Letting Go of the Pain

by Dixie Lynn Dwyer

  She caressed her palms into his shirt and against his chest over his heart. “You’re a soldier, and you have battle wounds. It’s expected, and it’s upsetting, but you’re here with me, with your brothers. You survived it to be here so we can be together.”

  He stared at her gorgeous aqua-blue eyes filled with tears. “Does this mean you accept me, all of us, as your men, your lovers, your soldiers?” he asked her.

  She swallowed hard. “The question is, will you accept me, want me, with my scars both internal and external?”

  He squinted at her and glanced at the others, who gathered around her. She looked at them.

  “You have scars?” Panther asked her.

  A tear fell.

  “I fear that you’ll think I’m ugly, that you’ll only look at what was done to me and not what we feel for one another.”

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  “Show me?” Steve said, and she raised one of her eyebrows up at him and eyed over the shirt he still wore.

  He exhaled, unbuttoned it quickly, and then pulled it off. He tossed it, and her eyes widened, and he didn’t know what she would do, but when she pressed her mouth to his chest and began to kiss each long, raised scar, Steve felt the tears fill his eyes, and he closed them tight and breathed through it.

  The sound of her zipper being undone drew his attention as Panther began to unzip her dress. She held on to Steve but looked at Eddie, Panther, and Mink.

  “Please, don’t hurt me. Please, make this real, and make it last.

  I’m risking so much, and I’m so very scared to get hurt. Please,” she said as tears rolled down her cheeks.

  Panther pressed up against her back and kissed her shoulder.

  “We’re scared, too. Scared of not having you as our woman. Of not taking this opportunity to embrace you and what we feel for you. I know we have a lot to discuss, but coming together tonight and being one with you will hopefully ease the fears we all have. Remember what I said about it taking a lot of courage to let go of the things that hurt us, but when we finally do we are free?”

  She nodded.

  “Let them go and be free.”

  “I want that, too. I want to let go and be free from the fears I had of dying, of what it felt like to be so alone in that prison, getting beaten, tortured, yelled at day and night, all until that moment that I finally couldn’t take it any longer and I wished for death. A soldier as strong and capable as I thought I was, invincible…I still gave up.” He looked at his brothers.

  Panther reached out and placed his hand on his shoulder. “We were your strength. No one could have handled what you went through. No one. We wouldn’t give up on finding you, and we did what we had to, so let’s put it behind us and move on with our gorgeous, sexy woman, Lauren.” He kissed her shoulder.

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  “We aren’t invincible, Steve. I kind of realized that even meeting Lauren and how instantly she affected me, hell, affected all of us,”

  Eddie stated.

  “That’s for shit sure because no other woman would make us want the things we suddenly want. Like a commitment, a home with Lauren, in our bed, sharing her, making love to her, and showing her how real men treat their woman and how guardianship works,” Mink stated.

  Lauren stepped back and let her dress fall. Steve, Mink, and Eddie looked at her body. At her abundant breasts pouring from her red lace bra and the tiny string thong panties Panther was currently pushing down off of her while kissing her skin behind her.

  She took an unsteady breath as Panther unclipped her bra. She held the bra tight against her chest as she stared at Steve, then Eddie, then Mink.

  “You’re so damn beautiful. Christ, Lauren, you’re a goddess,”

  Eddie said to her. She pulled her bottom lip between her teeth as Panther stepped closer, kept a hand on her hip, and looked at her, too.

  “What’s wrong?”

  She took an unsteady breath.

  “I haven’t let anyone this close in three years. No man, no person other than the ones who inflicted the pain on me know about this.”

  “About what?” Steve asked her.

  She slowly lowered her bra and let it fall. Her full large breasts and aroused nipples came into sight, enticing them, and then his eyes locked onto the scar.

  “A cigar burn?” Mink asked through clenched teeth.

  Tears rolled down her cheeks, and Steve felt raged, angry, but then fell to his knees, hugged her to him, and kissed her skin and then the scar like she had done to him.

  “You’re so beautiful. It’s a battle wound, I know that, but it has no power here. Not with us. Not ever with us. It’s a reminder of what you went through and what you triumphed over,” Steve said to her.

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  She ran her fingers through his hair and smiled as tears still fell.

  She looked at the others.

  “Make love to me. Make me yours completely. I want each of you to be a part of me and me to be a part of you. I want this to be real.”

  Mink cupped her cheek and pressed his lips to hers. When he released them, he gave her a wink.

  “Oh, this is super real, and your sexy body is about to get claimed by one badass fucking team of soldiers. Get ready, woman. It’s on, and we’re going to make it so that you never doubt our desire or possession of you. Ever.”

  “On the bed,” Panther said, and as Steve stood up, he lifted Lauren up with him, hand under her ass, and stumbled to the bed. She gasped, and he fell forward, her landing on her back, legs spread, with him immediately moving in for a taste of her sweet cream and to get her ready for their cocks.

  “Condoms?” Eddie asked.

  “I have an IUD,” she said.

  “Beautiful, let’s take her together one after the next and then fill her up and let her know exactly what having us as her men and lovers is going to be like,” Panther said, and they all started to undress, as Steve began to feast on her pussy and then kiss and suckle on her breast until his brothers joined in.

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  “Steve! Oh please. Please, Steve,” Lauren begged as Steve suckled her clit harder and then plunged his tongue into her cunt.

  She felt everything, smelled everything. Their colognes, their muscles, the sense of safety she felt being surrounded by them in the bedroom. Steve slid his palms up her belly to her breasts and cupped them as he feasted on her pussy. The bed dipped, and she looked as Eddie and Mink joined in.

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  Eddie on her left, Mink on her right. She stared at them as she moaned, and Steve spread her thighs wider. She went to reach for his head, but then Eddie took one of her wrists and Mink took the other and brought them up above her head. Her ass was hanging over the edge of the bed, her arms now pressed back against the mattress and she was wide open for them. Eddie’s hand cupped one breast as he lowered his mouth to it. Mink leaned down to suckle on her other breast and tugged on her nipple. Hard.

  She cried out, tilted her pelvis up, and then heard the orders.

  “Get that pussy nice and wet, Steve,” Panther ordered, and then she felt the bed dip, her body tingling everywhere, and there was Panther kneeling on the bed above her head, muscles upon muscles and his thick long cock standing straight up toward his belly. He was huge, thick, and looked hard. Would he fit? Oh God.

  She strained to get her wrists free a moment, almost feeling panicked.

  “No, don’t fight us. We restrain you to bring you nothing but pleasure, Lauren. Always pleasurable,” Eddie warned her.

  “I don’t know if I like it,” she replied, uncertain about giving them any power or control she had. She felt insane with need.

  “You like it. A lot, and your body knows, too. You’re so damn wet and ready for cock you’re coming all over my tongue,” Steve told her and then lowered down again, lifted her thighs a little, and slid his tongue back and forth over h
er anus and cunt.

  “Oh!” she cried out, and Panther cupped her cheeks and jaw from above her and kissed her on the mouth. He ravished her tongue, swirled his tongue around in control, and they battled, but she submitted and came again.

  “Now. Take her now, or I’m going to explode all over her belly,”

  Mink admitted.

  Panther pulled from her mouth.

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  “Relax those muscles and let him in. We’re going to be your men, your guardians, your lovers and protectors. You let us in, baby, and we promise nothing but good things,” Panther said to her.

  “Yes. Yes make love to me,” she said to them.

  Panther got down off the bed, and then Steve slid his palms up her thighs, pressed closer to the edge of the bed, pulled her down slightly, and played with her clit. Back and forth he circled it with his finger and applied a little pressure. She held his gaze, stared at the scars and the deep welts, and wondered what he had gone through.

  “Let me touch you,” she said to him, and Eddie and Mink released her wrists but not before kissing the inside of them and kissing her breasts again. She reached out and caressed up Steve’s chest as he aligned the tip of his very hard cock to her pussy.

  He closed his eyes. “You’re touch heals me.”

  “As does yours to me,” she said, and he opened his eyes, gripped her hips, and slid slowly into her tight wet channel.

  The moment he was deep inside of her the tears fell, and the sensational feelings of a connection, an instant bond hit her soul.

  “You’re mine now,” he said to her.

  “And you are mine,” she replied.

  He gave a wink and lowered down over her, caressing the hair from her cheeks, and he began to deeply, slowly thrust into her pussy.

  She held his shoulders, ran her fingers through his hair, and absorbed the muscles, the sensations she felt having him over her, thrusting into her and claiming her as his woman. She felt the orgasm building and building, and then he lifted up, spread her thighs over his knees, and pounded deeper. Her breasts bobbed and swayed, her eyes held his, and she came just like that. She moaned, and he followed.

  “Mine. All mine always,” he said.

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  Panther took Steve’s place, but as he pressed between her legs, he gave his brother’s shoulder a squeeze. Steve swallowed hard and nodded then squinted. Their emotions, the connection they were feeling, didn’t need words. It was something they all shared, an ability to just look at one another and know what the other was thinking and what to do next.

  When Panther looked down at Lauren, Eddie and Mink were both kissing her arms down to her breasts. Her hands held their heads, and she tilted her pelvis upward. He was consumed with desire, with such a deep need to possess her and claim her as their woman. This was like nothing he’d ever felt before. It was like he knew this was what they had been missing on their team. That this one woman, this delicate, soft, feminine special woman, was their link, their bond, their everything. He knew instantly as he stroked her thighs and she held his gaze, looking at his body, his muscles, with desire, and he hoped she was impressed.

  Satisfying a woman in bed had never been a fear. Thirty-eight and a world of travel under his belt and he’d been with all kinds of women in all different places and under various circumstances. None came to mind. None could compare to this moment.

  “You look incredible, Lauren. I love how fit and sexy you are.”

  He stroked his palms up her inner thighs, spreading her wider. He stroked her cunt.

  “Oh.” She moaned.

  “Can you feel it, baby?” he asked her.

  “Yes, yes, Panther, please. Please make me yours.”

  His heart pounded inside of his chest. He stroked her pussy, and then Eddie and Mink slid their hands from her body, and Panther cupped one breast as he aligned his cock with her cunt and slid into her. She was tight, wet, as he nudged and nudged and then sank all the way in.

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  “Oh.” They both moaned. He lowered over her and licked her nipple and then her chin and mouth before gripping her hips and beginning a series of deep, fast thrusts into her body.

  The sensations overwhelmed him. The sounds of her purrs, the way she gripped onto his wrists as he held her hips and stroked faster and deeper.

  He’d never felt this close to anyone, to anything, as he did in this moment with this woman, and it scared him. “Holy fuck. Fuck.” He pounded into her, trying to defy the vulnerable feeling he felt, but it was no use. He’d found his mate, his lover, and ultimately his wife.

  She ran her palms up his chest, and she gripped onto him and thrust her hips upward countering his thrusts, and they were rocking the bed, kissing, nipping at one another, when she tilted her head back and exposed her neck to him as she cried out her release. He suckled on a sensitive cord in her neck, making her moan again and then grabbed her wrists, pressed them up above her head, and rocked his hips, thrusting, stroking until he couldn’t hold back and came inside of her. He lowered to her to cup her cheeks, to kiss her mouth, and then to ravish everywhere his mouth could reach.

  “Heaven is right. You are it.” He then suckled her nipple and tugged on it.

  “Panther,” she scolded, and he chuckled.

  “Baby, you are dessert and then some.”

  “She’s mine next,” Eddie said, and Panther gave her a wink and a kiss and rose up.

  Eddie pulled her up into his arms and kissed her, and then he turned around and fell to the bed with her on top of him.

  “Ride me, woman. Make me yours,” Eddie said, pulling her down from under her hair and head. She widened her thighs over his body and then began to kiss his chest then lower and lower until her feet were on the floor, her palms against his chest and belly, and she began to suck on Eddie’s cock.

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  “Holy fuck,” Mink said, moving in behind her, pushing her hair aside and holding a tube of lube. He lowered down and kissed her shoulder.

  “You’re going to be officially ours, understand me?” he said to her, and she moaned as he fingered her cunt from behind. She pressed her ass back.

  Mink showed Eddie the lube.

  “Oh fuck, I’ll come seeing that, just thinking about fucking her ass, bro,” Eddie said, and then Mink slid his cock into her pussy from behind.

  She moaned, and Eddie grunted. “Oh fuck,” Eddie said.

  Panther washed off his cock with the washcloth and towel Steve brought him. Panther moved onto the bed.

  “When you’re done with him, you take his cock into your cunt, you let Mink claim your ass, and you suck on my cock, okay? You claim all of us, and we claim all of you.”

  She looked right up at him, and Panther smiled and winked at her.

  Mink gripped her hips and started to really thrust into her cunt, Panther squeezed lube onto Mink’s fingers, and then Mink began to ease the lube into her ass.

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  Mink was shaking he was so aroused and felt too much. He wanted to mark Lauren, claim her in every way, and he felt like a dick, especially seeing the scar under her breast and knowing that her dick ex-boyfriends had burned her. What else had they done to their woman? What else and how was it going to affect her trusting him and the team? He was greatly concerned, but with every stroke, he felt like maybe he was breaking down her defenses and making her see that this was real. When he took her ass next, there would be no turning back. He would own her, and she would own him.

  He counter-thrust fingers and cock when he heard Eddie curse.

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  “Let me inside of you. No more. I need to claim you as my woman, baby,” he said to her, and she gasped as she let go of his cock and he eased under her.

  Mink pulled out and then lifted her up so she could stradd
le Eddie’s body but not before Mink slid his hands along her hips and ass then gave her ass a spank. She looked over her shoulder, and the expression was fear. He gripped her hips and wrapped her up tight.

  “What did I do? Did that scare you?”

  She nodded.

  “Baby, I want to be able to spank your ass, especially during sex. I won’t hurt you, not ever. It will feel good when done the right way.”

  She nodded, and he pressed a kiss to her lips, and as she straddled Eddie, Mink locked gazes with Panther then Steve and could tell they were concerned. So maybe it was something else demeaning, hurtful that her exes had done to her during sex. Fuck.

  She lowered down right onto Eddie’s cock, and Eddie grunted and pulled her down to kiss him.

  Mink caressed her ass cheek and lower back with one hand while he fingered her ass with his other hand.

  “So giving, so wet and sexy. Take Panther’s cock into your mouth, baby. Suck him and we’ll take you together,” Mink said to her. Eddie released her lips, and she lifted up and looked right at Panther, who stroked his cock as he knelt closer to her.

  She leaned forward and licked the tip as he gripped her hair and head.

  “Our own sensual goddess. You’re perfection, Lauren.

  Perfection,” Panther said, and she lowered down and began to suck on Panther’s cock as Eddie thrust up into her cunt and Mink pulled out of her ass and replaced fingers with cock. Slowly he started to push into her, and she tightened.

  “No, baby, loosen those muscles and get ready for me. Come on now. Get ready for me,” Mink said and slid deeper, nudging through the tight rings until he sank all the way into her ass with a plop.

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  They all moaned, and then it began. Every thrust and stroke together made him fall deeper and deeper for Lauren. She was already instantly their everything. He gripped her hips and rocked so fast and deep his head was spinning. He grunted and came first. “Fuck. Too tight. Too fucking good,” he said, caressing her ass.