by Anne Weale
He put down his knife and fork, leaned back in his chair and gave her the penetrating look that made her feel he could see inside her mind. ‘I don’t. Do you?’
‘The west is the only culture I know.’
‘You must have opinions about it.’
She had hoped to start him talking about his views, not to cause him to quiz her about hers. ‘Of course... everyone has opinions, but they’re not always worth expressing. Mine certainly wouldn’t be worth a report in The Times as yours were.’
He shrugged. ‘They were probably short of copy for that particular issue. But we didn’t come here for me to expound my views. I want to know more about you. What do you do with yourself outside working hours?’
Most of Nicole’s spare time was spent with her son, but she couldn’t tell him that. She said, ‘I walk...I I read...I go swimming...I like to cook.’ Though, since Rosemary’s advent, her only chance to use the kitchen was when her father and stepmother went out to dinner with Rosemary’s circle of friends.
‘What sort of books do you read?’ Strathallen asked.
‘Anything and everything...mainly travel books and biographies.’
‘No fiction?’
‘Sometimes.’ She wasn’t going to tell him that, last thing at night, she often unwound in the pages of a romance. Men didn’t read romances and tended to make fun of or despise them. They were not in touch with their emotions the way women were. Instead, she said, ‘I rather like science fiction.’ This was a taste she had acquired from Dan.
‘Never tried it,’ he said, a touch dismissively. ‘But when I’m out in the desert my choice of reading is dictated by space and weight considerations. I’ll send you a list of books to read before you come to India. It’s always a good idea to bone up on a place before one arrives.”
Thank you—’ It was a few seconds before the full impact of his statement sank in. When it did, her hazel eyes widened. ‘Do you mean you’re recommending me?’ She couldn’t conceal the surprise mingled with her delight.
‘Unless you reveal some serious defect between now and the end of lunch...yes, I’m recommending you,’ he confirmed.
. Despite his amused reply, she sensed that he had some underlying reservation about his selection of her as the best of the candidates.
‘How soon can you start?’ he went on. ‘How much notice must you give your present employers? I’m sorry...’ The apology was tacked on because, in shifting his long legs under the table, his thigh had brushed against her knees.
Nicole knew the contact was accidental. He was not the type to play footsie. What disturbed her was her own reaction: an intense curiosity to know what it would be like to have this somewhat dour man make an amorous advance to her. Exciting...wildly exciting, was the next thought in her mind. And not only because he looked the way men were supposed to look—tall, lithe, with latent power and virility in every line of his body—but because there was also something primitive and untamed lurking under his seemingly civilised exterior.
She had felt it the first time they met when the memory of the caged cheetah had come into her mind. She felt it again now, so strongly that for a moment she couldn’t collect her thoughts and answer his question.
Then she pulled herself together. “Six weeks... is that all right?’
Walking back to his friend Kesri’s apartment, a place the Prince seldom used himself but kept for the benefit of his aged great-aunts who belonged to an era when India’s royal families had enjoyed every possible luxury, Alex wondered if in picking Nicole Dawson for the post he had made an error of judgment.
Her qualifications and those of the other finalist were evenly matched. He had selected Nicole for no better reason than that he wanted to see more of her...in every sense of the term.
He had found her attractive the first time he interviewed her, and today’s lunch had heightened her allure. There was something elusive about her that appealed to the hunter in him. Women who were pushovers left him cold.
He remembered her explanation of why she was on her own. I loved someone when I was younger. Unfortunately it didn’t work out. Since then I’ve concentrated on my work.
That, in essence, replicated his own situation. His job, and the places it took him to, precluded any close, long-term relationships. He was a loner and had been for a long time. As long as she understood that, and he’d already indicated the way things were with him, they could have a good time together. But like Kesri’s liaisons, his own had to be without strings. There was no way he could share his life with a woman.
When Nicole told Dan about her new job, he said, ‘Is it in London?’ Then, his expression hopeful, ‘Are we going to live there?’
Anxious to give him time to assimilate the change, she said, ‘Would you like that?’
Dan nodded vigorously. ‘It’d be great. I’d miss Granpa, of course, but I wouldn’t miss her! Not having her breathing down our necks would be brilliant That’s one of the reasons I’m looking forward to being a boarder next term.’
It was the first time he had said in so many words that he didn’t like his step-grandmother.
‘No, it isn’t in London. It’s somewhere much further away...somewhere abroad,’ Nicole told him.
Far from looking dismayed, he looked pleased. ‘America?’
She shook her head, praying that what she said next wouldn’t make him look crestfallen. ‘Rajasthan...it’s in India.’
For a moment or two he looked startled. Then his eyes sparkled with excitement. ‘You’re not kidding me, are you? Wow, that’s brilliant, Mum.’ A flicker of doubt subdued his initial enthusiasm. ‘It’s a long way. Won’t the air fares be way too expensive for me to come for the holidays?’
‘On what I’m going to be earning that won’t be a problem. But it does mean we won’t see each other except in the long holidays. I can’t come back for your half-term and weekend leaves.’
‘We can email each other every day. But, Mum, will you be all right...in India all by yourself?’
His concern made her smile, but there was a lump in her throat. ‘You needn’t worry about me. I’ll be living in a palace.’
She began to tell him everything she knew about the Prince and the picturesque walled city on the fringe of the desert.
Soon after Dan was born, her father had taken steps to ensure that his grandson could be educated at the independent school where he and his father and grandfather had been pupils. It was a family tradition that, in some ways, Nicole would have liked to break. In her heart she wasn’t in favour of boys being sent away from home at the tender age of thirteen.
But Marsden wasn’t one of England’s famous public schools like Eton or Gordonstoun. It was a more modest establishment not far from where they lived. Also, not only had her father denied himself many pleasures to fund Dan’s education, Rosemary’s advent had changed Nicole’s view of the situation.
There was another factor to consider. The local state school had been going downhill under a lax head teacher. It had a reputation for disorderly behaviour and poor exam results. The principal of her father’s old school was a man of forceful character, with teenagers of his own. She felt Dan would be safer under his aegis than at the local day school with its overcrowded classrooms and lack of playground supervision.
Relieved to have her son’s backing, Nicole went down to break the news to her father and stepmother,
Predictably, Rosemary was outraged. ‘How can you even contemplate leaving your poor little boy?’ she expostulated. ‘It’s bad enough that he doesn’t have a father. For his mother to desert him—’
Keeping control of her temper, Nicole said quietly, ‘I’m not deserting him, Rosemary. It will only be for a short time. At the end of term, Dan can fly out to join me.’
To her relief, before Rosemary could resume her denunciation, Mr Dawson said firmly, ‘If you hadn’t taken the initiative, I was going to suggest that, with Dan away at school, it was time to broaden your horizons. You’re
doing the right thing, my dear. For almost thirteen years you’ve adapted your life to Dan’s needs and that was right and proper. Now it’s time to consider your own needs...time to spread your wings. I can’t think of anywhere more exciting to do that than India.’
And then, to the surprise of both women, he directed a quelling glance at his wife and said with great firmness, ‘Nicole has made a decision which I think will benefit her and the boy. If you don’t agree, Rosemary, please keep your views to yourself.’
Nicole’s night-flight to Delhi landed early in the morning.
When she emerged from the airport building, pulling her suitcase behind her, a daunting scene greeted her. What seemed like hundreds of people were waiting to pounce on the passengers, grab their luggage and convey them to their final destination.
In her jet-lagged state she was strongly tempted to turn tail and go back inside the airport, especially as none of the placards with European names on them that were being brandished by some of the men behind the barricades had her name written on it.
Reluctantly making her way to the opening in the barrier through which other newly arrived foreigners were passing ahead of her, she braced herself to hang on to her luggage until whoever was meeting her materialised.
Then, with profound relief, she saw a familiar figure making his way towards her. She was so glad to see him, her face lit up with delight.
Towering over the crowd, Alex Strathallen was also noticeable for his air of complete relaxation in a situation fraught with the tension of too many porters and drivers competing for too few customers.
While everyone else was shoving and pushing, he moved through the crush with the ease of a tall and commanding figure to whom smaller, less assured people automatically gave way. But his expression, she noticed, was not the chilly hauteur to be seen in old sepia photographs of the British who had run India during the Raj. He was smiling as he moved through the press, exchanging friendly words with those who let him pass.
‘A bit of a madhouse, isn’t it?’ he said, when he reached her.
‘A bit,’ she agreed, with a smile. ‘I’m glad I have someone meeting me.’
‘Let’s get you out of this maelstrom. Our driver will take your case—’ he indicated an Indian who had come through the crush behind him ‘—and I’ll take your backpack.’
He slipped the straps from her shoulders rather in the manner of a grown-up divesting a small child of its coast Then, with it slung by one strap over his own broader, more powerful shoulder, he led the way through the multitude who now made no further attempts to impose themselves on her.
A few moments later she was in the back of a taxi and Alex was folding his long legs to fit the space beside her.
‘How was the flight? Did you get any sleep?’ he asked.
‘Not a lot...but otherwise it was great. I enjoyed it. Very nice food...two good movies.’
‘Who did you have sitting next to you?’
‘An elderly couple celebrating their golden wedding with a trip to see the Taj Mahal.’
Perhaps it was only her imagination, but it seemed to her that, for a moment, something strange happened... like a shutter coming down. He was sitting beside her, but his mind was somewhere else.
She wasn’t sure why, but his silence made her uneasy. After some moments, she asked, ‘How are we getting to Karangarh? By train?’
‘By air...but not till tomorrow. I have some business in Delhi and you need to break your journey. We’ll fly to Karangarh after breakfast. Tonight we’re staying at the Imperial, an oasis of calm right in the centre of Delhi.’
There were placid-looking pale grey cattle standing about, unattended, on the verges of the wide tree-lined road to the city. Near a roundabout where there seemed to be a hair-raisingly casual attitude to traffic lanes, Nicole noticed a slogan pasted on a hoarding. Be not anxious about what you have, but about what you are.
It reminded her of Rosemary’s bitter disapproval of this undertaking. Her stepmother had been careful not to express it again in her husband’s presence, but had found several opportunities to upbraid Nicole in private.
Am I being selfish? she wondered, for the umpteenth time. Saying goodbye to Dan had been agony. She could still feel his arms round her neck as they exchanged their last hug at the London airport where, with her father, he had seen her off.
If there had been tears in his eyes when they drew apart, she didn’t think she could have left him. But Dan, already keenly looking forward to his own flight to India in twelve weeks’ time, had been cheerful rather than dejected.
She had had to seem cheerful too. Only in the privacy of a cubicle in the washroom on the airside of the security and customs barriers had she cried, but only briefly. Then she had washed her face, braced herself and joined the rest of the passengers waiting for flights to places even more distant than where she was going.
Beside her, Strathallen said, ‘You’ll feel better when you’ve had a bath. Then, if I were you, I’d go to bed until lunchtime. If you didn’t nap on the plane, there’s no way you can stay awake until bedtime tonight’
‘Whatever you say. You’re the expert. How many times have you flown from Europe to India?’
Tve lost count I’ve been coming here a long time. For me the culture shock is at that end, not this.’
Nicole’s first impression of Delhi was of chaotic traffic and swarms of people. Then their taxi turned through a gateway where a short avenue of tall palms led to the porticoed entrance to a building.
The rear passenger door was opened for her by a massively built bearded and turbanned doorman. ‘Good morning, madam.’
‘Good morning. Thank you.’
When Strathallen came round the back of the taxi and took hold of her arm to escort her up the steps, it was the polite gesture of a man who at some stage of his life had been trained in traditional courtesies. But all the way up the entrance stairs and through the imposing lobby to the lift, she was conscious of the light touch of his fingers just above her elbow.
‘Shouldn’t I register?’ she asked, at the door of the lift.
He released his hold. ‘They can take your passport details later.”
‘But the room key...’
‘The door will be open.’
From the lift they entered a wide corridor decorated and thickly carpeted in a soft shade of apple-green. At the far end she saw her luggage being wheeled through a door by one of the hotel staff.
Moments later, to her surprise, she found the room he had entered was not her bedroom but an ante-room leading into a large and elegantly appointed sitting room.
‘This is Prince Kesri’s suite,’ Strathallen explained. ‘The hotel is full tonight. There’s a large wedding party staying here.’
The luggage porter reappeared through the door of an adjoining room. He smiled and bowed to Nicole. Strathallen gave him a tip and was handed the room key.
When the man had gone, he said, ‘Would you like some coffee or tea before you have your shower?’
‘What I’d really like is some water.’
‘It’s in here.’ Showing her that what she would have taken for an elegant sideboard was actually a luxury version of a mini-bar with glasses in one section and an ice-box in the other, he put some ice in a tall glass and opened the seal on a bottle of water with an effortless turn of his strong wrist. ‘If there’s anything else you need, call Room Service or Reception. The switchboard operator will give you a wake-up call if you want one. I’ll be back about one. We’ll have lunch in the garden. See you later.’
As he strode to the door, Nicole said, ‘Thank you for meeting me. I hope it wasn’t too inconvenient’
As he opened the door, he turned. ‘Not inconvenient at all. It was a pleasure.’ He gave her one of his rare and charming smiles.
She was woken, as she had requested, at half past twelve. For some minutes she lay taking in the unaccustomed opulence of her surroundings. This bedroom was many times larger than her r
oom in her father’s house, with a lofty ceiling from which hung a large electric fan.
She had already unpacked fresh underwear and a change of clothes more suitable for lunch in a grand hotel than the combat trousers, shirt and zip-up fleece she had travelled in.
When she had dressed and put on a little light make-up, she went back to the sitting room to drink another glass of water. It was only then that she noticed there was another door opposite the entrance to the bedroom. Perhaps it was another bedroom for the use of the Prince’s wife if he had one. So far she knew very little about her employer, although his forebears were mentioned in more than one of the books on the reading list she had received from Strathallen.
Curious to see what lay behind the closed door, Nicole opened it. As she had surmised, the room within was another bedroom—and someone was using it. There was a laptop computer with a couple of floppy disks on top of it on the writing table. A book with a marker protruding from it lay on the night-table between the twin beds. A document case had been left on one of seat cushions of the sofa facing the beds.
As she took in these indications that the room was occupied and realised they had to mean that Strathallen was sharing the suite with her, Nicole remembered him saying the hotel was full. Even so, it seemed odd, to say the least, for him to have taken for granted that she wouldn’t mind this arrangement Surely the proper thing to have done was to book himself, or her, into another hotel?
Within a couple of minutes of her closing the door of his room, Strathallen joined her.
‘Did you get some sleep?’ he asked.
‘Yes, thank you. I feel much better.’
‘Good...then we’ll go down and eat. No need to bring your key. I picked mine up from the desk in case you were still in bed.’
As they were walking to the lift, Nicole said, ‘Won’t the hotel staff think it strange...our sharing the Prince’s suite?’