gripped it hard and used it as a handle to pull me to the bedroom.
Oh, fuck...
She quickly stripped and by the time she turned around from folding her dress over my chair, I was already naked, my meat standing tall and ready to slam into her tight hole. Slowly, she walked toward me, the look on her face ravenous.
"Get on the bed, Jake. On your back."
I didn't even hesitate, but when she climbed on top of me, her dripping pussy open over my dick, I grabbed her waist.
"Lacey. Don't. I told you I can't do that with you."
"Can't or won't?” she challenged me.
"Baby, I already told you the reason why?" But reason was already falling to pieces with the sight of her pink snatch dripping its juices down her thighs and trailing down to my stomach in sticky and mouth-watering strings.
God damn, she wanted to fuck just as bad as me.
"Trust me, Jake. Whatever this is, we're in it together. I'll take care of you. If you say you don't want kids, we won't have kids. If you change your mind, this pussy is here for you." She stroked her clit, threw her head back and moaned. With her lips pink and wet, she fingered herself slow and easy. With each shallow stroke, my dick got harder.
And my trust of her got deeper and deeper. She knew what I wanted. She wouldn't fuck with that.
"Okay, princess." I groaned when she grabbed my fuck stick and teased her slit with it. Her juices flowed down my pole like a generous river. Damn, she was playing with fire, and the look in her eyes, sexy and hungry, said she knew exactly what she was doing.
"Take my cherry, Daddy," she breathed, then shoved herself down on my dick in one stroke. Lacey cried out in pain and I almost pulled out, but she stopped me with a hard clench of her internal muscles. “I’m okay.” She swayed above me, her gorgeous tits heaving already, nipples hard and kissing the air.
Fuck! She was so tight. And so good. The shock of being inside her pussy after taking her ass for so long had me on the edge of coming already. She felt like every good thing I'd ever denied myself and instantly wanted more of.
“Oh, God,” she moaned. “This is so amazing. I can’t believe anything could feel better than what we’d done before. But, oooooh.”
And she was right, it did.
"Fuck me, Daddy.” Lacey started to move on top of me, riding me like a pro. Her pussy squelched wetly around my dick.
This woman was amazing. She trusted me, she loved me. And we would be all right together, no matter what happened. I grunted and threw my head back in ecstasy. Then gripped her thick hips and rammed all my love deep into her drenched and tight pussy hole.
"I love you, Lacey" I gasped. "I love you so goddamned much.”
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Diary Entries for My Mom’s Fiance
July 1 �
�� Today, Jake explained why he’s marrying Amanda. The whole thing was so bullshit, it made me angry.
“It’s also business,” he rumbled. “I need some traction in this town. Your mother is a wizard at her job and has connections here I only dream of. Together, she and I will do a lot. It’ll be a great partnership.”
I stared at him, amazed. “Do you even hear yourself? You sound like you’re negotiating another business deal, not a marriage. This isn’t how you’re supposed to do it.”
“You don’t know a damn thing about it. I don’t know much about you since Amanda barely mentions you, but I do know you’ve never worked a day in your life. Businesses live and die on alliances like the one Amanda and I are making.”
I flinched when he said how little my mother talked about me. It wasn’t as if I didn’t know, but hearing it from him for some reason especially hurt.
He uncrossed his arms, his eyes sharp on my face. For a second, I thought I saw a fleeting bit of concern, but I must have been imagining it. Jake didn’t care about anything but himself. He just wanted to make more money with my mother and keep getting his dick wet into me.
July 15 – Today, Jake and I had sex at his office. Again! How could this have happened?
With my legs still shaking, I climbed off the desk and wordlessly reached out to get some of the tissues. I cleaned myself off as much as I could and dumped the tissues in his trash can.
“I have a bathroom through there.” He jerked his head toward a nearly hidden door at the back of the office.
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