“Okay, forget I brought it up.”
Another grin then I gave him a quiet, “I’m fine, Diesel.”
“Molly worries.”
Bullshit.
I was sure she did.
But that was also him.
“I’m good,” I promised (lie). “Essence is crazy. And crazy lovable. I got work that’s interesting. The cats are all getting fat and they have her wonderland of a house and garden to hang in, but they all want to be here, so I got company most of the time, even if it’s feline. But cats kick ass. So I’m happy.”
Except for Essence and her cats, that was all a lie.
I was going to hell.
“All right,” he gave in.
“And tell Molly no worries about the bridesmaid gig. I’d rather not stand in front of a yard full of people and bawl with happiness. I can do that sitting next to Erin.”
“I’ll tell her.”
“And give her a hug from me. Maddox too.”
“I’ll hug Molly. But I don’t hug Mad. I fuck him.”
I could hear that big brother tease.
I also had never got that openness from Diesel, until recently. The love he had for Maddox (and all the rest) had always been shrouded in Dude.
It was not a secret that they fucked.
It just was not out there that they fucked.
But now, he gave that love to Mad openly.
And the love he had for Mad to everybody.
So I didn’t want my brother teasing me about his sex life. If I didn’t mind it, it wouldn’t be a tease.
I was still happy he was finally at one with it.
And really, you got down to it, I didn’t mind it.
So I teased back on a cried, “Oh my God! Just shoot me!”
“I fuck Molly too.”
“Stop!”
“Need to get you a man,” he paused, “and another man.”
“I can’t even take care of a cat, D. You’re the one with the big heart. I’m the one with the desire for a kickass wardrobe.”
“My baby sister is so full of shit.”
Totally teasing.
“Go away. I need to meditate.”
“Say what?”
“Meditate.”
“When’d you start doing that?”
Around about the time my best friend was murdered.
“It clears the mind. Centers you.”
“Did you move to Boulder and not tell us?”
More grinning. “No.”
“Christ, don’t let Essence get into your head.”
“She’s the bomb diggity.”
“She’s a nut. Give her our love. I gotta go. Mad’s home. And Mol’s got dinner ready.”
“Okay, bro. Love you. Love to them. And can’t wait for the celebration.”
“Me either, baby doll. Love you back.”
“Yeah!” I heard Molly shout through D’s phone. “Love you, Rebel.”
Then I heard jostling and Maddox’s deep, rough voice came at me. “Hey, babe. You good?”
I plopped back on the bed and looked to the ceiling.
I also smiled.
“Yeah, Mad. I’m good.”
“Work good?”
I started laughing.
Nope.
Not a beach and mai tais.
I was moving to Phoenix when this was done.
I needed love, the functional kind, and theirs was the only kind of that I had.
And there was a lot of it.
“Yes, Maddox. Work is good. You?”
His voice rumbled at me.
Diesel and Maddox and Molly, they’ll lose their shit.
Hank didn’t get in there.
Eddie didn’t either.
Neither had Jimmy.
But Rush Allen, his hair, eyes and the smell of leather and fresh air and tang . . .
Damn.
I stared at my bedroom ceiling and listened to my brother’s man share his love for me.
I needed it.
So I absorbed it.
But somehow, after I’d been hijacked by a biker, I realized I needed more.
And I’d probably have to be alive in order to get it.
So yeah.
Damn.
Chew
The cunt was dead.
Dead.
Chew watched Harrietta watching Millie walking out of LeLane’s with her cart full of groceries.
The bitch was playing him with Valenzuela, with that porn director snatch, and now she was watching Millie.
Her trashy eyes did not get to watch Millie.
Oh no.
Fuck no.
The cunt was dead.
He’d only kept her around because she cooked and cleaned and didn’t mind taking his cock however he gave it.
She didn’t think he knew she was pissed at him Cammy got her throat slit?
Was she stupid?
Yeah. She was stupid.
He knew she was making moves.
Passed out after sucking back her vodka, it was all in her fucking phone.
And he was good at a follow, rarely got made, but he didn’t think she even looked to see if she had a tail.
Dumb cunt.
She was gone.
But he’d find someone else.
Women liked doing that shit for a man who provided for them.
So, his resources were running low.
He’d bounce back.
He just had to get his shit together.
He would.
He’d find a way.
It’d all be golden again once he got those bones and got Tack out of the way.
Chaos would pay big for those bones.
Huge.
And he had plans.
Crank knew where it was at.
He’d just been stupid enough to get snatch involved.
Snatch fucked everything up.
Snatch got Crank dead.
Or Tack did it, and Crank’s own brothers.
Mutiny.
It made Chew sick.
It had been near-on two decades, and if he let himself think long on it, he still could barely stop himself from hurling.
Now Chew would use Crank’s way, do it smart, all him, no snatch, tear that Club apart, fuck them up, send them reeling.
He knew just the way.
So . . .
Yeah.
Soon, it’d all be golden.
But that bitch was gone.
Millie?
No one followed Millie.
No one, but him.
Cats Sensed Her as Their Queen
Rush
That same night . . .
Rush pulled his bike up across the street from the house that shared a number with the house where Rebel Stapleton lived.
Except Rebel’s number had an added “¾.”
He’d never seen an address like that.
Now he was getting a feeling he understood it.
The house was about five blocks from the huge pad where his brother High and his woman Millie lived.
This house was like theirs, huge and on a massive lot.
It was also Pepto Bismol pink with white trim, and the entire lot looked overgrown with masses of greenery like it belonged in Florida, not the arid climate of the Mile High City.
He swung off his bike, moved across the street and jogged up the steps to a porch suffocatingly decked out in planted pots and a variety of furniture, some of that (the tables) covered in more pots or candlesticks, lanterns or other knickknacks, some of it (the chairs and lounges and swings) swathed in scarves or blankets or bright-colored pads.
He hit the bell and his body automatically jerked in surprise when he heard the loud, long, slow succession of different notes sounding like they were banged on gongs coming from inside.
He stared at the window in the door that was covered in something printed in paisley.
He waited.
He did not want to ring that bell again, but no one was answering the door.
He looked left, saw some steps down from the porch that led into the overgrown bush that was the side yard, and was about to head that way thinking it’d lead him to ¾, when he sensed movement.
He turned back to the door, looked down, and saw a short elderly lady had pulled back the paisley.
She, against what even he would advise, instantly opened the door to a tall, fit man in a Club cut that she did not know.
But once the door was opened, it was Rush who fought taking a step back.
She was wearing an I Dream of Jeannie outfit, but all in purples and greens, and instead of harem pants, the bottom was a skirt made of filmy scarves.
What the fuck?
“Howdy!” she cried.
“Uh, hey,” he replied. “I’m looking for Rebel St—”
He didn’t get that out.
Her blue eyes brightened, her mouth spread in a huge-ass smile, and she lifted both hands.
Cha-ching!
Christ, she had finger cymbals.
“My Rebel girl’s got a hot one!” she exclaimed. She then narrowed her eyes at him. “Please tell me you’re sleeping with her.”
Again.
What the fuck?
“Uh—”
She cut him off, not that he knew what to say. “Or want to sleep with her.”
Rush shut his mouth.
She brightened again and another cha-ching!
“Excellent!” she shouted.
“I take it she lives here,” he noted in order to move this along.
She nodded. “Out the back.” Cha ching. “I’ll show you.”
Before he could tell her he could find his own way (even if in that green tangle he wasn’t sure he could), she moved out onto the porch on bare feet, toes painted varying shades, all of them from a rainbow, shutting the door behind her and forcing Rush to get out of her way.
She then hustled to the side where Rush had seen the steps.
Without a choice, he followed her.
“Okay, I’m assuming with your Club cut that you aren’t into trad, you know, convention, or judgment, but it’s important to me, especially with my Rebel girl, not to be a cock blocker, so don’t judge her by me.”
While he processed a woman in an I Dream of Jeannie outfit who looked like a grandmother saying the words “cock blocker” and knowing what a cut was, she stopped one step down toward the wilds and looked up at him.
“I’m seventy-three, I bet you wouldn’t have guessed that.”
He stared into her cute, but very lined face framed by a big head of long, thick, curled, attractive but very gray hair on her tiny body, and he could see with the flesh exposed, sagging skin, and decided not to reply.
She swiveled her hips. “I stay young and supple belly dancing, among other things. I also participated in an orgy at Woodstock.” She leaned up to him. “The Woodstock. I was tripping. Primo LSD. I don’t remember all of it. I do remember elephants watching, though I’m pretty sure they weren’t real. The sex was still rad.”
This was way too much information.
“In other words,” cha-ching, “I’m a dyed-the-wool hippie,” she declared.
“Right,” he muttered, deciding not to tell her the finger cymbals and rainbow toes had already communicated that.
As well as a lot of other shit.
She turned and skipped gracefully down the steps, and that made her seem like she was sixteen years old.
She did this talking and with him following her.
“Now, Rebel girl’s got a far-out aura. She’s all pink and orange and blue.” She looked over her shoulder at him. “And tons of red.”
She winked like he knew what the fuck she was talking about and again turned forward as she moved him through a path made of wide, randomly set stones that led through a jungle, which grew direct from the earth and a shit-ton of pots, huge to small.
This was punctuated with a variety of seating areas from either furniture or blankets or pads or pillows or poofs on the ground.
There was also a variety of shit hanging from branches: wind chimes, candle holders, beads, stained glass, dream catchers, Chinese lanterns. And other shit peppering the earth: gnomes, goddess statues, laughing Buddhas, Kokopelli, sun dials. And more shit tacked to tree trunks: green men, a tie-dye sign that said Peace, Love and Fairy Dust, a portrait of Frida Kahlo.
Christ.
She stopped to hold a low hanging branch out of his way as he passed her, then he stopped so she could lead again, all the while she babbled.
“She lost the green she used to have, and there’s been a lot of gray for a long time, which I must admit, I find concerning, but nothing can diminish her multi-hued wonder.”
“Right,” he muttered again.
She again stopped, this time abruptly, and on the narrow path fenced in by vegetation, he had no choice but to stop with her.
“But even though she’s a lot of pink, she’s no flower child.”
“Okay,” he said.
Her eyes went up and down his length. “I could totally see her as a biker babe.”
Rush said nothing.
She leaned toward him, this time conspiratorially even though, as far as he knew, no one was anywhere near. “Can you imagine the wind in all her gah-lor-ee-us red hair?”
He could imagine something in that hair, but even as much as he’d like her on the back of his bike, he wanted to start with his fingers.
“Yeah,” he answered.
She smiled again. “I bet you can.” She recommenced walking. “I love her. Adore her. Not only is she an awesome tenant, she’s my yin.”
“Your what?”
She halted again and turned back to him. “Yin to my yang. I’m fairy dust. She’s curls of steel. Still delicate, and beautiful, but slivered from strength. Not magic. I’m air and water. She’s earth and fire. I’m a petal. She’s the root. I’m a sunbeam. She’s a moonbeam. Opposites attract, my boy.” She wagged a bony finger complete with one side of a cymbal up at him. “Remember that.”
She started walking again, and fortunately not too much farther they hit a low, white picket fence that wouldn’t contain a three-year-old, was wound with some green-leafed vine and randomly every few slats, at the top, a rainbow-colored peace sign was painted on it.
Beyond that, more of the stone path that led to another house, this one much smaller, surrounded by greenery. It was painted turquoise and had boxes filled with trailing plants and flowers in each window.
“Here she is!” she cried.
She skipped through a low gate that was hanging drunkenly open and useless and not only because it was overwhelmed by vines, to the front door Rush would swear he saw in a Peter Jackson movie.
It was then he saw the cats roaming around.
A gray one slinking over a window box.
A black one snoozing in the lap of a large meditating gnome.
A black and white one sitting, tail twitching, in the shadow by the door.
“She’s not a cat lady, I am. I have twelve. They know I’m their minion. So they gravitate to Rebel because they scent her as their queen,” the woman declared before knocking on the door and shouting, “Rebel girl! Open up. And I hope you have condoms!”
Jesus Christ.
The door opened and Rebel stood there looking like she belonged there wearing a colorful silk scarf wrapped around the top of her head, the rest of her spectacular hair flowing out under it, a big misshapen tee in a dark pink that fell to her hips, made sexy because it was falling off one shoulder, and a tight, faded jean skirt, its ragged hem hitting her at her upper thighs.
Bare feet with toes painted one color.
Red.
Great legs.
Tanned.
Long.
No surprise.
All gorgeous.
“If you don’t have prophylactics, darling, I have plenty,” the woman announced.
Rebel tore her pretty blue eyes off Rush and looked to her landlady.
“Jes
us, Essence, did you trip him out with all your hippie shit?”
“Of course I did, dear. Trial by fire,” the woman replied.
“Please tell me you didn’t share your Woodstock orgy story,” she begged.
“First thing I shared,” the woman, apparently called Essence, bragged.
Rebel pointed a finger, in what Rush suspected but couldn’t be certain after the winding route they took was toward the Pepto Bismol house, the sight of which had long since been lost to the jungle. “Go find Major Nelson.”
Essence threw her head back and roared with laughter.
While she did, Rebel smiled at her.
And the earth stood still.
He didn’t know her. He’d seen her twice, been in her actual presence once, and flipped through a number of pictures of her.
He had no idea the weight she carried on her face.
Not until then.
Not until it lightened and grew incredibly more beautiful with humor and the clear and unhidden affection she had for this crazy old lady.
Oh yeah.
If his first meet with this firebrand hadn’t clenched it (and it had), that did.
He was definitely fucking her, more than once.
If she was even a decent lay and she ever smiled at him like that, he was keeping Rebel Stapleton for a long time.
Essence stopped laughing and started to move toward where he’d stopped midway up Rebel’s walk.
“I’ll let you two young ’uns commune.” She halted at him, looked up, and he braced because hippie dippie was gone. She might be made of petals and fairy dust, but the woman had her brand of steel. “You hurt her, I know some Hell’s Angels and they’ll tear you apart,” she warned low, rearranged her face, threw a smile over her shoulder at Rebel and called, “Peace out,” before she skipped to the gate, through the opening, and was swallowed by the city wilderness.
“Could you find your way out of here?” Rebel asked, and he twisted back to her. “Or if I shut the door in your face, will you be lost in Essence’s fairy garden forever and become a biker gnome?”
He moved the rest of the way up the walk, saying, “I don’t wanna find out.”
She didn’t get out of the door, so he had to stop at it, feeling vines drifting in his hair.
Jesus.
“Is this surprise visit going to annoy me?” she asked.
“Probably,” he answered.
She started to shake her head. “Rush—”
“Baby, unless you got an oven in there you cook kids in, let me in so we can talk without me strong armin’ your shit to get you to do what I want you to do.”
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