"You know what it was like for me? You want to know what it was like for me? Oh, let me inform you. See if you can imagine the way I felt when you and he married. When you and he made love. The thought of his hands on you infuriated me but there was nothing I could do about it. Rage that ran through me when you would come from another man's touch.
"Then, the way you felt during those last month. How do you think I felt feeling the same exact way you did and I couldn't come to you and make it go away. So before you judge me Taylor, put all the pieces to that puzzle in your head together first. It wasn't easy."
Wow! Okay. Point made. Several points actually. "When you heard, what do you mean by that?"
"I don't have to be near you to hear you, or to feel you as I just explained. Every thought you have ever had, every feeling you have ever felt, I equally feel." She remembered now he had mentioned that before.
"So when I'm in pain you are. Is this emotionally or physically?"
"Both."
"Bet the birth of the twins was a bitch for you huh? C-section and all. I hope you felt all of it." In that moment the words were said she realized how big of a bitch she was being.
"No it wasn't pleasurable. But, I can control mine unlike you. Now you're just being a bitch!" He threw her thoughts back at her.
"Fuck You! You've been a bastard a lot longer than I bitch, so fuck yourself."
"I've done that. I still do quite often as a matter of fact. Nothing like a good hand job to release stress. You however, never have. But you will before too long. Keep talking to me like you are right now, and you have something else to be pissed about. And that would not be a threat." Harsh. He was really pissed off now.
"Too bad you can't do that little mood control thing on yourself there vamp!" Stick that in your bag in suck it.
"Okay now you did it. I feed off of your mood. So here you go." His eyes went red. Bright red. Shadows under his eyes. Brows’ squinted together. Lips, a hard flat line.
And she realized just how much he had reacted off her mood.
"So do you love me?" Okay, so Taylor knew exactly what she was doing and that was saving her own ass. She didn't know what else to say. All she knew was that at that moment, she had to do something to get his mind elsewhere. And quick!
"Yes. With everything in me."
She was pleased to hear those words presented as well. She could see his expression understanding now why he had so many changing expressions. One minute sad, then happy, then at peace. Then she really understood why. Because that was how she felt. His emotions bounced off of her emotions, opening her eyes to exactly how she had been feeling.
"Now you understand." He sighed. As if he'd been waiting to tell her. Like it taken a ton of weight off his shoulders.
"So you feel everything I feel all the time." She blushed realizing now that last night you must of felt multiple experiences. She couldn't help herself, she kept her eyes on him. But when his eyes met hers, she couldn’t hold the stare. She had to turn away. Gain her sense of strength again, that he seemed to have the ability to take away as well.
"Yes." He breathed out. "And I feel it now too." She hurting pushing the words out.
She raised her head up and his mouth was on hers. He took control of her. Taking what he wanted. Concrete her. And then she began thinking maybe it was just him making her feel this way.
She just learned what he was in some of what he could do, and what he had done, what he would do and yet she still wanted him. And if that was all him and his abilities, and that only meant that none of the way she felt about him was real.
His mouth left hers as he pressed his for head hers. "Sometimes this is a curse. Taylor I'm not making you feel this or anything for that matter right now. This is all you. You can feel the connection between us as well. This is how it could be forever."
He was absolutely right, she could feel the connection. The connection was probably less from lack of sex in the last six years but that was besides the point. Or maybe it wasn't. Maybe she did feel something there, but she wouldn't confuse them right now with anything but what they can be for her anyways. Lust!
Chapter Five
She didn't know what made her want him now but she knew she needed him as much as she needed food and water to survive. She smashed her mouth against his. Feeling an uncontrollable urge to take what she wanted from him. When he was offering to her. Their tongues squatted around and over each other.
Her tongue grazed over his teeth that she had just watched grow earlier into fangs. He growled into her mouth. The sound alone drove her categorically crazy. She could tell they were sensitive and wondered if they were like sexual sensitive or like cold, heat sensitive. She ran her tongue over them again, he quickly answered her question.
"You keep doing that, we’ll will never make it further than what we are right now."
"Oh."
"Oh would be correct." His red eyes dazzled with excitement.
She didn't want it to end right now. She didn't want to end it all. This is what she was wanting. What she craved. And if he was a vampire, she would never have to worry about him dying on her. This could be the start of something that she needed.
Her hands made light paths, over his shoulders and back. Her nails dug into him and she had no doubts that there would be some very visible scratches when she was done in the thought alone of marking him drove her crazy.
Greedily she pulled his shirt from his body. Tasting his chest, tugging his nipple with her teeth, licking his stomach, circling his navel. She wanted it all and she wouldn't waste anymore time getting what she wanted.
She kissed her way back to his mouth and then stood in front of them. He stood with passion orbing from his bright crimson eyes. She leaned forward to kiss him again and seen his mouth open but then she pulled away smiling devilishly back at the same smile on his face.
She dropped to her knees in front of him and her fingers having a mind of their own worked his body. She undid each of the five buttons keep in his jeans close, kissing his abdomen as she did. She wasted no time on sliding his jeans and boxers to the floor around his ankles.
She wrapped her hand around his full erection and began moving. She licked across his head quickly teasing him. She looked up to see his dark eyes on her. Glaring at her. Almost hypnotizing her. Suddenly both self-conscious of his eyes watching her do this and the fact that it turned her on even further she paused.
Should I be embarrassed to let him see me do this to him? Or should I just go with it and see what happens? How would it! This is hot as hell and I don't care.
She blinked away and took him into her mouth deep until her lips rested at the base. She sucked her way back to the end running her tongue over his head and around the groove.
Her hands steadied herself on his size. She could feel the muscles tense and him rock slow and easy in and out of her mouth. Her hands felt the tremble of his muscles and her inner self became pleased. Pleased that she could do this to him, what he had done to her numerous times.
She sucked harder and harder, pulling him in and out of her mouth. She could hear the sound of her suction on his impressive length and it aroused her even further. His hands immediately went her hair, gripping tightly, tugging gently. The tighter the gripped and the more intense tugging his hands didn't the more she stirred within.
She could feel him began to throb in her mouth against her tongue so she sucked him down and slowly and hardly back out allowing her teeth to slightly graze over his point. He groaned out and she tasted him in her mouth. Dick, salty, and delicious. She looked a few more times over the head getting all that he had offered her.
When her eyes met his again, just as before they were red. But this time they were fiercer looking. Not from anything other than lust, passion and fire burning invisibly within.
His hands quickly gripped her arms and pulled her to her feet. His mouth was on hers rough, intense, and she could feel the bed against the back of her legs. She was exc
ited.
His hands gripped her hair again and he pulled her head back, giving him access to her neck. The pain felt from the quick jerk of her hair, stirred her causing her to release juices into her panties again. She never would've thought that pain could be such a turn on but it was. She liked his hands on her squeezing, the hair pulling, and she had a feeling more if ever explored.
She could feel his smile against her neck as he kissed in the to her skin. She couldn't help but to wonder if he was going to taste her even further. But when he chuckled at her thought she relaxed.
"Taylor, I want to try something with you. Normally I don't jump straight into this but well, let's just say I know you will like it if you just try it."
Anything her mind called out to him. And just like that there was something covering her eyes. It was soft as silk. She didn't know if she liked not being held to see him. But she also knew if it became too much for her, it would also be too much for him.
He tugged at her shirt, nudging her arms, she raised them. Her bra was gone and she felt the cool air around her, hardening her nipples further. She gasped as he bit first one then the other. She couldn’t move. She didn’t feel his touch around her wrist anymore but she couldn’t move them. She couldn’t move any part of her body.
His hands tugged at her skirt and panties, then she felt them being removed. She was bare to him now. His hand pulled at her thigh pulling it up, placing her foot flat against the surface and then the other. It was if she were tied to the wall with an invisible rope or something.
She drew in her lungs max with air when the abrupt feel of his tongue on her clit drove her over the edge. He circled again and again. She moaned out when he sucked it into his mouth. She tried to buck against him as he continued the pleasant torture, when he quickly thrust a finger inside her and then two. In and out of her he quickly drove his fingers while he sucked and circled her clit. She begged for relief. It was too much. She couldn't take it. He hummed against her clit and that was all it took for her body to surrender to him and explode within.
Her muscles were weak and trembling. She wanted to see him.
"If I take off the blindfold will you not freak out?"
She laughed. "I haven't so far. I don't see why I would now." When he removed the blindfold she looked at him. She was amazed at how excited this had made him. She was relieved knowing that it was not just her with these intense feelings.
"Look down." He ordered her to do so but she noted that his voice shook almost as if he was concerned or scared.
Slowly her eyes went down and holy shit. She was four maybe five feet off the floor and plastered to the wall. His hands were on either side of her, his knees resting the same. She looked back at him, and she tried to move her arms but again they wouldn't.
"Please." She begged. And just like that she was able to move her arms. She threw them around his neck, holding on for fear of falling.
"Not going to fall. Trust me." I do. Somehow I do.
She felt his erection pressing enter abdomen and she no longer cared that they were in the air or even glued to the wall. This was hot as hell and she wanted it. She wanted him in her.
"You amaze me my Sweet." His words soft before he claimed her mouth began. She could think of nothing other than what he was doing to her
The feeling of falling startled her stomach briefly before they were lying on the bed. He had pinned her down with his weight as he explored her body with his tongue and mouth more.
He rose in front of her, his eyes remained bright shade of red. They didn't frighten her. She found them sexy as hell and grinned. They were her aphrodisiac. He dug his hands in her hips and she flipped over, allowing him to take her from behind.
"Aargh," the sweet pain of him filling her caused her to cry out. He pounded into her from behind and the harder he did the more she liked it. She was on the brink of another orgasm when he slapped her ass hard startling her. But he didn't stop claiming her.
Again slap after slap as he pounded into her. She cried out but not from pain, but from excitement. The pleasure and intoxicating feel of his hand on her ass caused dirty emotions she didn't know that she had.
His hand reached around and he thumbed her clit as he selfishly rode her harder and harder still. She bucked back against him wanting more.
"Oh my Sweet, come for me, let us come together." Remembering what he had said about feeling what she did she arched her back and leg go as she orgasmed around him. Her breath was drawn but she heard him moan out as he rammed in her hard and stilled. She could feel his come spilling into her and in this moment she wanted to live forever.
He collapsed down on top of her and she felt flat the mattress breathing heavily into the sheets. His lips tenderly kissed her back. Fingertips caressed her back, her shoulder, that her cheek.
"Well this was better than I had expected." He smiled and it was contagious because she found herself smiling back.
"As much as I would love to stay, I need to get home. I have children waiting on me." Damn it. Please tell me this is only the beginning and not the end.
"Can I see you later tonight?"
"I can't, I was just away from them all night. I have to stay home with them. They aren’t used to me being gone."
He smiled. "You mean you aren’t used to being gone from them." She playfully slapped his shoulder. He was right. She missed them terribly and needed to see them.
"Okay, take a shower while I fix you some breakfast and then I will take you home."
"Agreed."
"Can I come over tonight?" Only if I come tonight. Shit. Damn it. And he laughed putting her utter embarrassment at ease.
"My kids remember?"
"I remember. I would like to meet them. I can feel your feelings for them. It would be nice to be able to put a face with those feelings."
She hesitated. She didn't even think about it because he could hear her.
"It doesn't matter if you are here, or somewhere else, I can hear you. I tell you what. What if we take them to dinner and a movie? Then I can meet them, they can meet me, and go from there."
"Sounds good." She smiled as she stood taking the sheet with her wrapping it around her. He laughed and reached out to the sheet. She moved away but he was obviously a lot faster than her and pulled the sheet away.
"Men." She laughed and turned to walk away.
"Taylor stop." She froze with his words. "I hurt you. I am so sorry." She turned and his eyes were red again. Dark, dark red. He was angry, but not with her.
"What are you talking about? I'm fine."
"No you're not.
His hands guided her to the bathroom and she looked over her shoulder and stared at the bruises. She laughed. She didn't mind at the time. She didn't mind now either. This certainly took things to whole new level. Her entire back was going to be bruised.
"No you won't. Turn around and hold still." She did as she was told. She breathed in deep as his tongue flicked. And then they were gone. No longer left were the bruises only a new feeling for needing him again.
"Now look." She looked over her shoulder again and they were gone. "I told you there were many things that I could do. You have to tell me next time if I hurt you. I can heal you. I know you like a little pain with pleasure but this is too much. I won't hurt you like that."
"First, I didn't feel pain like that. Second, you are teaching me I like a little pain. And third I thought you could feel my pain?" She asked.
"I can. But I don't feel pain as you do. Such as, your pain may be terrible, to me it is nothing more than a paper cut."
Never in a million years would she have thought pain could turn her on and cause her to have such intense orgasms. Orgasms that she wouldn't mind having again and again. Right now as a matter of fact, I wouldn't mind a reminder of how good you can hurt me.
"Sweet, shower or you won't be making it home to your children." He turned walking away with smile on his face.
Shower. Right. Turn me on again and the
n walk away.
"I heard that!" He called from the other room. Shit! "I heard that too."
"Can you to shut that off for five minutes." But the only answer she received was a simple laugh.
"You asked for it."
Her clit began to tingle, throb, and swell. Her knees trembled. Oh for the love of God! She hit the floor as his talent ripped through her body leaving no part untouched. She shuddered. Arching her back upward embracing it. As it began to leave she felt her lungs burn and she gasped in air. As soon as her bearings returned she stood.
Ok. You win.
The hot water against her skin was a blessing. She had been hot and sweaty. She stood there letting the water run over her body thinking of everything he has said and coming up with a billion more questions for him. Then she thought what if he didn't want to play Q&A anymore? What if this was it? What if he was of the man or vamp she thought he was? She forced herself to stop thinking the way she was.
She finished her shower quickly shut the water off. When she exited the shower , she saw a bag with a bow on it. A small card read,
My Sweet,
Thought you could use some more clothing beings I may have torn your skirt and panties. Hope they didn’t mean anything. If they did I’m sorry. I blame you for driving me to madness.
Damien
She opened the bag seeing its contents. A sweatshirt, jeans, very tiny hardly any fabric involved panties, a bra, and socks. She smiled as she dressed and then saddened by having to leave. She wondered when she left, would she really see him again or was this some kind of messed up dream?
The dream. Oh my God! That’s it. You’re him. I have seen you before. My mystery man. You haunted my dreams. You shit ass bastard fucking pig. I hate you! You took that night from me. The last night with Chase, I laid my head on his chest and dreamed of you while he died.
Just like that he was back in front of her his hands gripping her shoulders. “Get away from me.” She tried to order him away sternly but he didn’t listen to her.
“Calm down. I didn’t know. I didn’t know that it would happen that night. Please.”
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