BEAUTIFUL DEFIANCE
Cambridge High Mayhem
ASHLYN MATHEWS
Contents
Blurb
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
Note from Author
Also by ASHLYN MATHEWS
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“Her heart was wild, but I didn’t want to catch it. I wanted to run with it to set mine free.”
~ Atticus
She’s no damsel in distress.
I’m not an optimist. Or a pessimist. I’m a realist. After catching the unwanted attention of Seven Shanahan, the school bully and jock at the upper echelon of high school royalty, I prep for a battle of wills and aim to win, even at the cost of getting my heart broken.
He’s the wrong guy to mess with.
The new girl, Leigh Kim, should cool her temper. Be less defiant and a pain in my ass with this push-pull of me saving her life and she evening the score by stealing the things that matter to me.
Because the more Leigh challenges the status quo, the hotter I burn with the need to bring her to her knees. For her to worship me like the other girls do. For her to be mine and no one else’s until I’m done toying with her.
I expect this and more. I am the almighty ruler at Cambridge High and won’t be overthrown by a girl with enough attitude to light up a stadium. What I’m not expecting is for Leigh to threaten the one thing I’m unwilling to give to any girl—my damn heart.
1
LEIGH
I disliked him the moment I saw him on that first day of school. He is everything I detest in a guy. Arrogance. Power. Influence. An ego the size of the Pacific Ocean.
Seven Shanahan is all of that and more with the cocky smirk on his face and the way he struts down the hall, flanked by his friends. He and his friends Trace and Malice are gods at Cambridge High, where ninety percent of the student body is loaded.
Well, their parents are, anyway.
Trust fund kids. Spoiled. Impressionable. Tolerant of the jerks at the top of the food chain. Seven and his friends keep everyone in line from their perch, wearing their black-and-yellow letterman jackets as a symbol of their high school royalty status.
From my vantage point behind the open door of my locker, I sneak a glance at the stars of Cambridge High’s football team, Mayhem. Seven Shanahan, quarterback. Trace Saints, wide receiver. Malice Sterling, offensive lineman.
The guys are similar in looks, with their chiseled jawlines, dark tousled hair under their backward baseball caps, and intense eyes framed by thick brows and fringed with long lashes that could give any girl lash envy. They are also equal in height, six feet, give or take a half inch.
Seven and Trace are lean but not lanky. Their clothes mold to their bodies like a second skin, showcasing their wide shoulders, muscular arms, broad chests, and washboard abs. Malice fits his lineman position. He is bulk and muscle, a human bulldozer.
The jockholes are a photographer’s cover model dream come true. It’s a shame the “model” part doesn’t extend to their behavior. Be different from them or challenge their established social hierarchy, and there’s a guarantee you’ll be public enemy number one.
I hold my textbooks to my chest and close my locker.
No matter which high school I’m sent to, the halls are chocked full of the same cliques. Jocks. Nerds. Stoners. Gang bangers. It’s so universal, it’s laughable. There are also the same kinds of guys and girls. Nice. Mean. Smart. Funny. Blessed with good looks, or not.
Seven and his teammates amble down the hall toward me. I look away but too late, my resting bitch face catches Seven’s attention.
“What you staring at, Safari?” he sneers.
Safari? Okay, I can see how he’s interpreting my outfit as such. There’s a red bandana around my neck, tied at the ends. And I’m wearing a buttoned-up, long-sleeved white shirt half-tucked into tiki brown cargo pants. Not to mention my boots are professional grade—sturdy, leather, and steel-toed.
“Nothing. I’m looking at nothing.” I blow at the nails I’ve painted a mustard yellow. The color clashes nicely with my favorite shade of lipstick—Fatal Plum.
He looks me up and down and flashes straight white teeth, his sneer doing nothing to lessen how good-looking he is in this confusing mix of menacing and holy hotness kind of way. I swear the girls loitering nearby sigh with longing.
“Did you peg me as a nobody?”
The conversation around us stops. The other students stare. My stomach knots. If we weren’t on full display, I’d run for the nearest bathroom and hurl my breakfast into the garbage bin.
But we are the center of attention, and I can’t waver. If I show an ounce of weakness, I’ll give a jerk like Seven the power to hurt me. I’m done with hurting. What I’m not done with is putting up a brave front and fighting an equal grounds fight.
“You’re a good-for-nothing nobody.” I make it clear what I think of him and his you’re-dirt-beneath-my-expensive-sneakers attitude.
Boys like Seven and his friends are a dime a dozen where I grew up until the mention of a paternity suit landed me in the rich farm town of Cambridge, Washington.
Here, away from the housing developments and the sly grins of my foster brothers, I can spread my wings, inhale the crisp, clean air, and find purpose for my existence.
Now, I just need to extract myself from the crosshairs of Seven Shanahan’s attentions. Damn it, I should have looked away quicker. We are two weeks into the school year, and from the hardened gleam in his dark-as-coal eyes, he plans on punishing me for mouthing off.
I’m right. He leans in and whispers near my ear, “Watch your back, Safari. I’ll take a chunk out of you if you’re not careful.”
I’m on the edge of cluc
king my tongue and sassing him, but for the sake of not calling further attention to myself, I shrug and shove past him and his friends. I expect him to punish me, but not so soon.
He sticks out his foot. I trip and fall forward, landing on my hands and knees. Books go flying. Papers fall from my notebook. Male laughter echoes off the walls. I glance over my shoulder and glare at him, refusing to wince or cry out in pain. He rolls his eyes and mimes giving a blowjob.
I grit my teeth. So be it. Seven Shanahan, this means war.
2
SEVEN
I don’t feel bad for knocking the new girl down a peg. Girls with attitude and hateful glares aren’t welcome on me and my boys’ turf. What we like is what I see waiting at the end of the hall.
A group of girls eye us expectantly. I run my gaze over their fine bodies. Their hair is in my favorite shades. Burnt caramel. Dark chocolate. Honey blonde. Platinum blonde. Fiery red. But not pitch black. Black is death.
Their skin is pale and smooth, unlike the girl from earlier with the natural tan. Blue eyes. Green eyes. Dark-brown eyes. Not clear amber like hers. The girls direct their flirty smiles our way. Predictable. So is the lust in their eyes. They want a piece of us. Our mouths on theirs. Our hands on their bodies.
Soon enough, ladies. There’s a party at my place tonight, the folks gone for the week for their millionth try at saving their marriage.
“Hi there, Seven.”
Hannah walks over and runs her manicured finger up and down my arm, sending hot need to my junk. I stop her fiery caresses and grasp her hand in mine. She has other ideas. Fully aware of all eyes on us, she takes my hand and sucks on my middle finger.
Her tongue on my finger, her wet, warm mouth . . . I groan and resist the urge to stroke my cock through my jeans. Fuck sakes, this girl is killing me softly and slowly with how well she sucks my damn finger.
“Hannah.” Jesus, I’m panting.
She lets go of my finger and, biting down on her smile, says, “Tonight. You and me.”
How can I refuse? I nod, too turned on to speak. My boys and I, we head to our class. They shove me back and forth with shit-eating grins on their faces. They understand I’ve been wanting in Hannah’s pants, but you see, she has a mean-as-fuck older brother who likes to keep a close eye on his fine-ass little sis.
But the dude’s away at college. And that, my friends, give me free rein to do whatever the hell I want with Hannah.
In math class, I sit behind the new girl. Her long black hair drapes over the back of her chair, the strands falling over her white shirt like muddied waters after a flash storm.
To show her not to mess with me, that I’m a somebody and she’s the nobody, I shove my shoe into the small of her back, leaving a muddy imprint on her shirt. It rained buckets, and the walk from the school parking lot to the front doors was fraught with puddles.
She doesn’t flinch or acknowledge that my shoe is pushing into her back so hard, I can feel her rigid spine straight to my core. I press harder. She picks up her desk and scoots forward. I scoot after her. The guys notice and snicker. The teacher turns from writing a math problem on the board and lifts a drawn on brow.
Mrs. Bowman glances around the room and zones in on the new girl. Her desk isn’t lined up with the others, and Mrs. Bowman notices. Another smirk lights up my face the instant I see the annoyance on hers. I had Mrs. Bowman for math last year, too, and the thing is, she’s particular and hates when things are askew.
“Miss Kim, please scoot your desk back and center it with the desk in front of you, please.”
What will New Girl do? My body pulls taut with anticipation
“I’m sorry, Mrs. Bowman, but I can’t see the board very well. I forgot my glasses at home.”
Mrs. Bowman, who is wearing glasses, well, damn it, her face softens.
“Oh, dear, that’s a problem. Why don’t you and Allison switch seats?”
New Girl moves to the front of the classroom, and my ex-girlfriend takes her place.
“Allison, please scoot the chair back and line it up with the one in front of you.”
Allison does as the teacher asks. When Mrs. Bowman returns to solving the problem on the board, Allison glances over her shoulder and shoots me a tentative smile. I look off to the side, avoiding the pleading in her big blue eyes. We broke up for a reason. I don’t take well to cheaters. I also don’t believe in second chances.
Most of all, I don’t like people who disturb the peace, and reek of rebellion and defiance. I stare a hole in the back of Safari’s head.
Rebellion and defiance give someone the potential to unseat me and my boys from our thrones. Gives them the chance to pump back into my heart the metaphorical blood I lost when a girl ripped my heart in two.
Black hair. Amber eyes. She comes to me in my dreams and my nightmares, and every goddamn time, I wake up to the same ending no matter how hard I tried to change what happened that day.
In the end, the girl I tried to save dies.
3
SEVEN
My goddamn truck doesn’t start, and I have a party to prep for. I kick the tire, then regret taking out my anger on the old girl. I bought the red Chevy Silverado truck with money earned from doing odd jobs in the nearby town of McMillan.
Sure, my old man is loaded, but there’s satisfaction in hard work and making my way in life without my dad’s handed-down wealth.
“Hey, man, we gotta move our asses.” Trace clamps his meaty paw on my shoulder and squeezes. Malice, the fucker, plows into me from behind, and I stumble toward his damn sportscar.
“We ain’t gonna all fit in your pansy ass GT-R, bro.” I shove my elbow in his gut. He grunts. “And why you gotta drive around in a one-hundred-thousand-dollar deathtrap? We live out in the boondocks. Who you trying to impress?”
He doesn’t answer. Malice marches past me, and that’s how I know I’ve hit a sensitive nerve. I hurry after him. It’s not in me to pass up the chance of ribbing on him.
I shoot my truck a parting glance over my shoulder, making sure the old girl will be okay. She’s one of a few vehicles left in the school’s back parking lot.
Tomorrow, I’ll hitch a ride with Trace. After practice, I’ll figure out what the deal is with her. Maybe this time around, she’s finally bit the dust. I shrug my backpack higher on my shoulder and cram my hands inside my pockets. It’s my own damn fault for not taking better care of her. But with the shit that’s been going on with my parents—the fighting, the accusations—I needed to do something with the anger swirling inside me.
That something is working out like crazy and partying. Yeah, lots and lots of partying since school started. My parents’ arguments have spilled over from summer into the school year, and the uncertainty of where I’ll be months from now is fucking with my A-game on and off the field.
“Dude, don’t tell me you’re trying to impress Riley Lee? She ain’t even here.”
Riley worked for Malice’s family before she moved to Dumas for school.
Malice yanks open the door, flips forward the front seat, and throws his thumb at the back seat. I shake my head.
“I’m riding shotgun.”
“No go. You brought up Riley, and that earns you a spot sitting with your knees to your heartless chest.”
I put my palms up. “You need to forget her. One, she’ll graduate from college the same year we finish high school. Two, she was Midnight’s girl first, and when your cousin digs his claws into a girl, he doesn’t let her go. Not someone as different as Riley.”
Different isn’t the best word to describe Riley Lee. But I can’t well accuse the girl Malice has a hard-on for as being untrustworthy and a troublemaker of the worst kind.
Riley is one of those girls a guy wants to kiss senseless and ream out at the same time for her defiance and recklessness. Her sister, Rue, is cut from the same cloth, except Rue’s defiance and recklessness are on the down low, quiet and lethal.
“Forget her. There are other gir
ls more than willing to fuck with your head. Bonus? They’ll let you wet your dick too.”
I’m not kidding either. The girls go gaga for Malice, with his unpredictable moods and hooded I-couldn’t-give-a-flying-fuck eyes.
The guy’s always angry. I don’t get why. Dude’s loaded, has his pick of girls, and lives in his own place on his parents’ property.
“Let the poor girl go. Otherwise, Midnight will kick your ass to kingdom come for entertaining the idea of going after his woman.”
Thank fuck he comes to his senses, mumbling something to the effect of, “Yeah, can’t have discord in the family.”
Family is everything to Malice. Same goes for me. I squeeze into the back seat, and clamping my hands on my boys’ shoulders, I give them the four-one-one on the girls coming to the party tonight.
“Super fly. Super fine. The best of the best for us, bros. There’ll be no defiance. No rebellion. The girls will fall in line and do whatever the fuck we want them to.”
Trace and Malice smile big. Predictable and obedience off the field means more mayhem on the football field. It’s what we’re known for. For shitting on our opponents to the point the game is lopsided with how high into the stratosphere the score is.
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