by Michele Hauf
He squeezed the wolf’s neck, wanting to rip out veins, but cautioned his anger. He never let his emotions get out of control, because when they did, bad things emerged—literally—from inside him. “What I want to know is why you didn’t have your own personal knight do the job instead of coming to me.”
Remy snickered. “I wanted to do things properly.”
“More like you didn’t want me to know you have Gunnar in your pocket.”
“I had hoped you’d assign him to the job, but...alas. You assigned me a knight who preferred to deputize the very vampire I wanted eliminated as her own personal sidekick. And an ineffective female, at that. Watch it, knight. My talons are itching to come out.”
“Keep them sheathed.”
Rook let the wolf go but did not step back from his imposing stance. He peered into the man’s heart, and what he saw there made him sick. This man’s truths were ugly and vile. He would not suffer him to walk away unscathed, but he would neither kill him. This wasn’t his fight.
And yet he couldn’t decipher what Remy had meant by him and King having a connection.
King stepped forward, his shoulder paralleling Rook’s. The man spoke calmly, as usual, “You make a wrong move toward the Order and we will retaliate. Hard. From this day forth, the Order severs all ties with pack Levallois, you understand?”
“Does that mean I lose my own personal knight?”
While King had requested Rook to send a knight to terminate Gunnar, he never agreed with destroying a perfectly capable, smart man. Gunnar had gotten involved in a side job, and it went against everything the Order believed in. He could no longer remain a knight. But he’d not bought his death.
“Gunnar Svedson has been banished,” Rook provided, knowing he’d answer to King later for that executive decision. Perhaps that would be an opportune time to discuss King’s connection with this wolf. “He’s your problem now. And I will charge you with keeping him in line. If Gunnar, or any in pack Levallois, sets foot near the Order’s knights, you remember our promise of retaliation.”
“What makes you think I’ll comply? I don’t take orders from mortals, not even the ones who eliminate the occasional fang in my side.” Remy stared hard at King. Something was going on between the two men.
Rook lifted the hefty wolf against the wall, and the man’s bulky biker boots left the ground. Rook squeezed his throat and stared into his eyes, a much sharper read than he got by studying a man’s heart. Inside, that other part of him scowled at the vile thing he held in his hand.
“I can see your truth, werewolf. You are fearful and unsure, and you don’t want to find out what I can do to you if truly angered.”
He dropped Caufield and stepped back, thrusting back his shoulders and lifting his chest defiantly as werewolves often did when standing down each other.
The werewolf, noticeably shaken, huffed and tugged down his diamond-cuffed sleeves. He looked at Rook, shivered, but daren’t meet his eyes for more than a split second. “What are you?”
Rook smirked. Wolves did have a sense that detected the otherworldly. “I’m Rook. And we’ll never speak again.”
Remy spat to the side and nodded agreement to that. But again he had the audacity to capture King’s gaze. “But the two of us...well, those letters are my get-out-of-jail-free pass, yes?”
“Indeed,” King replied, exhaling quietly. The man’s heart was racing, which Rook determined was because he stood so close—and that was unusual. “We’re done here.”
With that, King walked off. Rook followed immediately, not wanting to appear as though he had no idea what the hell was going on—but what the hell was going on between the two men?
Sensing the werewolf’s need to chase after them, but knowing from the strong fear scent still clinging to his hands that was the last the Order would see of any from pack Levallois, Rook adjusted that innate knowledge to a possibility.
When they’d turned a corner, King paused. Headlights rushed past them on a main avenue. Across the street, a vendor sporting plastic lit replicas of the Eiffel Tower hustled a crowd of enthusiastic tourists.
Rook nudged a shoulder against King’s arm. He felt his old friend shudder; out of character. “What’s going on between the two of you?” he asked.
After a thoughtful silence, King provided, “I told you about the letters.”
Letters? Rook searched his brain that stored centuries of details and conversation and—ah, yes, the letters. A remarkable mistake that King would pay for one day. Foolishly, neither of them had thought that day would ever come.
“You plotting a means to get those back in hand?”
“As we speak,” King replied.
* * *
They didn’t stop running until they’d reached Domingos’s mansion and passed through the wrought-iron gate. Both trundled up the sidewalk and they landed at the front stoop beside an overgrowth of purple-blossomed nightshade and fell into each other’s arms.
“Love you,” Lark said, and kissed him.
Domingos bracketed her face and bowed his forehead to hers. “Love you back.”
“I’m so sorry I treated you like that in the warehouse.”
“What was that about? Did you really believe I could have been so cruel?”
She sighed and settled against his chest, and he cradled her there beneath the moonlight. Not at all exhausted after their fight, and then the long run home, she was actually exhilarated.
“Rook and King made me believe you’d used persuasion on me. I have no idea how they did it, but it worked. I thought for sure you’d betrayed me. And yet—” she turned in his arms to find his adoring gaze “—something deep inside me wouldn’t allow me to believe without questioning. It kept prodding at me. And then your kiss won me over. I knew you couldn’t possibly have done such a thing.”
“Did they use drugs on you?”
“I don’t know. Well, yes. They tranqed me outside the Shangri-La, but I don’t know if that had an effect on my thoughts and made it easy to plant that belief in my mind.”
He kissed her mouth and she abandoned the worry with ease. In Domingos’s arms, everything was more right than any of her wrongs had ever been. And she intended to never look back. Never.
“I thought you’d left me when you didn’t return to the hotel,” he said. “You had every right to.”
“Never.”
“I hurt you.”
“It wasn’t you. It was the madness.”
He nodded and propped his chin on her head, his fingers stroking her hair down her shoulder. “It’ll always be a part of me.”
“I know. Maybe. I think with music, you’ll get stronger.”
“Possibly. You make me stronger. But I don’t want to rely on you to be a functioning vampire. And I can’t continue to bite you. The more blood I take, the more I want. Lark, I’m every kind of wrong for you.”
“Exactly.” Now she straddled his legs and sat on his lap. Moonlight glinted in his eyes, glamorizing them. She touched a scratch on his cheek, likely from the fight. It would heal, but not so fast as it did for other vampires. “You’re my wrong, which is really right. Let’s not even get into this again. We belong together.”
He stroked a hand along her thigh where the wound hurt from running. “I don’t ever want to hurt you again.”
“Then we’ll figure something out. Some kind of protection plan, yes?”
“You do have your stake.”
She tugged the stake from her pocket and tossed it into the shrub beside the house. “No, I don’t.”
“Hunter,” he chided, “it’s not so simple as that.”
“Why can’t it be?”
He exhaled and shrugged. Within his gaze, Lark watched the moon dance and flicker, and finally, he smiled. “All right, then. It can be simple. We are an us.”
“It makes me happy to hear you say that. Race you to the bedroom.”
He grabbed her hand and pulled her down as she attempted to stand. “Thank you for
knowing my heart, and yours.”
She nodded. “Thank you for touching my soul and putting me back in touch with my heart.”
* * *
They weren’t there. The whispers. The crazy music that normally pounded and scraped against the inside of his skull. Not even a meow from a cat whose tail had been run over by the crazy train. His head was clear. Only Lark’s purrs as she lay beneath him entered his thoughts. Such a gorgeous sound.
He’d hilted his cock inside her and, hands bracketing her torso, rocked above her, not taking his eyes from hers. Though it was dark, the curtains were pulled aside to allow the moon to join in and increase their coupling to a glittering ménage à trois. Silvery light slid across Lark’s breasts and twinkled in her green eyes, and it bejeweled the baubles of perspiration on her skin.
She felt so good. Hot and squeezing. He could live inside Lark. He wanted nothing more. He probably didn’t deserve her, but he wasn’t going to question this relationship anymore. He’d almost walked away from her, thinking she couldn’t possibly love a vampire who had tried to kill her.
And when she had been forced to kill him—she could not. In that moment when she had kissed him in the warehouse, Domingos knew she was his forever. Now he had to rise to that challenge and be the best man he could, madness be damned.
Because they were now an us.
Her fingers glided down his chest, pinging his nipples in a painful sweet twinge. Domingos gasped and increased his rhythm inside her. She wrapped her legs about his hips and drove him harder against her body, demanding he give her every last atom of himself.
An easy sacrifice.
“Be mine forever?” he asked.
“Oh, hell yes, lover.” She giggled then and pulled him down to kiss her. “I want to move in with you. Be with you night and day. Leave that tiny apartment behind.”
“I wouldn’t have it any other way. I’ll even let you redecorate with some bright colors.”
“Not here in the bedroom. I love you in the dark. You are mine, darkness and strength.”
“Lark, I can feel you squeeze me with your muscles. You’re so strong.”
“You’re thick and hot, like molten steel. God, that feels good. I don’t think I will ever tire of making love with you.”
He bent and kissed her breast, then nibbled it, but kept his lips over his fangs. To feel her skin against the fangs would ratchet up the need to bite her even higher than it already was.
“I want you to go to FaeryTown,” she said.
“What the hell for?”
“You mentioned that faery dust might heal your wounds? Maybe it could do something for your madness?”
“You are already a balm to the voices and clatter in my head.”
She pouted sweetly.
“Fine,” he said. “But what if I become addicted to dust?”
“We’ll make sure you don’t. I just want you to give it a try. You deserve to be whole.”
“Okay. Ah!” He reached the pinnacle, and his body growing rigid and shuddering above Lark, he came inside her, hard and fast and endlessly.
Collapsing on top of her, he buried his face against her neck and champagne-and-rum-scented hair. Bright and bold, his pretty little hunter, had given him back the light.
He’d won against the werewolves after all.
* * *
Lark placed the backpack filled with titanium stakes, blades and silver bullets on Rook’s desk. The Kevlar vest and Order coat was also stuffed inside. As well, the folded picture of Todd. She didn’t need to look at it. Memory kept him, along with their unborn child, tucked securely in a place that she could access when she wished.
She stepped back and waited for the man to speak.
The risk in returning to the Order’s headquarters was great after her escape with Domingos, and their taking out three knights, but she figured her resignation might be the only thing that now allowed her to stand before him and still draw breath.
Rook launched around the desk and gripped her across the shoulders, wrenching back her head and placing a blade at her throat.
Regarding her condition of breathing—maybe not.
“I’ve had a long day, Lark,” he said aside her ear. “And I do not find this ploy particularly funny.”
“I’m resigning from the knights.”
“Doesn’t happen that way.” His cool grip tightened painfully on her shoulder. “You want out? You die fighting.”
“Is that what happened to Gunnar?”
He released her and stepped back. She had no clue what had become of Gunnar, but a small part of her had hoped the dirty knight wasn’t around anymore to draw breath. Normally when a knight was ousted—meaning killed—it was witnessed by the entire organization. That had happened once since Lark had been a knight.
Rook strode to the desk and opened the backpack, removing a titanium stake and holding it between them. “You know I designed this weapon?”
“You’re talented. It’s a remarkable weapon.”
Yet she thought it had been used since the inception of the Order, which dated back to the sixteenth century. That couldn’t be right. Not if he had designed the thing.
“You and King own a fine organization, and it provides a good service to innocent mortals not the wiser to the vampires who walk this earth, but I can’t—”
Slamming the base of the stake against the marble desktop, Rook said, “Never say can’t, Lark. You can do whatever you set your mind to.”
A mantra he’d frequently drilled into her brain while training. It had worked. Until she had met a man whose influence had touched her very soul.
He spun the stake and landed it sharply in his grip. “You fell in love with a vampire?”
She nodded, and did not bow her head in shame, instead defiantly and proudly holding the man’s gaze. “By killing the wolves Domingos LaRoque was doing what he needed to do. The pack had tortured him.”
“I get that. And I took a job on behalf of the Order and promised to fulfill it.”
“Some jobs aren’t worth the money,” she offered.
“No, they’re not.”
Surprised by that admittance, Lark held her breath to keep from admonishing him for the mistake.
“We’ve worked with werewolves in the past,” he said, “but it’s never been a common thing. King and I intend to rethink any future alliances with the breed.” He held out the stake to her, and she reluctantly took it. “Can you love a vampire and still pursue those of his breed who would bring harm to others? The job the other night—you were able to complete that.”
“Yes, but...isn’t it an Order rule not to fraternize with the enemy?” There was no manual, but Lark was pretty sure she’d had that tidbit drilled into her skull during training along with the doing-anything mantra. “And if you think I could ever use Domingos to get to other vamps—”
“What I know is that I don’t want to lose a talent like you, Lark. It is unfortunate that you’ve taken up with LaRoque, but that’s from my perspective. Yet the truth I see in you now? I have to admit, it dazzles me.”
She pressed a palm over her heart, feeling dazzled as well by the love she had found from the least likely source. And the surprising reassurance from her leader.
“How can you see people’s truths?” she dared to ask. “Are you mortal?”
He tilted his head, giving the question some thought. Then he wandered around behind the desk and tapped the computer keyboard, bringing something up on the screen Lark could not see from where she stood.
“King wants you eliminated,” he said. “I’ve convinced him you’re worth the save.”
So he was going to avoid the question she most wanted an answer to. She’d give him that. He was sparing her life.
“If,” he added, “you’ll remain with the Order.”
“I’m not sure,” she said. “You need to tell me one thing before I decide.”
“I can’t answer the question you most want answered.”
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p; “It’s a different question.” She waited for him to lift his gaze to hers, and when he did, she felt no fear. “How did you convince me that Domingos used persuasion on me? He didn’t do any such thing, Rook. I know it.”
“I did no such thing.”
“But I believed,” she protested. “For a while there, I was ready to stake him.”
“Sounds like you’ve got some inner demons that still need facing before you commit completely to a vampire. Anything else?”
The man was a master at avoiding the truths that he claimed to read so easily in others. Maybe that was his actual truth: others’ truths were clear to him, while his were blurry as mud.
“Can I get a week or two off to think about all this? I confess, I do believe I excel at my work, and I feel I’m only getting stronger. And I want to help those who cannot help themselves, but...”
“Two weeks,” Rook said, gesturing for her to retrieve the backpack from his desk. “Report back in with a phone call. I’ll be waiting.”
She grabbed the backpack and headed toward the door. As she gripped the knob, Rook said, “I warn you that Domingos LaRoque had better walk the straight and narrow. I will not hesitate to send another knight after him should he prove a danger to mortals.”
“He won’t,” Lark said, and left.
Epilogue
Months later
Lark slipped around the side of the building, eyed her prey and scampered forward, light on her feet, despite the extra weight she carried. Stake in hand and ready for action, she ran toward the vampire, who had wrapped his hands about a young mortal man’s throat. Choking him before the bite? That was a new one.
But not according to Order intel. This vampire liked to take his victims home with him and torture them for days before finally draining them completely of their blood and then tossing the body in the Seine.
“Time to die,” she growled, and made a leap for the back of the vampire. She hooked an arm around his neck, sharply jerking back his head.
The vampire took the surprise with skilled reaction. He dropped the male, who scrambled away, screaming. Slamming his back toward the wall of the building, the vampire crushed Lark between his body and the rough bricks.