The Complete Poems of A R Ammons, Volume 2

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by A. R. Ammons

could be a momentary

  memorial, an instant signifying its interval,

  that what is gone is

  going on with other

  65going things,

  a stability of motion

  in time

  accompanying its own time:

  instead, a stone’s

  70block

  halts ongoing,

  a blockage that says,

  timelessness hereby measures

  time going on as usual

  9

  75the stone-name signifies

  what it can find to mean

  in some living head:

  when the heads

  are empty,

  80the stone’s name names emptiness,

  not the one

  now neither a thing that is nor was

  10

  as if the name were not

  already nothing,

  85stone, chipped away,

  leaves the name nothingly

  present,

  grooves of absence

  a further sign of a sign

  90that lightens

  the anchorage of its carriage

  11

  the grooves fill with moss,

  though, that spring

  speaks green

  95and fall burns out with cold

  into winter’s black writing

  12

  a mockingbird sings to a whole

  graveyard: the turbulence,

  polishing the gravestones,

  100melts the names

  13

  the wind roars, sweeps, whirls,

  nearly free even in its calms,

  and the wind carries leaves, sand,

  seed, whatever: rain pours,

  105puddles, flows: the ground

  yields to this or that pull, break,

  flush: among the swirling

  motions, the stone’s slow swirl

  keeps the name

  14

  110a stone sinks in soil like

  a pearl in oil

  or gathers sand and leaves

  from the wind

  to heap itself away:

  115or rain undermines a corner

  and the name face

  pitches to the ground

  as if to call on

  the deep for whatever rising

  120might raise it up again

  15

  when gliding perhaps under a glacier

  or dissolving to bacteria and roots

  the stone wears smooth

  and can no longer keep the name,

  125will a clinging existence

  give way, will an edge-fine

  existence no longer exist

  16

  stones, names in them, are

  just stones: when the stone

  130brushes mind, memory

  changes the stone clear through

  17

  what does it matter if

  a stone falls or slides and

  misidentifies a mound:

  135the stone’s outward

  reference given up it

  calls to itself

  18

  stones, as if forms of intelligence,

  stir: concentrate light

  140still and you have them:

  still, other durances exceed stones’—

  a pulse in one of earth’s orbits

  beats once in four hundred thousand years:

  in certain orders of time

  145stones blow by like the wind:

  starlight pricks them like bubbles

  19

  the things of earth are not objects,

  there is no nature,

  no nature of stones and brooks, stumps, and ditches,

  150for these are pools of energy cooled into place,

  or they are starlight pressed

  to store,

  or they are speeding light held still:

  the woods are a fire green-slow

  155and the pathway of solid earthwork

  is just light concentrated blind

  20

  the stone makes

  its longest, hardest

  “effort”

  160to hold on to, memorialize

  the glint

  or glow

  once

  in someone’s eye

  21

  165not coarse, hard

  things last

  longest, perhaps,

  but fine, the very fine:

  if only the wind

  170could take letters:

  if only light

  spelled names:

  when love brushes

  through our nerves

  175and sends

  a summary to our brains,

  perhaps the summary

  is sent by

  vibrations

  180really the universe’s—

  the universe, something as old as that

  and with as much future

  22

  if love is fine

  and stones are harsh evanescences,

  185how we may dishonor

  love to letter down its name,

  wasting the love

  on the hard waters of inscription

  23

  the light in an eye

  190transfigured in

  frames of feeling—

  how is this small well,

  so shallow and

  deep, so magical

  195and plain able to

  center all

  the circumferences—

  the eye itself

  vision’s vision

  200and visionary sway

  24

  the universe is itself

  love’s memorial,

  every cliff-face,

  rocky loft having

  205spent

  itself through love’s light,

  here held

  till love again burn it free:

  ninety percent

  210of the universe is dead stars,

  but look how the light still

  plays flumes down

  millennial ranges

  25

  nothing, though, not stone

  215nor light lasts

  like the place I keep

  the love of you in and this

  though nothing can write it down

  and nothing keep it:

  220nothingness

  lasts long enough to keep it

  26

  if the tombstones were

  thrown together in one pile,

  that would be some gathering,

  225a record higher than

  Everest:

  but if time crumbled the stones,

  washed out the grit,

  melted down the shapes,

  230all the names distilled would

  spell nothing

  27

  a flock of

  gulls flew

  by I thought but

  235it was a

  hillside of stones

  28

  this boundary stone plunked down

  with no answering

  cornerstone, no three-stone

  240description of area, no field-square,

  a point, dot

  evaporated out of dimension,

  but still a deep bound,

  a boundary whorling deep

  29

  245the letters,

  holding what they can, hold

  in the stone

  but holding flakes or

  mists away—a

  250grainweight of memory

  or a rememberer goes:

  in so many hundred years,

  the names

  will be light enough

  255and as if balloons

  will rise out of stone

  3: Motions’ Holdings

  Questionable Procedures

  A bit of the universe’s

  business slopped

  over and, strung

  out
of the way,

  5cooled and lode-slow

  gave rise

  here and there to

  a quickness like

  shade, protoplasm,

  10a see-through

  coming and going of

  dots and pulsing veils

  that soon enough filled

  the bit seas:

  15the veils and cauls

  toughened, curled

  into rolls, centralized

  backbone: taking to

  the land and coming up

  20into us, our agency,

  they milled the

  green continents white.

  1979

  Frost’s Foretellings

  After fall, winds

  rousing Halloween rains will

  sometimes persist into

  November

  _________

  5and on a halfmoon-bright night

  dry the leaves and spool them

  around, whirls

  and spouts lifting them as if

  to pencil the air the way

  10typhoons inscribe seas or

  the ground, the leaves

  skimming

  rises clean and letting

  go to slack fall

  15in hollows

  or packing in along the roots

  of catchment hedges:

  the day drains down;

  wind, time lean away

  20and

  the leaves stiffen still,

  all night taking on

  the cold strick fur

  snow can deepen and fill out.

  20 January

  Another day promised for forty

  come and gone, and we’re

  still below freezing: but, at least,

  the trees heavy with ice, it’s

  5been calm: now, the gray deep

  afternoon is turning windy, and

  the thicket snaps like a fire,

  ice creaking and jamming but

  holding, an occasional splinter

  10at a crack flicking free:

  another night enameled ghostly!

  yesterday afternoon the sun broke

  out late and the trees, perpendicular

  to the light, lit up strict white

  15ice-lights at the fractures: tiny

  stirs winked some: others held red, blue

  glows, water-clear: tonight, we

  have nothing to go on but continuance.

  (1976)

  Early Indications

  Are the warblers drifting

  through, now, so many

  plinks and squeaks, muttering

  squishes and near

  5whistles in the bushes—

  a wave bulging northward?

  (my father called them

  bloombirds—they came

  treebloom-soon)

  10individual leaves flicker

  even on the stillest days, the hedges

  jumpy with a vision not quite

  put together: some hours the

  birds drift mute, fog-fine

  15driplets in a front:

  their own score, they’re the notes,

  too, of a broader swell

  the sun’s all set to open with.

  Loft

  A sheet of shale chips

  loose on my porch stoop

  and its three hundred

  million years, disrupted,

  5rise like plain ice-air

  around me, thinning

  the present time:

  I spin the sheet

  sheer in a long arc

  10to the yard’s shrub bank:

  the grain splinters and,

  reentering,

  sinks toward the foundation

  of its next three

  15hundred million years.

  1984 (1985)

  Chiseled Clouds

  A single

  cemetery

  wipes out

  most

  5of my

  people,

  skinny old

  slabs

  leaning this

  10way

  and that

  as

  in stray

  winds,

  15holding names:

  still, enough

  silver

  cathedrals fill

  this

  20afternoon sky

  to

  house everyone

  ever

  lost from

  25the

  light’s returning.

  1983 (1985)

  Scaling Desire

  A small boulder washed or

  rolled down or out

  of circumstance lay mid-desert,

  a saltweed brittle in

  5rockshade

  sleep beside it, roots

  angled under for the deep cool:

  the wind, rising to heat,

  said

  10sit down by this big rock

  and if in a year you’re

  still not bored, I’ll show you

  something really interesting:

  but which way, I said, will

  15interest go, to rock only

  _________

  or to showers

  for the leafing saltbush:

  or will you find me pavilions’ banners,

  silks, cushions, sweets—

  20the dew-soaked

  roses of all longing.

  1978

  Tertiaries

  A starving man dreams of more than enough

  and the thirsty man does not conceive

  a drop: in a roomy, almost flawless nothingness,

  I’ve made my abundance and, look, I still have

  5next to nothing, heaps of verbal glitterment,

  rushes of feeling overrushing feeling:

  you, well-founded in yourselves, have no

  need of my show: keep away from it, it folds:

  but how almost a true shower

  10illusion is for me and others of us,

  the perishing: we enter into word-rain and

  so closely think we live, we nearly live.

  1974 (1987)

  Upper Limits

  As the snow

  that had

  the tan-spent

  hydrangea

  _________

  5heads down upsidedown

  melted,

  the ground-bow

  stems

  ticked their

  10arcs away

  as far as

  they would

  go up and straight,

  and the wind’s

  15gnarlings

  pounced

  on them

  buffeting them

  (though they

  20wouldn’t stay)

  higher than

  they were

  meant

  to go again.

  1984

  Laboratory Materials

  Drag in the diseased and afflicted

  to the meticulous observers

  and they are fields of glory to be reaped

  into knowledge heightened severe and memorable,

  5the clarity and reasonableness of

  things gone wrong

  but what is to be learned of the healthy person

  he saunters in buoyant on a stack of splendor

  to ask where to cart the next bad body off to:

  10meanwhile the diseased look up to receive

  instruction in wall-eyed

  astonishment bordering on bliss.

  1978

  A Tendency to Ascendancy

  Every day, I’m a foolish

  man, misled: I have not only

  my shambles but a shambles

  of not knowing my shambles right,

  5but when the winds get too

  high (like the high side

  of a schizophrenia)

  gulls

  take to the air: beach worms move

  10at low tide to the deep bend

&nb
sp; of their U-tubes

  and other things make arrangements

  if not to cure, to endure the siege:

  I go over:

  15I assail the heights

  and dwell in the continuous

  sway of the mournful singing:

  when matters lighten,

  I fall & touch the ground,

  20re-recognize & lightly assume the ground.

  1974

  Information Density

  for Kenneth Burke

  Generalization scans the contours of terrain

  for the spot to take on concretion in,

  the way a squirrel, having floated through

  arches, zigzagged, digs for a nut, pear core,

  5or pats one in: generalization acquaints us

  with the wider forms of disposition, airily

  leaves out a lot in order to be cursory and

  carries little substance so as to move big:

  the squirrel pops erect, checks out the boughs

  10for dozing leapers, the bushes for stingers

  snapping approaches, and waits to see if in the

  chinks between branches a hawk’s

  roving connects dots into nearing curvatures,

 

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