by Becca Little
“I was afraid you were angry with me.” He said in a sleepy voice as he realized I was beside him.
“No, I was just so tired I dozed off.” I admitted, shuffling myself until I was wrapped in his arms.
“Disobedience must be exhausted.” He said in a whisper that was accented with a soft laugh.
“Well I certainly paid for it…” I closed my eyes and rested my head on his chest.
The next morning I woke up to find him getting dressed next to the bed. I rolled to the side and yawned, feeling a hurt in my bottom that was fading. I knew it was time for my morning enema, so I took his hand and followed him into the bathroom. The mixture he used was thick and slowly oozed into my anus. It made me feel a lot fuller than normal, and purging it was not as easy. Even after I was done, it felt like a lot of it remained behind. There was little time to complain because I was diapered and taken downstairs for my bottle pretty quickly. I was famished after going to bed without dinner, so I didn’t leave a drop in it, even turning it up to try and get more once it was empty. He put the cuffs back on my knees once I was done with my bottle, and they were locked with a slightly heavier lock which could not be picked with something as flimsy as a hairpin. After testing them and making sure they weren’t going to come off, he left for work and I was there alone. I had almost forgotten how to be little during the day while he was gone. For so long, I had been able to remove the restraints and do what I wanted, so being held to the role was pretty tough. He left me a couple of bottles that I had to ration and a television with everything over a G rating filtered out. By the time he came home, I was practically bored out of my mind. He walked in and immediately scooped me up for a hug.
“Did you have a good day?” He asked as he placed a kiss on my cheek.
“I really missed you…” I pouted at him.
“I missed you too, darling.” He pressed his lips to mine and started to kiss me. “I’ve been thinking about you all day.”
“What have you been thinking about?” I asked as his lips drifted to my neck.
“How much I’m going to enjoy fucking you.” He slid his finger into my diaper and then pressed it to my anus. “Right here…”
I opened my eyes in shock. It had been mentioned, but I had mostly forgotten about it since he hadn’t brought it up again. I was sure that he intended to take it for the first time because of the way I misbehaved. It was going to be more penance I had to pay. I couldn’t have told him no, even if I wanted to say the words. The truth was, I wanted his touch bad enough to let him have it. His lips moved back to mine and I kissed him back hungrily, letting him know by the way my body reacted that I was his in any way that he wanted me. He tightened his grasp beneath my knees and I locked both arms around his neck as he carried me upstairs towards the bedroom. He paused several times to kiss me as we ascended the stairs. I was still amazed how much we were like newlyweds, even after being married for years. The issues we faced really weren’t that bad, and although I struggled to be the good submissive wife he wanted, we still had a very healthy relationship. We got to the top of the stairs and he started walking towards the bedroom, staring me in the eyes with his lip slightly curled the way it did when he brimming with overwhelming desire for my flesh. He placed me on the bed and peeled the diaper away, completely exposing my vagina. He slid between my thighs and started to kiss my stomach, circling tender spots with his tongue. He ran my fingers through his hair and moaned as his tongue slid down towards my pussy. I was beyond surprised he was going to give me any sort of satisfaction after the way I misbehaved the day before.
“Do you know what I’m going to do to you before we leave this bedroom?” He asked as he slid his fingers underneath my thighs and pushed my knees towards my head.
“I have a pretty good idea, and I think I’m going to like it.” I only got a second to anticipate it, because a moment later he slid his tongue to my clitoris.
They say some men are born with a silver tongue that can slay others with their words. Stephen’s tongue was platinum, and the one thing it could always slay was my pussy. I lay back on the bed and bit down on my bottom lip. The intense wave of pleasure from his warm tongue doing circles around my knotted clitoris was staggering. My knees were bent and locked, making perfect handles for him to maneuver. He used the restraints to move me forwards and backwards on the tip of his tongue. He coated my labia with his saliva, which mixed with my own wetness. The combination of the two made his tongue even more amazing when it rolled around my clitoris once again. He pushed his tongue in deeper, slightly parting the tender flap protecting my vaginal cavity and rolled my lower torso backwards. His tongue was pressed in as far as it would go until he reached my vaginal cavity. He held me there and started to push his tongue into it, moving in and out several times before he licked the side my labia up to my clitoris and circled it once again. The pressure and pleasure building inside of me were combining into an exquisite array of intensity. I rubbed my body, squeezing my breasts and moaning underneath his tongue. It was rare for him to offer me such a treat, and I didn’t want it to end, but I also knew that I couldn’t hold on forever. My hips started to push back against his tongue, a hungry craving for more sweeping through me.
“God, you feel so amazing.” I moaned as his tongue penetrated me again.
He picked up the pace and moved his hands down into the crease of my thighs. He placed a finger on each side of my labia and parted it, completely exposing the pink, tender flesh underneath. He slid his thumb into my vaginal cavity and continued to roll his tongue around my clitoris. It was all I could do not to instantly explode into an orgasm. His thumb dug deep and found my g-spot, pressing and massaging it while he tongue pleasured the most sensitive spot on my body. The times I had succumbed to masturbation, I never even needed penetration to bring myself across the brink. The feeling of his tongue and his thumb at the same time was overpowering. My upper torso felt weak and tingly. My arms fell to the side and clutched the bedspread so tight I could feel my nails through the tight fabric balled up in my fist. His breath was warm and he was practically panting as he moved me closer and closer to the point of no return. I had no choice but to sink into the velvet bliss. My mind fogged as my body reacted to every movement of his tongue and his thumb. I knew I was almost done. My hips bucked wildly against his lips, so hard that he had to hold me tightly in order to keep me from knocking him away. I let out a slight whimper followed by a pleasure filled moan, and then I was done. My body buckled, my upper torso rolled forward, and my orgasm began.
“I can’t hold on any longer…” My breathing intensified, but even the rapid inhalations couldn’t satisfy my need for oxygen. My head spun and I practically saw stars.
There was no doubt that he knew exactly which buttons to press in order to bring me to the point I couldn’t hold on any longer. He also didn’t let me stop when I got to that point. He brought me to climax with his thumb furiously pounding my g-spot and his tongue rolling around my clitoris in a magnificent fashion, but when I was done, he just kept going. It went from pleasure to torture as my body revolted underneath a wave of sensitivity. I squirmed and moved, trying to get away, but he held me tightly in place. I felt like I was being shredded his tongue and his thumb as my body revolted, but it didn’t last long. Just when I thought there was no way I could take anymore and I was going to die right there in that spot, it slowly turned into pleasure once again. There was no build and no anticipation. I went straight from barely hanging on for dear life to an orgasm immediately. The moment it ended, another began. My g-spot refused to stop, even if my clitoris was so numb I could barely feel him. Multiple orgasms raged from within me until there was simply nothing left and I couldn’t move. He had done it to me again, torturing me with my own body and my orgasms. I certainly enjoyed it, and I wasn’t going to complain in the slightest, but I was spent. I sank back into the pillow as he slid his thumb out of my pussy and lifted his lips from my clitoris.
“Now that you’
ve had what you want, it is time for me to get what I want.” He slid his fingers underneath my back and started to turn me over.
“My pussy can’t take anymore…” I moaned a protest as he pulled me towards him.
“I don’t have any more plans for it tonight.” He rolled me onto my knees and pushed them forward, bending me down until my chin was against the bed and my bottom was level with his crotch.
As he stripped his clothes off and positioned himself behind me on the bed, I felt my nerves ignite. I trusted him and I knew he would take care of me, but it still didn’t lift the fear I had of him entering my anus. In some ways, the thought of sharing something with him I had never shared with another was thrilling, but in other ways I held onto the fear of doing it. It was certainly an act of ultimate trust and ultimate submission—as his submissive wife, and his little girl, I knew it was my duty to give him anything he wanted. I tried to let my body relax as he positioned himself against my tender bottom and the head of his cock touched my anal cavity. He pressed it in, opening me up slightly as it entered me for the first time. The enemas I had gotten over the last few months had helped to stretch it out enough for him to get the head in without much resistance. It actually felt slick, like my pussy did when I wanted him, which was rather surprising. As he slipped a couple of more inches in and I clutched the bedspread to overcome the pain, I remembered the thick substance in the enema he gave me. Whatever was in it clung to the inside of my anus like lubrication, making it easier for me to take his cock. I let my fear evaporate and I pushed myself down onto the bed even further, relaxing and letting him continue to slide inside. He had planned this and it wasn’t a spur of the moment thing. I knew I could trust him.
“This feels so good.” He said with a moan. “I can’t believe I waited so long for it.”
“It is yours whenever you want it.” I pushed my ass back onto his cock, sliding him deeper inside me.
After moving his cock in and out of my anus multiple times, I felt his pelvis against my bottom. I pushed back a few times, but he gripped my hips and held me there. It was clear that he wanted to be in control, so I relaxed and let him have it. He started off slow, pulling the head of his cock to the edge of my anus and then sliding it in all the way. It was fairly comfortable, mostly accompanied by pressure than anything else. Each time he pushed himself inside of me; it got a little bit easier. Soon, he was moving at a faster pace, which caused his cock to swell and throb as the pleasure got more intense for him. My anus was stretched even more, and it got tighter around his girth, which caused him to pulsate from the intensity. As much as I wanted to roll forwards and backwards with each thrust, I fought the desire and let him simply pound me. It was nowhere near as bad as I thought it would be. The fear I had felt over the years was completely unfounded because my husband was not the type of man to hurt me for no reason. He had carefully prepared me and took every measure to make sure I was safe. My heart pounded and my soul brimmed with love for him. He was a wonderful man, and I did not deserve him. I never expected to feel an emotional connection from anal sex, but it quickly formed as he satisfied his desires. As I lay there with my eyes closed, completely submissive to his needs, I felt a tingle in my torso. The movement of his cock against the muscles that lined the area between my anus and my vagina was causing a mild stimulation.
“Oh my god…” My mouth formed a confused expression as my breathing picked up. “I can’t believe I have anything left…”
“Of course you do. There is always another orgasm left if I’m inside you.” He picked up the pace.
The movement of his cock had awakened what I thought was exhausted and spent. I struggled to control it because the mounting excitement caused me to squeeze his cock to the point he could barely thrust it inside of me. After failing to control it several times, he repositioned himself behind me and gripped both of my hips in his powerful hands. Instead of driving his cock inside of me, he started push me forward and pull me back forcibly on his thick pulsations. I was finally able to assist a little bit, forcing him through the tightness until we had a good motion going and both of us were trapped at the peak of an orgasm. I could tell from the way he throbbed inside of me that it was going to be an incredibly powerful one for him. Surprisingly, even though I was mostly spent, I could feel my building up into something pretty incredible as well. We both continued to move against each other, making our bodies connect like they were magnetic until I felt him fall forward and his hand slid down my thigh. He started rubbing my clitoris furiously as he slammed himself deep and started to ejaculate. The increased pleasure was all I could stand and I started to orgasm as well. It was the strangest orgasm of my life, feeling my vaginal muscles clamping down, yet having the pressure above them in my anus. He unloaded his seed inside me as I continued to orgasm and after several drawn out minutes; he slid himself free and pulled me close. As we landed on the bed, the only thing I could hear was our heartbeats.
“I love you so much.” I said as he wrapped his arms around me.
“I love you more.” He kissed my ear, which tickled and me brought a grin to my face.
“I don’t think that is possible.” I sighed deeply as my eyelids got heavy.
My life as his little girl continued, with my obedience firmly reigned in. It took almost six months for my mother to finally speak to me again, but she did invite us to Christmas dinner. Stephen let me have a pass on being his little girl for one night so that we didn’t have to explain it to my parents. I was rather thankful for that. The visit started off a little awkwardly, but surprisingly, my father and Stephen got along fairly well for the first time ever. Perhaps my father actually respected him for standing up to my mother, or perhaps he just felt sorry for Stephen because he was getting the same cold shoulder usually reserved for my father. I went to bed early and they stayed up late smoking cigars, drinking, and telling stories—I hoped none of them were about me. After Christmas, Stephen stopped making me wear diapers. I still felt safe in them and wore them sometimes when he was gone, but they were no longer mandatory. The leg cuffs were removed as well, which allowed me all of the freedom I used to enjoy as his wife, except my normal clothes. Little Julie slowly evolved into Julie Crane, and our fifth anniversary approached. I couldn’t believe I had been his wife for half a decade, a fifth of my life. What was even harder to believe was that I loved him more at that moment than I did the day we wed. My mind was filled with memories of our life together as he opened the door after work.
“Honey, I’m home.” He said playfully as he stepped into the living room.
“Hello darling.” I smiled as he entered the room.
“I think it is time for you to take off that dress, don’t you?” He motioned to it with a wave of his hand.
“Well aren’t you horny today…” I gave him a wicked grin.
“I’m always horny, but that wasn’t what I meant…” He shook his head with a slight laugh. “I mean, we have dinner reservations and I don’t think you can go out dressed like that.”
I hopped off of the couch and ran to him, hopping into his arms as he twirled me around. My punishment was over. One year as his little girl had not been easy, but it had taught me how to be his submissive wife. I no longer had to question whether I was doing what he expected because I knew it as well as I knew the back of my own hand. I washed away the last fragments of Little Julie and slipped into a long black satin dress. I almost instinctively tied my hair up in pigtails, but I stopped myself before I did. I would have to see a stylist soon! I did the best I could with my own resources and thought I was fairly well put together. I had been allowed to give up the bottles and eat what was the equivalent of bland baby food for the last few months, so when I smelled real food in front of me, I about lost it. It took a lot of willpower not to just tear into it with both hands, sans fork or knife. I managed an element of self-control and finished it without embarrassing us both. Dessert was chocolate cake, which tasted like heaven after being without it for
so long. The only cake I had for a solid year was a small birthday cupcake I got before I went over his knee for my birthday spanking. By the time our evening out was over, we were both tipsy as we stepped through the front door, barely taking time to pull the key out of the lock before our lips came together.
“I’ve missed you.” He said as he squeezed my ass.
“I thought you liked me being your little girl.” I said playfully. “You can make her do anything you want.”
“I can make you do anything I want as well.” He squeezed my ass tighter and kissed me harder.