by Kate Elliott
“What do you wish me to say to him, mistress?”
“Ask him what his father means to do with me once we reach his lands.”
Jaelle coughed. She knew very well what was done with captured women, but the princess wore a kind of exalted calm like a mantle around her. “My lady, is it wise to ask—?”
“Ask him.”
Jaelle flinched. She knew that tone from her childhood. Her mother, with her exotic Northern paleness and her compliant nature, had been a prized slave in a nobleman’s house. “Yes, my lady.” She repeated the question in Taor to the young prince, if prince he was.
His shoulders stiffened, and behind him, his slave stirred restlessly. “Tell Princess Rusudani that she will be treated with the respect jaran show all women,” he said, for the first time sounding as curt as a prince. “Remind her that all the lands we ride through are jaran lands.”
Rusudani’s reply was swift. “Ask him if his father will send me back to my father, Prince Zakaria. My father will pay a handsome ransom for me.”
The question brought a strange expression to Prince Vasil’ii’s face. He did not reply immediately. Jaelle studied him surreptitiously. He was one of the dark barbarians, with their odd brown-black eyes and severe features. Most of them, though, like his slave, were as pale as she was, as if they shared Northern blood in common. “That will be decided by Bakhtiian and Mother Orzhekov and Mother Sakhalin, and the Prince of Jeds, and their council.”
“Ask him,” continued Rusudani in the same level voice, “if his father would accept ransom from the envoys of the Peregrine of the Church, for I was pledged to the service of Our Lord as a child.”
“I do not understand who is the Peregrine,” said Prince Vasil’ii. “But if she is pledged to your god, does that mean she is a priest?” He looked a little angry as he said it. Jaelle shrank back. A season ago she had never seen a barbarian, only heard tales of them. Now she traveled with them as a prisoner, and their arrogance and cold indifference bewildered her. Only the fair young man who helped her every evening had the slightest measure of the humility that God required of the faithful, but he was only a slave.
“What are you doing here, Vasha?” demanded a new voice, in Taor.
Jaelle started. The jaran princess was the most arrogant of the lot.
Prince Vasil’ii leapt to his feet, looking even angrier. He directed a long comment at Princess Katherine in their own language, to which she delivered a stinging retort. Through all this Rusudani sat with a heron’s stillness, waiting in quiet waters for a fish to swim too near.
“I beg your pardon,” said Lady Katherine to Rusudani, signing to Jaelle to translate, “if my cousin is disturbing you.” Her demeanor was so haughty that Jaelle could easily have believed that she was the child of the Bakhtiian, although she claimed only to be his cousin’s daughter. She wore a bow quiver slung over her back and she also wore wide trousers covered by a calf-length skirt. She was truly a barbarian!
“He is not disturbing me,” replied Rusudani coolly, but hard on her answer Prince Vasil’ii excused himself and stalked off. Princess Katherine, without excusing herself, chased him down, and they were not even out of earshot before they launched into a furious argument.
“Can you understand what they say, Jaelle?” asked Rusudani.
“No, my lady, I cannot. They speak in their own language.”
“You will learn it,” said Rusudani, and Jaelle could not tell whether she meant it as a command or a threat. “You will teach me Taor.” She bowed her head over clasped hands. Beyond, only half covered in darkness, the jaran princess embarked on a scathing diatribe which was interrupted explosively at intervals by the young man. “He must be a prince,” murmured Rusudani into her hands, “or else he would never speak to a woman of her rank in such a fashion.”
“I am surprised he does not beat her, then.”
“Do not try to understand those who are above you. In any case, I have heard that the women in their tribes are queens in their own right.”
Reflexively, Jaelle touched her middle finger to the tiny knife she wore on a chain around her neck. “Like the blessed Pilgrim,” she breathed, and felt the vaguest stirring of an inchoate hope.
“Not like the Pilgrim,” said Rusudani sharply, “blessed though she is. You must cleave to the True Church and end this profession of the heretic faith, Jaelle. I will go in now.” Rusudani closed the holy book and with it in her hands she retreated inside her tent.
Jaelle rose, dusted off her skirt, and rolled up the blouse she was mending. At once, she became aware of the slave’s presence—Stefan, that was his name. He did not move. The argument between his master and the jaran princess still raged, but at a lower volume.
As soon as she looked at him, he spoke, although like all the jaran men he did not look at her directly. “Is there any other way I can help you?” He had a quiet, modest voice, and spoke Taor as well as she did, although with a harsh accent.
Jaelle examined him warily. She recognized the look: He desired her. While it might be to her advantage to lie with a man so closely connected with a jaran nobleman, still, she couldn’t see what direct benefit such a union would bring her. In any case, if Rusudani found out that she had gone back to her old profession, she would be summarily cast out. That had been made clear at the outset.
“No,” she replied, and then, impulsively, because he had asked so gently, “thank you.”
He made a gesture with one shoulder, an embarrassed shrug, and turned away. Jaelle skirted the princess’s tent and headed out toward the trees to relieve herself. He followed her, and she stopped and turned to look at him, suddenly nervous.
He halted as well, looking uneasy. “Don’t go far,” he said abruptly, as if there was anywhere she could go. He walked away to the ring of guards and fell in with them. The old soldier named Zaiyt’zev let her through, seeing where she was headed, and he said a few words to her that she did not understand but which she took for the same warning as the young slave had given her. How odd that they should think so little of foreign women that they refused to look at them, and yet warn her on a dark night not to wander too far from camp. She knew already what happened to girls wandering alone in foreign lands, where they had neither family nor lord to protect them.
As she reached the line of trees and undergrowth, she clutched the Sunderer’s Knife that hung at her throat and mumbled a prayer to the blessed Pilgrim, who had wandered alone for so many years in search of Her Holy Brother’s remains. She had suffered, too, and through Her suffering taken upon herself the suffering of others. Here where the False Church reigned, they said that She was only a handmaiden, the sister who served the anointed Lord Hristain, whose Sundering at the hands of his jealous brother defined the wickedness of the world, but Jaelle knew they were wrong, that they heard the recitation of the Lord with closed ears.
Still, although Princess Rusudani was the worst kind of unbeliever, even desiring to enter the Order of Sisters who devoted their life to prayer, Rusudani had interceded with Sister Yvanne, who had at first refused to sell a holy relic to a woman she called a heretic. For that alone, Jaelle was grateful to her new mistress.
She relieved herself behind a screen of bushes and pressed farther forward, wanting to wash the smell of horses off her hands. She paused under the silent bower of trees at the river’s bank and waited, cautious, to be sure no one was near. The spill of the water over rocks melded with the low whisper of the wind, except it wasn’t windy. As she leaned forward, bracing herself on the trunk of a tree, the moon slipped out from behind her veil of clouds, and Jaelle saw a strange sight.
A jaran man sat on horseback in a shallow eddy of water where the river curved away out of sight. She recognized him instantly: He was the prince who had joined them with a troop of his men some days back. As fair as a Northerner, he had the pride which God finds most displeasing in a man, but he was clearly a man of consequence.
And he was close in conversation with a sol
dier who wore a dark surcoat over mail. Who or what this soldier was Jaelle could not tell, except that he was not a jaran man. She could not hear any part of their conversation save as a melismatic counterpoint to the river’s melody.
She did not move until the clouds swallowed the moon again and cast a cloak of darkness over the river. Then, cautiously, she retreated back to camp. The guards marked her return but asked nothing, not even the slave, whose notice now disturbed her. It was always dangerous to draw attention to oneself. Jaelle had learned long ago that it was better to watch and to remain silent. She did not tell anyone what she had seen.
CHAPTER TWELVE
Meroe Transfer Station
ANATOLY SAKHALIN SETTLED HIS daughter on his lap, switched on her flat book, and watched his wife as she laughed and talked with colleagues she hadn’t seen in months. He rested his chin on Portia’s flaxen hair, tucking an arm more tightly around her, and studied the scene of actors before him. He felt more lighthearted then he had in months. The Bharentous Repertory Company had taken a sabbatical while Owen and Ginny made the final arrangements for their tour into Chapalii space, and now, finally, they had reassembled at Meroe Transfer Station for their departure.
“Kostra,” said Portia, using the khush word for “father” as he had taught her to, “let’s see the war.”
Anatoly gauged the distance between them and Diana, who was deep in conversation with Gwyn Jones, and called up the program. The thin slate itself had solidity and heft, sitting on his knees with Portia’s little legs stuck out on either side, framing it in a “v”. But the image that appeared on the flat black surface was insubstantial although it looked as if they were peering through a window into a tiny world, complete with depth and movement, a range of sharp hills and a distant city, and two armies facing off on a flat stretch of ground. Anatoly had learned to model these programs himself: The walled city in the distance was the Habakar city of Qurat, where, nine years ago, Bakhtiian had won a decisive victory over the Habakar king.
“Which ones are the bad guys?” Portia asked, and answered herself by putting a finger on the Habakar army, with its bright pennons and flags. “The khaja are the bad guys. They had a king and he ran away from you.”
“That’s right.” Anatoly could not help but smile over past glory. “Now, when two lines meet like this, what should the general ask himself?”
“Hmmm,” said Portia. “Why do all those soldiers there have gray horses?” She pointed to the center rank of the Habakar army. The image was as distinct as if they were watching the real battle from a hilltop.
“Because those are the king’s guard, and they all wear the same color coats over their armor and ride the same color horses to show that—”
“Anatoly!”
Reflexively, he tapped the screen to black. “Awww,” complained Portia. “Kostra, I wanted to count the gray horses.”
“Oh, Anatoly.” Diana grabbed Portia under the girl’s arms and heaved her off Anatoly’s lap. “If you have to do this, could you not do it in public? It’s so embarrassing.”
“It’s nothing to be ashamed of,” he snapped. “It’s just a picture.”
“Oh, yes, just the thing for people to see: The barbarian gloating over his last battle where uncounted human beings were slaughtered. I told you I don’t want you to—”
“Then what would you rather have me do? Argue with my wife in public?”
She flushed. She took in a breath and forcibly took stock of their argument and any potential eavesdroppers. Hyacinth stood close by, but after living upstairs from them for eight years, he was bored by their bickering. “Anatoly,” she said in a calmer voice. “I know you’ve found other people through the net who are interested in war history, but most people aren’t like that. It’s very old-fashioned.”
“And it is still new-fashioned to bring home a barbarian husband?” he asked, just to see her flinch. “Or is that old-fashioned now as well?”
“I don’t like this,” said Portia, and she squirmed out of her mother’s arms and darted off into the crowd toward Hal.
“We, agreed at the farm that we wouldn’t talk about that again!” said Diana through clenched teeth. “You’re not fighting fair.”
“What is fair in fighting? I’m fighting to win.” He leaned to one side, looking around his wife, to make sure that Portia had reached Hal without incident. She had, and was even now hanging on Hal’s leg, an impediment the other actor took with his usual good grace: He ignored her while continuing his conversation with the stage manager, Yomi Applegate-Hito.
“Exactly! You’re stuck in primitive patterns of thinking. Everything has to be win or lose.”
“But, Diana, if you are fighting a war, then someone must win and someone must lose.”
“That’s why we don’t fight wars anymore!”
“Then what is Duke Charles doing? I would call that fighting a war, to drive away the khepellis who have conquered these lands.”
“Shhh! Anyway, that’s different—”
Anatoly snorted. “Different! In what way?”
“We want to regain our freedom—”
“I want to do what I wish, and not have you tell me that you care more about what other people think of me and what I’m doing than about me.” At once, he was sorry he had said it. Her face closed, like a blanket being drawn across a tent’s entrance.
“I’m sorry,” she said curtly. “You’re right.”
Then, damn her, she left him and went over to greet the actors Dejhuti and Seshat, who had just arrived in the concourse. Anatoly cursed himself silently. Diana was right: They had the same argument over and over again. Irked, he keyed on the screen and watched the battle play itself out in collapsed time.
“Do you mind if I give you some advice?”
Anatoly glanced up. “Yes.”
Hyacinth did not take the hint. Instead, he crouched down beside Anatoly’s chair. The actor no longer wore his hair blond. It had reverted to a coarse black, shorn tight against his head, and with his dark almond eyes and his yellow-brown complexion, he looked much more foreign than he had when Anatoly had first met him. Then again, most Earth humans Anatoly saw looked more like Hyacinth than like Diana, with her golden hair and light skin. “Yevgeni isn’t coming with me, you know,” said Hyacinth, seemingly at random. “He’s off to another crafts exhibition. I’m getting a little tired of him winning all those awards for his leather-work. He’s had an offer from Passier to do his own exclusive line of saddles for them.”
Anatoly endured this confidence in silence. He didn’t want to like Hyacinth. He could just imagine what his grandmother would say to the thought of a prince of the Sakhalin befriending an avowed lover of men, especially a man who lived as if in marriage to a jaran man whom his grandmother had exiled from the jaran.
“At first I thought it would be impossible for Yevgeni to adjust,” Hyacinth continued. “Yevgeni was so dependent on me for everything. But it’s odd that he was able to take the very things that made him so out of place here and create his own life with them. He’s built a reputation for himself that he never could have gained in the jaran. Of course, he had no standing to lose. It’s not as if he was a prince of the Sakhalin.”
“I can’t imagine that anything that an arenabekh, an outcast, like Yevgeni might do would have anything to do with me,” said Anatoly, affronted.
“Yes. That’s exactly the problem, isn’t it?”
Anatoly closed his lips hard on a sharp retort. At the same moment, movement eddied around the concourse entrance, and with the instincts that had made him a successful actor, Vasil Veselov entered. Behind him, mobile cameras nudged up against the concourse archway, passing through nesh images of interviewers and hangers-on in their efforts to get a better angle and that one final shot of the departing star; the ephemeral escort of nesh figures halved in number, vanishing into the ether, as soon as they reached the archway, which blocked their entrance. One of the hangers-on was real, then, Anatoly noted,
because she walked into the waiting area alongside Karolla, carrying a pack, with the baby in a sling at her hip. The children followed at their mother’s heels. Veselov went to greet Owen and Ginny. Karolla found the nearest seat and sank down, looking tired.
“Oh, I won’t say you’re worse than poor Karolla,” added Hyacinth, who had also been watching this display, “with her odd notions about what is due her and that awful place she’s made to live in, but you’re certainly no better. In your own way.”
“I beg your pardon.” Anatoly stood up. “If you will excuse me.”
Hyacinth rose as well. “No. Now let me say this, because I’m the only other person here who’s gone through what Diana is going through, and I care about her very much. Hell, I even like you. Portia deserves better than you two fighting all the time.”
The mention of Portia stopped Anatoly. He looked for her. She had found little Evdokia, and the two girls were giggling at something Ilyana Arkhanov was telling them. The two boys had lost themselves in the crowd, but Ilyana herself inevitably stood out: She had her father’s beauty as well as a precociously self-possessed manner. Born into the Arkhanov line, she would have been a fine candidate for etsana of the Arkhanov tribe, had her mother stayed with her family, as she should have.
“Diana is stuck with you, Anatoly.”
The comment jerked Anatoly out of his wandering thoughts. “Diana is my wife!”
“By jaran law. I don’t recall that she has taken any steps under Earth laws to marry you, except for the child-license certificate, and that’s simply a legal agreement. I notice she no longer wears the scar of marriage.”
Stung, Anatoly defended himself. “We agreed that because of her work it had to be covered up. It isn’t really gone. That had nothing to do with our marriage.”