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Copenhagen Tales

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by Helen Constantine


  so grand that they have the right to keep their hats on before

  his throne! And similarly do we honour our God, not by

  crawling, but by holding our heads up high before him!

  ‘Nevertheless’, he continued still more slowly, ‘some

  petty human woes we shall always have, since we are

  humans and fools. Would you care to hear them?’

  ‘Yes, that is what I said’, answered the one called

  Orosmane.

  ‘Then hear’, said Yorick, ‘the first of our woes. You would

  see, were you to look closer, that Lise’s salt tears have worn

  pathways, two noble runnels through the rouge on her

  cheeks which recently she took much trouble to apply. This

  for the simple reason that in a squabble another young lady

  in this house called her an alabaster whore! If I had just two

  rixdollars—which alas I do not—I should this very night go

  into town to procure some object of alabaster so that Lise

  might comprehend with what a feminine masterstroke her

  normally uncommonly good friend Nille described her per-

  son. Ah, how I long to console Lise! For you must know,

  Orosmane, that I owe a great deal to this girl, far more than

  the paltry four marks which in her goodness she has allowed

  me to have on credit for the time being. What a boon and

  blessing for the likes of myself, and solace to our souls as well as our bodies, that such girls exist!’

  Orosmane looked at Lise, who tossed her head and

  turned away.

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  ‘Your debt with Lise, Poet’, he said, with a gracious

  movement of the hand, ‘shall be borne by us. Tomorrow

  she will receive an alabaster jar containing 100 rixdollars.

  For know this: no whore shall ever weep in our city. No,

  they shall hold high office—comme d’un peuple poli les

  femmes adorées. No less of a boon and a blessing is it for

  the likes of oneself that such girls exist.’

  ‘Bénissons le seigneur, Lise’, said Yorick.

  ‘And now’, said Orosmane, ‘now let les prudes, all

  righteous dames weep over their hymn books in resent-

  ment at our generosity to Lise. For there is no generosity in

  them at all. They mince and flounce and simper just to

  dupe and ruin us. And’—he burst out, his face suddenly

  twisting with anger and bitterness—‘and in bed they want

  to talk!’

  ‘Well said, Sire!’ said Yorick. ‘In bed they want to talk,

  the impossible creatures! At the very moment we have

  granted them our entire being up to—and beyond—the

  limits of our strength, granted them our life and our

  eternity—then they want to talk! They know nothing of

  man’s, of mankind’s unutterable longing for silence, and

  the relief of silence. Instead they wish to hear from us

  whether there is life after death, or if that adrienne

  model which they wore yesterday became them!’

  Orosmane thought long, and again that little grin

  played over his face.

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  ‘Do you know something?’ he said. ‘Something Kirch-

  off told me?—Well, in paradise Adam and Eve went on all

  fours, just like the dumb animals they lived among. There-

  fore in those days Adam kept his sex beneath him, in the

  shelter of his body, in accordance with his perception of les

  décences, which far exceeds that of women. But his lady

  wife could hide nothing, went about entirely exposed to his

  gaze. Then one day Madame Eve got up on her two legs,

  and assured her husband that only this posture and this

  manner of walking befitted human beings. And thereby

  immediately she concealed her own sex, and from that

  moment could practically deny all knowledge of it. But

  lo!—from that day on Adam had to carry his own on full

  display before him, revealing for all the world how very

  accurately his maker had shaped and crafted him for his

  wife’s secret little crucible. So then Madame was able to

  strut about and make the sign of the cross and shrill: “Oh

  my God, what is the world coming to?!”—Good, eh? But

  yes, yes, tell me, isn’t that precisely how it is? And therefore’, he finished, with a fleeting but intense grimace, ‘therefore

  the more inoffensive a woman and the more inclined to

  resemble a dumb animal and go down on all fours, the

  greater ease man finds in her company. Is it not so?’

  ‘It is! It certainly is’, answered Yorick with a laugh.

  ‘You put it well! And in fact I too have thought the same

  before tonight. For see here, Orosmane—I have never had

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  the opportunity of observing Lise at her meal, but when-

  ever I have pictured her it has been plain to me she does

  not dine or sup like the rest of us, but of necessity must

  graze like a white lamb in the meadow. Down by the

  murmuring brook—down there in the shade!’

  Orosmane studied Yorick for a while, and then his

  young face smoothed over.

  ‘Not here’, he said with dignity, ‘not tonight will we

  speak of Kirchoff. He is a scoundrel, a valet de chambre

  who should definitely not put his words in Lise’s ears, or in

  yours or our own! What were we talking about?’

  ‘About our woes’, said Yorick. ‘And about your muni-

  ficence which has drowned Lise’s sorrows.’

  ‘Yes’, said Orosmane. ‘Lise’s sorrows. And now yours.

  How many sorrows do you have?’

  ‘I have two sorrows’, answered Yorick, ‘since Lise has

  almost finished mending my stocking, and thereby most

  lovingly removed my third. And one of the two is this:

  there is a hole in the sole of my shoe and it lets in a great

  deal of water—but never mind, I have more or less grown

  used to it. My other sorrow, Orosmane, is this: that I am

  not almighty.’

  ‘Omnipotence?’ said Orosmane slowly. ‘You want

  omnipotence?’

  ‘Alas’, said Yorick, ‘forgive me for coming to you with

  so worn, so banal a complaint! But all we sons of Adam

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  have an unutterable longing for omnipotence, just as

  though we had been accustomed to it, born and bred to

  it—and afterwards had been grievously and cruelly

  deprived of it.’

  ‘So you wish for absolute power, do you?’ asked

  Orosmane as before, fixedly regarding his host. ‘Ha!

  Then come to me—I have it! I have it, so everyone tells

  me. Didn’t they put a crown on my head and a sceptre in

  my hand—Danneskjold and the Lord Chamberlain him-

  self carried my train. They even swore to it in rhyme—wait

  a moment and I shall remember it and quote it to you.’

  He bethought himself a while, then calmly and clearly

  recited:

  ‘What shall I call thee, our young Solomon?

  A King, a God
?—Oh both, for see, your seal

  Is stamped with wisdom and omnipotence:

  Almighty Monarch with a mind divine!

  ‘Did you perhaps create this verse yourself, you who are a

  poet?’

  ‘No, not this verse’, said the poet.

  ‘Well, so would you like to be me?’ asked Orosmane in

  a high merry voice. ‘Should we swap roles tonight, and see

  if we feel any different? For do you know what? Just now,

  when you handed me the glass, I was of the opinion it was

  you who was all-powerful.’

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  ‘You are right once again, Sire’, said Yorick. ‘Of all here

  in Copenhagen, probably you and I, the monarch and the

  poet, come nearest to possessing absolute power. No, we

  should feel no difference.’

  At this point in the conversation Lise got up to remove

  the apples from the stove before they started burning. She

  put them on the table and sprinkled sugar on them with

  her fingers, so that her guests could regale themselves at

  their leisure. From time to time, while the others talked on,

  she took a mouthful herself, leaving a trace of crimson on

  the apple flesh, and licked her fingers. Orosmane followed

  her movements with his eyes, but absentmindedly, as if

  only half-seeing her.

  ‘All sons of Adam, you said!’ he exclaimed. ‘Then what

  of his wife’s brood, what about the females of this world?

  Do you honestly suppose they have no craving for omnip-

  otence? You may be certain my sweet Katrine would love

  nothing more than to govern the world, just as our con-

  sort’s preneuse de puces would like nothing more than to

  determine our own bedtime!’

  ‘No, probably they do not crave it’, said Yorick. ‘But for

  one reason alone: in her heart every woman believes her-

  self all-powerful already. And they are right to believe so.

  Look at Lise here! She hasn’t spoken a word during all our

  conversation, nor will she. And yet it is she who allows our

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  conversation to arise, and had she not been in this room it

  would never have happened!’

  ‘Well now,’ said Orosmane, ‘what would you do with

  your omnipotence? Because I’, he announced, and for a

  moment his delicate face assumed an astonishingly wild

  and fierce expression, ‘know very well what I should most

  like to do with mine!’

  ‘Mon Soudane’, said Yorick humbly. ‘I should like to

  live.’

  Orosmane considered a moment. ‘Why?’ he asked.

  ‘Well’, said Yorick,.‘It is genuinely the case, sauf votre

  respect, that people would like to live. First of all they

  would like to live from today until tomorrow, and what

  they need for this to happen is food. It is not easy to

  procure. And when we starve we moan and we howl, not

  from the pain precisely, but because in our stomachs we

  can feel our life itself is threatened. That is why a baby cries

  for the breast, because it wants to live from today until

  tomorrow—though it knows not what that means!

  ‘But next’, he went on, ‘we desire to live longer than

  from today until tomorrow, and somewhat longer than the

  lamentable span of years called a lifetime. We desire to live

  down through the generations, through the ages. For this

  to happen we need to take another in our arms, we need a

  beloved who will receive, house and bring forth this our

  earthly everlasting life. That is why a youth will moan and

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  howl—even in verse, some of us—because he yearns for

  his own blood to greet the dawn and the rising moon a

  hundred years hence. And because with all his blood and

  in every limb he feels that if he is denied a loving embrace

  his very life will be denied him.

  ‘But lastly’, he concluded very slowly, ‘lastly and most

  powerfully man desires life everlasting.’

  ‘Ah yes’, said Orosmane, ‘life everlasting, I know all

  about what that is. Much praise was heaped on my old

  tutor Nielsen when I performed so well in my catechism.’

  And quickly he reeled off: ‘The forgiveness of sins, the

  resurrection of the body, and the life everlasting! Is that

  what you want?’

  ‘More or less’, said Yorick. ‘Even though my body is

  not what I take most pride in. Light enough in itself, and

  yet often a burden and terribly painful to carry around. As

  far as I am concerned it can stay where it is, and I could

  then contemplate it from a distance and gloat a little. Even

  so—I never cease to hope for everlasting life and can’t

  resign myself to being without it.

  ‘But you, Sire, being the Lord’s anointed’, he continued,

  ‘are sitting very pretty, being assured of eternal bliss

  amongst your hallowed forbears. My own poor soul, though,

  blunders about in uncertainty, both blinded by the light and

  shrinking from the dark, and in this wise must duly suffer

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  both the gnawing hunger and the unquenchable longing for

  the loving embrace. Alas, and I would so like to help it!’

  Orosmane, his fond memories of former glories re-

  awakened, now proceeded to declaim these lines from an

  old Danish hymn:

  ‘How sweet to taste

  All that His house doth own,

  To know no waste

  Who stand before His throne!

  And there to see

  The persons three

  Who reign above alone!’

  Losing the thread of the verse, he broke off and gazed

  intently first at his own hand, and then at Lise and Yorick.

  Yorick too grew thoughtful, pausing a while, before

  taking a sip from his glass.

  ‘Yes’, he said at last. ‘It may well be very sweet to taste,

  and the house up above undoubtedly has much to offer.

  But what I would never dare confide to anyone I shall

  tonight confide to you, Orosmane—because you under-

  stand everything one says to you: never shall I quite be able

  to turn my back on this earth! Yes, I have kept it ever alive

  in my thoughts, just as when I was a boy I kept a bird

  in a cage alive, and a plant in the window, by giving it

  water when it was thirsty, turning it towards the sun, and

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  covering it at night. This earth has been so delectable and

  precious to me. From up there I would ever be on the look-

  out to see if it could survive without me. Oh, and I would

  insist it preserve me, I would so long to see my heavenly

  bliss reflected far down there, as in a mirror. Do you know

  what that sort of reflection is called?’

  ‘No, I do not’, answered Orosmane.

  ‘It is called mythos!’ cried Yorick, in a transport. �
�My

  mythos—that is the earthly mirror of my heavenly exis-

  tence. And mythos in the Greek language means speech. Or

  at least—for I’m not so well up in Greek, and learned folk

  might think me wrong in this—you and I, just for tonight,

  will agree to interpret it this way. Uncommonly pleasing

  and delectable is speech, Orosmane, so we feel tonight.

  Yet, before speech, and higher than speech, we must rec-

  ognize a greater phenomenon. Logos! Logos, which in

  Greek means the word. And the Word created all things!’

  A certain rhythm to their mutual happy intoxication

  had, like some unimpeachable law, guided and borne

  along the speakers throughout their conversation. It now

  subtly seemed to part them, as when two dancers separate,

  and one, though still at hand and indispensable to the

  figure, momentarily stands inactive to one side to contem-

  plate his partner’s big solo. With a mighty movement, the

  room’s host swung away from his guest and took the stage

  on his own.

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  ‘Oh!’ he cried. ‘Oh how I have always loved the word—

  few have loved it so much as I! The secrets of its nature and

  its ways are familiar to me! Which is why I know and

  understand more than any other that at the moment my

  Almighty Father created me with His Word he also de-

  manded and expected of me that in time I should return to

  Him, bringing back His Word in the form of speech. This,

  and only this, shall be my work during my sojourn here on

  earth. Out of His divine logos—the creative force, the

  beginning—I will fashion my human mythos—the lasting

  record. Yes, and when through His infinite mercy I am

  once more united with Him in heaven, then the two of

  us—I abjectly and in tears, He with a smile—will gaze

  down and expect and demand that my mythos remain

  after me on earth.

  ‘Terrible’, he continued in an altered, and slower, more

  oppressive tempo, ‘terrible is the recognition of our obli-

  gation toward the Creator. Heavy and unremitting is the

  acorn’s obligation to yield Him the oak tree—yet it is

  lovely too, with its young leaves after the rain. And crush-

  ing in its weight is my own covenant with the Lord! Yet

  joyous too, and magnificent! For if only I can hold to it, no

  adversity or privation shall ever make me bend. No, on the

 

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