by Marie, Amy
Smiling to myself, I head into my room, which is the best part of the whole house. It’s massive and has a bathroom bigger than my room growing up at my parents. The walk-in closet next to it is just as big. Half of it is taken up by my shoes alone.
I slip into my pajamas and walk into the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. My thoughts wander back to what happened…what got into Trent. I’m too exhausted to think about it anymore. Dragging my tired body over to my queen bed, I crawl under the comforter letting its warmth suck me in. I never thought I would spend one hundred fifty dollars on a blanket, but with its large black flowers on a white down comforter of heaven it’s totally worth it. I love this fucking bed.
The slamming of my front door jolts me just as I’m about to fall into a blissful sleep.
Erin knocks quietly on the door and walks in sitting on the side of my bed. “Are you okay, Noe? I’ve never seen you that quiet before.”
She still has a key and uses it when she deems necessary. Apparently, this is one of those times.
Sighing I sit up pulling the blanket straight up around me. “I’m fine. Just frustrated. Jace seems like a nice guy but I’m trying to figure out why Trent would do something like that. He is always so hot and cold that I don’t know which way is up and which way is down with him. I just want to know what the hell he was thinking. Does he think Jace is a bad guy? He must be for Trent to do something so drastic, right?”
“I don’t think that’s it, Noelle,” she says looking away trying to avoid my eyes. A true sign that she is hiding something.
“Erin, do you know why?” I give her my “don’t mess with me” face. “If you do you better tell me.”
“Don’t look at me like that, Noe. It’s not my place to speak for Trent.” She shakes her head looking down and starts to twiddle her fingers.
“Tell me, Erin! I’m going crazy here. Trent used to be such a good friend and it just seems that we have drifted apart.” Tears start forming again, and I get up to grab a tissue from the bathroom. I hate crying like a bitch.
“Maybe that’s the problem,” she comments to my retreating back.
Huh? I walk back into the bedroom blowing my nose. “What’s the problem?” I ask confused as she stands from my bed and walks towards the door.
“That he’s just a friend.” She winks before closing the door behind her.
She cannot honestly believe Trent wants to be more than friends. Can she?
Does he?
I roll over and try to fall back to sleep. When I enter my dreams, it’s of Jace’s deep green eyes and sexy stubble.
~~
Five o’clock in the morning comes too quickly when you are in the middle of the greatest female wet dream of all time. I decide a go with my vibrator is out when last night’s events come crashing into my pre-dawn thoughts. This morning I really need my cycling class like I need oxygen to take my mind off of what happened. I decide on a hot pink tank top, black shorts and the new cycling shoes that I received yesterday. Hot pink usually isn’t my color, but today I’m feeling feisty. Grabbing my water bottle from the freezer, I get my iPhone from the charging station and notice I have five missed text messages.
Trent: Are you still up? Pls call me.
Trent: Noe. I’m so sorry. Call when you see this.
Sexy Jace: I had fun with you tonight...I would take 10 more punches for just 1 more kiss.
He put his number in as Sexy Jace, huh? I’ll need to change that. Or not. The message is sweet…a far cry from the aggressive guy I met yesterday.
Trent: I know you are mad at me but please don’t shut me out. I need to talk to you. Call me so we can meet up.
Sexy Jace: Thinking of you.
Jace’s texts have me smiling. The time on my phone reads 5:42 A.M., so I know it’s way too early to text back either one of them.
I decide to run to the gym today instead of driving the two miles. It’s a peaceful time of day where the world is quiet, and I can just breathe in the early morning air. I turn on my music and enjoy the scenery as I jog past it. I hear a text come through but decide to ignore it, needing my peace.
Arriving at the gym parking lot twenty five minutes later I spot Hadley. She is one of the funniest and craziest women you will ever meet, besides me. Erin has joined me at my cycling classes a few times, but Hadley goes to them religiously. She is awesome and is also my assistant at work. She has become like a sister to me almost as much as Erin. Since I have no siblings and my parents moved to Naperville, I see and talk to those girls more than I see my own family.
“Hey girl! I can hear Lady Gaga coming from your headphones. You only listen to her when you’re upset. Bad night?” She asks pulling her long, layered dark brown hair with chunky red highlights back into a ponytail and straightening out her black sports bra and shorts.
“You could say that. How about you? Date night with Braden last night?”
“Yea, and I’m fucking exhausted. That man can keep me up all night.” She winks pulling her arm across her chest to stretch.
“Do you even eat? Jeez, you’re so damn skinny! Eat a cheeseburger or something.” I laugh pulling my headphones out, rolling them so they fit perfectly into my side pocket.
“Shut up! I eat,” she says rubbing her hands over her flat stomach. “So what’s going on? Wanna talk about it?”
For the next sixty minutes between sprints and jumps I tell her what happened the previous night. Every sexy, sweet, and crazy moment.
“Hmm. Have you ever considered that Trent is jealous? That maybe he has feelings for you? Maybe he wants some of the Naughty Noelle,” she says completely serious while we stretch out afterwards.
“Trent? Erin hinted at that last night and I wouldn’t shut him down if he did. The man is a walking turn on.” I rub the sweat off my chest with a towel. “But he doesn’t see me that way and I guess I’m too close with his family to ruin anything. And anyways, I might want to see where this thing with Jace goes. I’m intrigued by my Starbucks God.”
Hadley and I part ways, and I check to see the text I ignored earlier.
Erin: CALL TRENT! He won’t stop texting me and I’m too damn tired for his shit. Turning my phone off.
Well, she seems pleasant. You would think with Savannah at her mom’s house, she would have gotten laid last night.
During my run back I respond to Trent’s messages.
Me: I went to bed when I got home so I didn’t see your texts until this morning. So angry with you T!
Trent: I know, pls see me today. I have to run to the office real quick but meet me for lunch.
Me: Only b/c I love you and I want an explanation. Where?
Trent: Lou’s? 12?
Me: Ok. Don’t be late.
Bastard. He knows I cannot pass up some of Lou Malnati’s deep dish pizza. There go the calories I just burned. Shaking my head, I text Sexy Jace back.
Me: I had fun too. I could have done without the punching. I haven’t thought of you at all ;)
Sexy Jace: Oh, I know you did. Let’s meet up…beach?
Me: I don’t know. I need to meet with Trent and find out what happened. Unless you would like to enlighten me?
Sexy Jace: Oh, I have an idea. He just wants to get his ass kicked. Ditch him and come meet me.
Me: I can’t. I need to let him grovel and apologize. But we can hit the beach after.
Sexy Jace: Fine but u have til 2. Text me your address after and I’ll pick you up.
Pushy much? My calm Sunday has just turned into meeting up with two very hot guys. I’m definitely not complaining. I guess my work will have to be put off. Mrs. Blake’s venue comparisons write up is going to have to wait until tonight. Fixing this with Trent and a little fun in the sun trumps work on a Sunday anyways.
When I get back to the house all I want to do is lay in my nice soft bed. It’s neatly made, but I fall back onto it and sigh. What a weekend. I curl up into my pillow allowing my eyes to close, and I feel as though I could
just crash for the day.
I raise my arms above my head to stretch. Man, I really stink!
Jumping up I hope I didn’t get too much sweat on my comforter and make my way to the bathroom.
After scrubbing the grime of two awesome runs and cycling class off in the shower, I grab a fluffy white towel and wrap it tightly around my body. I step off the tile and onto the plush carpet and am met with lust filled chocolate eyes filled with animalistic male hormones across my bedroom. He stalks towards me with determination stopping just short of my tingling body. He places both hands on my face, and a shiver runs down my spine.
Oh my God! Oh my God! What is he doing?
“I just couldn’t wait,” he says pulling my face closer to his. “I had to see you. We need to talk but I have to do this first.”
Just as I’m about to open my mouth to ask what he wants to talk about he brings his lips the short distance to mine. They’re soft and smooth, the kiss so sweet and gentle. Our tongues don’t touch; just a few light brushes of our lips. A heated moan escapes my mouth, and he loses control taking the kiss deeper. His tongue still doesn’t break the barrier of mine but there is so much desire behind it. When his hands glide down my body and around my hips, goosebumps spread across my skin. Wrapping my hands around his neck for support, he picks me up bringing me back into the bathroom and placing me on the vanity. Never breaking the kiss. My towel starts to come apart and I scoot forward to ease it off me.
His hands slide up the inside of my thighs higher and higher until they meet my soaking wet core. His fingers tease me rubbing my juices up and down through the folds grazing my clit. Embarrassment takes over as I realize how quickly he is going to make me come undone.
“Trent…” I moan his name but it comes out more of a prayer.
I bite his upper lip and push myself harder onto his hands as the orgasm starts to take a hold of my body beginning at my toes.
My eyes fly open and a cold sweat breaks out. I look around and find I’m still lying down in my bed sweaty from my workout and now completely horny. Trent is gone, and I realize it was a dream. My text pings alerting me to a new message, and I sit up glancing at the screen trying to shake off the dream that put last nights to shame.
Trent: I’m picking you up. Tell me when you want me to come.
The first thought that runs through my dirty mind is “with me” and the second is to grab my waterproof vibrator and head for the shower.
Me: I’ll be ready in an hour.
I don’t lose control. I’m a man who can handle my shit but when it comes to Noelle Grant all rational reasoning goes straight out the window. I’ve never had such strong feelings for a woman even while I was with Alex.
Last night gutted me. Like Thanksgiving, I lost my cool and this time someone got in the way. It’s not Jace’s fault but when I saw his fucking lips on her, I wanted to bust him up. And I followed through.
Now I get to go grovel to the woman who drives me insane.
Grabbing the keys off the hook I lock up the house behind me to head to the office before meeting Noelle for lunch.
Jace is outside his house washing his car.
Fuck.
“I heard you’re going to see my girl?” He calls out from across the street sponge in hand.
I shake at the thought that he’s talked to her today.
“Shut the fuck up, Jace, before I give you another black eye.” I don’t look at him. I just want to get in my damn truck and leave so I don’t punch him again.
“You hit like a pussy, Trent. Maybe you should come to my gym. I can give you some lessons on how to hit like a man.” His voice grows closer, and I unlock my truck hoping I keep my cool this time.
“Go to hell.” I slam my truck door closed, starting it, and rolling the windows down.
“You won’t win, you know?” He says from outside my window. It would be so easy to just reach my hand out and strangle his steroid grown neck.
“She’s not a prize to a game.”
Slamming it into reverse I leave him there as I pull out of the driveway disappointed I didn’t roll over his foot.
~~
I pull into Decker Construction fifteen minutes later finding Danny’s truck alone in the parking lot. Not only is he my best friend and old college roommate, but he is my right hand man in the business and knows way too much about me.
I find him on the phone, and I walk past his cluttered desk with a head nod hoping to escape his twenty questions. Plopping myself down into my leather chair, I open up my email. He comes strolling in with a fucking smirk on his face while I’m responding to a permit request.
I don’t look up from the computer. “Don’t you know how to fucking knock, Dan?”
“Oh, I’m sorry.” He walks back to the door, knocks and walks back in. “What the fuck happened last night? I leave the party for a beer run and I come back to chaos.”
“Nothing happened. Can you leave?” I pound the keys on the keyboard annoyed. I just wanted to run in for a few quiet minutes on a Sunday.
He’s silent and I finally look up. He’s just staring.
“What?”
“Man, you have it bad. I didn’t realize until now. I thought maybe you just needed to get her out of your system. Fuck her once and be over it, but I can see now that it wouldn’t be enough, huh?”
“Are you for real?” I yell trying to keep myself from throttling my best friend. “When did it ever come off to you that I just needed to FUCK her out of my system?”
Dan doesn’t understand the concept of being a ‘one woman’ man. His definition is one per night. Through the past few years I’ve followed the same motto, but in the back of my mind, I’ve always wanted Noelle to be my only one.
“Shit. Sorry, man.” He lifts his palms up in retreat turning to head out of the room.
“Where the hell are you going?” I ask getting back to my task on the computer.
“To buy you some tampons. You’re acting like a woman.” He laughs and I launch a stapler at him.
“Get the hell out, Danny! I have shit to do.” He throws the stapler back at me hitting my framed picture of Erin, Noelle and I at Lake Geneva just before I met Alex. I pick it up and stare at Noelle’s face. Damn, she’s beautiful.
Putting it back in its place I pick up my cellphone shooting off a text to Noelle.
~~
Swallowing the lump in my throat, I pull into Noelle’s driveway. Last summer, every day, I would get the same lovesick feeling whenever I would pick up Jason from Erin’s house and Noelle’s car was in the driveway. I lived for those days.
It didn’t start that way. I never really liked Noelle. She got on my last damn nerve with her crazy antics and smart mouth. Then one day I just couldn’t deny it anymore.
I was having another rough day with Alex’s parents. A month after Jason was born Alex disappeared leaving a note saying she just needed some time and the baby was too much for her. So between trying to start a company and taking care of an infant, I was stretched thin. I begged Alex’s parents to tell me where she was, but they wouldn’t budge. The look in their eyes told me they wanted to.
That day when I arrived at Erin’s, I found Noelle on the couch with a peacefully sleeping Jason on her chest. It hit me like a Mack truck. One day I hated her and the next day I wanted to take her to my bedroom and worship every inch of her body, but I couldn’t. I didn’t want Noe to be a rebound, and I didn’t want her to get hurt. I wasn’t sure if seeing her with Jason had me wanting her for the sake of him having a maternal influence. So, I’ve had my needs fulfilled elsewhere and unfortunately watched Noelle do the same.
Before I can get out of the truck, she’s already out the door skipping towards me. For someone as structured as Noelle, she can be very carefree.
I get out heading to her side to open the door. She says nothing to me when she climbs in. As she steps up her short yellow sundress rides up, and I see no trace of her panties. I’ve suspected before that she does
n’t like to wear them.
“What ya looking at, Hotrod?” She asks over her shoulder when she catches me.
“Nothing,” I squeak out and then clear my throat. “Nothing.”
“Nothing is right, because I’m not wearing anything.” She winks and sits down pulling the door closed and almost catches my rock hard dick in it.
Running my hands down my face, I walk to my side and jump in and try to keep my nerves in check.
The ride to the pizza place is nothing short of torture. Not only has she confirmed that she doesn’t wear underwear but her dress keeps riding up her toned thighs every time she changes the radio station.
Her long blonde hair hitting just below her shoulder blades is wavy and sexy. I want to reach over and run my hands through it. Just as the thought hits she uses her own to glide through her locks and turns her brilliant blue eyes to me smiling when she catches me. Again.
The restaurant is packed when we arrive. Thankfully, a small table in the back is open for just the two of us. We order a deep dish sausage pizza right away knowing it takes a while and wait until the server is done putting our drinks down.
“So talk,” Noelle commands never one for beating around the bush.
“I’m sorry,” I blurt out. It’s a start.
“I know.” She takes a sip of her water and looks out the window. “What else do you have to say?”
I’ve gone back and forth between telling her and chickening out. Erin tells me she thinks Noelle might have feelings for me too, but I’m just not sure. I can’t keep going on wound up like I have. I’m yelling at everyone and everything.
Shit or get off the pot, right?
“I wanted to…”
“You know Trent,” she interrupts. “You can’t keep me from dating Jace.”