by Nora Roberts
He wanted to take what she offered but held himself back. “Kasey, you don’t have to do this for me. I don’t want . . .”
“Oh, shut up and kiss me. There’s been too much talk. It’s been so long.” She found his mouth, then heard his quiet moan of relief.
“I love you.” He rained kisses over her face. “You’ll never go a day without hearing me say that again. I love you.”
“Really kiss me,” she murmured, trying to halt his roving mouth. “You won’t break the babies.”
He pulled her against him, losing himself in her taste. She was his—finally, completely his. “Babies?” he said suddenly and drew her away. “Babies?”
“Didn’t I mention there were two?”
Jordan shook his head and gave a quick, astonished laugh. “No.” He laughed again and crushed her against him. He could feel the lives inside of her shifting and stretching. “No, you didn’t mention it. How did I live without you for more than half a year? It wasn’t living.” He answered his own question. “I’ve just started to live again.” He gave her a feverish kiss as though he could fill six months of emptiness with one embrace. He drew her back again, and his eyes were intense. “Strings this time,” he told her. “I want strings this time, Kasey.”
“On both of us,” she agreed and went into his arms.
EPILOGUE
The fire roaring in the hearth had the living room cozy with heat. Outside there was two feet of snow, and it was still falling. Kasey slipped a last-minute present under the Christmas tree, then stood back to admire it. Strings of popcorn draped and criss-crossed from top to bottom. She grinned, remembering the chaos of the kitchen the evening they had made them. Chaos remained one of her favorite things.
Bending, she toyed with a box with her name on the tag.
“Cheating?” Jordan asked from the doorway, and she quickly straightened.
“Certainly not.” She waited until he had crossed the room and slipped his arms around her. “Just poking. Poking’s not cheating. Poking’s required at Christmas.”
“Is that your educated analysis, Dr. Taylor?” He nuzzled into her neck, finding his favorite spot.
“Absolutely. How’s the book coming?”
“Fine. I have a fascinating main character.” He drew her away to look at her. She was glowing. Was it Christmas Eve that made her glow this way? “I love you, Kasey.” He kissed her gently. “And I’m proud of you.”
“What for?” She linked her hands behind his neck and smiled. “I like specific compliments.”
“For earning your doctorate, raising a family, making a home.”
“Of course, I did it all by myself.” Smiling, she cupped his face in her hands. “Jordan, you’re terribly sweet. I’m crazy about you.” She drew him close until their mouths met.
It took only an instant for the kiss to heat. They were locked tight, enveloped in each other. Soft pleasure and hot passion merged.
“It’s snowing,” Jordan murmured.
“I noticed.” Kasey sighed softly as his lips brushed her neck.
“We’ve got plenty of wood.”
“You chop it beautifully. I’m always impressed.” She drew his head back far enough so that her mouth could find his.
“There’s wine in the cellar.” Desire was pushing at him. The wanting never seemed to lessen. He slipped his hand under her shirt to roam her back. “Do you remember the fantasy we talked about on Christmas Eve two years ago?”
“Mmm.” Kasey pressed closer. “Snowed in,” she murmured. “With wood and wine and each other.”
The cocker spaniel came barreling into the room just ahead of two scrambling toddlers.
Run for your life, Kasey thought, smiling as she rested her head on Jordan’s shoulder.
“Bryan, Paul, you two come back here.” Alison bounded into the room on their heels. “You know you’re not supposed to tease Maxwell.” She sighed and shook her head as the twins collapsed on the floor with the dog clutched between them.
Jordan watched as his children noisily adored the long-suffering dog. He slipped his arm more snugly around Kasey’s shoulders. “They’re gorgeous,” he murmured. “It always astonishes me how perfectly gorgeous they are.”
“And so well-mannered,” Kasey observed as Bryan shoved Paul aside to ensure a better grip on the dog’s neck. Alison dove in to referee.
He laughed and drew her to face him again. “About that fantasy . . .”
“I’ll meet you at midnight,” she whispered. “Right here.”
“You bring the wine, I’ll bring the wood.”
“It’s a deal.” The children grew noisier, and Kasey knew a private conversation would soon be impossible. Besides, she wanted to get down and play, too. “One more thing,” she added and gave him one of her guileless smiles.
He gave her a puzzled look, and she brought her mouth close to his. “We’re going to have another baby,” she told him. “Or two,” she managed before his mouth crushed hers.
PROLOGUE
James Sladerman frowned at the toe of his shoe. He’d been frowning since the summons from Commissioner Dodson had reached him in the squad room that morning. After blowing out a long stream of smoke, Slade crushed out the cigarette in the mosaic ashtray to his left. He barely shifted his body. Slade knew how to wait.
Only the night before he had waited for more than five hours in a dark, chilly car in a neighborhood where it paid to watch your back as well as your wallet. It had been a tedious, fruitless five hours, as the stakeout had produced nothing. But then, Slade knew from long experience that police work consisted of hours of endless legwork, impossible boredom, and paperwork, punctuated by moments of stark violence. Still he preferred the five-hour wait to the twenty minutes he had spent in the commissioner’s carpeted, beige-walled outer office. It smelled of lemony polish and now, his own Virginia tobacco. The keys of a typewriter clattered with monotonous efficiency as the commissioner’s secretary transcribed.
What the hell does he want? Slade wondered again. Throughout his career Slade had studiously avoided the politics of police work because of an inherent dislike of bureaucracy. In his climb from cadet to detective sergeant, there had been little opportunity for his path to cross Dodson’s.
Slade had had brief personal contact with Dodson at his father’s funeral. Captain Thomas C. Sladerman had been buried with all the glory and honor that comes from serving on the force for twenty-eight years. And dying in the line of duty. Mulling over it, Slade recalled that the commissioner had been sympathetic to the widow and the young daughter. He’d said the right things to the son. Perhaps on some level he had been personally grieved. Early in their careers Dodson and Sladerman had been partners. They had still been young men when their paths had separated—one finding a niche in politics and administration, the other craving the action of the streets.
On only one other occasion had Slade had one-to-one contact with Dodson. Then Slade had been in the hospital, recovering from a gunshot wound. The visit of the commissioner of police to a mere detective had resulted in talk and speculation that had embarrassed Slade as much as annoyed him.
Now, he realized, it would be all over the station house that the old man had called him in. His frown became a scowl. For a moment he wondered if he had committed some breach in procedure, then became furious with himself for behaving like a kid hauled before the school principal.
The hell with it, he decided, forcing himself to relax. The chair was soft—too soft, and too short. To compensate, Slade curved his spine into the back and stretched out his long legs. His eyes half closed. When the interview was over, he had the stakeout to look forward to again. If it went down tonight, he’d have a few evenings free to spend at the typewriter. With any luck—and a solid month without interruptions—he could finish the novel. Blocking out his surroundings, he mentally reviewed the chapter he was working on.
“Sergeant Sladerman?”
Annoyed by the distraction, Slade lifted his eyes. S
lowly his expression cleared. He realized he’d wasted his time staring at the floor when the commissioner’s secretary provided a far more appealing view. His smile was at once appraising and charming.
“The commissioner will see you now.” The secretary answered the smile, wishing he’d looked at her like that before, rather than sitting in sullen silence. He had a face any female would respond to—a bit narrow, angular, with dark coloring that came from Italian ancestors on his mother’s side. The mouth had been hard in repose, but now, curved, it showed both promise and passion. Black hair and gray eyes were an irresistible combination, especially, she thought, when the hair was thick and a bit unruly and the eyes were smoky and mysterious. He was an interesting prospect, she thought as she watched Slade unfold his long, rangy frame from the chair.
As he followed her to the oak door he noted that the ring finger of her left hand was bare. Idly, he considered getting her phone number on the way out. The thought slipped to the back of his mind as she ushered him into the commissioner’s office.
There was a Perillo lithograph on the right wall—a lone cowboy astride a paint pony. The left wall was crowded with framed photos, commendations, diplomas. If Slade found it an odd combination, he gave no sign. The desk, with its back to the window, was dark oak. On it were papers in tidy stacks, a gold pen and pencil set, and a triple picture frame. Seated behind them was Dodson, a dark, tidy little man who had always reminded Slade more of a parish priest than New York’s commissioner of police. His eyes were a calm, pale blue, his cheeks healthily ruddy. Thin wisps of white wove through his hair. All in all, Dodson was the picture of avuncular gentleness. But the lines in his face hadn’t been etched by good humor.
“Sergeant Sladerman.” Dodson motioned Slade to a chair with a gesture and a smile. Built like his father, he thought briefly as he watched Slade take his seat. “Did I keep you waiting?”
“A bit.”
Like his father, Dodson thought again, managing not to smile. Except that there’d been talk that the son’s real interest lay in writing, not in police work. Tom had always brushed that aside, Dodson remembered. My boy’s a cop, just like his old man. A damn good cop. At the moment Dodson was banking on it.
“How’s the family?” he asked casually while keeping those deceptive blue eyes direct.
“Fine. Thank you, sir.”
“Janice is enjoying college?” He offered Slade a cigar. When it was refused, Dodson lit one for himself. Slade waited until the smoke stung the air before answering. Just how, he wondered, did Dodson know his sister was in college?
“Yes, she likes it.”
“How’s the writing?”
He had to call on all of his training not to reveal surprise at the question. His eyes remained as clear and steady as his voice. “Struggling.”
No time for small talk, Dodson thought, tapping off cigar ash. The boy’s already itching to be gone. But being commissioner gave him an advantage. He took another slow drag of the cigar, watching the smoke curl lazily toward the ceiling. “I read that short story of yours in Mirror,” Dodson went on. “It was very good.”
“Thank you.” What the hell’s the point? Slade wondered impatiently.
“No luck with the novel?”
Briefly, almost imperceptively, Slade’s eyes narrowed. “Not yet.”
Sitting back, Dodson chewed on his cigar as he studied the man across from him. Had the look of his father, too, he mused. Slade had the same narrow face that was both intelligent and tough. He wondered if the son could smile with the same disarming charm as the father. Yet the eyes were like his mother’s—dark gray and thoughtful, skilled at keeping emotions hidden. Then there was his record, Dodson mused. He might not be the flashy cop his father had been, but he was thorough. And, thank God, less impulsive. After his years on the force, the last three in homicide, Slade could be considered seasoned. If an undercover cop wasn’t seasoned by thirty-two, he was dead. Slade had a reputation for being cool, perhaps a shade too cool, but his arrests were clean. Dodson didn’t need a man who looked for trouble, but one who knew what to do once he found it.
“Slade . . .” He allowed a small smile to escape. “That’s what you’re called, isn’t it?”
“Yes, sir.” The familiarity made him uncomfortable; the smile made him suspicious.
“I’m sure you’ve heard of Justice Lawrence Winslow.”
Curiosity came first, then a quick search through his mental file. “Presided over the New York Appellate Court before he was elected chief justice of the Connecticut Supreme Court about fifteen years ago. Died of a heart attack four, maybe five years ago.”
Facts and figures, Dodson mused. The boy didn’t waste words. “He was also a damn fine lawyer, a judge who understood the full meaning of justice. A good man. His wife remarried two years ago and lives in southern France.”
So what? Slade thought with fresh impatience as Dodson gazed broodingly over his shoulder.
“I’m godfather to his daughter, Jessica.” The same question zipped through Slade’s mind as Dodson focused on him again. “She lives in the family home near Westport. Beautiful place—a stone’s throw from the beach. It’s quiet, peaceful.” He drummed his fingers against the desk. “I imagine a writer would find it very appealing.”
There was an uncomfortable premonition which Slade pushed aside. “Possibly.” Was the old man matchmaking? Slade almost laughed out loud. No, that was too ridiculous.
“Over the last nine months there has been a rash of thefts throughout Europe.”
The abrupt change of subject startled Slade so much that the surprise showed clearly on his face. Quickly he controlled it and lifted a brow, saying nothing.
“Important thefts,” Dodson continued. “Mainly from museums—gems, coins, stamps. France, England, Spain, and Italy have all been hit. The investigation has led the respective authorities to believe the stolen articles have been smuggled into the States.”
“Smuggling’s federal,” Slade said briefly. And, he thought silently, has nothing to do with a homicide detective—or some justice’s spoiled daughter. Another uncomfortable thought came to him which he ignored.
“Smuggling’s federal,” Dodson repeated, a bit too amiably for Slade’s taste. He placed the tips of his neat fingers together, watching the younger man over them. “I have a few connections in the Bureau. Because of this case’s . . . delicate nature, I’ve been consulted.” He paused a beat, long enough for Slade to comment if he chose to, then went on. “Some substantial leads in the investigation point to a small, well-respected antique shop. The Bureau knows there’s an operator. From the information I have, they’ve narrowed down the possibilities for dump sites, and this shop is one of the . . . chosen few,” he decided dryly. “It’s believed someone on the inside is on the take.” Pausing, he adjusted the picture frame on his desk. “They want to put an operative on it, inside, so that the head of the organization won’t slip away from them this time. He’s clever,” Dodson mused, half to himself.
Again Dodson gave Slade a moment to question or comment, and again he went on as the other man remained silent. “Allegedly, the goods are hidden—cleverly hidden—in an antique, then exported to this shop, retrieved, and ultimately disposed of.”
“It seems the Feds have things under control.” Barely masking his impatience, Slade reached for a cigarette.
“There’s one or two complications.” Dodson waited for the hiss and flare of the match. “There’s no concrete evidence, nor is the identity of the head of the organization known. A handful of accomplices, yes, but we want him . . . or her,” he added softly.
The tone had Slade’s eyes sharpening. Don’t get interested, he warned himself. It has nothing to do with you. Swallowing the questions that had popped into his head, he drew on his cigarette and waited.
“There’s also a more delicate problem.” For the first time since Slade had walked into the room, he noticed Dodson’s nerves. The commissioner picked up his gold pen,
ran it through his fingers, then stuck it back in its slot. “The antique shop alleged to be involved is owned and operated by my goddaughter.”
Dark brows lifted, but the eyes beneath them betrayed nothing. “Justice Winslow’s daughter.”
“It’s generally believed that Jessica knows nothing of the illegal use of her shop—if indeed there is illegal use.” Dodson reached for the pen again, this time holding it lengthwise between both hands. “I know she’s completely innocent. Not only because she’s my goddaughter,” he went on, anticipating Slade’s thoughts, “but because I know her. She’s every bit as honest as her father was. Jessica cherishes Larry’s memory. And,” he added, carefully setting down the pen, “she hardly needs the money.”
“Hardly,” Slade muttered, picturing a spoiled heiress with too much time and money on her hands. Smuggling for kicks, he mused. A change of pace from shopping and parties and jet-setting.
“The Bureau’s closing in,” Dodson stated. “The next few weeks could bring the whole mess down around her ears. It might be dangerous for her.” Slade controlled the snort of derision. “Even the shield of ignorance isn’t going to protect her once things come to a head if her shop’s involved. I’ve tried to convince her to come to New York for a visit, but . . .” His voice trailed off. Amused exasperation moved over his face. “Jessica’s stubborn. Claims she’s too busy. She tells me I should come visit her.” With a shake of his head, Dodson let out what passed for a sigh. “I considered it, but my presence at this point could jeopardize the investigation. However, I feel Jessica needs protection. Discreet protection. Someone trained to deal with the situation, who can stay close to her without causing speculation.” A smile touched his eyes. “Someone who could assist the investigation from the inside.”
Slade frowned. He liked the conversation less and less. Taking his time, he stubbed out his cigarette. “And how do you expect me to do that?”