by Melody Adams
The drink we were offered, which tasted a little like champagne mixed with fruit juice, actually seemed to contain alcohol, because I began to feel a little dizzy. The women were sitting next to me and behind me, grabbing my hair again over and over, trying to talk to me. Unfortunately, I didn't have Toxic's talent for languages. After an apparent eternity the men were finished with their conversation and we stood up.
Six warriors and six women accompanied us to a river where we were apparently going to be separated, because the men explained to Toxic that he would have to take off his clothes while the women wanted to drag me along. I looked at Toxic in panic, who smiled at me encouragingly.
"Go with them! I am sure they have nothing bad in mind!"
Reluctantly I let them drag me along until I saw a river bend and some rocks blocked the view to the place where we had left the men behind. The women urged me to undress. With an uneasy feeling I gave in. They led me into the water and began to wash me with soft sponges they had been carrying in a basket. They washed my body with a herb-flowery scented substance and accompanied me back to the shore. Then they dressed me in a robe, which they also magically pulled out of their basket. Like all the women's robes, it was simple and went all the way to my ankles. Unlike their clothes, however, it had a floral embroidery on the chest. Then they braided colorful ribbons into my blond curls. They seemed to have a lot of fun playing with my unusual hair. Eventually they giggled, stepped back and said words I did not understand, but clearly intended to express approval. They seemed to be very pleased with their work.
The women led me to a hut where Toxic was waiting with the warriors. He looked stunning in the same short loincloth the warriors wore. His bare upper body was freshly tattooed. An intricate pattern that reminded me of Celtic designs adorned his chest. I had seen the same or similar tattoo on many men here. The women accompanied us into the hut and were now admiring Toxics muscles. One was so bold as to pluck at his loincloth. The women made remarks that led to genuine fits of laughter. The warriors waiting outside joined in the laughter and shouted their own remarks, which produced even more laughter. I could only imagine what they were talking about. I felt a little like a bride from ancient times, when it was customary for the wedding guests to accompany the bride and groom into the bridal chamber and to make dirty comments. After the giggling women had left and closed the curtain behind them, I looked around for Toxic, who had sat down on the bed, which reminded me a little of a futon. The bed was the only piece of furniture in the otherwise empty hut. A large crystal in the corner gave off a soft light. I was terribly excited. The last few nights I kept waking up because Toxic had pulled me into his arms in his sleep. The behavior of the women had just made thoughts and wishes arise inside of me and I suddenly felt self-conscious and incredibly nervous.
"I am not tired yet", said Toxic.
"Me neither."
"Tell me something!" he demanded and patted on the spot next to him.
"Okay!"
I crawled onto the bed next to him and awkwardly smoothed my skirt.
"Did ... did the men bathe you, too, or did you ... yourself ..."
Toxic laughed.
"I washed myself. And they made fun of me the entire time."
"Why?"
"Because ... because I'm so big", he replied shrugging his shoulders. "How about you?"
"The women insisted that ... that I take off my clothes and then they bathed me and rubbed me with perfume."
"That's why you smell like that."
" You don't like it?"
Toxic leaned forward and smelled my neck. A shiver ran down my body.
"I do", he said rough. "It ... I like it. - Very much!"
He sat down again, but his gaze held mine and my heart began to beat excitedly. Following a sudden impulse, I pressed my lips against his. He backed away startled and was staring at me.
"What ... what was that?", he asked and touched his lips. "Do that again."
I was nervously biting my lower lip. I had acted on impulse. Though I had wanted to do it for so long, I had never had the courage. Even now I lacked the courage to do it again.
"I ...", I began unsure.
He put his hand behind my head and came closer.
"Again", he whispered and pressed his lips on mine.
The butterflies in my belly were dancing the mambo, and I leaned into the kiss. My hands lay on his hard chest and he moaned softly against my mouth. I took his lower lip between my lips and pulled it slightly. He growled. I found these animalistic sounds he was making sexy and they really turned me on.
I let my tongue slide over his lips and when he opened them slightly, I pushed my tongue into his mouth. It was the first time a guy was less experienced than me. He seemed surprised at first, but when my tongue started to play with his, he quickly took the lead and kissed me as if he had done it for years. Suddenly he let go of me and looked at me confused.
"What is happening to me?" he asked and his eyes dropped to his lap, where his erection was clearly visible under the fabric of his loincloth.
"You ... ummm ... you are aroused", I explained.
"Aroused?"
"Well, when a man and a woman are attracted to each other, it arouses them when they kiss and touch. Your ... your cock becomes hard, so that it can be put into the ... into the pussy of the woman and you can have sex."
"Pussy?"
I blushed and avoided his eyes. Jesus! How do you explain to a nineteen-year-old male virgin how you have sex? Every boy at that age knew, at least in theory, what to do, whether he’s had sex before or not. But not Toxic, who had grown up completely isolated from the world.
"Look, Toxic. You are a man. You have a cock. I am a woman and I don’t have a cock, but ..."
"You don't have a cock?" he asked in surprise.
I blushed even more.
"No, I have a pussy. All women have a pussy and the man's dick is pushed into the pussy while having sex and if the man ejaculates, the woman can become pregnant.
"Pregnant?"
"A baby begins to grow in her belly."
"Ah! So, if we have sex, a baby grows in your stomach?"
"I have a hormone injection. I can't get pregnant."
"Why? Don't you want any children?"
I sighed. This was a really strange conversation.
"I want to have children later. I am only eighteen. As long as I don't want to have children, I'm using contraception."
"So, we can have sex?"
"Whoa!" I said and put my hands against his chest. "Slow down, we don't even know each other well enough to have sex."
"But I am aroused. Are ... Aren't you aroused?"
"Wow, this is the craziest conversation I've ever had", I said. "Look, I ... Okay, I was aroused when we just kissed, but I ... I’ve made out with guys before, but I'm still a virgin. I don't want to rush things. Like I said, we hardly know each other and ..."
"Slow down!" he interrupted me. "Too many new words. What is a virgin?"
"That means I haven't had sex yet."
"And made out?"
"Making out is kissing, touching and ... yes and so forth. Anything, just not actual sex."
Toxic looked at me thoughtfully, then he pulled me against him and kissed me again. I moaned involuntarily when his tongue conquered my mouth. No guy had ever kissed me like Toxic.
Breathing heavily, he let go of me. His hands began to slip my dress over my shoulders.
"I am curious," he said. "I know you look different from me. I want to look at you closely."
I knew I had to stop him, but I just couldn't. He exposed my breasts and gently stroked them with his hands. My nipples got hard and I bit my lips again. I wish he would take my nipples between his lips, but how could I even explain that to him?
"This ... this kissing, can you do it anywhere?"
I nodded and my pulse became faster as he started kissing my neck and wandering lower. By the time he reached my nipples, I was already burning
up. He was breathing tender kisses over my hard nipples and I moaned. The boy was a natural!
"Put them in your mouth", I asked hoarsely.
Toxic put one of my nipples between his lips and without me having to direct him, he started sucking on it. The sudden lust that rushed into my groin made me moan.
He let my nipple glide out of his mouth and looked at me.
"Like that?"
I nodded. I wasn’t able to say anything.
He smiled and went for the second breast.
"Toxic!" I gasped and put his head between my hands.
"I feel strange", he whispered. "My cock ... It's almost painful. What is that?"
"You ... you need an orgasm", I explained.
"And what is that?"
"When ... when you are aroused and we have sex, then the arousal gets stronger and the tension builds up, more and more until it is almost unbearable and then the orgasm happens. It is, so to speak, the release from this intense feeling. And it feels very nice."
"But we can't have sex, so what happens now?"
"I ... I can help you", I whispered. "Lie back."
He laid back on the bed and I leaned over him. I was nervous. It wasn't the first time I had jerked a guy off, but this time I was more excited than ever. I opened the buckle of Toxic's loincloth. He moaned softly as I stroked his hard, smooth girth. He was big, but I wasn't afraid. We would not go all the way. Not today. But I wanted to touch him, make him orgasm. Lust rushed into my lap in waves when I wrapped my hand around the thick shaft.
"Alina", he gasped. Then he made that sexy growling noise again.
I looked into his beautiful eyes as I began to move my hand up and down. His pupils dilated, then his eyes dropped lower and he moaned loudly.
"Alina! Ohhhhh! That is ... ahhhh!"
It had never excited me this much to pamper a guy. The thought that I was the first one to make him feel this way, the first one to ever touch him, turned me on. Somehow I wished I would be the last one as well. My eyes turned back to his cock. A drop of precum was glistening on his head and I couldn't help it. I leaned over him and caught the drop with the tip of my tongue. Toxic gasped.
"Alina?! What ...?"
"Shhh!" I interrupted him quietly. "Just enjoy it."
Slowly I put my lips over his head and gradually put his thick shaft deeper into my mouth. Toxics moans encouraged me.
"Alina, I ... ", he wheezed and I could feel that he was just about there. I grabbed his balls with one hand and increased the pressure of my lips around his shaft. "Alina! Alina!"
Then he came. I had never before allowed a guy to come in my mouth, but always pulled away shortly beforehand and continued with my hand. But this time I wanted it. Toxic's husky screams as he catapulted his seed into my mouth made me feel euphoric. Only when I had swallowed it all did I slowly let his cock slide out of my mouth and looked up at Toxic. Some of his semen was running down my chin. I wiped it up with my thumb and put it into my mouth.
"Wow!" Toxic said and bestowed me with a gorgeous smile. "That was ... that was incredible. Alina!"
He put his hand on my cheek and his searching gaze held me captive. I was very much aware of his closeness, his masculine scent, the warmth of his hand on my cheek and his taste still on my tongue.
"What can I do to make you feel good, Alina?" he asked roughly. "What you did to me was incredible and I want to do something for you. Tell me! What does a man do with a woman, so that she also has a ... a ... What was the word again?"
"Orgasm?!" I whispered.
He smiled.
"You're embarrassed!" he said.
"I ... Yes, I am embarrassed. I have ... I don't like to talk about these things. I don't have much experience in this area myself."
"But you know what to do, don't you?"
I swallowed and nodded.
"Well, if you don't want to tell me, then I have to find out what you like", he whispered and with a quick movement he had pulled me further onto the bed and looked down at me with a smile. His extraordinary eyes looked at me intensely. He grabbed the dress hanging from my hips and slowly pulled it down. I blushed as his gaze fell on my undressed vulva.
"You really are quite different", he said and pulled the dress down until he had pulled it over my feet.
He was now sitting at my feet, leaning forward to slowly push my legs apart. I had made out with guys a few times in the past, but nobody had ever seen my pussy so closely. More than a little fingering in the dark had never happened. Toxic made no secret of his curiosity as he positioned himself on all fours between my thighs and carefully stretched out his hand to me. I flinched as he stroked across my blonde triangle.
"Am I hurting you?" he asked uneasily.
"No! I... I am..." God! What was I supposed to say? That his touch set me on fire? That I was wishing he would do things to me that no one had ever done to me before?
"You say my cock belongs in your ... your ..."
"Pussy?!", I whispered with my heart pounding.
"Pussy", he repeated. "I just don't see how I can fit in there."
I giggled a little nervously.
"This really is embarrassing for me, Toxic. I know some people have no problem talking about sex openly, but I ... I am ..."
"Shhh! It's okay. I said I'd find out everything, so just let me explore you some more. Just tell me when I'm doing something wrong."
I wanted to say something in return, but at that moment Toxic let a finger glide down my vulva and my words turned into a lustful moan. Encouraged by his partial success, Toxic moved a little closer and repeated the gentle caress.
"Did it happen already?" he asked.
"N-no. Why?" I asked confused.
"Because you are all wet down here, and it looks like what came out of me. What you ... I mean ... In your mouth ..."
"No, that’s something else. A woman gets wet when she ... when she's aroused, so the man can slide inside easier."
Because I was too ashamed to look down my body at Toxic, I had turned my gaze to the ceiling and couldn't see what he was doing next. A frightened and at the same time excited groan took me away when I completely unexpectedly felt his tongue at my most intimate part. He was licking my juice in a slow upward movement from my swollen lips, stroking the spot where my clit was still hidden.
"My God! Toxic!" I gasped. Toxic growled quietly.
"I like the way you taste", he whispered and licked me again. "You like that!" he said.
"Yes!" I whispered breathlessly.
With another growl, Toxic pushed his tongue between my lips and penetrated me deeper. He raised his head and stared at my open pussy in fascination. He stroked my vulva with one finger and circled my hole
"Your smell, your taste ... All of this ... Is making me hard again. Is that normal?”
"Yeah, that's, uh ... that's normal."
When he stroked against my now exposed clit while exploring me further, I threw my head back, moaning.
"That feels good, doesn’t it?" he asked quietly and stroked me again.
I was unable to answer him, but pushed myself towards him seeking fulfillment and Toxic was a good student. He quickly figured it out and was teasing my clit with gently circling movements. Then he lowered his head into my lap again and played with my clit with his tongue, as if he had years of practice. Panting I struggled under him and an almost unbearable tension was building up in my body. When I reached my climax, I screamed Toxic's name and a few tears of happiness ran down my cheeks. My whole body seemed to explode into a thousand pieces. It was the most intense orgasm I had ever had and it left me shaky, sweaty and completely satisfied.
Toxic laid down next to me and pulled me into his arms.
"Everything okay?"
"Yes."
"Then it was good for you?"
"The most beautiful thing I have ever experienced", I confessed quietly and cuddled up closer to him.
One hand was resting on his chest and I could feel his heart bein
g fast. He was trembling slightly as I stroked his nipple. I knew he was aroused again and somehow, I wanted more.
I had always put off my first time because I hadn't felt really confident and ready to take this step with any of the boys I had been with before. Everything was different with Toxic. I released myself from his arms and sat down on top of him. My heart was beating frantically. I was terribly excited, but also determined. Toxic looked at me inquisitively.
"Let me do it," I said quietly and slowly let my hands run from his chest down to his hard girth.
His cock twitched when I touched it. Toxic didn't let his eyes wander from me, but his eyelids were partially closed and I could see Toxic's fangs flashing out between his slightly parted lips. I licked my lips nervously as I wondered how I might do this. I began to rub my pelvis over his hard shaft and moaned as my still sensitive clit got stimulated. Toxic growled and embraced my hips with his big hands. I repeated the movements until it didn't seem to be enough anymore. I wanted more! I wanted to feel him inside me.
"Alina" Toxic gasped.
Our eyes met. Without looking away, I raised my pelvis and took his cock in one hand to guide it to my hole. I bit my lower lip as I slowly lowered myself onto him and penetrated the tip of his shaft.
"Alina! That ... oh ... Ali-na!"
I supported myself on his chest and lowered my body deeper onto him. My flesh resisted opening up for the big intruder at first, but gravity assisted me and I sank deeper and deeper until I felt it had reached the point where my hymen was waiting to be broken. Toxic looked at me, noticing my hesitation.
"Am I hurting you?" he asked.
"Not yet", I replied. "But in a moment. It is my first time, it always hurts. You have to penetrate my virginity."
"I don't want to hurt you!"
"It's only for a moment - At least I hope so. It must be, otherwise we could never ..."
I stopped speaking and looked Toxic in the eye, when I decided to sit completely on top of him. A sharp pain made me wheeze. I remained on top of him, motionless. His hands caressed me tenderly and I relaxed. It was the first time for both of us. This was something special and a little pain was not going to ruin it. I could feel how the burning slowly subsided and I concentrated on feeling him inside me.