by Alie Garnett
“Food fight.” Chris grinned at her.
“Yup, though Maby tackling Ag last weekend was fun.”
Agatha pulled her phone from her pocket. Maby had shut it off before its bath, which sometimes helped. This was one of those times.
“I would have liked to see that.” Chris was looking right at her as if he could see it happening.
“You just missed it. Ag called Cliff and told him you were sleeping in Maby’s bed. Then Maby dove over the table and tackled Ag to get her phone away from her.” Violet laughed.
“She can hit hard when she wants to.” Agatha shrugged and accepted that he knew it happened now.
“Are you excited to be a big sister, Violet? Since you’re so used to being a little sister?” Chris turned his attention to Violet, ignoring the funny story. Was it because she had overreacted when he had laughed at her?
“Yes, even though it is a boy. He won’t be the first boy in the family, but I don’t know when there will be another girl,” Violet told him, all serious.
“Boys can be fun too,” Chris said.
“No, they cannot. Boys are annoying.” Violet crossed her arms.
“I bet baby brothers are probably fun.”
“Do you have a brother?” Violet asked him.
“Yes, a younger brother and older sister.” He told her.
“Is your brother annoying?” Violet asked, taking a third cookie from the plate, though she knew the two-cookie rule.
“Yes, he is. I guess you’re right.” Chris threw up his hands. “Agatha, is there any way I could do a load of laundry before I have to walk around naked? I know that is against the rules.”
“You wouldn’t be the first to break that one,” Agatha admitted.
“You?” Chris asked.
She blushed at his scrutiny. “Very rarely.”
“So yes?” he asked, looking at her shirt.
“I was young and crazy once.” She got up to get away from his prying eyes.
“Was she crazy once, Violet?” he asked.
“Nope, I don’t remember her ever being crazy,” Violet lied for her, like a true sister.
“Yes, you can do a load of laundry, but do not break my machines. Or anything else. Did you want me to just do it?” she said, starting to worry that he would destroy her house since it seemed he was almost completely done with his own.
“Haha, Agatha. I’m perfectly okay doing my own laundry.” He walked away from them, but Agatha knew he would be back soon. So much for spending a few hours with Violet and then letting her emotions take over. Now she would have to wait until his laundry was done before that could happen.
Chapter Sixteen
It had been years since Chris had watched cartoons with a kid, not since he was a child himself. And never had he watched them with anyone as sarcastic as Violet. She back-talked the entire show. Then she’d criticize the colors and the graphics, pointing out flaws for two entire shows.
Agatha, for her part, sat on the other couch and encouraged the kid. She saw these flaws also. It was like they watched the shows to catch the flaws, not to watch cartoons. He wondered if that was how he was when he watched a football game. It was super annoying.
One load of laundry was done and folded on the chair in the corner. The other load had about a half an hour left. Then he could leave the sisters to nitpick the shows on their own.
After a few minutes into the new cartoon, the front door opened, and a tall dark-haired guy in a suit walked into the house without knocking. Chris wondered who he was for only a moment until he realized that the little girl looked just like him.
“Daddy!” she yelled and jumped off the couch, running to him. She hugged him tight. “Agatha, Chris, and I were watching cartoons. Chris didn’t realize that there were mistakes.”
“Christopher Lowell.” Chris got up to shake the man’s hand. “I guess I always just watched them for entertainment, not to analyze them,” Chris admitted. It seemed the man didn’t even blink at having a strange man spending time with his stepdaughter and daughter in the middle of the afternoon.
“Harrison Dean. I still don’t see it,” Harrison Dean said with a smile. “But Violet is an artist, and she notices it.”
“I do, Harrison. Is Mommy home?” Violet grabbed her backpack from where she had thrown it when she came in earlier.
“Yes, she is. Just too tired to come and get you. So I get to,” Harrison told his daughter, then turned to Agatha. “Thanks, Agatha. See you tomorrow probably.”
“See you tomorrow, Harrison.” Agatha stayed on the couch.
When the door had shut, Chris turned to her as she shut the TV off. “Is he her dad? She called him Harrison.”
“He is her dad, but he’s only known about her for about a year. Long story,” Agatha said, leaning back in the couch cushions.
Chris sat back down on the couch next to Agatha. Her eyes didn’t open. “Tired?”
“Yes, I had to save a man from his house again in the middle of the night.” Her eyes remained closed. “Is your laundry done?”
“Close, but not yet,” he replied, watching her. He reached over the back of couch, needing to touch her hair again, to feel the silky strands on his fingers. There was something about her that captivated him, that drew him in.
Since the first day he had met her, he had the odd sensation that he had known her his entire life but had no idea who she was. When he had hugged her on the steps earlier, his body had immediately said, “Her, I want her. This is her.” Never had he had that feeling before.
Touching the black hair, he realized she was probably asleep when she didn’t move away from his hand. Tucking her hair behind her ears, he noticed that she used to have more earrings in her ears than the four she currently wore. Way more.
Her last name was Lovely, the same name as the Chris Lovely from high school. He’d have asked if she was related to her or not. Or even if she knew her. But part of him didn’t want to ask because then he would have to admit how awful he had been to the other woman. He didn’t want Agatha to see who he had been. A part of him never wanted to run into Chris again, because whenever he did, it always ended with him acting like an ass. He was tired of being an ass around that woman.
He was starting to feel like an idiot, so he stopped touching her and went to get his laundry from her basement. Earlier, Violet had showed him the way to the laundry room and had showed him the totes of shirts in the basement. She also informed him that she didn’t think anyone had sex in the basement, but that every other room someone had probably had sex in it. He knew from her words that she had no idea what the adults were saying or doing but heard everything they said.
Up the stairs with his clothes, he saw Agatha was gone from the couch, and he didn’t find her on the main floor either. Deciding not to look for her further, he left his clean clothes, hoping to sleep in Maby’s bed again, and headed to his place to see what work he could do.
Once inside his house, he knew there was nothing for him to fix. He had destroyed as much as he could. All that was left was trying to figure out how to get it back to what it was. Making it better wasn’t even an option anymore without actual help. A lot of actual help.
Chapter Seventeen
A nap always did wonders for Agatha’s mood. In fact, the nap, which lasted three hours, was exactly what she needed after seeing Chris today. Suddenly she couldn’t go anywhere without him being there, and that included her house. He was like a stray cat she had fed, and now she couldn’t get rid of him.
Before heading downstairs to find something to eat, she tossed on gray sweatpants and a purple T-shirt. In the kitchen, she was happy with a few leftovers from the Tuesday night benefit she had worked. Just some chicken in a sauce with potatoes, but she wasn’t picky.
Waiting for the microwave to do its magic, she went to the entryway and grabbed the box she had put there hours before when Chris had caught her singing. She opened the box and laid out the three books from inside on the count
er. They looked perfect, just how she had envisioned them as she drew them. Porcupine’s Adventure, Turtle’s Walk, and Lost Kangaroo by Christie Lovely.
Looking at the author name, she still regretted not using her own a little. But Agatha sounded so old, and Christie felt kid-friendly. Now she wished she hadn’t done it. A.C. Lovely would have been better, but it was too late now.
She took the books to the third floor and placed them on a shelf in the back corner. Now there were nine. Eight months after the first was published, she had nine books out in the world. If she hadn’t missed that meeting the night she had slept with Chris, she would have had these published a year before. Instead, she had waited another seven months to go to that meeting.
Happy with her little library, she went back down the two flights of stairs to the kitchen to eat her supper in peace and quiet. She grabbed a pop and pulled the chicken from the microwave and set it all on the counter. Taking her first bite, she saw the mortgage paperwork on the counter across from her. Getting up again, she grabbed the papers and looked over them again. Nothing unusual that she could see, except that the current owner wanted to meet her on Monday morning before the papers would be signed. Her dad was the owner, as far as she knew, and he hadn’t wanted to see her in years. Why now? It didn’t matter because she would meet with anyone to get her house.
Running her fingers over the words, she wondered if her father was actually going to be there. She hadn’t seen him since she was in the sixth grade. She couldn’t even remember what he looked like anymore. Was he light and fair like Harper or darker like the twins? What she knew was that he didn’t look like her or Buzz, nor did their mom. The red hair could be explained away as a genetic fluke, but her own black hair was harder to justify. Even before he had left the family, she knew he probably wasn’t her father.
Looking back, she didn’t feel like he her treated her differently than her sisters. He had treated them all like kids he was stuck with working a lot and reading in his room when he was home. The girls were basically raising themselves when Sera had shown up. At nineteen, she didn’t know how to treat the wild kids, so she just went with it. She let them do what they wanted unless it interfered with school or, later, work.
Never did Sera push the girls to go to college like she was pushed by her own parents. She saw them each for who each were. Harper went to France to study cooking, and Lucy worked in restaurants, doing the same thing, knowing each had their own path. Maby was school-bound forever, but her twin Lucy was not. Buzz had gone to school, then had a hard time finding a job that was a good fit for her. But Agatha always felt she was the hardest one for Sera to understand—art wasn’t Sera’s thing. But Sera had never pushed Agatha to get a real job or even keep various bartending gigs.
Monday would come soon enough, yet Agatha had no idea what she was going to talk to her father about. Probably nothing. He called Sera once a year to check on them. If he wanted to talk to her, he could call the house.
Halfway through her meal, there was a knock on the door. Checking the clock, she saw it was almost 9 p.m., not a time for company, and her sisters did not knock. Agatha had an idea who it was.
Opening the door, she said, “What do you want, Chris?”
He grinned at her. “I was hoping Maby would let me use her bed again. Should I ask Cliff first?”
That made her smile. Cliff’s jealousy was completely unfounded, but Agatha loved that the man would fight for her sister.
“Go ahead. Any floors in that house of yours anymore?” She looked across the street as he came into her house, filling it with his presence and his scent. Her nap had not been long enough to cleanse him from her mind.
“Thanks, Agatha. I will have you know that I am hiring a contractor tomorrow.” He said with a smile, even if he was admitting defeat.
“What prompted that?” She bit her lip to stop smiling herself.
“This amazing woman across the street keeps telling me to. I decided to listen to her.”
“She sounds smart.”
“She would tell me she is. Thanks again, Agatha. I don’t know what I would do without you,” he said and headed right up to the room with all his stuff in his arms.
Shrugging, she decided this was maybe going to be easy if he was just going to bed when he came over. No need to worry about interacting with him or analyzing his every action. Instead, she wouldn’t even see him in the evening, which was fine with her. Heading back into the kitchen, she debated on heating the chicken again but decided she didn’t want to waste the time and ate it cold.
Agatha stacked the papers from the lawyer up, making sure the top page was blank. She had gotten used to nobody being around most of the time. If she wanted, she could have spread her stuff around the house, but she hadn’t. The house looked just like it had for years, just with fewer people in it.
“Shoot, I was going to order us something in, but you already ate.” Chris came into the kitchen in clean, sexy jeans and a tight gray T-shirt.
“Sorry. I had leftovers.” She pointed at the plate in front of her.
“Do you have more?”
“Not of this, but you can look in the fridge and see if there’s anything you want. Harper left pork chops on Saturday.” She pushed the plate away from her. Chicken was not interesting anymore now that he was filling the room.
“And Harper is?” He pulled out a plastic container and put it on the counter.
“My sister, the blonde you talked to on Saturday morning. Not the pregnant one, that was Mom. Harper’s a chef.” She got up and took the container from him, placing it in the microwave.
“A chef? So this is chef-quality leftovers?” He looked into the microwave over her head.
“All my leftovers are. Lucy’s a chef as well. Well, she’s more a baker, but she can make anything Harper can.” She shrugged, looking at his chest as he watched the food in the microwave.
“I might have to take all my meals over here.” He looked down at her.
“Just don’t destroy my house.” Breathing was getting hard with him so close.
“I promise not to touch anything in your house, Agatha.” He slid her hair behind her ears with his fingers, caressing the backs of her ears and making Agatha’s breath catch. Her eyes snapped up to his.
“Good.” It was all she could force out of her mouth. He was so close, and now he was touching her.
Knowing he was going to kiss her, it should have been automatic for Agatha to stop him. But watching his lips lower to hers, she found she wanted the contact so bad she pushed up on her tiptoes to meet him. His hands were cupping her face as their lips met gently at first. Delicate, soft, and warm.
His hands tilted her face, and she felt his wet tongue run along the seam of her mouth. She wanted to let him in even if she knew it had turned out badly in the past, but she wanted so badly to taste him again. It had been so long.
Her hands had slid up his chest when the microwave buzzer went off. He paused and looked up at it, dismissing the food and went back to kissing her. Agatha pulled him as close to her as she could. She needed him to surround her.
Pulling his mouth from hers, he trailed kisses to her ear, making her shiver at the memory of him doing it before and knowing what was going to happen—wanting what was going to happen.
Running his hands down her body, he cupped her butt and lifted her onto the countertop. Once she was settled, he slipped his hands under the hem of her T-shirt as his lips landed on hers again.
Wrapping her legs around him to pull him closer, she grabbed the material of his shirt and clung to him. His tongue probed her lips for a heartbeat before she let him in. Moaning, she remembered and memorized his taste at the same time.
Her fisted hands dragged the shirt from his body but didn’t want to stop kissing him long enough to take it off. Instead, she bunched the fabric up and ran her fingers over the muscles that she craved, needing to touch him. Her hips ground against his, pressing her need into his obvious desire.
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With his hands caressing her breasts, she moaned and arched her back, wishing he'd never stop. His lips trailed a path across her cheek and down her neck, then his hands were gone as he pulled her shirt over her head. Agatha fully approved and followed suit, pulling his shirt off and tossing it on the floor.
Pressing her bare chest to his, she sought his lips again. Her tongue probed the corners of his mouth, and her hands found his hair. One of his hands was splayed across her back, and the other had slipped into her sweatpants and was kneading her bare ass. No longer was she sitting on the counter. Her entire being was wrapped around him, unable to get close enough.
Dragging her lips from his, she sucked in a breath, filling her lungs with him. Somewhere deep in her mind, something was telling her to get away from him, that this wouldn’t end well. It never did with Chris.
“Agatha.” His lips instantly he found that sensitive spot on her neck that cleared her mind of anything but him.
“Chris, I need you.” She didn’t recognize the voice or the words but knew they were all from her.
Maybe she would regret it all later. But for now, she was exactly where she had spent her lifetime dreaming about: being the person Chris Lowell wanted. Even for just a moment. Again.
Chapter Eighteen
Carrying Agatha from the kitchen, Chris stopped every few steps to kiss her, touch her, or shift her so that she knew how much he wanted her. He almost didn’t make it up the stairs when her nails dug into his back when he shifted her enough to slip her pebbled nipple into his mouth. Her back arched and threw him off balance enough that he had to press her against the wall to steady them.
With her back against the wall, he slid his hands into her loose-fitting sweatpants until her legs dropped from around his waist so he could slide them off her. Dragging her panties off at the same time left her completely exposed to him.