by Betty Bolte
“As you can see, nothing is amiss.” Meredith turned and walked back into the parlor, not waiting for his reply or explanation. She needed to ensure the journal remained safely tucked away, out of sight of casual readers. Like Max.
Said man followed her, as she expected he would. His boots sounded louder and less tentative on the creaky floor than her sneakers. She stuffed the journal back inside the trunk and dropped the lid before looking at him. That’s when she observed the vein in his neck pulsing beneath a clenched jaw. Big, strong man like him visibly shaken. Because of her?
“What’s the matter with you?” Meredith took a step closer, and then another, searching his expression. Stubble shadowed his jaw in sharp contrast with his worried gaze.
“I’m glad you’re not on the floor, writhing in pain, is all.” With a rush of air he exhaled and then squatted, resting his elbows on his knees. He let his head drop down, his dark hair obscuring his face.
Nobody, not even Willy, had ever been as upset as Max currently was on her behalf. Her heart softened, allowing compassion to ease into her. This big, strong man had fallen prey to concern for her safety, concern leaving him tense and even a touch afraid. She liked that he cared about her even if his concern probably stemmed from the house’s future. Meredith squatted in front of him. “Hey. Look at me.”
In slow motion, he complied with her demand.
“I’m fine. Really.” She touched his clasped hands to reassure him. She almost believed it wasn’t for her own sake, kinda like the hug she’d given Meg to comfort her. Yet again she found herself wondering whether she was comforting or being comforted.
“Why were you standing in the foyer? Where were you going?” Max turned one hand over and snagged hers with his strong fingers. “You looked like you were under a spell.”
“I did?” Should she tell him, or would he think her crazy? She stared at his manicured nails as he used his index finger to trace the outline of her ring finger, spinning the thin gold band as he stared at it. She didn’t need him holding her hand, sending these unwanted sensations through her. Making her want him in ways she hadn’t wanted any man in a long, long time. She should stop him. But it had been an eon since she’d permitted herself to feel, to let another help her feel anything. She met his questioning eyes. “I thought I heard something and went to check.”
“What kind of something?” He studied her, intent on her every movement.
“That’s the odd part.” She hesitated to reveal the truth. “Don’t call me crazy. Okay?” She waited for his nod before continuing. “It sounded like the rustle of silk and a lady’s footsteps.”
His expression didn’t change as he looked at her. “These old houses have a language all their own, using creaks and thumps like words. What did you find?” He captured her other hand and pulled them both to their feet, mere inches separating their bodies.
“Nothing.” He stood so close she could see a thin scar across the bridge of his nose. She imagined the air from their speech mingling in the space between them as she watched his pupils dilate, his gaze weighing on her lips. “Not even Grizabella.”
“Maybe it was a stray breeze, touching on things and making them move.” His gaze drifted up to her eyes. “Stranger things have happened, so they say.”
She moistened her lips with her tongue. His gaze zeroed in on her mouth. “I don’t think so.”
He squeezed her hands and pulled her closer until her breasts brushed his chest, causing her nipples to bud. “Why not?”
“It’s a calm day,” she said, trying to prevent her breasts from remaining in contact with him but not willing to break the intrigue quite yet. After all, he hadn’t done anything she didn’t allow him to do. She was adult enough to control the situation. No problem. “No wind.”
Without a word, he lowered his mouth to hers. She gasped against his lips—from the spark of the contact or from the sudden act?—and pulled back, severing the kiss. “Don’t.”
He dropped her hands and stepped back. “I thought you wanted me to.”
She did, and she didn’t. “I—You were mistaken.” She scrubbed a hand over her lips and then shoved both hands into her back pockets.
“Was I?” He kissed her again, a simple press of lips on lips.
Her body thrummed from the unwanted, but not unpleasant, kiss. “It’s not personal. It’s that—”
“What?”
Damn, he was handsome. Stunning blue eyes searched her face. His strong jaw jutted closer to her, raising his chin as he studied her. His interest in her drew her to him, nearly causing her to gravitate toward him like a ball bearing to a magnet. Putting distance between them proved harder than she’d imagined. “I can’t start a relationship with anyone.”
“I see.” Max tightened his lips and nodded once, letting her hands drop from within his long fingers. “My apologies. I must have misinterpreted your response.”
His language had become lawyerly. No more mingled words to tantalize. Only distance between them. He shifted, and she tried to feel relieved as he easily accepted the change in her position toward him. That was what she wanted. Really.
“Other than your gut feeling, why did you drive back out here?” She strove to put space between them, emotionally and physically moving away from him. “You could have phoned. Don’t you have other clients?”
“It wasn’t far.” He shrugged. “Since I’m here, I’ll share some fantastic news.” He sat down on a chair, almost as though his legs wouldn’t hold him, but Meredith couldn’t imagine that a kiss affected him in such a way. He peered at her. “I heard from the Register.”
“And?” A chill swept through her as she watched him carefully place one ankle on the opposite knee. Being on the National Register wasn’t the worst thing that could happen, but it could complicate her aims.
“Twin Oaks is officially on the National Register of Historic Places.”
Damn. “So?”
“It’s fantastic. You should be thrilled.” He put both feet on the floor and leaned forward. “Unless you want some apartment complex to buy out Twin Oaks?”
“No, of course not.” She sank into the rocker and crossed her legs.
“Then why aren’t you happier about this news?” He linked his fingers between his knees and stared at her, waiting.
“It’s nice to be on the list, if you like that sort of thing.” She hesitated, letting her attention drift to the window and beyond to the sunlit gazebo in the back. She’d take Grandpa Joe’s journal and go sit out there for a while once Max left, enjoying the twitter of birds and the gentle warmth of the spring breeze. “But I’m thinking I may stay and make some improvements.”
“Fantastic.” His twining fingers stilled. “What sort of improvements?”
She dragged her gaze back to his captivating eyes and considered her response. Suddenly dreaded his reaction. “You don’t need to worry, Max. I’m not planning to sell, and nobody will ever take this property from me.”
“You haven’t answered my question, and don’t think I haven’t noticed.” Max rose and looked down at her from his towering height.
A blast of irritation made her tremble. Why did so many people feel like they had to know everything when in fact they only wanted the last word? The idea that Max would prove to be like her boss and her sister, always trying to “improve” on her ideas and plans fanned the irritation into resistance. She would deal with the property in her own way.
Max shifted his weight, drawing her attention back to the present. He stared at her where she sat in the rocker, slowly pushing it back and forth with one foot.
“My plans for Twin Oaks are not your concern so don’t press me.” She stopped the rocker and stood, reducing Max’s towering advantage over her. “Thank you for checking on me. I’ll be in touch if I should need your help again.”
Max raised his eyebrows at her and then shook his head. “I’ll leave if that’s what you want, sweetheart, but we’re not done. Not by a long shot.”
Chapter 6
Cinnamon with a hint of cloves and nutmeg awoke her the next morning. Rubbing her eyes, her muscles protested her movements, almost as though she’d been in a battle the night before. She rested her arm across her forehead, realizing the only battle she fought raged within. Inhaling, she savored the combined spicy scent, saliva moistening her mouth in anticipation. Meg’s breakfast buns had won awards at the county fair for decades. No need to fight her desire to feast on Meg’s cooking. Pushing off the comforter, she swung her legs out of bed, her toes enjoying the coolness of the wood floor as she stood and stretched. Lacing her fingers together, she raised her arms above her head and angled left, then right. Sunlight flowed through the window, warming Grizabella where she lay in sphinx position, watching Meredith.
“Morning, kitten.” Meredith lowered her arms to slip her robe on over her shorts and tee.
Griz slowly swiped her tail from side to side and blinked in response.
Meredith padded on bare feet to her suitcase and selected fresh undies, blue jeans, and a scoop-neck black tee and tossed them onto the bed. Humming the theme of the seven little dwarves, she made short work of changing clothes and then attended to her morning ritual. Griz accompanied her to the bathroom, dutifully checking out the room for any signs of intruders. Meredith finished brushing her strawberry-blonde hair, seeing the same sad yet determined gold-flecked green eyes looking back at her between the black spots on the mirror. Another task she’d need to add to her list: replace the mirror since the moisture in the air must have interacted with the backing and the damage couldn’t be reversed. Griz rubbed against her leg, and then turned and butted her head into Meredith’s shin. Meredith reached down and scritched the calico’s side.
“Let me get my shoes on, and we’ll head down to greet Meg.” Meredith strode back into the bedroom, pulled on socks and sneakers, and hurried downstairs.
As she approached the kitchen, Meg was singing “You Are My Sunshine.” She hesitated before pushing the door open, her hand trembling at the memories the song evoked. The sound conjured the futile hope of singing to her own baby. Meredith squared her shoulders and pushed on the door. She mustn’t dwell on the pain of never being a mother. Not today. Despite her recent lapses, both at the family cemetery and then later with Max, she could not allow emotions to affect her decisions.
“Good morning, Meg.” Meredith snagged a mug from the cupboard and poured herself some coffee.
“Mornin’, Meredith. I think the buns are about ready.” Meg opened the oven door and sniffed the heat rising from the resulting gap. “Smells about right.” She opened the door all the way and, using an oven mitt, removed the cake tin filled with golden-brown buns.
“Smells great.” Meredith sipped her coffee as Meg placed the pan on a hot pad on the counter.
Movement outside the kitchen window drew Meredith’s eye. A car pulled into the gravel drive. Paulette emerged, dressed in bright-green shorts and white top. She popped the trunk and withdrew a backpack, which she slung in place before dragging a wheeled bag from the depths of the car. Slamming the lid closed, she started for the back porch.
“Damn.” She sure didn’t need whatever Paulette had in mind. The sight of the suitcase did not bode well.
Meg used a spatula to lift the buns onto a china platter, arranging them in a daisy pattern. “What’s the matter?”
“Paulette’s here.” Meredith plunked her mug down, watching her sister pick her way across the gravel driveway to the back door. “I’d hoped she’d wait until later to make an appearance.”
“She always had good timing where meals are concerned.” Meg chuckled, laying the spatula down before crossing her arms. “At least she’s not heavy as a result of that.”
“Bully for her.” Meredith moved to ease the door wide open before Paulette could pound her fist against the broken door. Max owed her a new one, without a doubt. “You’re early.”
Paulette grinned and dropped her bags inside the door. “You know what they say about being first to the party.”
“No, I must have missed that memo.” Meredith eased the door closed so it didn’t fall and then retrieved her coffee and took a fortifying gulp. Crap, that was hot. She swished the liquid in her mouth, cooling it before swallowing.
“Maybe it’s a bird thing then.” Paulette waggled a hand in the air, shaking her head. “I’ve never been able to keep all those weird sayings straight. Coffee?”
Meg filled a mug and handed it to Paulette, who accepted it with thanks. “You may not remember me after all this time, but I’m Meg Williams, your grandmother’s housekeeper.”
Paulette grinned. “I definitely remember you, Meg. You always made the best breakfast buns. Why do you think I’m here?”
“Just pulled them from the oven too.” Meg motioned to the table. “Have a seat, girls.”
Reluctantly Meredith sank onto one of the chairs and studied her sister as she lifted a bun and took a bite. “You didn’t come here simply for breakfast, now did you?”
Paulette shook her head. “Of course not, but it seemed like a good idea. Meg’s cooking is much better than the old biddy who runs the B&B. You wouldn’t believe what she made me for breakfast.” An indelicate shudder shook Paulette’s shoulders.
“Given you’ll eat anything, I’m afraid to ask.” Meredith bit into her bun and nearly moaned with the pleasure exploding across her taste buds. Cinnamon laced with spices mingled with sweet pecans and cranberries as the bread melted on her tongue. Nobody beat Meg’s baking. Nobody.
“Burritos stuffed with fried eggs, hash browns, anchovies, and sour cream. Ugh.” Paulette took another bite and sighed. “I recalled you telling me the Williamses were still here, so I thought I’d take a chance.”
“What would you have done if all I had was granola bars?” Meredith couldn’t stop the grin splitting her face, knowing the answer.
“Leave for better breakfasts somewhere, of course.” Paulette grinned back at her, lacing her tapered fingers around her mug. The one with the fading picture of the two of them, but she didn’t seem to notice. “Seems like old times, doesn’t it?”
“In some ways, I suppose.” Meredith swallowed a mouthful of coffee as she assessed Paulette. Did she care about the friendship they once shared? Or had their rapport been obliterated by the more recent skirmishes in their lives? Some glimmer in her expression reminded Meredith of her penchant for finagling all she could out of any situation. “But I’ll say it again. I don’t owe you anything.”
Paulette raised calculating eyes to meet Meredith’s steady gaze. “Of course you do.”
No. The word echoed in her head. Meredith had given all she could possibly give. She thought of the many times she’d dropped whatever she was doing to answer a summons to extricate her from yet another scrape. Paulette thrived on trouble, landing in one predicament after another. And expensive predicaments, at that. Between her penchant for finding melodramatic and abusive boyfriends and her daring nature, she managed to lead anything but a dull life.
The luggage at the door caught Meredith’s eye, and a chill crept through her. Surely she was passing by, on her way to her next adventure. Assuredly, she wouldn’t be planning what Meredith dreaded most. She did not want Paulette involved in any of her plans, let alone her ideas for the plantation, no matter how much her skills could help. She’d started envisioning the garden and its features. She began to see herself living in the old place, learning more about her family and heritage. But not with Paulette as a sore in her neck. She’d do it her way and nobody else would dictate how. For once. She pinned her with a glare, one she hoped instilled fear into her selfish, conniving heart.
“What is it you want?” Meredith clutched her mug between two suddenly cold hands.
“Your welcoming smile because, sister dear, I’m moving in.” She threw wide her arms, her expression revealing her knowledge of the bolt of horror racing through Meredith.
Meg clapped her hands together, her s
mile wide and happy. “How lovely for the two of you to have the opportunity to become reacquainted.”
Grizabella chose that moment to hack up a hair ball beside her food bowl. Meredith understood the feeling.
“No, that’s not possible.” Meredith raised her mug to her lips with a trembling hand.
“Why do you say that?” Paulette bit into the fragrant roll, studying Meredith as her jaws worked like a masticating cow.
“Because, my dear sister,” Meredith said with a strained smile, “I’d strangle you if you ever lived with me again.”
Paulette chuckled, eyes steady on Meredith for the span of two of Meredith’s finger drummings on the table. Glancing up, her eyes reflected her delight. “Don’t let your lawyer lover boy hear you say that.”
Startled, Meredith observed with a pang of horror Max’s fist poised to knock on the back door. He stood motionless, staring at her with his stunning eyes. She liked the way his temples sported gray highlights against his dark hair, making him appear even more lawyerish. She pushed up from the table at the same moment Meg saw him and crossed to the door to let him in. Meredith paused, hovering between sitting and standing, until she sank back onto the seat and watched him greet Meg. When he sauntered inside, his presence filled the kitchen with life.
He loomed above her, broad shoulders, muscular arms, and a hint of paunch, likely the result of his love of moonshine combined with his less than active lifestyle. She caught a whiff of his aftershave and noticed his strong, clean-shaven jaw. Nothing marred the perfection of the smooth surface: no moles or dimples or even a cleft in his chin.
“Would you like some coffee?” Meg asked, breaking the silence stretching between them.
“If you have a bun or two to go with it.” Max dragged out a chair and sat down at the table, his wide smile aimed at Meredith. “They smell too good to pass up.”
Meredith bit her lip, not wanting to be antagonistic so early in the morning. Max’s familiarity in her house set her teeth on edge. But then, he’d likely been here many times discussing the future of the plantation with her grandmother. She swallowed a sigh, masking it as a deep breath.