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by War Of Hearts. txt (lit)


  witnessing, I think...You know well I’d never come between

  love and a soldier’s heart.” He crossed his arms over his

  chest, face an impassive mask. “Get on with it.”

  Jeremy sheathed his sword and stepped up to Alicen’s

  stirrup. He extended his hands toward her. “Come down

  and bid me farewell, lady.”

  His intense expression made Alicen’s protest die

  unvoiced. Though unable to fathom his purpose, she

  allowed him to lift her to the ground. The moment her

  feet hit solid earth, she was engulfed in his strong

  embrace.

  He pulled her to him, his head bent, mouth next to

  her ear. “Do you go with him, he’ll kill me, then force you

  to tell him about William.”

  “His wounded men—”

  “Alicen, I know him. He’ll hurt you when he no longer

  needs you. I can occupy them long enough for you to

  escape. They’d never expect you to outride them.”

  “I’m sworn to help any in need,” she returned with

  quiet conviction, stilling her own fears. “I must go.”

  “Think of those who’ll die. William, Taft...perhaps even

  Ned.” His embrace tightened until there was not a breath

  of space between them. “The lives you may save will never

  balance those lost. Think of that.” He lifted his head to

  stare at her. “You can’t serve both sides,” he whispered

  urgently, lips nearly touching hers. “Too many will suffer

  if you try.”

  Without another word, his mouth sealed hers with a

  hungry, possessive kiss. His lips moved with seductive

  insinuation, coaxing a response. Unchecked virility

  surrounded her, swamping all her senses. Her knees

  started to buckle. She had never felt so wanton, so aware

  of the powerful sensations this man’s body stirred inside

  her. Helpless to resist, she wrapped her arms around his

  neck and returned his ardor.

  Jeremy pulled his mouth from Alicen’s when Kenrick’s

  shouts of laughter penetrated his mind. His hands subtly

  squeezed her shoulders before he murmured beneath

  his breath, “Think of those who will die, woman. You can’t

  serve both sides.” Slowly drawing back, he gazed into

  her stunned eyes and gave her a tender, unguarded look.

  That look darkened to hatred when Kenrick laughed

  again.

  “Very convincing, Blaine,” the mercenary jeered. “And

  touching. Had I not known better, I’d think you actually

  cared for the wench. And she for you.”

  Jeremy stiffened, then gave Alicen another long look

  before turning to stare at his enemy. “Ah, yes, I feign

  passion very well,” he replied archly. “Of course, Estelle

  cured my romantic bent long ago.” He pushed Alicen

  firmly back and stepped away, leaving her to mount

  Hercules without aid.

  Kenrick’s cold eyes glinted malice. “And, sweet, sweet

  Estelle. Such a tender morsel. I enjoyed her while you

  were in France.” He paused. “Did she ever scream for

  you? She screamed for me when I had her in your stable

  all night. She screamed every time I took her.”

  Alicen saw rage and stark despair flame in Jeremy’s

  eyes. Horror filled her. Kenrick, his most hated enemy,

  had violated Jeremy’s wife! Did the cur’s treachery ever

  end? Pity for the captain wrung her heart. Although his

  face showed no expression, Alicen knew he’d surmised

  the truth she’d instantly come to understand herself:

  Estelle had aborted the child because it wasn’t her

  husband’s.

  Kenrick sighed mockingly. “’Twould please me to

  recount more of Estelle, but my wounded await.” Giving

  a slight nod to his men, he said, “Therefore, old friend,

  adieu.” At these words, relief engulfed Alicen. They’d leave,

  and the captain would be safe. She had started to pull

  Hercules around to go with the mercenaries when the

  attack came.

  Jeremy, red with fury, fought like one possessed. His

  keen blade deflected a swinging pikestaff hurtling at him,

  and instead of taking the blow on his head, he took it

  across the ribs. Though he was without chain mail, his

  arming doublet absorbed the brunt of the attack. Still,

  the breath fled his body and he fell. Pain burst in him,

  but he struggled up, pivoting to face the ever tightening

  circle of attackers.

  One man charged alone. His life ended on the point

  of Jeremy’s sword. As the circle closed, he yanked his

  blade free and spun, managing to wound two more men.

  But he couldn’t turn fast enough to guard his back, and

  the jackals closed in.

  The butt of a pike crashed into the base of his skull,

  laying him in the dirt. Kenrick’s lieutenant raised his pike,

  ready to pierce Jeremy’s chest.

  With Captain Blaine struck down, his foe poised to

  make the killing thrust, Alicen burst into action.

  Recklessly, she drove Hercules forward, wedging him

  against the mercenary’s mount, preventing the fatal lunge.

  “Stop!” She grabbed the man’s upraised arm and

  attempted to wrest his weapon away. “You mustn’t kill

  him! Don’t kill him!”

  He shook off her tenaciously clinging hands, raising

  a fist to strike her.

  “Enough!” Kenrick’s command brooked no argument.

  His small, dark eyes turned toward Alicen. “You intrude

  where unwelcome, Mistress. Blaine will die.”

  Alicen’s eyes grew cold and her voice low. “Then slay

  me. For if you slay him, I’ll not go with you for any reason.”

  Kenrick’s thick brow rose. “What is the man to you?”

  “A man.”

  “And such a one as holds you in contempt. Be not

  fooled by his show of gallantry on your behalf. He has no

  love for you.”

  She drew a breath and steadied her voice. Only her

  strong will kept her from glancing over at Orrick’s body.

  “No man deserves to be murdered.”

  “Murdered? More like excised. As you would remove

  a boil.”

  Realizing Kenrick’s determination to see Blaine dead,

  Alicen fought to maintain courage. Pray God her skills

  were dear enough to this murderer for him to indulge

  her.

  “I tell you true,” she stated, “kill him, and I’ll help

  you not at all. I care not for causes, only for the ill. But I’ll

  not see another man die needlessly.” Anger ignited in

  her eyes. “And do not think to force me to your will. I

  know as well how to take a life as save one.”

  Her brazen declaration seemed to impress Kenrick.

  He turned his look upon Jeremy, who lay bleeding in the

  dirt at his horse’s feet.

  “This wench is well worth having, Blaine,” he taunted.

  “Pity I can’t goad you by taking her as you watch, but,

  unlike Estelle, you don’t seem to care enough to be

  angered should I ravish her.” He nodded to the man with

  the pike. “Tie him over his saddle.” Turning then, he gave

  back Alicen’s intense look. “You
temporarily prolong his

  life, wench. I’ll not free him to return to William. He’ll die

  by my hand ere long.”

  But not at this moment, Alicen thought with wild relief.

  When realization dawned that Kenrick had spared

  Jeremy, she slowly unclenched her fists. Captain Blaine

  would live. Not that he’d be grateful, she reasoned

  morosely. His feelings were clear—and she abruptly

  realized he was right. She could not serve both sides

  without endangering Duke William and his men, men

  she’d grown to respect. For once, she understood Jeremy’s

  reasoning.

  She stared down at his prostrate form. Why had he

  kissed her with such passion, then turned coldly away?

  Her mouth was tender from his ardor. There had been

  naught of indifference in that embrace. Yet the uneasy

  feeling persisted that he’d never understand her need to

  heal.

  Her contemplations halted when the brigands,

  laughing and shouting, began to viciously batter Jeremy.

  Bile rose in her throat when one landed several kicks to

  his ribs.

  “Merciful Christ, he’s helpless,” she cried. “Have you

  no honor?”

  Her concern drew a nasty laugh from the henchman.

  He and a confederate bound the captain’s wrists behind

  him before tossing him over Charon’s saddle. Soon a rope

  secured to Jeremy’s feet ran beneath the horse’s belly.

  The hireling tied it in a loose loop around Jeremy’s neck.

  Laughing again, he gave the rope a sharp tug.

  Alicen felt a sudden chill. She could see blood in

  Jeremy’s black hair. He needed attention, but would she

  be allowed to tend him? Had positions been reversed, he

  would not have balked at her treating an enemy. But

  evidently Kenrick’s idea of honor differed vastly from that

  of the man who now lay battered and bleeding across

  Charon’s saddle. Alicen felt her breath catch. Might he

  bleed to death before she had the chance to help him?

  She thought to insist upon assessing his injuries, but

  her request went unvoiced as the party immediately

  formed ranks around her and spurred their horses away

  from the hut. Alicen prayed for Orrick’s departed soul,

  and added to that prayer a plea that someone find his

  body and afford it a Christian burial. Now, at long last,

  he could be at peace.

  ***

  Awaken!

  The whispered command buzzed in Jeremy’s ears just

  before Charon’s gait jostled him awake. Wishing to draw

  no attention to his lucidity, he carefully turned his head.

  By the lengthening shadows he knew they’d traveled

  several hours. The sun’s position indicated westward

  movement. Toward the Pennine Mountains. The terrain

  had become rugged, heath and moor, and the horses

  traveled in single file, climbing a gradual slope.

  He closed his eyes to ease the pain behind them. How

  long would he ride face down across his saddle like a

  butchered hart? His ribs burned. Breathing was an effort

  he had little strength to accomplish.

  You must remain alert. Take shallow breaths and keep

  your wits about you.

  Although he’d taken a severe blow to the head, Jeremy

  knew he didn’t imagine the lilting Irish brogue. He was

  actually glad to hear it. If Kaitlyn O’Rourke did indeed

  speak to him, she issued sound advice. He had to avoid

  lapsing back into senselessness, ascertain the situation,

  and plan an escape.

  Kenrick would no doubt kill him at the first

  opportunity. Jeremy wondered that he’d been spared this

  long, but suspected Alicen’s intervention was the reason.

  His former comrade-at-arms likely would plan some

  special diversion, with Jeremy as the entertainment.

  Of a certain, I’ll give them a diversion they’ll not soon

  forget. And if I’m able, I’ll kill that whoreson Kenrick.

  His heart’s pain mirrored his body’s when he recalled

  Kenrick’s taunt. Had he truly raped Estelle? Jeremy forced

  his thoughts back to his marriage. All had been well for

  the first few months, then he’d left on campaign, returning

  to find Estelle distantly reticent. She barely tolerated his

  lovemaking and never sought it from him as she had

  before he left. She’d told him nothing of the babe. He’d

  discovered her betrayal in the midwife’s hut the day

  Estelle died. To keep from roaring his grief at that memory,

  he bit his tongue until he tasted blood. For years he’d

  thought she hated him too much to bear his child.

  In fact, she’d loved him too much to bear Kenrick’s

  bastard.

  Estelle, forgive me, he prayed. I never knew.

  Hot tears stung his eyes and he let them fall, knowing

  no one would notice or care. Except perhaps Alicen Kent.

  His moist eyes dried as he considered her perfidy. She’d

  claimed her betrothed had died in battle in France, when

  in fact he’d been less than a league away from Landeyda,

  very much alive. Yet she had saved William’s life and

  treated his men with all her skill. If she was guilty of

  anything, it was of believing she could, unmolested, serve

  any and all in a conflict.

  This thought led to a stark realization. If Kenrick

  learned she’d helped William, Alicen would pay for it. The

  monster enjoyed brutalizing women. Rage replaced

  Jeremy’s headache. No matter her deceit, he’d not see

  Alicen raped and abused. She did not deserve that for

  seeking to protect her betrothed.

  He went cold. Had he committed a grave error in trying

  to prevent the mercenaries from taking her? If Kenrick

  thought him in the least concerned, Alicen would certainly

  be hurt. Making both captives suffer would double

  Kenrick’s pleasure.

  Still, she was not a cowering victim, the type Kenrick

  preyed upon. Perhaps her defiance, or her healing skills

  and apparent standing with Harold, would deter any

  abuse. He could only pray this would prove true. Yet

  Kenrick might decide to take sport with her merely

  because she was a woman....

  Fury came to no good, so Jeremy subdued it. Better

  to hoard strength rather than spend it in fruitless emotion.

  Anger would aid him, but not at present. He’d bide his

  time and await a chance to gain advantage. Closing his

  eyes, he concentrated, willing away pain and hurtful

  memories. Presently, he slept.

  ***

  They rode until nightfall, when they reached a hidden

  camp high in the hills. The chill night air hung around

  them like a vengeful wraith, sucking parasitically at their

  strength, and the rising full moon shed only cold light.

  Exhausted, Alicen practically fell from her saddle

  when they at last stopped near the mouth of a cave.

  But fear—for what might happen to Jeremy and to

  herself—had built steadily and now consumed all thought.

  She struggled to keep her wits, to find a solution to this

  dilemma. Convinced
that solution lay with Jeremy, she

  was determined to speak to him. If she could. At a glance

  she saw that Kenrick’s men had tossed him under a

  nearby oak, bound hand and foot. He appeared

  unconscious, but the light was too dim to see him clearly.

  Her boldness had kept him alive until now, but

  Kenrick would not allow him to live much longer. She

  would have to be very clever indeed to stay one step ahead

  of this cruel adversary.

  If she could not, doubtless both she and Jeremy would

  rue her failure.

  After several unsteady moments on shaking legs, she

  found she could walk, and turned to attend Hercules.

  The gelding nickered as she mechanically removed his

  saddle and bridle, then rubbed him down with fistsful of

  dried grass.

  Kenrick stepped from the cave, looked around, then

  stalked forward. He reached Alicen in a few quick strides

  and, grabbing her by the shoulder, spun her around to

  face him.

  The attack caught her off guard. Exhaustion sealed

  her fate. Reeling, limbs weak, she collapsed against his

  dirty tunic. Reflexively, she clutched the garment to keep

  from falling. But when she looked up and saw his eyes,

  her grip relaxed. His gaze told her she’d learn firsthand

  what forms his evil could take. She slid to the ground at

  his feet. Now trembling like a willow in a wind storm, she

  lowered her head to hide her terror.

  Show him nothing. Fear doubtless pleasures

  him...Mother give me courage.

  Kenrick leered as he bent to grasp a handful of Alicen’s

  hair. Pulling, he drew her to her unsteady feet. She knew

  he could sense a victim’s dread, so she did not reveal it.

  Instead, she gave him defiance. Her lips thinned and her

  chin rose.

  Surprise lit his face, and he paused a moment. “Beg

  me to spare you,” he growled. “Grovel at my feet.”

  His grip tightened, and he bent her head back. Hard

  lips crushed down on her slack mouth.

  She didn’t resist his assault in part because she could

  barely stand. Only his hands kept her upright. The lust

  in his eyes died instantly.

  “’Tis folly to break you ere I’ve had good use of you,”

  he sneered. “There’s time enough to enjoy your charms.

  Sleep in the cave.” He pushed her toward the entrance.

  “Tomorrow you see to the wounded.” He moistened his

 

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