“Where are you going, Helen?” Professor Lansing asked me, standing in the middle of the hall that led to Locke.
“The fire,” I said. I didn’t know why I didn’t say anything more coherent.
“It’s under control,” he said. His voice was hard. “Go back to your house, please.”
I wanted really badly to say his name, but I bit it back with effort and just said, “Is anyone hurt?”
“It’s under control,” Professor Lansing said. Then he said, more kindly, “This business has nothing to do with you, Helen. You would do best to stay well out of it.”
But I knew better.
. . .
The next morning I went to Locke House. As I walked down the twisting, crooked hallways made of church lobbies and cloakrooms, I saw where the fire-making had begun. A black handprint on the right wall became two black handprints on the left became a long, dragged, seared stretch of plaster. The motivational posters in the common room had been burnt to a crisp, and the sofas were overturned, burned-out shells, like landlocked, ruined ships.
My heart thudded in my hollow chest as I ran my fingers along the burnt claw marks in the doors, the smell of smoke burning my nostrils. Windows were broken and paintings smashed over radiators; it wasn’t just a fire. In my head, I pictured the rage that had accompanied the flames.
I turned around and left.
Professor Lansing’s office had been rendered useless, and so he was doing his work from the empty guest room in Hallow House. He looked up, surprised, when I walked in.
“I’d like to see him,” I said. “Can I see him?”
“I’m not sure that’s a good idea,” Lansing said.
I folded my hands in front of me, trying to convey my usual sea-of-sanity image. “Surely it can only help, me talking to him.”
Lansing considered for a moment and finally sighed. “I don’t think you’ll like it.”
But he took me to him, in the isolation room. I’d never been to the isolation rooms before, and I don’t know what I had expected. A tiny closet, I guess. But it was a huge, auditorium-like room, lined with tile like a bathtub or an ugly mosaic, with small windows situated high in the walls. In the middle of the room, Grin sat in the middle of the floor, back to me.
Lansing shrugged when he saw me looking and then shut the door behind me, leaving me alone with Grin. Grin didn’t move, though he must’ve heard the door and my footsteps as I walked across the floor and finally sat in front of him.
He looked up at me, and I jerked when I saw the brilliance of his eyes. There was fire in them, somehow, behind the blue, and he was so very fearfully alive that I crossed my arms over my chest in retreat.
“I knew you’d come,” he said.
“There are better ways to deal with your anger,” I said.
He smiled fiercely.
“Why do you think we’re here?” Grin asked me.
“To keep from slaughtering pedestrians with arcs of flame?” I suggested. “To keep us from killing normal people?”
[8]“I don’t think it’s normal people they’re afraid we’ll kill,” Grin said. “I think Zeus and Odin and Venus and the rest are afraid of what we’d do to them. That is why we can’t know them. That’s why we can’t get out.”
I looked at him, because I knew he wasn’t done.
“Let’s break out,” he said. “Let’s go find that sailboat.”
I didn’t say anything.
“Tell me it’s a bad idea, Helen.”
I uncrossed my arms and let him take my hands. His fingers were tough, like they had been scarred again and again by the fire inside him.
“It’s a bad idea,” I said, because I knew it was true.
“Tell me not to do it,” Grin said.
“Did you find out who you were?” I asked him.
He leaned forward. “No. My file wasn’t in Lansing’s office. But yours was. I know who your mother was.”
“It’s a bad idea,” I said again. Outside, a flock of crows flew past the tiny windows, black wings sailing in an azure sky. No, not a flock. A murder. That’s what a bunch of crows were called.
Grin’s mouth was right on my ear, and his hands squeezed mine. “Athena. Makes sense, doesn’t it?”
“It’s a very bad idea,” I said, louder, but I stood up, his hand still in mine. And together, as we walked toward the door, I felt as alive as he was.
THE POWER OF INTENT
by Brenna Yovanoff
Brenna doesn’t write about magic very often, and I remember this story so clearly because it IS about magic, but Brenna magic. The spells happen subtly and without exploration of any magical philosophy, and is less about [1]amazing magic than metaphor. I often think of my magic as a sprawling, visceral, messy creature that slinks through my stories—but like most things, in Brenna’s imagination magic is a cold, sharp weapon. —Tessa
I’ve always been fascinated by the idea of wishes, and more than that, the idea of wishes gone bad. When I was really young, I had an audio version of “The Monkey’s Paw” [by W. W. Jacobs] and I think it scarred me for life. This story isn’t as gruesome as that one, but then it still has an element of danger—the complication of a rogue wish. —Brenna
[2]I am two and occasionally four times more invisible than anyone else at school.
I don’t mean that I’m ugly. If I were, I think that people would see me. And maybe their stares would feel cruel and impertinent, but at least I’d know that I was real.
I’m not ugly, though—just transparent. Forgettable. I blend in. I can disappear in a heartbeat.
My best friend, Embry Gleason, says that this is the principle of how objects that are Harper Prescott tend to remain unnoticed. Embry is better at physics than anyone else in the junior class. She can build a model glider out of balsa wood or cardboard or mashed potatoes. She could probably engineer a pretty sizable bridge. I can’t even put up shelves.
But there is one trick that I can do. All I need is a pen and a piece of paper.
All my life, my mom has been telling me not to—not to be careless, not to be tempted. That just because you can do something doesn’t mean you should. But what she doesn’t know won’t hurt me. Mostly, I use the trick for little things—to make sure the science test is only on the material I know, or that Mr. Lester doesn’t assign us extra homework on weekends.
It goes like this—write it down, then tear it up:
The lesson ends, the bell rings. Class is over and people start to file out. Lester has forgotten to announce the reading.
Later, the wish takes on a life of its own. It comes true.
Simple, right?
. . .
But here is where the trick went wrong.
“My mom says I have to go to the homecoming dance,” I told Embry in the library at lunch. “Apparently it’s what ‘normal’ people do. It’s completely going to suck. You should come with me.”
But I knew she wouldn’t. Even if Embry had wanted to attend a school function, her mom never lets her do anything.
“Don’t even go,” she said. “Just do your pen trick and make your mom take it back.”
“I can’t. I’m not supposed to do that stuff at all, but especially not on people. What if she found out?”
Embry gave me a bored look. “I think you want to go. You want Colin Cray to see you in Rosie’s old prom dress and fall madly in love with you and ask you to dance to ‘Lady in Red’ or ‘Unchained Melody’ or something else equally wrist-slitting.”
“I don’t,” I said, but I was thinking about the possibility despite myself, thinking of his hands on my waist. His eyes gazing raptly down into mine.
The thing about Colin Cray is, you don’t get to be that handsome and that popular without having some pretty predictable tastes. He wears DC skate shoes and dark, worn-out jeans. He worships girls like the Solomon sisters, who have long, tan legs and fabulous hair. He does not even exist on the same astral plane as girls like me.
You sh
ouldn’t use magic on people—even hedge magic. I know that. It’s too imperfect, too unpredictable. But what about for something small and harmless? What about just once?
The trick is to be specific, but not cluttered. The trick is to know exactly what you want.
After the bell rang and Embry left for trig, I sat alone in the library and wrote the spell to counteract Colin’s adoration of Valerie Solomon, undo the way he looked at her.
Colin thought he was so in love, so in love that it hurt his heart, but he was wrong. That was before he noticed Harper Prescott. He saw her at the homecoming dance, and even though she was still and quiet, and even though she was wearing a borrowed dress, he saw her for who she was. And then he was in real love, the kind that doesn’t change.
Write it down, tear it up. The wish comes true.
Simple. Right?
. . .
The homecoming dance was about what you’d expect. The gym was dark and full of paper streamers. People were wearing fancy shoes, looking cleaner and more serious than usual. Everything else was pretty much the same.
I stood alone in my beat-up sneakers and my cousin Rosie’s old prom dress. It was purple taffeta, with a short, poofy skirt and a bow on the back, too fancy for a semiformal and too big in the chest.
Colin was there with Valerie. They kissed under a huge archway built out of pink and gold balloons, holding hands and looking perfect together. I kept waiting for him to glance in my direction, but he didn’t.
After nine songs I decided that maybe I was just too far out of the way; maybe I needed to be closer. I crept over to the crowd by the DJ table and slipped in with a bunch of the kids I only knew from PE, wondering why they would even bother to show up to a dance at all since, based on their conversations, they usually spent their Saturdays getting wrecked somewhere.
Marcus and Sharif laughed way too loud and made out with some of the girls from general track, while Gopher Fitch just leaned against the wall, staring at the crowd. He was watching Bethany Stephens dance to “Wild Horses” with Austin Quaid, looking gloomy and drunk.
Colin and Valerie were out there too, turning in circles to every slow song. They kissed extravagantly to “Unchained Melody.” I bit the inside of my cheek and looked at my shoes.
On either side of me, Marcus and Sharif were wrestling with their dates, flopping around like fish. Between them I was completely, perfectly invisible.
Gopher was there with one of the girls from our PE class, but he didn’t look at her. Sometimes he slipped behind the bleachers for a few minutes and came back out looking more wasted than ever. He watched Bethany and Austin as colored lights washed over them in slow rainbow waves. Bethany’s hair was long and dark and glossy. I knew that she would never look over, the same way Colin Cray was never going to.
Beside me, Marcus kissed his girlfriend like he was trying to do CPR. When he nearly elbowed me in the head, I gave up wishing on Colin and went outside.
Just outside the gym was a cluster of cottonwoods. They’d cut the lower branches so there weren’t any handholds, but if you’re nimble, you can climb onto the lid of the Dumpster, and from there it’s not that far to the roof and then just one quick step into the nearest tree. When you are invisible, you can do anything you want without getting in trouble.
I sat in the cottonwood, watching people leave the gym in twos and fours, stopping under my branch to paw each other awkwardly in the dark. I shivered against the bark, ruining my cousin’s prom dress, wondering why my magic didn’t work.
Gopher Fitch came out of the gym alone and didn’t head for the parking lot. I pressed myself closer to the tree and sat very still while he put his head down and puked in the shadow of the Dumpster. He did it quietly, like he was trying to disappear.
I wanted to call down to him, ask how he was. But that would mean drawing attention to the fact that I was sitting in a tree in a giant prom dress, while one of the most aimless boys in school got puking-drunk over a girl who was never going to look twice at him. I didn’t do anything.
After a few minutes, Sharif opened the door and leaned out. “Hey, Gopher, are you okay?”
“I’m fine,” Gopher said thickly, pressing his cheek against the wall. “It’s fine. Go away.”
Sharif started to close the door, but he wasn’t quick enough. Marcus shoved past him to stand over Gopher, laughing like it was the funniest thing he’d ever seen.
“Give it up,” he said, while Gopher leaned his forehead against the building, his face in shadow. “She’s never going to get with you.”
Gopher didn’t answer. When Marcus jabbed him in the ribs, he twisted away, turning toward the dark chilly sky and the cottonwoods. Toward the girl sitting huddled in the bare branches. His eyes were wide and glazed, staring into mine. He opened his mouth, started to say something, but no sound came out.
“What are you looking at?” said Marcus, glancing over his shoulder.
“The girl,” muttered Gopher. “The one in the tree.”
I shrank closer against the trunk, pulling my legs up and tucking them under my purple dress.
“There’s no one up there.”
“There was,” said Gopher. “I saw her.”
Then he put his head down and heaved some more, and Marcus shoved him in the back and told him what a loser he was for getting all sloppy over Bethany, for not just asking her out, and Sharif stood with his hands in his pockets, looking awkward.
I sat in the cottonwood, shivering. Trying to forget the naked feeling of Gopher Fitch’s eyes on mine, like I was the only thing worth seeing. Like he was never going to look anywhere else.
The expression on his face had been stricken, and I’d done it to both of us. Because I was needy, because I was lonely. Because I was too stupid to remember that Gopher Fitch’s real name is actually Colin. This was the consequence, because I’d asked for it. I wrote it down, called it into being, and now it was mine because that was how the magic worked.
Simple. Right.
Gopher Fitch slumped against the wall, staring up at me while Marcus flicked the side of his face with his index finger and tried to make him flinch.
I sat in the cottonwood tree, hugging my knees and trying not to sob.
A HISTORY OF LOVE
by Maggie Stiefvater
This is a story about secret love. (Yay, secret love!) As you may have guessed, I have a special place in my heart for all things uncomfortable and covert. The thing that makes this particular story both hilarious and poignant is the juxtaposition between the couples. The drama of Daphne and Apollo provides a nice backdrop for the genuine love story, which is slow and understated and real. And also proves that sometimes hand-holding is just as good as kissing. —Brenna
Although I adore reading funny stories, they are a devil to write. I very rarely attempt to be intentionally funny through a story, but this was one of those times. I sincerely hope you laugh at least once, and if you don’t, please don’t tell me. Also, please note: I was a history major. —Maggie
I am lady-in-waiting to the goddess of Carlton University’s history department.
Today, Daphne, the goddess herself, was invited to go to the new mall with Brendan. Because she hates being alone with him, I have to go with. I don’t mind because Brendan, being the Apollo of CU’s history department, has his own manservant and fool, Andy. Andy and I get along because we both understand what it is like to be attendants to campus royalty.
So it is a beautiful spring day. I have cut Psych 102 to be a part of this trip, and Andy has skipped a required meeting with his advisor. I sit in the backseat of Apollo’s BMW with Daphne, because Daphne cannot bear to be in the front seat with him. What if he looked at her! Gasp! Her reputation would be mud.
Andy sits in the front seat with his window rolled down. It blows his sandy hair straight back from his forehead and whips Daphne’s hair around like a shih tzu in a tornado. She looks pissed as she and Apollo argue about the best way to get to the new mall.
> “The new cut-through would be faster,” she says. She makes a big show of patting down her windblown hair; the gesture is lost on Andy, who can’t see her in his mirror.
“It might be, but I’m driving, so we’re going to try using my brain instead,” Apollo replies.
“I would drive if you ever climbed off your chauvinistic marble pedestal. Instead we must take your chariot, and it’s going to take us fifteen minutes longer to get there.”
Apollo adjusts the rearview mirror so that it reflects Daphne’s face. “Fifteen minutes longer to look at you, then.”
Andy and I text each other. I see his head duck as he looks at his phone, and my phone rumbles silently in my hand.
Me: wow i love our kids. we should have more of them.
Him: we will. i forgot to mention im pregnant
I see his head turn ever so slightly as he listens for my reaction. I cannot laugh, or Daphne will emote on me, so I tap out another text.
Me: i just peed myself
Him: me too. i think it gets better after the 1st trimester
Apollo swears as he gets cut off by a blue minivan. Daphne gives the minivan driver the finger.
“We should get married, Becca,” Apollo said (I should have mentioned that that is Daphne’s real name). He sails into the left lane and gets into the turn lane for the mall.
“Could I drive your car if we did?” Daphne asks this already knowing the answer. Apollo’s lips press together in a sad line. He loves Daphne, but he loves his BMW more.
Furious texting from Andy.
Him: emma emma emma we should joyride in this tonite
Me: dont make promises u don’t intend to keep
Daphne makes a noise of awe as we pull into the mall parking lot. It’s packed. This is the second mall to be erected near the campus, but this one is The Largest Mall in Maryland with Open-Air Public Areas! It also has a Pottery Barn. So of course everyone has come to see it. Brendan finds a parking spot at the far end of the lot, which is where he normally parks anyway, to protect his car’s delicate paint. Andy’s head ducks again as Brendan displays his superior reversing skills. Brendan’s neck cranes and he sets his jaw like a turtle as he verifies that the BMW is equidistant from the two vehicles on either side.
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