by Lisa Suzanne
The attraction was instant and insane. My heart started racing as I thought about that picture Jack had shown me.
I reached up to wipe my mouth to make sure I wasn’t drooling. The only thought in my mind was what he had hidden under that suit.
“You’re late, Ms. Cleary. I expect you to be on time.”
Those were the first words ever directed at me in person from the mouth of the god.
I rushed toward my desk, and I caught a hint of his scent. Fresh, clean, and masculine. “My apologies, sir. Traffic was—”
He cut me off. “Account for traffic in your commute. You’ll stay late to make up your tardiness.”
“Yes, sir.”
I would not cry thirty seconds after meeting my new boss.
But he was right. I’d been late. I’d gotten up early to make a good impression, yet I still managed to make a bad one.
I got my computer up and running as I considered my options. I didn’t want to bother him on his first day, but I wanted to let him know that I was available for whatever he needed.
I stood and knocked on his door.
“Yes?”
I peeked my head in. He was staring at his computer. “Cole, is there anything I can do for you this morning?”
He didn’t look up from his screen. “Come back in twenty minutes and we will discuss your tasks.”
“Okay,” I said, turning to leave.
“And Ms. Cleary?”
I turned back toward him, loving the view of him behind his desk as he finally ripped his eyes from his computer to look at me. “Yes?”
“It’s Mr. Benson.”
I was about to object that his father had always insisted I refer to him as “Jack,” but I didn’t want to make things worse. Besides, he wasn’t his father.
And it was clear that he was going to prove it.
I glanced through the calendar appointments for the next two weeks as I waited for our meeting. As the transitioning CEO, Cole had a ton of engagements with clients in the area. He needed to meet with the heavy hitters to assure them their accounts were safe and nothing would change unless it was for the better. That was where I came in—at least, that’s what Jack had told me.
Since I’d been with the company for six years, I had quite the handle on clients, accounts, and data. Jack trusted me with everything after I’d worked my way up from an intern to his executive assistant. He had depended on me to keep him on schedule and informed about each client. I wondered how Cole’s expectations would differ from his father’s.
I printed the schedule and brought it with me nineteen minutes later to Cole’s office. I knocked on the door. “What?” he snapped.
“Mr. Benson? I think it’s time for our meeting.”
He looked up from his computer at me and raised an eyebrow. My heart leapt in my chest.
God, I couldn’t seem to get past how handsome he was.
“You think?”
“It’s been twenty minutes.”
He sighed. “Sit.”
I sat. “Here’s a list of your appointments for the next two weeks,” I said, handing over the papers I’d printed.
He took them and tossed them in the trash can beside his desk. “Send me digital appointments for each. Set up two reminders—one twenty-four hours in advance and one two hours in advance.”
I hadn’t thought that I might need to take notes during our meeting. I’d never had to do that with Jack. I glanced around for a pen and paper.
He sighed in annoyance. “What now?”
“Can I have paper and a pen?” I felt like a child asking.
“Never come to a meeting unprepared,” he said, tossing a pad of paper and a pen across the desk toward me.
“I’m sorry.” I scribbled down his request for the meeting reminders.
“My father left me a list of what you did for him. It’s extensive. He trusted you with a lot of confidential information, but you’ll need to earn my trust. Thus far, you’re not off to a strong start.”
“My apologies.”
“It seems like you’ve done an awful lot of apologizing this morning. Instead, just get it right.”
“Yes, sir.” I took a shuddering breath, refusing to get upset. I needed to grow a thicker skin if I planned to get past the first day with my new boss.
“For now, you’ll retain schedule and office management, some data analysis, and most client communication. You’ll continue to prepare information and research as needed. You’ll create client presentations, draft contracts, and manage some records. Once you’ve proven yourself, I’ll give you additional duties with more confidential client information.”
“Won’t the contracts have confidential information?”
He gave me a look like I was stupid. “You’ll leave those sections blank and I’ll fill them in.”
I nodded. “I promise to do all I can to earn your trust.”
“This isn’t a presidential election, Ms. Cleary. You’ll earn my trust by arriving on time and prepared.”
“Anything else, sir?” I asked.
“Did you take notes on my four-point plan yesterday?”
I shook my head as I felt the heat creep up into my cheeks. I hadn’t even been paying attention since I’d been caught up in daydreams of Cole Benson wearing swim trunks.
He sighed and looked up toward the ceiling. I pretended he wasn’t rolling his eyes.
“The document with the plan is in the shared folder. Draft an email to the staff that outlines the major points. Send it to me for approval.”
“Will do.” I tried my hardest to sound enthusiastic and cheerful.
“And get me a reservation for two tonight at Chamonix.”
“How do you spell that?”
“If only there was some sort of device that you could use to find the answer.”
I stared at him in shock as his eyes returned to whatever he was working on.
“Don’t ever ask me something you could google.”
I glared at him since he wasn’t looking at me anyway.
“That’s all for now,” he said, effectively dismissing me. I headed back to my desk to start on the tasks he’d given me, feeling like I was the one starting a new job instead of him.
CHAPTER TWO
I stood in front of my husband, waiting for him to look up and acknowledge that I was in the same room. Finally, I cleared my throat. He raised his eyebrows at me as if to say that I was interrupting him and could I please hurry it up.
“We need to leave in ten minutes.” I glanced at his unkempt bedhead and sweatpants.
“Do we have to go?” John whined.
“Yes. Madi will only turn five once.”
“Just go without me.”
“They’re expecting both of us.”
He turned his attention back to his iPad. “Make something up, then.”
Make something up? I wasn’t going to lie to my family, especially not my sister. Kaylee and I shared everything. Well, almost everything.
I’d left out some of the details about my marriage.
“John, I’m not going to lie for you.”
He sighed dramatically and set his iPad down, looking up at me again. “Tell them I had to work.”
“Our goddaughter is expecting you,” I said, trying to play on his soft spot for our niece, the girl who we’d agreed to raise should anything ever happen to her parents. I glanced at the iPad screen. He had some game going. “That doesn’t look like work.”
“Will you give me a goddamn break? I’m developing video game software, okay?”
“I don’t have time for this.” I still needed to wrap the present, so I left it at that.
And those were the last words I spoke to him that entire day.
Before I’d gotten married, I’d always lived by the rule that you should never leave the house mad or go to bed angry.
But dammit, I was mad. I wasn’t going to be the one to back down this time. John was missing a precious five-year-old’s b
irthday party—a five-year-old who adored him, by the way—so he could play video games. Or maybe so he wouldn’t have to spend time with my family.
The drive to my sister’s house in Santa Clarita took nearly an hour, giving me plenty of time to reflect on my marriage.
John and I had drifted apart in the three years we’d been married. Maybe we’d jumped the gun and gotten married too quickly, but we’d dated for almost two years before the big day. And after the big day, we settled into complacency. We’d become one of those boring, old, married couples I always dreaded being a part of.
It wasn’t me who changed, though.
John had become virtually unrecognizable.
He used to bike all the time to stay in shape. In fact, he’d once trained for and competed in a hundred mile race. Now his bike was gathering dust in our storage closet.
He used to love sampling craft beer. He’d find a brewery within driving distance and we’d go spend the afternoon tasting beer and laughing together. The last time we’d done that had been for his birthday the year before.
We didn’t take vacations because John didn’t want to take time off work. We didn’t go out on weeknights because one or both of us was usually working late. We didn’t even have date nights anymore except for our obligatory last Friday of the month date.
I didn’t feel like I had much in common with him anymore.
We got married because we loved one another. We had a small wedding and exchanged simple bands to save money for our future. We didn’t need flashy diamonds or a big wedding, even if a small part in the back of my mind wanted those things just like almost every girl did.
Shortly after we’d gotten married, though, I started wondering if I’d said yes because I’d wanted the wedding rather than the relationship.
Something needed to change, but I didn’t know how to get through to a man who cared more about his job than his wife.
“Where’s John?”
I must’ve been asked that question ten different times at Madi’s party. My mother, my father, my sister, my brother-in-law, my aunts, my cousins, my grandma, and, of course, the birthday girl herself.
Each time I answered the same: “Working.” I feigned a sad face, but truth be told, I was kind of happy to be away from him for the day. It gave me the space to think that our small apartment didn’t seem to offer.
It wasn’t until the party was nearing its end that my sister cornered me. We were washing dishes when she started asking questions.
“Where is he, really?” she asked.
I shrugged. “Working.”
“Lucy, it’s me.”
I glanced up from the soapy water to meet my sister’s concerned eyes. She was my opposite with her blonde hair and big blue eyes. She was a replica of my mom, and Madi was her mini-me. I’d been graced with my dad’s dark brown hair and caramel-colored eyes.
I handed her a plate to dry and refocused my attention on the dishes. “He said to say he’s working. I don’t know what he’s doing. Sitting at home playing video games.”
“Why didn’t he come?”
“I have no idea.”
She paused and looked up at me. “Do you think he’s…never mind.”
“What?” I scrubbed the dish in my hands a little harder.
“Do you think he’s cheating?”
“John?” I shook my head. I hadn’t thought he might have been until she brought it up. “No. He wouldn’t.”
“Okay. If you say so.”
“I do,” I said, trying to convince myself more than her.
“But it is a bit of a red flag.”
“What is?”
“Not showing up for family events. Working all the time.”
I nodded, not wanting to get into it with my sister—especially not at a family party.
“Are you still happy with him?”
My sister always knew how to ask the hard questions. She’d been one of the few people to ask me if marrying John was what I’d really wanted back before the wedding.
I rinsed the last dish and washed my hands before answering. “I don’t know if I’ve ever really been happy with him. Not since before the wedding, anyway.”
She nodded once, as if she’d known that all along. She stepped toward me, pulling me into a hug. “Thank God you finally admitted it.”
“You knew?”
“Lucy, I know you better than anyone. Don’t you think I could tell?”
I sighed and looked out the window above her sink. “So now what?”
“You either fix it or you move on.”
Her words replayed in my mind for the rest of the day. I was never one to just give up, and our conversation gave me a boost of determination.
I was going to fix my marriage. I was going to be happy with John again. I just had to figure out how to battle against the first love in his life…his job.
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