by Emma Miller
He was smiling down on her. “Right here,” he said softly. “If this is where you want to live. Dat and I went to the lawyer’s today so he could give us this land. You and I now own fifteen acres, and they include the pond.” He caught a wisp of hair at her temple and tucked it behind her ear. “If you don’t like this view, we can find another spot.” He pointed west. “We have woods over there, if you prefer that.”
“Oh, Levi,” she murmured, tearing up as she studied the pond, their pond. “This is perfect.”
“I thought you would like it. Which was why I wanted to surprise you,” he told her.
She nibbled on her bottom lip. “But I don’t have a surprise for you.”
He shook his head. “I don’t need a surprise. All I need is you, Eve.”
“Wait,” she said suddenly. “On second thought, I do have a surprise for you. You might have to wait for it, though.”
It was his turn to grin suspiciously. “And what am I waiting for?”
She took his hand and pressed it to her rounded belly. At five months pregnant, she was, at last, showing, which made her so happy. It was finally becoming real: her marriage, the love she and Levi shared, and now their baby.
Levi gently caressed her belly. “Ya, I know I’ll have to wait on this, but this isn’t exactly a surprise.” His grin was wry. “I’ve known about our little one for months.”
“But that’s not your surprise,” she told him, beginning to slowly move his hand to different places on her belly. “Try here.” She pushed his hand a little harder and was rewarded with a response.
The movement so startled Levi that he pulled his hand away, staring at her swollen belly, covered by her favorite blue dress and an oversize white apron. “Is that...” He looked up at her and then at his hand on her abdomen, then back to his wife. “That’s our baby?”
She teared up again. Everything these days made her cry. “Ya, our little bobbel, husband.”
The baby gave another kick, and Levi inhaled sharply and looked down at Eve, his face full of wonder. “Our bobbel, Eve. We’re going to have a baby.”
She laughed, covering his hand with hers again. “Ya, I know, Levi.” She lifted one foot, showing him a bare ankle. “And hot days like today, I’ve the swelling to prove it.”
Smiling down at her, Levi slid his hand from her belly to wrap his arms around her and hug her tightly. “Danke, Eve.”
She laughed and snuggled against his broad chest. “For what?”
“For marrying me. For forgiving me for all the mistakes I made the first months we were married. For loving me. For carrying our son or daughter.”
She slid her arms around his neck, gazing up into his blue-gray eyes. “You’re welcome.”
“I love you, wife,” he whispered in her ear.
Eve opened her eyes to gaze over his shoulder at the pond that would soon grace their front yard. “And I love you, husband.”
And then she kissed him on the mouth in broad daylight and silently thanked God in heaven for Levi and his family and the love He blessed her with every day.
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Dear Reader,
I hope you enjoyed Levi and Eve’s story. I was worried they were never going to be able to make their marriage work, weren’t you? I truly think that their faith in God and their belief in the sanctity of marriage is why they were able to persevere. Much like an arranged marriage, theirs had some unique challenges, but in the end, they found love and I’m so happy for them both.
Next, it’s time for me to move on to a new challenge in Hickory Grove. Levi’s stepsister Bay isn’t even entirely sure she ever wants to marry. She’s enjoying the freedom she has working full-time in her greenhouse too much. But what’s going to happen when she meets Mennonite David Jansen? Will she change her mind about marriage? Will she be willing to leave the Amish church to wed him? Will David become Amish to make her his wife?
We’ll just have to wait and find out, won’t we?
Blessings,
Emma
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Chapter One
Through the open kitchen window, Eliza Struder felt the soft breeze that ruffled the maple leaves off the back porch. Early morning sun dappled the side of the small white farmhouse, and a veritable chorus of birdsong poured through the window. Nearby, the garden gleamed in the morning light. The glossy, tender leaves of young corn whispered in the background, and the abundant strawberry leaves hid their ruby treasures.
Eliza stared out at the verdant landscape, lost in thought. A year ago she had been staring out a different kitchen window in a dingy little apartment in Seattle, newly widowed and heavily pregnant, wondering why she had ever thought it necessary to leave her secure Amish roots and explore the exciting Englisch world that had turned out not to be so exciting after all.
Now she was home, living with her brother and
sister-in-law, raising her baby daughter, Mercy…but her future was no less uncertain.
She turned and peered into the small mirror near the kitchen door and concentrated on subduing her hair under her starched kapp as the family got ready to attend a barn expansion project for a neighbor.
After the third time she dropped the hairpins meant to secure the head covering, her sister-in-law, Jane, glanced over. “You’re nervous,” she observed.
“Ja, maybe.” Eliza jammed in another pin. “I know I shouldn’t be, but I am.”
“Is it because Josiah will be there?”
“Maybe.”
“I’ll take that as a ja.” Jane raised an eyebrow. “You’ve been home nine months now. Does he still rattle you?” Jane held back little Mercy. “No, liebling, your mamm is busy right now.”
“That’s all right, I’m finished.” Eliza bent to scoop the year-old child into her arms. She nuzzled the baby’s neck, then looked over at Jane. “Yes, Josiah rattles me. But I’m not the right woman for him, and that’s that.”
“Don’t be so sure.” Jane finished securing her own kapp and gave herself an indifferent glance in the mirror. “I’ve seen him watching you. He still isn’t married for a reason.”
“Jane, don’t tease.” The words came out sharper than she intended. Eliza shook her head. “I’m sorry. I’m taking my nerves out on you. That’s not fair.”
“As I recall, I felt the same way about your brother before I married him.” Jane adjusted her apron. “He rattled me all the time. I just didn’t know he felt the same way. I’m not pretty—not like you are—and I never hoped he could look past that and love me back.”
On impulse, Eliza leaned over and kissed Jane on the cheek. “I’m the most blessed of women to have you as a sister. I’m so glad Levy married you.”
Jane’s eyes grew soft behind her glasses. “Ja,” she said. “Gott never fails us, does He? Levy is the best thing to ever happen to me.”
Eliza felt a moment of envy at her sister-in-law’s transparent happiness. She sometimes wondered what Gott had up His sleeve for her own future.
But it wasn’t
likely to involve Josiah Lapp, the stable, handsome boy she’d thrown over when the lures of the wider world overcame her. In the excitement of exploring the beautiful city of Seattle, staying with an Englisch
girlfriend who had given her a couch to sleep on, in the novelty of wearing stylish non-Amish clothing she
selected in thrift stores, in the fun of working a retail job and earning her own money—she’d forgotten about Josiah. Instead she’d married a wild, exciting Englischer, a marriage she regretted within weeks.
Josiah didn’t enter her thoughts again until, in her widowed state, her daughter, Mercy, was born and Eliza had sent her precious infant to be raised by her brother. Then she wondered what Josiah was doing and whom he had married. She wondered what he thought of her.
Now that she was home, she still didn’t know his thoughts.
But for now, she was sure what she needed to do. She needed to take care of Mercy. She needed to make a contribution to her brother’s household, since she was living under his roof. She needed to decide whether or not she wanted to be baptized. And she needed—above all—to avoid Josiah Lapp, the man who once loved her.
It wasn’t only that he tempted her to want something—someone—she couldn’t have. She knew she was closely watched in the community to see if she had truly embraced its values again upon her return. She couldn’t afford to stumble when she was so close to achieving her goal of full immersion in the faith of her family.
Jane finished packing a basket with cold fried chicken and macaroni salad. “Why so pensive today?”
“I don’t know.” Eliza bounced Mercy gently. “I have no regrets becoming a mother, but I wish I’d gone about it differently. You know—less wild, more wisdom.” She never, ever dared voice the secret wish that her baby’s father had been Josiah. “I’m grateful you and Levy were able to care for Mercy when I couldn’t. And I’m grateful you took me back in when I needed it. It’s given me a chance to get back on my feet.”
“That’s what family is for.” Jane hefted the basket into her arms. “Komm. I think Levy has the horse hitched up to the buggy now. We don’t want to be late.”
Josiah Lapp helped his mother, Ruby, into the wagon seat, then lifted a basket of food into her lap. “Let me get my things loaded and I’ll be ready to go.”
He hefted a tool belt and box into the back of the wagon, then climbed into the seat beside his mother and picked up the reins. “Let’s go, boys!” The horses started off with a small jolt.
He was silent, thinking about the barn expansion project he was heading toward. Doubtless Eliza would be there, since her brother, Levy, was helping with the project. Most people he knew would be there, in fact. But Eliza was the one he dreaded seeing.
His mother interrupted his thoughts. “It’s a nice day for the barn expansion. But I hope you won’t be so busy that you can’t eat lunch with Jodie.”
With difficulty, Josiah forced his mind away from Eliza. “Who’s Jodie?”
“Don’t you remember? She’s the young woman you met last Sabbath.”
Josiah vaguely remembered the pretty blonde who hovered around him, the latest of his mother’s attempts to shove an eligible woman in his path. He sighed. “Mamm, I wish you wouldn’t do this.”
“Do what?” Ruby’s voice was guileless.
“Try to involve me with various women.”
“Someone has to. You always say you’re too busy to court anyone.”
“I’m just not ready to get married yet.”
“Why not? You’re in a nice position. Your business is doing well. You could easily support a family.”
“Ja, but… But I’m just not ready.”
“I hope you’re not still hung up on Eliza Struder.” His mother’s voice was sharp.
“Nein. I’m just not ready to get married.”
“Gut, because she’s not the right woman for you.”
Josiah suppressed the resentment he always felt at his mother’s interference in his personal life. His mother had taken widowhood hard, and Josiah tried to be patient with her even as he mourned his father’s passing.
But Ruby had shown uncharacteristic hostility toward Eliza ever since that prodigal daughter had returned to the community. Josiah was twisted up in knots about his feelings for Eliza. He didn’t need his mother’s constant harping about why Eliza was an unsuitable match for him.
“I’ll be the judge of that,” he answered noncommittally, then changed the subject. “What did you pack in the hamper for lunch? I hope you included my favorite
pie.”
“Blueberry.” Distracted, Ruby touched the lid of the hamper. “Ja, a full blueberry pie, just for you.”
“Danke. I’ll try not to eat the whole thing by myself.”
They lapsed into silence again as the horse pulled the wagon toward the home where the barn expansion was taking place.
And there she was. Among the brightly dressed women, he picked Eliza out immediately in a forest-green dress and black apron. She carried Mercy on one hip while holding a basket, walking with her sister-in-law, Jane, toward a series of tables set out in the shade of some maples in the farmhouse’s yard. Her dark blond hair was tucked neatly under her kapp and he could see the gleam of humor in her eyes as she said something to Jane.
He jerked his gaze away and directed his wagon around to the parking area, assisted his mother down, unhitched the horses and prepared to spend the day working with the other men. It would be easy to avoid Eliza. Easy as…as blueberry pie.
As he started off to work, he thought of his future. His mother was right. His construction business was doing well. He could easily support a family. The community was full of eligible young women. Why couldn’t he just pick one?
Deep down, he knew the answer. Next to the fiery Eliza, every other young woman seemed tame and bland.
For now, he wouldn’t focus on her. Instead, he needed to support his widowed mother, to expand his construction business…and maybe find someone to settle down with.
Eliza was not the right woman for him. He wanted a wife, ja, but she should not have a wild streak in her. He needed to find someone sedate and mature, someone uncontaminated by the lures of the wider world…
a world he had learned to distrust after Eliza left.
Gott had taught him a hard lesson through Eliza’s departure. He needed to find a wife more suitable than the rebellious girl he’d once loved, someone who would not drag down his standing in the community. He couldn’t ignore Gott’s hand in this. He had to make the right choice.
He would leave the details up to Gott.
With a basket of rolls in her hands, Eliza rounded a corner of the house and bumped square into the last man she wanted to see. The impact made her stagger and it knocked Josiah’s straw hat off his head. She clutched the basket lest she spill the rolls. “Excuse me.”
Reflexively Josiah steadied her, then dropped his hands and shoved them into his pockets, as if touching her repulsed him. “Sorry,” he muttered.
Eliza stood very still, trying not to betray her emotions. His dark blue eyes were unsmiling and wary. Josiah had matured in the years she was out in the Englisch world. He wasn’t a tall man, but he was solid and muscular, with curly brown hair that gave him a boyish look despite his unsmiling expression. His tool belt added to his manly appearance.
“I’m clumsy…” she began.
“As long as I didn’t hurt you,” he said.
Eliza nearly winced at the double meaning of the term. She was the one who had hurt him, not the other way around. She’d hurt him by tossing his youthful courtship in his face and leaving the community. Her throat grew tight.
“Josiah… Can we still be friends?” she choked. “I’ve been home since last fall, and you’ve hardly said two words to me.”
“What do you want me to say?” he replied, a note of wearine
ss in his voice. “You’ve changed. I’ve changed. Nothing can ever be the same.”
“Say you’ve forgiven me.”
His expression became hooded. “It would be uncharitable of me not to say I’ve forgiven you. But you must admit, Eliza, you’ve made some bad decisions in your life. I’m just grateful I wasn’t part of them.”
Josiah spun on his heel, snatched his hat off the ground and marched off. She saw the rigid set of his shoulders beneath the white shirt as he plunked his hat back on his head.
Tears prickled her eyes. Okay, Josiah hated her. That was obvious. She knew she had hurt him deeply when she left the community during her rumspringa, and now her chickens were coming home to roost. Some fallout from her actions was expected.
Except… It hurt.
As much as she wanted to call after him, to ask for a chance to explain, she stifled that urge. Her temper and her impulsiveness had led her astray in the past when she’d been angry about everything, even angry at Gott for taking her parents away. She needed to learn obedience and acceptance. She bit the inside of her mouth and watched as he walked over to a pretty young woman she knew was called Jodie, who smiled at him. Eliza watched as Josiah’s posture relaxed, and he smiled back.
Eliza still felt the brief grip of Josiah’s hands on her upper arms when he’d steadied her after their collision. She also remembered how fast he’d yanked his hands away and buried them in his pockets, as if disgusted by the physical contact.
What if? What if she’d never left her hometown? What if the last few years had been spent in courtship and marriage with Josiah? What if Mercy had been his? What if?
She’d seen enough. Clutching the basket of rolls, she turned to find an empty spot on a loaded table. But she felt a jolt as she intercepted a look from Ruby Lapp.
Josiah’s widowed mother didn’t like her. The older woman was vocal in her objections to the idea of Eliza’s baptism. Since baptism required unanimous community consent, Ruby’s attitude was a formidable barrier. Feminine instinct told her the older woman’s attitude stemmed from how Eliza had treated her son before disappearing among the Englisch.