“Couldn’t do it. I had to calm myself a lot though before I got through it.”
The Pastor leaned back against the post of the porch. “I was out in my boat fishing. Just a little fourteen footer that I keep down in River Sunday to row out around the river some evenings when the water is quiet.”
“I was directly in front of Peachblossom Manor. It was getting late, but there was still some of the sunset left in the west of the Bay, some red, some light. The fish weren’t biting or they didn’t like the clam snouts that I was using for bait.
“Then a light went on up at the manor house. The glimmer came down over the lawn and out on the water. It was a lamp in the big open room that is on the first floor of the mansion. Jake was illuminated, sitting in a chair, reading some papers. He was a pretty good way off but I knew it was Jake from the way he was sitting, all sprawled over the chair, careless.
“This compulsion came over me, a feeling of intense hatred of Jake, something difficult for me to suppress even though I had spent my life learning to love my fellow man. I remember looking at my rifle on its brackets in the front of the rowboat. I knew at that moment I could get even for what Jake and his father had done to me and my people at the General Store fire. I could probably get away with the murder. My mind worked fast. I knew the police would suspect that the shot came from the water, would trace the rifle. My rifle was not a rare gun but there were only a few like it in River Sunday.”
He stopped, watching Frank’s face. “That night my whole existence as a minister was in jeopardy, Frank. I knew that my only chance to shoot the man and to get away with it would be an alibi from my congregation. People would have to lie to protect me like they had done for my great-grandfather after he killed that Union soldier.
“I’m telling you I reached for that rifle. I pulled it up on my shoulder. I saw his head just at the tip of the rifle sight.” He paused. “My father’s voice came into my mind teaching me how to hunt when I was a kid. I heard his voice telling me how to aim the weapon, how to breathe, how to squeeze gently the trigger, how to carefully launch the death sentence.
“I held the rifle there for a long time, repeating Jake’s name over and over. Then my love of the Lord Jesus took over. I put the gun down. I could not pull that trigger. I stowed the rifle and picked up the anchor and rowed home.”
The Pastor looked at Maggie.
“If I had pulled that trigger, if I had killed Jake Terment, he would have beaten me more in death than he ever had in life. You see, I set myself out as an example in my church. I say that I am a better man. My church folks look up to me. If they shoot each other they come to me for forgiveness. How could they do that if I was a murderer too? How could they have any excellence to look up to if I were as weak as they were?”
The cat came into the light beaming out from the farmhouse kitchen, stopped on the top step to the porch and looked at them. Her fur seemed more orange in the glare. Maggie took some tuna from her sandwich and put it on the porch near the cat. The animal sniffed the food and then devoured it.
“I’ll bring out some cat food tomorrow,” said the Pastor.
The cat tensed, her head bent forward at the darkness. She sniffed the air, made a gruff meow and then bounded into the night towards the river. Their words slipped out into the darkness at the porch and were lost, one by one, in the night. “The commitment of your congregation, I admire that,” remarked Frank.
“You said you were committed to the children of Vietnam,” observed the Pastor.
“Yes, I had this idea that the communists were destroying the minds of the kids. My father talked about when he was a child in Europe, how his friends in school were taught to hate. I listened to him. He convinced me it was the same with these children in South Viet Nam, that they had no chance to choose their future, to learn how to love, to care for others.”
“You could have found a way to stay out of the war.”
“Yes, but I didn’t try. In those days I wanted to fight back about things which bothered me.”
“What happened?” asked Maggie.
“When I got home, the survival instinct was all I knew any more.”
The Pastor smiled. “Tell that to these modern Confederates shooting off that cannon in River Sunday.”
Frank looked at the Pastor and then continued. “I’ll tell you how I began to lose my enthusiasm for the kids of Vietnam. I remember we had been in country only a few weeks. We were in Saigon on leave one night. The city lights sparkled and there was the smell of fish everywhere, always fish. The five of us soldiers sat there on a terrace at the big French hotel in Saigon.
“There was a little boy there, shorts, tee shirt with the faces of the Beatles printed on it. He wore flip flop sandals, and had a big grin. He was pushing his bicycle. In the front of the bicycle was a wicker basket suspended from the handlebars and in the basket was a large glass jar filled with clear water in which there were multicolored fish swimming around.
“The Pastor remembers. It was like a carnival, Maggie. There were so many children and they were selling everything from Coca Cola to the bodies of their older sisters. We were drinking the Vietnamese “Thirty-Three” beer on the terrace, having a good time. That night all our thoughts about the country were the virginal ideas of young men who had not yet seen death up close.
“This little boy wasn’t more than twelve years old. He looked so happy. One of us motioned to him to come show us his fish. It may have been me; it may have been my buddy across from me at the table. The kid came over, pushing his bicycle through the crowded terrace. There were Vietnamese and French couples there having drinks. We were the only Americans. When I looked at the kid, I forgot that the child’s brother probably sold his mother for sex in the biggest room in his small shack, while the rest of his Vietnamese family huddled in a smaller side room waiting to count the money when the American soldier was finished. I forgot that the shack was covered with American tin pressed from beer and soda cans. I forgot that this kid knew that most Americans and Vietnamese hated each other. I thought in that moment that he was simply a merchant’s son helping his father in the family business. I thought he was like an American child. In some fantasy in my mind, he was just like a kid at home in Massachusetts selling lemonade out on a summer evening. I thought he was just like me and I could relate to him. He was like me at that age out with his bike collecting deposit bottles to return them to a general store somewhere so that he could buy bubble gum and baseball cards, his bicycle no different than my shiny Schwinn.
“I leaned back in my wicker chair to reach into my pants pocket to get some Vietnamese money to give to him. At that moment the bicycle blew up. Just blew to bits. I saw the metal table top wheeling off like a flying saucer into the air above the terrace. There were arms and heads and legs moving almost drifting by my eyes in the haze of flame and noise. I found myself with my body and face painfully pressed into the edge of the terrace against a stucco white washed wall. There was warm blood everywhere, but my body was intact. The explosion was absorbed by the unfortunate bodies of my buddies and by the frame of the table. There beside my face almost out of focus it was so close was the hand of the little boy still holding the plastic handlebar grip. The hand was upright, like it was ready to continue guiding the bike, but only a stump of the boy’s arm was still attached.
“As I sat up dazed, the dust and smoke settling around me, the tile walls covered with splotches of blood and flesh and clothing, I heard different screams, each coming toward me from a great distance. Around me there were distorted bodies of my friends and the locals. A few feet away a naked Vietnamese woman, her eyeless face a mass of blood, pulled with blind fingers at tiny threads of her shredded dress. Then the sirens began and helpful people pulled at me, making me stand up and stagger out of the flames.
“There were few other survivors of the blast. The little boy died, of course, and all my friends and many of the others on the terrace that night. I found out later from Vietnam
ese intelligence that the boy was known to them. The boy had been a soldier, a twelve year old soldier, giving his infant life in equal measure to his own brothers and sisters and aunts and uncles and father and mother fighting elsewhere that night in the Viet Cong . He got his American soldier that night.
“That night in my quarters I pulled bits of flesh out of the lacings of my jungle boots, those cloth boots with the long laces. I remember that I thought about whose flesh it was I was looking at, touching, and I couldn’t identify it because flesh has no race below the skin line and there was no skin to inspect.”
An owl hooted in the black night.
“That must have been pretty rough on you,” said the Pastor.
“Yes, and confusing,” Frank said, “This job is making me remember these things. It’s strange. In a way it’s like the war. Most of my jobs have been simple. No emotion. The developer wants the archaeologist to get off his land. The archaeologist wants to finish his research. The two of them sit down and think it out, talk about it, compromise. Here it’s not like that. Like the war, there’s more to it, more that seems to force me to take a side, to join one side against another side, although I am not even sure what the sides are yet.”
The Pastor answered, “I’m telling you, though, you’re here and you’ll have to choose.”
“It’s just that I don’t think this shipwreck or anything we find here is going to change the world or anything here in River Sunday,” said Frank. “It’s not going to get the island back for Mrs. Robin Pond and her environmentalists. It’s not going to help restart your General Store. It’s not going to end Soldado’s hatred. It’s not going to create a new economy for this town.”
“I’m not sure about any of that, Frank,” said the Pastor. “If you let Jake Terment get his way, if we overlook something important, I think it will hurt all of us. It will hurt you too.”
Maggie said then from her seat on the steps, “People have the right to understand their history. They have a right to know the truth of this wreck.”
“Just do your job, Frank,” said the Pastor.
“Truth or not, Frank,” said Maggie, “if an expert like you says the site is worthless, believe me, it will be considered worthless no matter what the rest of us might think.”
“That puts a lot on my shoulders, doesn’t it?” said Frank, looking at the porch floor, scratching his neck.
The Pastor stood. “I have to get back to my church. I’ll be back early in the morning. At least we get one more day to try up here.”
Frank and Maggie watched him walk to his Cadillac, start its engine and drive out the lane, the headlights flashing off the loblollies as the car bounced on the ruts.
Chapter 9
The noise of car doors, slamming one after another, woke Frank. The sun was a large red ball just above tree line. There was still enough dew in the air to keep the temperature bearable. He sat up on the pallet of canvas he had arranged on the bed of the truck. Before he went to sleep last night the old memories of his fellow soldiers had come back in bursts of emotion. He had seen again the young faces of the men he called Philadelphia, and Texas and Alaska. Always over the years when he was overtired and worried about his work, the thoughts of these men came again. He had known them as closely as one knows brothers. With them he had been in a special fraternity, one formed against the loneliness and fear of the Vietnamese nights. They had been his strength in that tough time and the thought of them came when he needed it to comfort him and to give him energy.
He crawled out by the hoist and climbed down through the open tailgate. His skin still itched from caked earth and several mosquito bites. He stood beside the truck, the mist wet against his skin, his eyes opening more and more. From where he was, he could see without being seen. A convoy of Terment Company station wagons had entered the yard. The green cars were stopped, their hoods pointing in all directions as if in a sudden sweeping attack. Men in green jackets, holding rifles and side arms were searching the small yard, kicking at the tall grass. Spyder was there too, his bent posture even more ignoble compared to the others who held their heads and shoulders erect like trained soldiers. Even so, Spyder was in command. He ordered one man to stand beside the decrepit gate. As the man moved into position, his legs became buried in the honeysuckle, his body twisting to maintain his balance against the vines.
As if waiting until this sweep for danger had been completed, Jake finally appeared. He walked, no longer with his golf club, looking carefully around him. The path he was following to the site would lead him directly by Frank’s truck. Frank walked around his truck, reached into the cab, found his work shorts and stepped into them.
Jake called, “Frank, where are you?”
“Over here, Jake. By the truck.”
Jake walked through the boxwoods to where the truck was parked. Jake for his part was dressed as usual in stylish white pants and shoes with a silk shirt. In his right hand he carried a cellular telephone.
“Billy, the chief of police, reported to me about the vandalism out here. We can’t have that. I brought out a guard to help watch the site. We can’t take any chances. There’s too much equipment here. There’s the safety of you and Maggie.”
“The chief told Maggie it was animals.”
“I haven’t got much time,” Jake said. “My directors are meeting in New York. This bridge is behind schedule.” He looked intently at Frank. “Still nothing definite?”
“We found some new skeletons, Jake. Come on, I’ll show you.” The morning sun was filling the excavation pits in the site with various brown shades, and the darkest shadows were disappearing as they walked up to the area. A few small birds had been picking insects from the earth and they flew up with some shrill cries.
“Watch your step in this muck, Jake. You’re going to mess up those white shoes.”
“I’ll be all right. I’ve been walking in this stuff all my life,” he answered. He stepped carefully and his shoes remained clean. Frank walked directly to test pit Q, the surface water rippling slightly under his bare feet.
“Let me start up the pump and we can take a look.” Frank worked on the machine. It started on the fourth pull, a cloud of white oil smoke drifting across the site in the still air. The water began to surge from the hose. Frank left the nozzle slightly in the air so that he could monitor the outflow. A titmouse flew up from the brush where the water hit in spurts, shaking the branches.
They spoke in higher voices over the noise of the pump. “There, that’s taking out most of the water. I’ll keep it running while I show you.” Frank stepped down into the pit which was more than four feet on each side and at least four feet deep. He knelt in the wet soil. “Strange,” he said. “There are more of them. Look at this, Jake.”
Jake stood close to the edge of the pit, standing over Frank, his face intent, “Those look like skulls, Frank.”
Frank nodded. “It must be the water that is opening up this pit.” Frank pointed out the new skulls. He continued, as though he were thinking out loud, oblivious to Jake’s being there. “They seem to be the skulls of adult men, burned to death. They are Caucasian, we think. It’s very hard to tell. We try to see the width of nose bones, projection of teeth.” Then Frank remembered Jake was there. He looked up at Jake. “The mystery is why they are here, why so many, why the fire. Our best guess is that they were crew members, somehow trapped here. One of them is a big fellow. See his hand on his cutlass?”
Frank stood up and sat on the edge of the pit. “Jake, we think that the ship was an early Eighteenth Century wreck. We know that because of the type of construction we found in the part that the bulldozer pulled up. Yesterday we compared the timbers here with those of several hulks down the river and there is no doubt in our minds that this wreck is much earlier than the hulks.”
He saw Jake’s smile, and said, “I can see you’re not convinced yet, but that’s what a lot of archaeology is, piecing little clues together until we have a pattern. We look for something
that points to one direction or conclusion and that’s what we finally accept as the story of the site.”
“Frank,” said Jake, glancing for a moment at the giant hand and then almost interrupting Frank’s last words, “Here’s what I really want to know. Do you think you can finish up with whatever it in that you need to do so we can get started by early tomorrow morning?”
Jake smiled, his drawl heavy, “I’ve told my bulldozer people to be ready to start.”
“Jake, I can’t say that for sure,” said Frank, holding his eyeglasses, speaking in a serious tone. “You are really pushing me.”
“Hello,” called Maggie.
“We’ve found more bones,” answered Frank.
She started across the field, wearing the same shorts and tee shirt as before.
“You are the dirtiest scientists I ever saw,” said Jake, grinning. “I’ve got to leave,” he said. “Keep in mind I expect to start my equipment in the morning.”
“I was telling you that I’m not sure I can be finished by then,” said Frank.
Jake put his arm on Frank’s bare shoulder. “Frank, I want this job finished by tonight.”
“Jake you see what we are finding here. These men died. We have to find out why.”
“Why? Nobody in River Sunday gives a damn about some old skeletons except the Pastor. Most people in River Sunday who even think about history and the past prefer to think about beautiful colonial manor houses like Peachblossom, beautiful types of things, not some damn graves.”
“I’m not so sure about what interests people in River Sunday. To do this job right, Jake, to do my job, we have to analyze these bones, find out what we can.”
“Look here, Frank.” Jake suddenly became angry. “You are not here to delay a construction site for the next year while you fiddle around with some bones you happened to find near the wreck.”
Jake stared at Maggie. “I thought you were a woman with some common sense. If you want to research these bones, you are going to hold up a multimillion dollar project and a lot of local people’s jobs.”
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