by Mz. Lady P
"You look so fucking beautiful, ma," Remy said as he wrapped his arms around my waist.
"Thank You. You look handsome as ever.” I turned around and placed a kiss on his juicy lips. After kissing for a short period of time, we walked out hand in hand and got inside the family car. As we made it closer to the church, I became more nervous and couldn't sit still.
"Calm down and stop fidgeting."
Remy grabbed my hand kissed the back of it. The touch of his soft lips sent chills through my body. I swear he better stop with all this kissing before I rape his ass.
The car came to a stop and I knew we had arrived at the church. The driver opened the door for us and we stepped out. We walked hand in hand into the church. People were hugging and kissing him. They were all over him like he was a celebrity. I watched in awe at how people parted like the Red Sea as we walked down the church aisle. Once we made it to the casket, I could tell that sadness took over Remy. I watched as his tears dropped onto his father's fourteen-karat gold casket. I continued to hold to his hand and wipe his tears with the other.
"Excuse me. Can I please comfort and grieve with my son?"
His mother basically shoved me out of the way. I swear I wanted to whoop this old bitch’s ass, but I couldn't let her take me out of my character. The last thing I want to do is embarrass Remy in front of his family and friends. I just stood off to the side and let them have their moment. The services were getting ready to begin and we were making our way to be seated. His mother immediately stepped in between us, blocking me from taking a seat in the front row.
"These seats are for family only. She should be seated on the other side with the guests."
"She's my family, so she will sit where ever I sit at. We had this discussion already." He pushed past his mother and I let out a sly grin at her ass. She was pissed and it showed all over her face.
We sat down and I noticed there was a beautiful, exotic looking woman sitting on the other side of him. As the Pastor spoke, I noticed that the female kept rubbing on Remy's thigh. I was getting angrier by the minute. I was glad that he kept removing her hand. This chick was the epitome of a thirsty bitch. My eyes bucked out of my head as she grabbed Remy's dick. Before I knew it I reached over Remy and grabbed her hand. I tried to break her fucking fingers. She was being messy and disrespectful and I wasn't about to let the shit fly.
"You need to keep your hands off of things that don't belong to you," I said in low tone so that I didn't cause a scene.
"Little do you know him and his dick will always belong to me. Ain't that what you promised me the other night Remy?"
"Chill the fuck out Ana!" Remy pushed her away from him hard as hell. I just turned my head and rolled my eyes. Now the shit was making sense to me now. This is the bitch that his mother wants him to marry. I have no other choice but to believe that Remy doesn't want her and he wants to be with me. However, there's something inside me that makes me think there's more to their little story than he would care to admit.
About an hour later the services were over. His father was going to be cremated so there would be no burial. I wanted to get as far away from his mother and this bitch Ana as I could. I was ready to go back to the villa we were staying in, but we went back to his mother's house for dinner.
Remy mingled with his family and friends. I sat on the couch sipping on some champagne, feeling so out of place. For some reason I started to feel like maybe I was beneath him. I stuck out like a sore thumb. If I noticed it, I was quite sure everyone else noticed.
"I need to go in my father's office and meet with some of his associates. I'll be right in the back if you need me," Remy said, as he kissed me and walked away. I wanted to object to him leaving me alone, but I knew he needed to handle his business. I sat around for about thirty minutes before I got the courage to go to the bathroom.
"Don't get too comfortable trying to live the life that was promised to me," Ana said as she stepped in front of me, blocking me from walking past.
"Please move out of my way. No one is trying to live your life. I don't even know you. Whatever went on between you and Remy is over." I tried to walk past her and she continued to block me.
"Ain't shit over until I say it's over. Remy is mine and his dick is mine. Ask him how my mouth felt the other night."
Anger came over me and before I knew it I had hit the bitch. I kept pounding her ass until I felt someone pull me off of her.
"Oh my God, she's crazy!" Ana was screaming and crying as they pulled us apart.
"What the fuck are you doing Rose'?" Remy said as he held on to me by my waist.
"She was popping off at the mouth about how she sucked your dick the other night, so I hit her ass in the mouth.
"This is why I didn't want this ghetto trash here to begin with. This is who you want to marry and give you children? No. I will not accept this. I want her out of here now. Send her ass back to Chicago with the rest of the lowlifes." His mother was consoling the bitch as blood leaked from her nose and mouth.
"All that is not necessary, ma. She hasn't done anything to you. You're only doing this to her because you want me to marry Ana. I already told you I don't love Ana and I never have. I'm a grown ass man. I choose who the fuck I marry, not you or anybody else. Rose' is going to be my wife and you will respect her and my decision."
I have never saw Remy so mad. I just wanted to get out of there. I felt so bad for letting the bitch take me there.
"I can't believe she has turned you against me. When have you ever talked to me with such disrespect?"
"You know that I love you and I would never disrespect you. How do you think I feel about the way you're behaving? I know you're grieving over Pops, but this is not the way to do it. Prior to coming home, I bragged to Rose' about how nice of a person you were. Needless to say I'm embarrassed as hell. Come on Rose', let's go." Remy grabbed my hand and we headed towards the door to leave.
"I disown you Remy. You will never see your inheritance. You're never to return to Mexico. This is no longer your home and you're no longer my son."
I couldn't believe the words his mother was saying to him and that shit made me feel even worse. Remy never even turned around to respond to the things she was saying. I squeezed his hand even tighter.
The ride back to the villa was eerily quiet. I wanted to say something but I knew he needed a moment to himself. Once we made it to the house, he went straight to the bar area and grabbed a fifth of Hennessy. Without saying a word to me, he went straight outside and slammed the patio door, causing it to shatter but not fall to the floor. I was actually scared because I've never seen him mad or angry. Not knowing what to do or say, I decided to leave him alone.
I felt so bad for him. A part of me felt like this shit was all my fault. I went upstairs to the bedroom and took a shower. Afterwards, I laid across the bed thinking of how Remy must be feeling. I really hated that I even agreed to come back. I was sitting in bed when Remy walked into the room. He was so drunk he almost fell trying to crawl in bed. I got up and started taking off his clothes. He smelled like a liquor factory. My eyes bulged out my head as I looked at his erect dick standing straight up through the slit in his boxers.
It was so damn pretty; long, thick, and black. The sight of it took my breath away. I was up close and personal with the one thing I had been craving for. My mouth salivated at the thought of pleasuring him with my mouth. All I wanted to do was make him feel better. Remy was drunk but he wasn't asleep. I decided to take a leap of faith and pray that he didn't stop me from doing what I was about to do.
I took his dick in my mouth and I slowly bobbed up and down. I was trying my best to swallow him whole. I knew that guys liked that. At first I gagged due to his length but after a minute or so, I was sucking him off like I was a pro. He was trying his best to push me off but I wouldn't stop. I just kept on sucking as if my life depended on it.
"Stop Rose'!" he yelled, as he forcefully grabbed my hair and pushed me away.
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nbsp; He immediately jumped up from the bed and walked out of the room, slamming the door behind him. I felt so damn stupid. I have no idea how I'm going to fix shit, and I'm the one that keeps fucking shit up.
The next morning I hid in the bedroom, afraid to come out and face him. I was so ashamed and embarrassed. I wondered if he would look at me different for what I had done. Here it is he's trying to respect me and wait until he marries me to have sex with me, and I'm acting like a common hoe. The door opened and Magdalena came in. I knew she was here to help me pack my shit.
"Mr. Ramirez wants me to assist you with packing for your departure. Your plane leaves in two hours. He wants you to be dressed and ready on time."
I didn't even say anything, I just started grabbing my suitcases and putting my clothes inside. I observed her packing all Remy's things, so I guessed that meant he was going back to Chicago as well. I couldn't wait to get home to Heaven. I missed her like crazy.
I was sad as I sat on the private plane alone. I had no idea where Remy was. The last time I had seen him was when he walked out of the room during the night. This shit was becoming too fucking stressful and being sexually frustrated wasn't helping at all. Dealing with a man like Remy was becoming more than I bargained far. I was seriously thinking of walking away from everything before I end up hurting myself behind this man. I did that shit once; I wasn't about to make the same mistake twice.
When I made it to Midway Airport, my father was already there waiting for me. I was so happy to see him. I hugged him so tight. A couple of tears fell but I hurriedly wiped them away before he saw them.
"What's good baby girl?" he said as he kissed me on the cheek.
"Nothing. I'm just happy to be back home. I missed ya'll."
"You act like you've been gone for months."
"It felt like it, Daddy."
For the rest of the drive, I stared out of the window and wondered where in the hell Remy was at.
"What are we doing at Remy's house?" I looked over at my father and he had a slick ass grin. He was up to something, I could feel it.
He never answered my question. He just parked in the driveway, got out and grabbed my luggage from the trunk. Remy had to already be here because his Range Rover was in his parking spot. We had driven it to the airport and parked it when we first went to Mexico. I'm having a hard time understanding why he left me alone and let me fly back home by myself. I walked inside and didn't speak to anyone. I know that I was rude because Remy was sitting on the couch with an Arabic Man in a business suit. I could tell that they were conducting business of some kind.
"I'll call you later when I'm on my way with Heaven." My father kissed me and left. I went upstairs and took a quicker shower. I felt so dirty after being on that damn plane all of those hours. After I was finished, I put on a pair of yoga pants and a T-shirt. At first I was going to just stay in the room, but I wasn't going to be childish about the situation. I had to stop running away from everything. I went downstairs and Remy was gone, but there was a note for me on the coffee table on top of a brief case.
I had to go to the club. I'll be back shortly. The guy that was here earlier is my jeweler, Ahmad. Look inside the briefcase. Pick whatever engagement ring you want. Money is no option. I wish we could have done this together but I know that you're in your feelings. No need to worry. Everything's cool with us. I'll see you in a little bit. Love Remy
I swear this man makes it so hard to be mad at him. I opened the case and it was filled with so many different shaped diamonds. There was one that caught my eye immediately. It was huge and iced out in pink diamonds. Placing the large ring on my finger, I instantly fell in love with it. I closed the case and put it inside Remy's office for safety purposes, laid in bed and waited for him to return home.
I stared at the ring for hours. Despite having thoughts that we were moving too fast, I knew that with Remy is where I wanted to be. Instead of being surprised by his actions, I needed to learn him and stop acting like a kid when things don't go my way. I was so anxious I needed to see Remy now and thank him properly. I threw on my Ugg boots and grabbed my car keys. I was going to the club to surprise him. I couldn't wait until he came home. I shook my head at myself. This nigga had me way too gone and I haven't felt the ‘D’ yet. At least I know how it tastes.
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"What's up Neicee boo?" I said as I walked inside the club.
"Hey bitch! Look at you over there all iced out and shit. I can't believe you're about to be Mrs. Remy Ramirez." Neicee grabbed my hand and admired my ring.
"My either girl. How are things with you and Peanut?"
"Don't even get me started on that sorry motherfucker. I swear if his dick and tongue game wasn't so good I would leave his cheating ass alone. This nigga think I don't know he still fucking that hoe, Kim. I got something for him and that bitch though, and it ain't gone be pretty. I already told Madear I'm going to hurt his ass."
"Your ass is crazy. What Madear say when you told her you was gone hurt her baby?"
"Cursed my ass out. You know how she is about Peanut and Boo."
We both laughed because Madear played no games about her boys. She raised them from birth when their mother was killed by her pimp.
"Damn baby, you wearing the shit out those pants." This dude walked past and hit me on my ass.
"Nigga, don't put you’re fucking hands on me." I mushed him in the face so hard that he lost his balance and fell. All the niggas he was with started laughing. He quickly jumped up in my face and tried to wrap his hand around my throat, but he didn't get a chance.
"Have you lost your motherfucking mind?" Remy said as he hit the nigga several times with his gun. Boo and Peanut jumped in and it was pandemonium. All the niggas he was with jumped in the fight. My baby was beating dude’s ass until some bitch came up and swung on him.
"Oh, hell no bitch. Don't put your motherfucking hands on him." I grabbed her by her hair and we started fighting. Not long after, Neicee jumped in and we were both whooping her ass. We laid her ass clean out.
"Don't you ever put your motherfucking hands on what’s mines. Now apologize to her nigga." Remy had a gun to the nigga head. Boo and Peanut had laid the other niggas out.
"I-- I-- I'm sorry," the dude managed to speak. He was bloody as hell.
"Get these bitch ass niggas out my fucking spot and I bet not ever see them up in this bitch again. I'm about to start firing motherfuckers left and right. What the fuck am I paying security for if me and my niggas got to come in here and regulate shit. Clean this motherfucker up right now."
Remy walked away and got on the elevator. I tried to follow him but Neicee stopped me.
"No, he's pissed. Let him cool down some."
"What the fuck you do to my big homie? You got that nigga going crazy," Peanut said.
"Shut the fuck up Peanut. That bitch Kim got you going crazy."
"Who the fuck you think you talking to? Don't get the shit slapped out of you, Neicee. As a matter of fact, bring your ass on. I want some pussy." He grabbed her arm and she yanked away.
"I'm not going nowhere with your cheating ass. Get the fuck out of my face nigga. Go fuck that bald headed bitch Kim!"
"Her ass is bald headed, bro?" Boo said and we all started laughing.
"Shut the fuck up nigga. Bring your ass on but leave your slick ass mouth in here. I can't get my dick sucked with all that bullshit you kicking."
"I swear if you put your dick anywhere near my mouth, I will bite the bitch off. I'm so serious Peanut."
She grabbed her coat and purse and left with him just like I knew that she would. They're about to go home and fight and fuck; that's all they do. I love them though. They're so damn comical. Boo left as well and that left me downstairs with the rest of the workers. I grabbed a broom and started cleaning up all the broken glass, wiped the bar down and cleaned off the liquor bottles.
"What the fuck are you doing, Rose'?'' Remy said, as he walked towards me with his face turned up.
"I was just cleaning off the bar and straightening up."
"Put that fucking rag down. I can't believe you're in here cleaning up with a fifty thousand dollar ring on your fucking finger. Come on let's go home."
He walked out of the entrance and I followed behind me. He waited for me to get in my car and drive off and he did the same.
Chapter 10-Remy
Since my father's death shit has been crazy. I'm still dealing with the fact that my mother is behaving so fucking childish. Her and the bitch Ana are in cahoots together. Not to mention I now have a beef with Ana's father. Apparently my father received a nice chunk of the Ortega Family's territory in exchange for me marrying his daughter when we became of age. I'm twenty-six years old and if I haven't married the bitch Ana in all this time, that should have told them something.
Up until now, I have been running my business and my father's business without any bullshit. There’s something amidst with my mother and the Ortega family, though. While I was in my father's office, I was looking at the cameras that was installed. It showed all angles of the house. I saw my mother kissing Ana's father. I was on my way out to confront her about what I had saw, but Rose' and Ana started scrapping. I'm glad Rose' can throw them hands. She better whoop her ass every time she comes with that crazy shit, and any other bitch for that matter.
I like the way Rose' is starting to come out of her shell. I'm still fucked up behind the way her mouth felt on my dick. She was sucking my shit like a porn star. I think she just puts that innocent act on. I have a funny feeling she's a fucking freak in the sheets. I hated that I had to push her away like I did, but I just want to keep my word and not have sex with her until our wedding night.
"So that's the ring you picked out, huh?"
"Yeah. I love it baby. Thank you so much for everything.”
"You can have whatever you like baby." I kissed the tip of her nose as we lay in bed and cuddled.
"I'm sorry for what happened back in Mexico at your mother's house and the other thing I did. I was wrong for that."