“Whatever. I believe you already heard my answer.”
“This isn’t finished, Jake, not by a long shot,” Tiffany seethes, grabbing Izzy’s hand and leaving.
I need another smoke after that, but decide it’s better to wait until they leave. I’ll just remain sitting on the floor, rubbing Ozzy’s belly. The door slams shut and I can breathe normally again, thank fuck.
That has to be one of the most intense experiences of my life. I’m not even sure how to process it. Jake looks calm enough and looks over to where I’m sitting on the floor with Ozzy.
“Smoke?” he asks.
“Uh, fuck yeah. Let’s go. Maybe out back this time, and Ozzy can come with us.” I’m still in Jake’s jacket so he goes to get another one from the closet.
“Come on you, guys, let’s go outside.”
Ozzy takes off running to the back door. We get outside and Ozzy gallops off. Jake has a rather large backyard and it’s actually really nice. What a perfect place for Ozzy and Izzy to romp around. We light up our smokes and inhale at the same time, then exhale, and I burst out laughing. Once I start laughing, it’s hard for me to stop.
“What is so funny?” he asks.
I laugh a bit harder. “That was so intense and I don’t know what to say or do, so I laugh,” I tell him. Jake starts laughing, too. We laugh watching Ozzy run all over the place, chasing the birds and squirrels along the fence.
“She’s a fuckin’ trip and a half, Abby, and I’m so sorry if she was a bitch to you. Which, I have no doubt in my mind that she was,” he says, using a more serious tone.
“Look, I knew this was going to happen. This is just how women are, sort of. I mean, she got hit with a lot all at once and she was trying to stake her claim on you. Well, both of you, actually. She’s still wearing her wedding ring and told me she’s your wife,” I say, looking him dead in the eyes.
“She said what? Abby, fuck no. We are divorced. I have the papers in a drawer. Trust me. She’s a little spun and is having a hard time letting go, I guess. But, I swear, we are absolutely no longer married,” he assures me.
“I believe you, Jake, and don’t need to see the papers. I know how women are. I expected this, I mean, not today or anything, but it happened and it’s over. I feel bad for all the hell she is now inevitably going to put you through because of me,” I say, looking down, because I do feel bad. Tiffany seems a bit high maintenance and bitchy. I’m not sure how co-parenting works, and all that, so I’m not even sure what to say to make him feel better.
“Don’t you fucking dare feel bad about anything, baby. I’m so glad you came over, met my kid, and played with my dog. You tolerated the psycho hose beast without even flinching.”
Huh, I wasn’t expecting that, considering, I was nervous as hell, and felt like a moron.
“I will handle her. It won’t be easy, but nothing with her ever is, so no surprises there. I only hope she doesn’t say anything stupid around Izzy. I can’t promise you she won’t, Abby. But, I can see that Izzy already really likes you, so I’m not too worried about that,” he says, using his serious voice. I’m not so used to serious Jake, but it’s nice and weird at the same time. I just need to let everything sink in.
“I really like her, too, Jake. She’s absolutely beautiful and looks just like you. She’s all you. Are you sure Tiff is her mother?” I say, in a playful, but mocking tone.
“Unfortunately, yes, she is. But you’re right. Izzy is all me and such a daddy’s girl. I love that kid with all my heart,” he says while watching Ozzy. Our smokes are done and Jake calls Ozzy to come back inside. “Let’s go take a nice hot shower together, baby, and lie down for a bit.”
Jake’s suggestion to me sounds like the best idea ever.
“I am down with that. Let’s go!!!”
Ozzy hops up on the bed and gets comfortable. We rush to his bathroom and get naked. I love a naked Jake.
I’m positive this will be the best shower, ever.
Stalker
I watch all of those crazy bitches pile into Abby’s apartment for girls’ night. Wait, why is there a dude in there with them? Ohhhh, it’s just Kevin. No need to worry. Kevin is a cop who I’m positive has a crush on Abby and I’m sure he’s also now crushed about this new fuckin’ guy, Jake. These girls have got to be some of the hottest girls I’ve ever laid eyes on. But, none of them even compare to Abby. It’s her looks, her attitude, the way she carries herself, the way she laughs, her smile, her fuckin’ sexy as sin body. I can’t get enough of her.
I got close to her, though. She doesn’t know it was me that was grabbing onto her hips while dancing. She looked right up at me and gave me some serious hell. She may even believe she’s actually part ninja. Ha-ha! Threatening to break my hands was so cute. As if she could even take me. Abby is no match for my strength or skill. But, for that moment, I let her think so. I love that she looked right up into my eyes. I’m not sure what she saw since she had been in to the pot and had a few drinks.
She also doesn’t know it was me who kept buying her drinks all night.
I’m positive she has no idea I’m watching her. Nobody does and they probably never will. I’m too smart for all of them. I paid that bartender to keep her drinks flowing. I’ve got the money so it’s not a big deal. I had them all believe I had left the bar, but I hadn’t. I watched Dallas’ fiancé pick them up and bring Abby to Jake’s house. I’m not sure what I’m going to do about him. Jake Jackson is a road block in my plans for Abby. At least, now I know where he lives. I know a lot about most of the people in Abby’s life. I should, I’ve been watching her for so long now.
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Both Kevin and Abby aren’t home, which gives me the perfect opportunity to go sniffing around. I start with Kevin. I go to his apartment in the big house, pick the lock, and wander inside. He’s a cop so he’s probably organized. He’s very neat and orderly and I don’t see anything out of place. I wonder, has Abby ever been in here with him? Have they had a relationship before? I don’t think so, but I’m not sure. Since I have the time, I look around. I see his laptop on the kitchen counter. It’s open. I hit a button and it powers up. No password needed. All of his stuff just shows right up. I scroll through his Facebook and an idea hits me.
Perfect. He is friends with Abby.
Abby, you looked so hot last night. You don’t even know what you do to me. I’m hard just typing this to you. You make me think the dirtiest thoughts and I want them to all play out with you. You don’t need Jake, Abby. You need me. Tell me it’s not too late for us!!! You have teased me for far too long and I’m growing impatient waiting for you. But wait I will. Talk soon, K <3
I smile at my handy work. I know this will get the pot boiling, and maybe freak out Abby enough to cut Kevin off and out of her life. I don’t need her having a cop friend while I’m in pursuit of her.
I leave Kevin’s apartment and go downstairs to Abby’s. When I go to pick the lock, I find the door already open. What the fuck! Doesn’t she know there are crazy people out there? I head straight for her bedroom and find Oreo on the bed. I shoo him off and lay on her bed, breathing in the scent around me. It’s all Abby. Maybe a small hint of Jake, but I don’t care. I am in her bed with her scent all around me.
Now I’m hard. I need to jerk off. I unzip my pants and take my cock out and start rubbing. I start off slow while inhaling all her scent. I start to go faster, faster. I close my eyes and picture the brown haired, hazel eyed goddess. She is the one jerking me off. It doesn’t take me long to come. I groan and explode onto my belly. This woman makes me absolutely fucking crazy.
I catch my breath and make my way to her bathroom to clean up my mess. I look at all her girly shit lying on the bathroom counter. Tidiness is not her strong suit, but that’s ok. I can teach her that. After cleaning myself up, I find some of her scented Dolce and Gabbana lotion and I rub it all over myself. I know, it’s lady perfume, but I don’t care. I know this is what she uses and I need her smell surro
unding me.
I also want a souvenir of my trip in her apartment today. I go back to her bedroom and rifle through her dresser until I find a silky, black thong to take with me. I put the underwear in my pocket.
I know Abby goes to work tomorrow and she doesn’t know it yet, but I will be there. Waiting for her.
I go to leave Abby’s apartment when I run into the fat cat, Oreo. Abby loves him so I guess I must also love him. I bend to scratch his ears. He is screaming at me, the little shit. Have you ever heard a cat scream? Me, either. The little fucker loses his shit and attacks me! Hissing, he scratches my face and my hands. I take that as my cue to leave.
I don’t notice the little speckles of blood that I leave behind on the floor.
Abby
I’m naked with Jake in his bed. We had the best shower ever. He washed my hair, soaped up every inch of me while being so gentle at the same time. I returned the favor and soaped him up and scrubbed every inch of his incredible body. Jake has a killer body and I couldn’t believe I got to run my soapy fingers all over it. We didn’t fuck in the shower, as much as I wanted to, but the teasing was intense. Jake can tease me like no other and it makes me need him. He dried me off and then himself. He even brushed my hair for me. I thought it was weird at first, but it felt so nice. Who am I to complain?
“Jake, what are we going to do about work? I mean, we both go back tomorrow and you’re supervising me. Is this going to make everything weird now?” I say as he snuggles in behind me, perfectly spooning me. I fit so perfectly into him. I don’t even like to cuddle, so this feeling is all new to me. Cuddling normally makes me feel trapped and I’ve always hated it. Not with Jake, though. Being wrapped up in his strong arms makes me feel like I’m in the safest place I could ever be.
“Well, we can’t tell anyone at work. I’m technically not allowed to date any front line workers or I could get fired. Neither of us wants to lose our jobs, so until we figure something out, let’s just not say anything to anyone,” Jake murmurs in my ear.
“I agree, it’s not like I’m really super tight with anyone, or hang with anyone outside of work. I don’t talk about any of my personal business to anyone at work, but these things do have a way of coming out eventually,” I say.
“Me either. I keep work and personal separate…usually,” he says, kissing my shoulders.
He moves my hair to the side and kisses right down the middle of my back, down my spine and HOLY HELL… It’s like that spot is a magic button. I arch my back like a cat in heat, which pushes my ass right into his dick. I can tell he’s ready and wants some more.
“Jake, mmmmmm, I think you hit a secret spot that I didn’t even know about,” I purr.
“Is that so, baby? I’m going to find all your secret spots and buttons,” he says, blowing on my back.
I can’t take it. I turn around to face him.
“I want to find all your buttons and spots, too, but now, I’m gonna take you, Jake,” I say, pressing my lips to his. Pushing him onto his back, I find myself straddling him. I want him to just feel. I want him to know how I feel without having to say any words. I look down on him and his hazel greens are looking almost black again. This is a good sign. I know he’s down for whatever I want to do and I want to ride him like a fucking pony. Giddy-up!!!
I slide my wet pussy over his erection to get him coated. He’s rather large, and although he has never hurt me, his dick is too big to go in dry. The thought is only turning me on more and making me wetter. The look on his face is pure bliss and he’s not even inside me yet. I grab his hands and place them on my breasts while still sliding back and forth on his now slippery cock, coated with my wetness. Fuck. The rubbing against my clit might make me come and I’m not ready yet. Jake pulls my breast into his mouth, sucking on the nipple. It makes me groan.
“Fuck, Jake, I want to feel you everywhere,” I pant. He continues to suckle on my breasts and twists my nipples, but his hand has moved to my ass. He is pushing me faster along his cock, which is hitting my clit in the most delicious way.” I’m gonna come, baby. God, your cock is fucking perfect,” I’m moaning. I scream as I feel it ripple through me, all the way to my toes. That’s when you know it’s a kick ass orgasm, when your toes curl. He always makes my toes curl.
“Abby, fuckin’ ride me, baby,” he groans. I feel his hand move from my ass. “Lift up a bit, baby.” I comply and his cock is right at my entrance. I slide myself all the way down, slowly and with purpose. We both groan and I hear him curse. “Fuck. I’m not going to last long.”
I start to slide myself up and down on his cock while looking into his eyes. “Jake, I want you to just watch me, OK?”
He grins at me. “I can’t stop watching you. Fuckin’ ride me and I will keep my eyes on you, beautiful,” he says in a deep voice that I’ve never heard. I slide down his cock. Circling my hips, I grind my clit into his pelvic bone to get the friction I need. Fuck me. I feel like this is heaven and I don’t want it to ever stop. I close my eyes and throw my head back, and I feel my long hair brushing against his legs.
My back is arched and my breasts are pushed out and I feel his hands on them. I’m so turned on and I feel a pool of liquid between us. OMG! Did I just fucking pee on him? What in the fuck just happened?
“Oh, my God, Abby, you are so wet, baby I feel it everywhere. Keep going, don’t fucking stop,” he moans. Alrighty, then. I slam myself up and down while he grabs my ass. Guiding me, he puts me at the pace he wants. He pushes himself up into me more, which I didn’t even know was possible. I come with the force of a fucking hurricane. I scream and who knows what the fuck is coming out of my mouth. Jake is still sliding my hips around and everything is so wet. That’s when I hear the animalistic growl that emits low from the back of his throat. Fuck, that is so hot. I feel his hands still my hips, and his rock hard cock inside me is even harder as he comes.
“Jake, that was so fuckin’ hot, babe. I’ve never come like that for anyone and I’ve definitely never been this wet before,” I say in between pants.
“Abby, that has got to be the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen in my fucking life. I can’t get enough of you. I didn’t know you were a squirter, babe,” he says, with me still on top of him.
“Squirter?” I question.
“Abby, your pussy juice is all over everything, baby. You totally squirted. Look.” He points to the sheets.
“Holy fuck, I’m sorry, Jake. I’ll wash them,” I apologize, feeling a little embarrassed.
“What? No, Abby, you were so turned, on which turned me on even more than I already was. Just knowing that I did that to you, fuck me, I think it’s the hottest thing that’s ever happened to me. Don’t you dare apologize for that, and you don’t have to do the laundry,” he reassures me.
“I’ve never, ummm, squirted before and I actually thought I peed on you,” I say.
Laughing, I start to roll off of him, but before I do, he brings my face to his and kisses me deeply. My heart is all a flutter with emotions. This has been a crazy few days, but I wouldn’t trade them for anything. I don’t want to be ‘that girl’ but, I think I’m in love with Jake. The thought doesn’t scare me at all.
“Jake, I’ve never felt like this before and I’ve never said the words to anyone, but I want to say them to you. Don’t freak out. I know guys freak out. Jake Jackson, I’m positive I’m absolutely falling in love with you,” I say and I kiss him. He accepts my kiss and then breaks it for a moment,
“Abby Osborne, I’m positive I am in love with you too, baby. I want you to be mine, just mine, baby.” He says it so sweetly that tears begin to pool in my eyes. “Don’t cry, baby. I hope those are happy tears,” he softly whispers.
I don’t know why, but I can’t stop the tears. I’m not crying like a maniac or anything, but I feel like I swallowed an orange. The lump in my throat is so huge. I’m not used to this many emotions at once. I didn’t plan on saying anything about my feelings, but my head to mouth filter is broken, and sh
it just pops out. He fucking loves me back!
“You really love me back?” I ask, feeling weak.
“I’ve never loved anyone more than I love you, Abby,” he says in a serious voice.
I roll over on my side facing him. We are nose to nose. “Do you think this will work? You and me?” He pulls the covers over us, pulls me to him, and tucks my head under his chin. At this moment, I feel small, safe and protected.
“Yes, I do. It won’t be easy, Abby, but nothing worth having is ever easy. I know it’s a lot for you, seeing as I have Izzy and an ex-wife, but it’s a lot for me, too. Tiffany will not make things easy. She doesn’t make things easy now. I suspect she’s fuming and pissed as fuck at seeing how beautiful you are. You need to hear my words and listen to me when I say this. I don’t want you to ever doubt us or me. You will never have to worry about Tiffany coming between us. Ever. I have no choice but to deal with her because of Izzy, and that’s it. I’d rather stab myself in the eye with a fork than get back on that fuckin’ crazy train.” He is referencing Ozzy Osbourne again.
“Ozzy Pawsbourne,” I snort.
“Are you laughing?”
Yes, yes I am! What is wrong with me?
“I heard every word you said and you won’t ever have to repeat them to me. I know she’ll still piss me off and try to get under my skin. She’s going to make your life hell, and I feel bad about that. I really do, Jake. I don’t want anything to affect Izzy in a negative way. She’s a baby.” I sigh.
“Abby, you don’t even know what seeing you with my kid felt like. My heart almost stopped because it was so full. I’ve never felt that before. That’s what makes us worth fighting for, even if it’s hard. I’m down if you are,” he says without a hint of reservation.
“Jake, I’m down, too,” I look up and kiss him, he squeezes me tight.
Fuck, are we ever sticky and it’s kind of gross now.
“Jake, I’m all sticky now,” I say, laughing. He shakes his head at me and tells me to go rinse off in the shower while he cleans up.
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