I suck in a breath.
She looks right at me.
No, not at. Through.
She doesn’t see me. She doesn’t see us. How can she not see us?
“It’s working,” Yasmin whispers in disbelief.
I move to release her hand and she clutches me. Won’t let me go.
The man my mother was with waves to her from farther down the street. My mother pauses, her eyes searching the café, her body frozen in place. And then, she shakes her head, turns, and walks the other way.
My heart hammers in my chest, and I struggle for air. “I can’t believe it worked.”
Smugness replaces Yasmin’s momentary lack of confidence. “Told you. Boy, is this going to be fun.” She hugs the book to her chest and pushes my necklace across the table.
I pull my A pendant over my head and press it against my skin. My heartbeat begins to slow and air fills my lungs.
“Don’t ever do that again,” I say in a tone that wipes some of the smug clean off Yasmin’s face.
She softens the tiniest bit. “Can’t you see it at all?”
“What?”
“What Tayma said is true. Our strength comes from each other. You’re going to need me, Azra, whether you like it or not.”
The answer is not, but something in my gut won’t let me say it. Still, the world will know I’m a Jinn before the day comes that I need Yasmin for anything.
I shove a pink macaron in my mouth and enjoy the explosion of raspberry. Finally, Tayma appears. She wipes flour off her cheek and waves us toward her.
Yasmin tucks the spell book under her arm and I bite into one last cookie—caramel. We walk single file into the tiny café, which somehow is smaller inside than it was outside.
The three of us cram into the single bathroom. Here, the toilet isn’t funny shaped because it’s nonexistent. Just a hole in the floor. And Americans are the uncivilized ones?
Yasmin holds the book against her chest as Tayma wraps one arm around her waist and the other around mine. “Au revoir, Paris!” she cries.
Which is followed by a mini tornado in my stomach.
Which is followed by Tayma’s “Voila!”
We are back in Farrah’s bathroom. The instant we arrive, the door magically swings open, and piled into the tiny alcove are my four Zar sisters and their mothers.
Tayma’s cheeks flush pink as she slinks past Hana and her mom, Lalla Nadia; Mina and her mom, Lalla Jada; Farrah and her mother, Lalla Isa; and, finally, Laila and Lalla Samara, my mother’s best friend.
Not that he’d fit in the alcove, but Hairy Larry’s not here. And neither is my mother or Lalla Raina.
Nadia places her hands on her hips. Her red hair, a shade deeper than Hana’s, swings as she shakes her head. “Do you know how worried you made Raina? And poor Kalyssa? Azra’s mom’s doing a locator spell on you both. What were you thinking, Tayma? You’re twenty. You’ve been doing this long enough. You also know what’s at stake here. You know better.”
Tayma hangs her head.
Lalla Samara protectively steps between Nadia and Tayma. “You know it’s hard on her, Nadia,” Samara says. “Her Zar is broken.”
“Broken?” Farrah says. “What does that mean?”
There’s no further explanation, but Nadia’s eyes and voice soften as she says, “It means she has to be careful. Same as you girls once you get your powers. You know the Afrit are watching.”
Farrah spins her head around. “I knew I should’ve put aluminum foil on the ceiling. If it’s good enough to keep out aliens…”
Isa laughs and pecks her daughter on the head. “That’s not what we mean.” She looks up and bites her bottom lip. “But then again, it couldn’t hurt.”
Nadia faces Tayma. “Now, you take Azra home. We’ll deal with Yasmin.” She plucks the spell book out of Yasmin’s hands. Yasmin groans in response. Nadia’s lips thin. “Really, Tayma?”
Tayma gives a sheepish grin.
“Uh-huh,” Nadia says. “Don’t think we won’t be having a nice long chat later, my dear.”
Tayma sighs as she waves good-bye and apps me to my house.
I know we are there before I open my eyes because of the smell. A mix of my mother’s lilacs and the ocean. Though we live a couple of miles from the beach, the sea breeze often comes to our doorstep.
The doorstep that Tayma and I sit on before I go inside.
I want to thank her for today. Sometimes I need reminders of the good that our magic can do. Because it can do bad. Because it brings bad. The Afrit and all that they won’t let us do.
“Azra!” A voice carries from across the street. It’s Henry, my neighbor, the one with the backyard that makes an excellent hiding spot. “Your mom was looking all over for you.” His green eyes grow wide as he takes in the beautiful Jinn next to me. “Are you one of Azra’s cousins? I don’t think I’ve seen you before.”
Tayma doesn’t flinch. She must know that, to humans, we call our Zar sisters our cousins. “Oui,” she says.
A year older than me, Henry’s lanky, almost too skinny. He’s all limbs. “You’re French?” he says, rubbing his large hands together. “Enchanté, je suis Henry.” He then does a little bow. “I’m still working on my pronunciation. I’m going to take French this year.”
Tayma smiles. “Excellent, Henri.” She pronounces it “on-re.” “I am very glad, for it is the language of love.”
I roll my eyes at her, but her little laugh makes me laugh too. She hugs me good-bye and whispers, “Humans are good. So long as we are careful.”
She says “au revoir” to Henry and starts down the walkway to the street. At the end, she turns back around. “The ocean is that way?” She points in the right direction and I nod.
“But you’re not going to walk, are you?” Henry asks.
“Oui, mon chéri, walking makes me feel normal. It is nice from time to time.”
Henry, the boy I’ve lived across the street from my entire life, the boy I grew up with, the boy who used to dunk me in his backyard pool, knows what it is to not feel normal. To have lost what makes you feel normal. To have lost everything. Though we don’t talk about that.
We don’t talk much at all anymore. And yet we can sit here, side by side, in silence, and it’s not weird. It’s not uncomfortable. In fact, it’s the most comfortable I’ve felt all day.
Suddenly, from behind us, a puff of air tosses Henry’s already messy sandy-brown hair around.
“Azra!” my mother cries. She’s the opposite of Henry—tall and all curves. Her long dark hair is tied in haphazard bun atop her head. She places her hand on the doorjamb, and her magical gold bangle taps against the wood.
“I was worried, kiddo,” she says. “I thought you were lost.”
Henry grins and dimples carve into his cheeks. “She’s not lost, Mrs. Nadira. She’s with me.”
And with that, I feel not only comfortable but normal. If only it were a feeling that could last.
The End
1
A chisel, a hammer, a wrench. A sander, a drill, a power saw. A laser, a heat gun, a flaming torch. Nothing cuts through the bangle. Nothing I conjure even makes a scratch.
I had to try, just to be sure. But the silver bangle encircling my wrist can’t be removed. It was smart of my mother to secure it in the middle of the night while I was asleep, unable to protest.
Though my Jinn ancestry means magic has always been inside me, the rules don’t allow me to begin drawing upon it until the day I turn sixteen. The day I receive my silver bangle. The day I officially become a genie.
Today.
I slam my newly acquired accessory against my bedroom closet, leaving a rounded indent on the wood door. The pristine, gleaming metal mocks me. For the rest of my life, I’ll go where I’m told, perform on command, and do it all without question.
Screw that.
Barefooted, I can’t kick the pile of tools without impaling myself. I settle for shoving the saw, but in the blade,
a flash of gold reflects back at me. I’ve ignored the unusual sensation of hairs tickling my bare shoulders all morning … the new tap, tap, tap of my nails against the conjured metal … the hem of my pajama pants now flirting with my calf. Ignored just in case. Just in case this bangle wasn’t here to stay. But even my talent for denial is no match for my curiosity when it’s been piqued.
Standing at the bathroom mirror, my breath catches in my throat.
The deepening of my olive skin, the angling of my cheekbones, the lengthening of my torso. I’ve seen them all before. On my mother, who wears them like she owns them. Unlike me, who wears them like a rented Halloween costume.
I lay a finger on the bangle and push, watching it spin around my wrist. Somehow this thing stimulates my body to reach full maturity. As an inherently attractive species, this tends to make us Jinn … well, hot. I’m pretty sure it’s less a quid pro quo thing (thankfully, otherwise we Jinn would be the most shallow of species) and more an ancestral one, but then again, I’m not privy to the inner workings of the Afrit, the council that rules over our Jinn world.
I run my tongue along my bright white teeth and give thanks that my birthday falls during the summer. Not that I think the HITs (humans in training, aka teenagers) I go to school with would likely question this new and improved Azra Nadira staring back at me. Guess there are benefits to not being popular. Unlike other newbie Jinn, I certainly won’t need to change schools or even incite hushed rumors about plastic surgery. For me, one or two fibs about a to-die-for stylist and an oh-so-talented makeup artist will do. Laughably out of character, of course, but, again, there are benefits to not being popular.
Inspecting all the ways my body has been altered while my mind was unable to resist, I note a distinct lack of curves remains. Seriously, a little va-va-voom here or there (and by “there” I’m talking to you, status quo B cup) was too much to ask?
I upend the basket next to the sink. A pair of nail clippers clanks against the marble counter, landing in between dental floss and a barely used compact of blush. I drum my nails, now as luminous as ten perfectly polished pearls, against the cold stone and brandish the nail clippers like a sword.
I knew this was coming. Click. I grew up knowing this was coming. Click. But still a part of me believed something would stop it. Click. Maybe my mother would finally realize I was serious. Click. I’ve been begging her to find a way around me having to become a genie since I was old enough to understand what the word “destiny” meant. Click. Maybe the Afrit would decide my well-honed lack of enthusiasm was an insult to the long line of Jinn from which I descend. Click. Maybe they’d take one look at me and realize that, for the first time in Jinn history, powers should skip a generation. Click.
I turn on the faucet and watch with satisfaction as the tips of the long nails that replaced my short ones overnight swirl around the basin and disappear down the drain.
A lock of my newly long hair falls across my eye. With a puff, I blow it aside and drop the clippers on the counter. Peeking out from under the overturned basket is the pointy end of a pair of scissors.
Running away was never an option. Snip. I found that out when I was ten, twelve, and fourteen. Snip. My Jinn blood is the equivalent of a permanent tracking device. Snip. And now it’s not just my mother who can find me anywhere, anytime. Snip. The Afrit will be watching. Snip. If I refuse to grant wishes, if I screw up, if I expose our Jinn world to humans, I will be extracted from this human life I’m pretending to live. Snip. I’ll be tossed in a cell deep inside the Afrit’s underground lair where they sit, rubbing their hands together and cackling as they toy with us Jinn pawns. Snip. It’s not a death penalty. Snip. As much as it may feel like it is. Snip.
A blanket of dark espresso hair surrounds my feet. I’ve sheared off the three inches that are new since yesterday and then some. The color, which morphed from mouse to mink while I slept, is an exact match for my mother’s. That can stay. The sheen helps the choppy bob I’ve given myself look halfway decent.
They can make me grant wishes, but they can’t dictate what I’m going to look like while doing it.
I splash water on my face and feel the length of my eyelashes. The gold flecks of my eyes have consumed the hazel. The new color is an exact match not only for the color of my mother’s eyes but for the color of all Jinn’s eyes. And I can’t have that.
Lucky for me, my learning curve with this conjuring thing has been fast. One crooked wrench, one inoperable lighter, and one unrecognizable reciprocating saw preceded the plethora of tools turning my bedroom into a hardware store. And in all fairness, the mangled saw stems less from my lack of skill and more from my ignorance as to what a reciprocating saw actually looks like.
Just as I did when conjuring each tool, I steady my breathing, tune my ears to the beat of my heart, which pumps my Jinn blood at a rate closer to that of hummingbirds than humans, and close my eyes. In my mind, I form the perfect image of a pair of transparent contacts tinted dark brown.
An icy tingle snakes through my body. I shiver. My body craves heat. In all the ways I take after my mother—in all the ways I take after all Jinn—an intolerance for cold is the one that bothers me the least.
I concentrate until a bead of sweat forms on my upper lip and the slimy lenses float in a sea of saline in the palm of my hand.
Good-bye gold. Good-bye Jinn.
I plant my face an inch away from the mirror. With my index finger on my top lid and my thumb on my bottom, I create a larger bull’s-eye for the brown contact. My first attempt sends the lens down the drain. After conjuring another one, I force myself not to blink. I’m successfully affixing the lens to my eyeball when I notice my fingernails are once again long. And red.
My hair shoots past my chin, flies down my neck, and leaves my collarbone in the dust. Post-bangle, pre-haircut, it barely skimmed my shoulders. It now lands mid-B—Wait, is that now an A?—cup boob. The gold of my eyes deepens and shimmers until my irises resemble balls of compacted glitter.
Apparently the Afrit can dictate what I look like. I dump the contact lenses in the trash and poke my finger in and out of the intricate carvings etched into the bangle. I wouldn’t be surprised if one of these indents housed a tiny spy camera and the Afrit were really just a bunch of pervy Peeping Toms.
I dive into my bed and burrow under the soft down of my comforter, grateful for its instant warmth. Ignoring the sound of the dog barking outside, I drink in the sweet smell of the lilacs in perpetual bloom in our backyard and catch a faint hint of sea beneath the floral perfume. Our house is close enough that, when the wind blows a certain way, we can smell the ocean. It doesn’t happen often, mostly because the windows are usually shut to seal in the warmth and the curtains are usually drawn to seal in, well, us.
I will myself to fall back to sleep. Even if I can’t sleep, I can still choose to skip today.
All I have to do is stay in bed. All I have to do is not open my eyes. All I have to do is pretend. Fortunately, being skilled in pretending is another way in which I take after my mother, another way in which I take after all Jinn.
Turning toward the window, I breathe in the lilacs. Along with the fragrance comes the pollen. Along with the pollen comes the coughing. Along with the coughing comes the involuntary opening of my eyes.
Who am I kidding? I can’t skip today. I don’t have that kind of control. The bangle assures that I never will.
I crawl out of bed and shed my pajamas, dropping them on top of the drill. Of course the black tank top I pull over my head and down my newly elongated torso is too short. As I move, the hem plays a game of peekaboo with my belly button, an unintentional homage to the midriff-baring genies of fairy tales and fantasies.
I rummage through the top drawer of my bathroom vanity until I find an elastic and the pair of bug-eyed sunglasses my mother bought for me last year. I gather my hair into a ponytail and hide my gold eyes behind the tinted shades. It’s summer. Well, almost summer. In New England, summer doe
sn’t debut until July. And only if we’re lucky. June is always a tease. Still, with tenth grade in the rearview mirror, I can camouflage my new look this way until school starts again. By then, no one will remember what I used to look like.
As if that’s a valid concern. I could walk into calculus tomorrow with rainbow-colored dreadlocks and half the class wouldn’t even blink an eye.
Being invisible is a trait I’ve learned all on my own.
2
The smell of chocolate fills my nostrils as I head down the stairs. The bracelet slides easily around my wrist but is in no danger of falling off. It doesn’t have to be tight like a handcuff to achieve the same effect.
I linger in the kitchen doorway. My mother gathers her long hair with one hand and secures it into a bun with the other. The silk of her emerald kaftan glides across her body, accentuating her graceful movements and making them appear all the more effortless. She leans over our farmhouse table and pushes back her sleeves.
I wrap my hand around my silver bangle. It is identical to the one around my mother’s wrist except for the color. Hers, like that of all retired Jinn, shines a deep gold. The same color as her—now, our—eyes.
“Happy birthday, kiddo.” As she takes in my appearance, she shakes her head. “Nice touch with the sunglasses. Very movie star incognito. But the way you’re strangling those pretty new locks is criminal.”
I lower the shades so she can see my eyes rolling. Flipping the end of my ponytail, I say, “How else am I supposed to explain the sudden change in length? I’m not the type of girl to get hair extensions. I don’t want people to think I’m the type of girl who would get hair extensions.”
“Because they’ll think you’re vain? Or be jealous?” My mother laughs. “Believe me, they’ve been jealous all along. Yesterday, even I would have sworn you couldn’t look any more beautiful.” She smiles. “But I’d have been wrong.”
Despite or maybe because of what I’ve seen in the mirror, I dismiss her compliment. It’s actually my mother who has the capacity to stun. I’ve spent fifteen, no, sixteen years looking at her, and her beauty still catches me by surprise.
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