I look at Eva, I can feel her emotions since we’re twins, so I already know what she wants. We both nod our heads at each other in agreement. We’re going to get showered and dressed. Can you see if your friend can meet us at the hospital?” I ask Ma.
“Absolutely, sweetheart. Go ahead and get ready while I make the calls. The boys can clean up the kitchen.”
I kiss Ryan, and Eva and I head upstairs. We get to the top of the stairs and Eva hugs me. “I’m really happy to see you happy. I can tell that you two already really love each other. If you want to stay, I’ll go with Mom. Don’t give up on your happy ending for me, Emma. I know you. You always sacrifice for everyone else. Mom and I will be fine, you stay if that is what you really want. We’re both almost eighteen, Ryan is almost eighteen. It’s time we all started thinking about our own futures and what we want. It’s not that far, from here to the college. You’ll still be going there for nursing school so we can see each other a lot next school year. Ryan has a car, so I’m sure we can take turns visiting on weekends. Stay, stay with him, be happy and be loved. The rest will work out.”
We’re both crying, and I hug her tightly. “Let’s get this bastard first, save mom, and then we’ll worry about our happy endings. Ryan and I will make it work, one way or another. Whether I live here or move near the college with you and mom, we’ll make it work. We’ve waited this long, I’m not giving him up.”
I take my shower in Ryan’s bathroom while Eva takes hers in the hall. I have so many butterflies in my stomach and so many thoughts in my head. I would love nothing more than to do what Emma said, but moving in with him already? I don’t know, that’s crazy isn’t it?
I get out of the shower and am blow drying my long curly hair when there is a knock on the bathroom door. I turn the hair dryer off and unlock the door. Ryan is standing there, and his dad is behind him. “Well, um, come in Ryan, and Ryan’s Dad. I’m just drying my hair.”
“He’s back?” Ryan asks, looking behind him.
“Yep, he is. What’s up?”
“The State Police are very interested in talking. Kevin lives close by and he’s on his way here. He wants to talk here, without your mom first. He also sent a female officer to the hospital to watch over your mom. Her name is Pam, she’s really nice. I just wanted to talk first.”
He looks nervous and I decide my hair is dry enough for now. No sense in putting any makeup on. I put on some colored watermelon flavored lip gloss which will have to do. I’m not really a makeup girl anyway.
“Okay, well, do you want to talk in the bathroom or your bedroom?”
“The room is fine, I just wanted to talk, just us. I don’t want you to feel pressured in any way. I want you here, with me, more than anything. But I will drive out to see you as much as I can. I have been given several sports scholarships, but the closest school is down near Albany, about an hour from here. I haven’t given anyone any decisions yet about where I’m going next year. I need to decide on some of them in January, but since it’s November, I have some time. I just want you to know that if you decide to stay here, you can have one of the extra bedrooms, or you’ll probably steal my bed and I’ll take the extra room. Though I want visitation rights to my waterbed, I will never pressure you, for anything. But if you want to go with your mom and Eva, then go. I’ll do whatever I can to see you as much as possible. I just want you all safe.”
“What my eloquent son is trying to say, sweetie, is that he loves you and he’ll go anywhere he has to in order to be with you.” Ryan’s dad says with a sigh.
I start to giggle and say, “Yeah, Dad, I got that, I do speak teenager. I kind of gathered that from what he said before we fell asleep last night.”
“What did he say?” Ryan asks.
“He said what his eloquent son was trying to say was that you love me and you’ll go anywhere to be with me.”
“Nice, Dad. Nothing like telling the girl I love her before I do.” Ryan says.
“Well you did kind of hint at it last night when we discussed what body spray I was wearing at your last match. I was half asleep, but I remember you saying Love Spell was accurate and you were okay with that.”
“Stay, Emma. I’m going to be crazy and cheesy and probably a stupid selfish teenage boy, but stay. My mom wouldn’t have offered if she didn’t mean it, and I don’t want to lose you. I meant what I said, if you need to be with your mom and Eva, I’ll be there as much as I can. I won’t lose you now that we finally have each other. You can have your own room, we’ll take this as slow as you want, but I love you and I just want you to know I really want you to stay.”
Living with a boy, in his house, at seventeen? Before I’ve even had sex? Yeah, welcome to the country. It could be worse, I could be pregnant and on a television show for a paternity test. I do love him, and I do want to stay, but no matter what Eva and he say, I need to know my mom and sister will be okay before I decide.
“I love you, too. As crazy as that may be, I’ve wanted you and fought it forever, and I know we are perfect for each other. You are my missing puzzle piece, just like you said yesterday. If my mom and Eva are okay, then I’ll stay, but I want the waterbed.”
“Oh, that’s a deal. You may have to share it sometimes, I mean it is a king size, but you have the right to kick me out of it anytime. Let’s go talk to the police, get your mom and sister safe, and get that bastard put in jail. Are you ready?”
“Yeah, just give me a minute to talk to your dad, please? Alone?”
Ryan looks confused, but he shrugs, kisses me quickly and runs downstairs.
“So, do you come every day or is something wrong?”
“You do know your spirits, don’t you sweetheart? You tell me what you know, and I’ll tell you what I’m allowed to.”
“I can tell you that you glow, and not every ghost does. I feel a warmth right now from you, which isn’t normal either. Normal dead spirits who don’t move on are cold. I’ve felt your kind at church. Who are you here for, and what can you tell me?”
“I can tell you I’m here for whoever needs me. I can tell you that what happened to you, you dying and coming back changed you. You’re what some call a tweener. You have died, come back, and you retained some of the in between when you came back. You can see and hear the dead as if we were alive, because you were partly one of us. Your empathy, being able to feel from those close to you, is also part of it. You have people watching over you because of that. Go downstairs now, Emma. The police officer is here, he is a good man. You’ll be moving in here soon. Welcome to the family.”
“Can you tell me if my mom will be okay?”
He smiles and pauses for a moment. “Yes, Emma. You trusting in Ryan, Grant, your teacher, and my wife has protected them. You will all be safe from him. Your father can’t hurt you anymore. That is as much about the future that I am allowed to share with you at this time, and I must go now. Blessed be.” With that, he disappears. Well, at least I can breathe a little easier knowing that my mom and sister will be safe and my father will get what’s coming to him.
The one thing I can’t forget though is how he said we will all be safe from him, meaning my father. It almost seemed like he knew that someone wouldn’t be safe from someone else other than my father. What other threats were out there, other than my father? Maybe I’m just overthinking it. I head down stairs and see a tall man there in a New York State Police uniform.
“Hi, you must be Emma. I’m Officer O’Neil, but please call me Kevin while we’re here. I’m an old friend of Marie’s here, though you probably already call her Ma, everyone does. Let’s sit and talk, okay? I’ve just met Eva and Grant, and of course I already know Ryan.”
We go sit in the comfortable family room. They have the big sectional as well as two recliners so we can all sit comfortable. Ryan and Grant turn the recliners so they face the sectional.
“Would anyone like coffee or anything, or shall we just get to it?” Ma asks.
I look at everyone and every
one is just looking at Kevin. “Unless Kevin would like some, I think we’re good, Ma. Thank you.”
“I just had two cups with breakfast, so I’m good for now, thanks Marie. So Marie tells me your father is very abusive and your mom is in the hospital right now because of him. You have told the local police and they cover for him because they are friends?”
“Yes, well, it is a small town. He grew up in the next town over, so he knows everyone. They usually just laughed and walked away.” I tell him with a shrug.
“Marie gave me the name of the officer from the school, so that will be looked into on a state level. I am a detective. I outrank the local piss ants, by a lot. I want you to know that the local police are literally my bitches, if I snap they jump, so I want you to feel absolutely safe telling me anything. Are we good?”
Ryan squeezes my hand and Eva is smiling, though I see she’s gripping Grant’s hand too.
“Yes, I think we’re good on that. Ma explained a bit that state is a higher rank, so I’m glad she knew to call you. Where do we need to start?”
“Well, Ma here says that you girls have had a lot of injuries. Let’s start with a small list of the injuries and the causes. Don’t feel that you need to go into a lot of detail, and stop whenever you need a break. You can also list your mom’s injuries and causes, and anything that is dangerous in the home.”
“Well starting with what’s dangerous, you may want to take his guns. If he holds us at gunpoint one more time, I may shoot his balls off with my own rifle.”
“He pointed his gun at you, or he just threatened you verbally with it?”
“He shot a hole in the freaking wall in his temper tantrum, so yeah he pointed it physically and verbally. The hole is covered with plastic right now until he figures out how to get it fixed without having anyone ask too many questions. It went through the house, you can see from inside to outside, and he’s not sure how to hide that it’s a bullet hole.”
Kevin looks at Ma, and you can tell he’s getting upset. His face is darker. He sighs heavily. “Okay, next?”
“Eva broke her arm when he twisted it. The hospital knew it was from being twisted but he called his local cop buddy to get out of that one too.”
“Stop right there. You went to the hospital with a broken arm, the doctors said they knew it was from being twisted and he had a local cop get him out of it?”
“Yes, sir.” Eva answers.
“You had x-rays at the local hospital? Do you remember your doctor’s name?”
“The guy with the knobs, you know, like Luigi from Mario brothers? We had to try really hard not to giggle when he came in.” Eva explains.
“I know exactly who he is. His wife is a medical professional as well. The fact that he didn’t call that in as a child abuse case after you left is wrong. I think we’re done. I have more than enough. I am calling Pam to get back up. She will make sure your mom is protected until I get there. I’m going to make some calls to get a few guys here. They will get photos of the bullet hole in the wall and your father will be arrested today. You all get ready, we’ll head out to the hospital to see your mom so we can discuss the next step of all of this.”
We were already showered and dressed, but I could tell he wanted privacy on the phone so I pull on Ryan and motion to Eva to follow us upstairs.
We get to Ryan’s room and shut the door. “Listen, we have some time, but not a lot. I have a bad feeling and I need to know if I’m right. I need you guys to watch the door while I try to talk to someone.” I give Ryan and Eva both a look. They know I mean the dead.
“Grant, um, just be cool and we’ll talk about this later.” Eva says to Grant. He looks between the two of us and looks at me strange when I go to lie down.
I close my eyes and take some really deep breaths, then I hold it, and keep holding it.
“Stop that before you kill yourself. We’re here.” I hear Ryan’s dad’s voice.
“So let me see if I understand this. We’re going to be safe, but both of our parents are going to be charged?”
“Well, Emma, you should have asked the police man that instead of holding your breath and hurting yourself, but yes, that could absolutely happen. Your mother knew he was hurting all of you, and she stayed. She endangered children by staying, no matter how you look at it.”
“So how do I save her?”
“I’m not sure you can, baby girl. Adults must be held accountable for their actions.”
“What if they were forced and threatened, and the child’s life was threatened if they did tell?”
“Then I would say that may make a difference if you tell them in detail what happened, soon.” Ryan’s father says.
“Alright, go on. Sorry to bother you. Thanks, Dad.” I paused a little before calling him dad, but I could tell he was pleased.
“Always a pleasure. Stay safe and blessed be.”
I shake my head to clear it, and get up to run down stairs. Of course it was too soon, I am really lightheaded and luckily Ryan catches me.
“Eva, go get my mom and Kevin, please.” Ryan says to my sister.
“Let her have a second. She’s done this before, she’s lightheaded but she’ll be fine. Do you have any sugar? Talking to the dead lowers her blood sugar really quickly. Grant, go get them while I help her.” Eva says and sits next to me. Ryan runs to his dresser and comes back with a lollipop.
“Oh, a blow pop. Yay, I get gum after. I’ll have to do that more often if I get a blow pop out of it.” Ryan closes his eyes, obviously not amused.
“You scared the fucking hell out of me, Emma. You held your breath and passed out for like three minutes! Eva told me to leave you alone, to not touch you! You talked to my dad last night without doing that, why did you have to hurt yourself now?”
“Because he was already here yesterday and he was here this morning. He can’t be here all of the time and I had to make him come. Listen, mom could go to jail if we don’t make it clear my sperm donor threatened our lives if she told. Sell it hard, Eva, or we lose mom too.”
Eva’s eyes are huge and I can tell she’s scared. Grant comes running back up and I hear feet pounding behind him.
“I’m okay. All this stress just got to me and I passed out. I’m okay, Ryan even gave me a blow pop. Totally better. Um, Kevin, while you’re here, you need to know that my sperm donor also threatened our lives every time mom tried to leave or tell anyone. He even put a hunting knife to my neck once when mom told him we were leaving. She had packed our stuff one day with Eva while he and I went fishing. When we got home she was packed in the car and was just going to grab me and go. He put his knife to my throat and said he would kill us all if we tried to leave. You can see the scar still I think.”
I tip my head up, and Eva points out the thin scar where he had drawn a little bit of blood.
“And when he had the gun and shot that hole in the wall, he said he would shoot Emma first if we left because Emma was the one who fights back.” Eva says, her voice shaky and emotional. We weren’t lying, this was all true, but we just hated to say it.
“Well, I need to make another call. Are you ready to go see your mom and figure out the next step? I’m going to have Ma here call her friend at Domestic Violence. Lee is a sweet lady and she can look into what happens next.” Kevin starts walking back towards the steps.
Ma looks around at us. “What happened? Grant was a mess when he came downstairs. It takes a lot to scare a young man like that.”
“I’ll tell you all about it later, I promise. We’re fine. Let’s get going to the hospital to see my mom. Thank you, Ma, for everything. Ryan may have been the one to get you involved, but you chose to stay involved. You opened up your home and arranged your life to help us. We’re really blessed to have you.” I get up and hug her.
“Oh, sweetheart, it’s truly my pleasure. Ryan has talked to me about you for so long. When he called to tell me about your mom, I had to help. It’s just the right thing to do. I’m blessed to be able
to help, and to now have you as a part of our lives. Both of you.” She hugs and kisses both Eva and I. Then we all head downstairs.
“Okay Pam is set, she says your mom is up and eating and they’re talking a bit. Lee from Domestic Violence has been called and she is looking in to things. I have two deputies already arresting your father and the ball is rolling. I can’t promise it won’t get scary, I can’t promise much, other than since you two ladies are seventeen you have a lot of say in what you do now. Let’s go see your mom, and we’ll go from there.”
We all walk out on to the large front porch of the farmhouse, and Ma stops to lock the door. We start walking down the steps when I hear the first gun shot. We’re not even a mile from my house, I would have to guess it’s closer to a half mile, but I know already. I can feel it. “Kevin, fuck, call for backup! Officer down!” I take off running before anyone can catch me. I know someone is behind me and hear someone yelling to me, but all I know is I have to get there. I have strong legs, they may be short, but they are strong. I also know every path around here, and I cut through to the back horse trails. It will be faster than the road, I hope. I can finally see my house over the top of the hill when Ryan catches up to me. “Stop, Emma. Don’t get yourself killed! That’s gun shots we heard!” I know what it is, and I know who. I just need to see it for myself, and I need to help the other person. We run across my yard and see my front porch. The other officer yells for us to stop.
“Kevin called for back-up, he’s coming.” I yell to the other officer. Then I look at my father’s body, and the other officer that’s lying down near him, and bleeding.
“Look, my father is gone, he’s dead. You’re safe. Now let’s save your partner, please. His aura is dark, he doesn’t have a lot of time if we don’t move.” It’s not the time to keep secrets.
The officer looks at me, shakes his head and then we turn to see Kevin driving down my long driveway really fast, kicking up gravel.
“Please, let me help him. I can if you let me.”
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