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by Belva Plain


  “We don’t see them at all,” Norma said, sounding stiff and not caring that she did.

  Mrs. Lyons’s eyebrows went up a fraction of an inch. “Oh! I thought you were such good friends.”

  “We were.”

  “Oh, really? I didn’t—” And then her companion, possibly seeing Norma’s reaction, drew her away.

  Yes, I suppose it’s too bad about Peter, thought Norma. To be in sight of the prize, for surely he had been on the way to national acclaim, must be terribly painful. But he is doing well enough with his restorations, they have their family, and that’s more than many people have.

  A good fairy must have blessed Cecile at birth. She had a father who deserved respect, a lasting, passionate love from Peter, and with it all, a fair degree of beauty. That should be enough. It’s far more than I ever had.

  Why should I worry about Peter and Cecile? She wasn’t even a loyal friend to me and my brother. Shedding tears over Amanda!

  No, I did what I did for Dan. I gave him a miracle cure that saved his sanity. His buildings stand high in a dozen cities. They don’t have any particular artistic merit, but they’ve made him prominent enough to become a household name. It’s wonderful to see him traveling around with Stevie. He’s so proud of the handsome boy!

  People say that Stevie is the image of his grandfather—but it is better not to think about that, too.

  Think instead about the fortune that has allowed Dan to become a philanthropist, especially in the cause of children from broken homes. This fortune, so he told me once, amounts to two billion dollars. Well, he was always good to me, and I have been good to him.

  There are days, though, when memory hurts me, as it can when certain music dies away. And then, from the top shelf of the closet I take a small framed photograph, and stare again at three young women standing together in cap and gown on a sunny lawn.

  EPILOGUE

  Two billion dollars,” said the narrator. “That ends the story.”

  The afternoon had faded. The sun was a ruby line on the horizon, and the Atlantic was still battering the rocks below as the two old men, who had met so accidentally after such a long, long time, sat looking at each other.

  “So, Amos, what do you think now about Balzac’s ‘crime’? Was this a real crime? She didn’t, after all, exactly—”

  “No, not ‘exactly.’”

  “Can’t it be seen simply as a pitiable struggle for survival?”

  A wry expression crossed Amos’s face and faded into a small, ironic smile. Perhaps time as it often does, and memories as they often do, were softening life’s sharp, mean edges. Human nature! It hadn’t changed since the days of ancient Rome, and long before then, too.

  “I suppose,” he said, “like most things in this world, Alfred, it depends on the point of view. So I guess I will answer ‘both.’ It was both.”

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  Belva Plain lives in northern New Jersey. She is the author of the bestselling novels Evergreen, Random Winds, Eden Burning, Crescent City, The Golden Cup, Tapestry, Blessings, Harvest, Treasures, Whispers, Daybreak, The Carousel, Promises, Secrecy, Homecoming, Legacy of Silence, Fortune’s Hand, and After the Fire.

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  Copyright © 2001 by Bar-Nan Creations, Inc.

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  Table of Contents

  Cover

  Other Books By This Author

  Title Page

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Epilogue

  About the Author

  Copyright

 

 

 


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