by Erin R Flynn
“You’re worth having cold fries for,” I moaned and kissed him again.
“Thank you, but I would never be so mean to you,” he chuckled. “They told me you weren’t as into the idea as I was.”
I frowned, thinking that wasn’t something they should snitch on me. “I don’t dislike it. I like how much you love it.”
“I do. I really do, and I love I’ve only had anal sex with you,” he admitted, nuzzling my neck. “I’m glad they told me. I asked actually, as I realized they have hundreds of years of experience and I don’t. So they’re going to help us both enjoy it more, not just me.”
“You are so awesome,” I whispered against his lips. “Thanks.”
“Always, babe.” He cleared his throat. “Remember you think I’m awesome.” He held up a toy, and I bit back a chuckle. He was so, so into me using toys and getting to use them on me. Like it was so his thing that I wouldn’t be shocked if he orgasmed when I did. “Let me put it in you?”
“Now? Before we eat?” I swallowed what I was going to snark when I smelled the desire in the room. Fuck. Apparently I was going to eat Portillo’s with a toy that was like two pronged.
Right, two holes. Yikes!
“Fine, but you’re not watching,” I grumbled, realizing this had snowballed into something. I went back to the bathroom and used the flavored lube he’d also given me to put it in. It wasn’t uncomfortable, but it was a bit… Awkward. I grumbled some more about wanting fries and went back to the table.
Only to find out after my first Italian beef that there was more to the toy.
I let out a loud yelp when it started vibrating in me. I opened my mouth to bitch he was pushing it, but a loud moan came out instead.
“Turn it down,” Axel told him. “It starts out on high, and you click down the levels. She can’t eat like that.”
Fuck no, I couldn’t. I couldn’t make my brain work with that thing going off like that inside of me. Holy fuck! It had seemed so simple, but I’d basically put something that sent out shocks and vibrations like a fucking car battery in me.
“That was hot,” Eugene praised when Brian turned it down.
“That was maybe too much,” I admitted, shivering as a slight vibration happened as he also changed the setting. “Not sure I wanted to feel an electrical socket spark down there.”
Brian winced. “Sorry. I thought it started on the lowest setting.”
I promised I was fine and went back to eating, gasping each time it went off in me. It was hard to eat knowing that was coming, but it was fun. I mean, it was fun the way four men stared at me with such lust I was about shaking with need.
The doorbell rang, and I frowned before my eyes went wide. “Shut it off.” Brian sighed. “Shut it off now.”
“It’s fine,” Carter promised as he got up to answer the door.
“Zeno’s still here,” I snapped.
“Did we miss it?” Hagan asked as he and Reagan came into the apartment.
Brian groaned. “I said I’d do the webcam. I didn’t invite you guys.”
“Yeah, but, well, we needed to see it,” Hagan defended. He looked at me and shrugged. “I couldn’t not come when I found out.”
“Found out what?” I asked, both of them giving Brian shocked looks.
“It’s what we talked about but more, and I offered for them not to miss it,” he muttered. He leaned in and kissed me. “I’m awesome, remember?”
“Mm-hm.” I gave him a doubting look. “What’s going on?”
“You gave Jonik head,” Hagan answered, Reagan shooting him a look. “He wasn’t running his mouth, but Dain realized how that might seem and wanted us to know what happened.”
I felt about two inches tall. Right, that was how I had accepted them as my mating candidates or claimed them as mine. “I didn’t realize.” I cursed under my breath. “I shouldn’t have done that before we are all okay again. I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be,” Reagan said gently, Hagan nodding agreement. “Our wolves are just riding us, and when Brian told us he had something planned, we were hoping we could be included like Axel and Eugene.”
“Um, apparently I don’t know what’s going on as I thought, but I won’t have sex with them until we’re back to sex.” I felt better for declaring that when I saw relief in their eyes. “I asked we start therapy again. Dain and I were supposed to, um, fall in step last night, but he had something planned because of a feeling.” I shrugged, hoping they understood I was a few steps behind on that as well.
“Did I miss anything?” Noah asked from the door, Carter standing there like he knew not to leave yet.
I never doubted him, and he was right, Dain and Jonik showing up next.
“Seriously?” I asked Brian, my look not all that friendly. I growled when I smelled the increase in lust on him. He wanted them to all watch. “Pushing it, and I don’t even know what’s going on.”
“You said you told her,” Dain complained.
“Well, you all showed up instead of the webcam,” he drawled.
“Wait, who’s with the boys?” I checked.
“Alok and Tasar, and they’re babysitting for the Evans,” he answered. “Apparently Topher has made them revisit the idea of having a baby, and they’re hoping to get it out of their system.”
I glanced at Carter who was clearly amused as he closed and locked the door as if to say everyone who would be able to join was there. “Why are you here?”
“I am your mating candidate,” he teased me. He didn’t want to settle down, and we both knew that was more of a deterrent for other vampires who might try to pressure me to mate them, but he liked being first in line on my playing around card.
Just what was Brian plotting?
“Everyone here has to give you one fantasy date and one night where you can use those restraints for your bed on them,” Brian blurted.
I blinked at him and about fell off my chair when they started agreeing. Oh fuck. What was he seriously plotting?
“Any more secret guests?” I checked with Dain. “No webcam or calls?”
“No, this is just for those you know best, and I don’t want other men not dedicated to you to see any of this. They’re not worthy.” His tone was so firm, icy at the idea of others seeing it, that I bit back a shiver.
Oh, no, that was the toy in me. I about inhaled my food as did the others, ready to find out what was going on. I cleaned up my mess and was about to ask… When Brian locked my wrists behind my back with his cuffs. I shivered, and I knew he felt it.
“Yeah, I miss this too,” he murmured. “They were pissed I didn’t share our hours in the dungeon when they share with me. That’s why I invited them.”
“I didn’t realize that was what you were plotting,” I admitted.
“There’s more, but she will like it, I promise.”
“Don’t ruin the outfit. Gayle worked hard on them, and we said we’d play with them again maybe for the club.”
“Yeah, I would never risk even stretching it when you look so fucking good in it,” he promised as he ran his hands over my body and licked my ear. “Will you show them what you give me, babe? What we share?” His hand slid under my skirt and teased my clit while the toy started constantly going but softly. “Give me you tonight, Sera. Let me own you tonight like you own us totally and completely.”
“You are so fucking spoiled,” I moaned as my siren about did backflips at playing games and having fun. “Turnabout is fair play, Bri. You’ve said I can explore anal with you and tying you up.”
“Yeah, please do. I want to with you.”
Shit, I was in. Whatever it was, I was in. I glanced at him over my shoulder. “Am I getting on my knees for you, Chief?”
“Fuck, don’t, just don’t,” he moaned, hugging me to him. “I want to draw this out and let you explore. You ramp me up any more and I’m going to blow and constantly.” He raised my top and then showed me what was next.
Nipple clamps. I swallowed loudly, thinking they weren’t the
mean ones with the teeth that seemed over the top. Oh, and they vibrated.
Fuck me.
“You guys get the remotes since this was your idea,” Brian said, tossing them to Axel and Eugene.
“Not you getting a blow job in front of us,” Eugene grumbled.
I might have warned them to behave, but they changed settings and turned on the clamps, and I forgot much of anything. Brian brought me by the huge couch so everyone could sit and then helped me kneel so I didn’t just drop.
And apparently I liked vibrating toys, that much attention, and/or not knowing what was in store for me because I was pretty sure I gave my most enthusiastic blow job ever. Like ever. Brian did not last long and didn’t seem to be complaining. He lifted me off the floor and put me on the counter, returning the favor as the toys went wild.
I didn’t even care it was awkward to have my hands cuffed behind me, the orgasm was so good. I begged them to stop and for more, which wasn’t something I could have at the same time, and I wasn’t sure what I wanted to be honest.
More. I was getting more. He carried me to one of the guest rooms that the boys normally used, and I realized what they’d been doing in my apartment while I was in the bath.
“See if I trust you again,” I grumbled to Carter.
“You will,” he chuckled.
I rolled my eyes, studying the large sex swing stand that was all set up and ready to go. It took me a moment to catch up, but then I remembered the twins and boys had the mistress apartment now, so I didn’t need to have a bed in there. They’d moved it all down the hall.
It was still slightly weird to pick that room, but then again, they’d slept in all of my guest rooms. The toy moved faster and again, I didn’t care about much else but fun.
“Fine, yes, fine,” I moaned. “Someone put a lock on the door, and this stays between us. It’s my home office from now until forever, and fine, you win.”
“Done,” several agreed at once.
“Babe, will you again?” Brian asked gently as he cupped my face, a desperate need in his eyes.
I had a flash of how he’d looked when I’d gotten off the plane, Apollo bringing me home after he’d come for me, and how Brian had looked ten years older. Remembering how my being gone had done that to him because he loved me that fucking much. I only had one answer.
“Yeah, Bri, I’ll always again, I swear it,” I whispered against his lips before dropping to my knees. I’d give him anything. I would. He did so much for me, put up with what I wouldn’t—like other people in my bed—and always showed how much he cared.
Yes, my answer would always be I’d go again for whatever he wanted.
And I did. I even pushed him to use the damn pigtails when I saw he wanted to. He returned the favor again too, as that was just who he was.
“I don’t have work tomorrow,” I panted when he was done with me or at least the toy stopped and so did his tongue. “You should make it hard for me to sit. Give me that much, Bri.”
“Mind reader,” he chuckled, leaning over and giving me a soft kiss. “Fuck, I so want to. Really? I want that moment—”
“I know,” I promised, not making him say that. He wanted that moment I’d had with Dain after we’d mated and had sex all weekend where I was tender to sit down and we were all snuggly. He wanted to not only make me that tender but then have me curled up on his lap and close to him all day tomorrow. “I want that too.”
“You are so amazing.” He smiled at me as he took off the clamps and removed the toy. “And showing you that is part of the fun today.”
“Huh?”
I found out fast. Carter unlocked my wrists and then restrained my ankles and wrists in the swing so I was spread all out for him. I raised an eyebrow at him, but he just knelt down and had me for dessert while using a toy on me. I came when he bit me, pulling against my restraints as I rode my pleasure.
He gave me a while to calm down, leaning over and giving me sweet kisses while thanking me for letting him share in this. Fine, he was forgiven and could stay.
Dain went next and did the same, driving me fucking crazy as I felt his emotions and more through our bond. It was different than my siren or clairvoyant side. This was like after we’d mated and we were echoing each other. He obviously knew what it was and how to use it because he smirked at me as he leaned over and gave me a soft kiss. “I know my wife and what pleases her, never doubt that, Sera.”
I made a noise I hoped sounded like I agreed. My eyes went wide as Axel knelt down. “Are each of you seriously going?”
“Fuck yeah,” Eugene and a few others growled.
Okay then.
Axel and Eugene clearly had a lot of experience and seemed to know exactly where to touch and what to do because I thought my heart might seriously give out, it was so intense.
“Shit, fuck, love you, Bri,” I moaned but sort of whimpered. Then I caught up as enough blood returned to my brain, seeing them talking and smirking at each other. “You’re competing.” I wanted to roll my eyes at myself. Right, they’d all come in with something in their hands. “You all brought different toys.”
“Yup, and we’re going to put the ‘win’ back in ‘twins,’” Hagan promised, bumping fists with Reagan.
I glanced around to all the excited looks that were also full of lust. “You’re all pervs, and I adore you.” I couldn’t believe they were so into the idea of helping me like anal sex and fun and so into me. “What’s the prize?”
Reagan snorted. “Besides getting to please you?”
I flushed so fast I wasn’t shocked when a few of them groaned.
“Two full weekends of you to themselves when you’re light on cases and can take full weekends,” Brian answered, his eyes telling me he wanted that win.
But they all did.
“I’m so not declaring a winner,” I groaned.
“We are,” Dain promised. “We sense more, they smell more, and we know who’s in the lead.”
“I’m pretty sure I am,” I chuckled, smiling brightly at them. Yeah, that sounded about right. “The names on these things are seriously amusing.”
“And next we have the ‘Triple Delight,’” Hagan told me, holding up his choice with commercial shoot flare. “It has clit vibrating stimulation, a rotating and vibrating dildo, and complete with pleasure giving anal beads made to make all women scream your name.”
I wasn’t the only one who laughed, glad we could laugh about fun stuff again.
The toy did deserve its name, and Hagan’s pitch was confirmed not long after we started. I blinked up at him with wide eyes, my body shuddering as it tried to come back down from overdrive.
“I know what makes my lover happy,” he murmured against my lips, and for the first time I didn’t flinch, thinking of when he hadn’t. He didn’t brush it off though. “As long as I’m not drowning and paying attention as I should.”
“Me too,” I told him, glad he wasn’t just forgetting it had happened, but I didn’t want him to apologize forever either. I figured it was understandable for both of us until we were back in step where we had been. That was my current theory at least.
I thought it was pretty good.
Reagan followed up with the “Climax Intensifier,” and it lived up to its name as well.
After that Dain called a time out, knowing they were pushing too far for not needing a break in between. It was only Noah and Jonik left, but my body just needed a break, and the glass of wine I got while curled up on Brian’s lap and wearing a robe was nice.
“Shit, I’m so hard knowing you’re squirming,” he groaned, kissing along my neck. “I love you.”
“Love you too,” I murmured as I nibbled on his ear how he loved. He didn’t hog me though, letting me snuggle with Noah for a bit too. He was so fucking busy now that he was Master of Chicago that we’d barely gotten to see each other lately. “How are you?”
“Better now. I needed this fun too.”
“Anything I can do?”
“No, but I might ask Dain for some help,” he admitted. “We keep untangling more and more shit Vlad was pulling or layers or whatever he hid. Knowing him, he did it just so if anyone took over it would be a complete fuck off from the grave.”
“Yeah, that sounds like him,” I sighed, wanting to kill again that asshole we’d both thought our friend once. “Want to go have kinky sex somewhere?”
“Yes, always,” he chuckled. “And I think we should lift the ban on me coming here or sleeping over. No one cares. Like no one cares. I’ve got more comments asking if we’re okay since I’m not seeing you than anyone mentioning I’m yours.”
I glanced at Carter who nodded. “Okay, but I’ll come stay there a night now that you’ve renovated and Nina cleansed the everything there. I think that’s an important message to send.”
“Thank you.” He wouldn’t have asked for it, but it would solidify that he didn’t answer to me and we were just leaders who were together.
Even if he was totally mine and did answer to me in some ways. It was the optics. I might not have much patience for that, but I was getting better at watching out for them.
Noah went next after the break, and I was honestly to the point I couldn’t tell who was ranked where. Jonik too made me scream, so really I was happy I enjoyed it all so much.
“Hagan,” Dain declared after a few moments of discussion with Carter and Eugene. “We all agree Hagan won.”
“And we agreed to split the prize if we won,” he told me, gesturing between him and Reagan.
“I can suffer through a weekend alone with each of you. I think it’s pretty perfect,” I admitted, knowing that would be the best time to finally, finally get back to being us. Hell, I wanted to ask Dain if he’d rigged it that way, but I could see he was honestly disappointed he didn’t win, so I threw that out.
And then all thought left my head again as Brian showed me more fun with the rig and how it raised me to the perfect height for him. He took me on my back, then on my stomach, then we moved to the bed and he folded me up, and finally he moved me over him so my back was touching his chest.
“You are a fucking machine,” I groaned, my whole body aching. I smelled guilt coming off of him and realized something I’d been missing. I glanced at him and saw it in his eyes, turning my face into the comforter.