by Nikki Chase
The wedding guests have risen from their chairs and turned around to look at us. At me. I meet their eyes, nod, and smile at them.
It's a little trick I learned to earn more tips when I was a stripper. It makes members of the audience feel like they're being noticed individually, instead of them just being random faces in the crowd.
As Bertha and I reach the aisle, string instruments playing in the background, I finally see Jacob. We both grin at each other, sharing a little private joke with only our eyes.
Jacob cleans up well. I’d never seen him in a suit before today, so I’m as excited to see him as he is to see me.
I'm glad Tony and Greg insisted on being in charge of “the makeover,” as they call it. They picked out a good suit and dragged Jacob, kicking and screaming, to their favorite tailor for alterations. They did a good job.
The slim, dark grey suit fits Jacob perfectly. I don't know if I can give Tony and Greg all the credit, because Jacob’s magnificent body would look good in rags.
He looks just as handsome as the day we met at the strip club, except there's a big smile on his face now instead of the perma-scowl he used to have all the time.
I think I make him a happier person, and that's a great feeling to have. He makes me happier too, and I can't be more sure that I want to freeze this moment in our relationship and stay this way forever.
As I take Jacob's hands in mine, I realize we won't always be happy. Life has its ups and downs after all. But I know having him beside me would only make things better, in good times and bad, in sickness and health.
We repeat the words the minister says, keeping our eyes glued together the whole time. There’s a big crowd watching us, but everything fades away in this moment. I'm not performing for an audience; I’m giving my favorite people a glimpse into my life, so they can see how happy Jacob makes me.
“I do,” Jacob says when the minister asks.
“I do,” I say when it's my turn.
“You may kiss the bride,” the minister says.
And right there, surrounded by the lake, the woods, and our closest friends, we share the most important kiss of our lives. This is the man I will kiss until death separates us. The only man. Jacob. My husband.
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Preview: Guilty
Prologue
What just happened?
Everything’s dark. Black.
There is some red too, running down my face, turning my vision into a pink, hazy blur.
Out of nowhere, a completely irrelevant thought slips into my mind: This is probably not what people have in mind when they say “rose-tinted glasses.”
There’s more red splattered on the ground, countless little droplets of it covering tiny shards of glass.
I can even taste that red in my mouth. It’s a lot like rust.
Water.
I need water. I need to wash down that metallic taste.
But where?
I need to get up and fix this. Whatever’s happening, it’s not good.
I focus on the tips of my fingers and will them to move.
Why is it so hard? It shouldn’t be this hard.
With horror, I watch my fingers twitch weakly through my foggy vision.
That’s the best I can do? When I’m exerting all my strength?
Help. Somebody.
I need help.
Is there even anybody around?
Everything within my eyesight is covered by a pink cloud.
It’s like one of those pictures that people take with expensive cameras where everything in the background is unclear.
Except my sense of sight is not supposed to show still pictures. My eyes are supposed to be able to refocus.
But all I can see are my hands, just inches from my face. And I can’t even move them.
God. Whatever this is, I hope it’s temporary.
Sometimes, in my more morbid moments, I’ve thought about which of my five senses would be the worst to lose. The answer is always eyesight.
I wouldn’t mind losing my hearing as much. At least as a deaf person I’d still be able to walk places.
It all feels like a joke right now, because none of my five senses is working.
I feel like I’m underwater. I can’t see or hear anything. Not clearly, anyway.
I can still breathe, although my lungs feel like they’ve been crushed. I once watched this show on Discovery Channel with old cars being flattened into cubes by huge metal plates. That’s kinda like how my lungs feel right now.
But I’m still breathing, so I’m probably above ground. That’s one good thing, at least.
My ears are ringing. Instead of the cacophony of noises I’m used to hearing in the city, there’s just a single high-pitched tone.
Wait.
Is someone touching my arm?
I can’t see any moving shadows in front of me. Whoever’s touching me must be behind me.
I close my eyes and strain my ears to listen.
“…okay.” A woman’s voice. It sounds close and far away at the same time.
I force my mouth to open and manage to let out a small groan.
The hand on my bare arm strokes my skin soothingly.
“You’ve been…going to be okay…hospital…”
I can only make out a few words. Sounds like they’re the important words, though.
My heart is still racing, but cold anxiety slowly drains out of my body when someone throws a soft blanket over me. I let the warmth seep into my skin as my thoughts drift away to a happier place.
1
Cole
“Hi, Cole.” A girl appears from the darkness and hooks her hand around my arm. “Long time no see.”
Three minutes. A personal time record from just walking through the door of a bar to having some girl attach herself to my person.
“I’ve been busy,” I say. I don’t remember her, but then I don’t remember most girls. I sit down at the bar and she follows, planting her ass on the high stool next to mine.
“I’ve missed you,” she says, pouting her glossy pink lips and fluttering her fake eyelashes. Studying her face, I wonder if she’d be more attractive without all those layers of make-up. “Where have you been?”
“Well, I’m here now,” I say. I raise one hand to catch the bartender’s attention. Maybe if I ignore her she'll leave me alone. “Does it matter where I’ve been?”
“Not really,” she says, pulling my upper arm closer and pressing them between her tits, which are almost spilling over her black corset. “It’s just been so boring without you.”
I give her a polite smile, and she blushes and looks away. What is it with girls who hit on you and then act all coy when you’re only trying to be friendly? It’s fake as fuck.
But then again, what isn’t fake these days? Fake girls with fake lashes, fake tits, fake lips, and fake personalities. I haven’t admitted this to anybody, but I may be getting too old for this shit.
I should be worried. I’m only twenty-seven, after all. And I happen to have a reputation. Some people would be seriously concerned about my well-being if they heard about me losing interest in women.
I usually take pride in the quality of my work with the ladies. I get drunk on hearing my name on the lips of naked, sweat-covered, writhing women as they scream out prayers and profanities all at once.
They’d rave to their friends about their toe-curling orgasms. That’s how I get a stellar
track record and repeat customers.
Business and women — they’re not so different after all.
I just find myself preoccupied with the former rather than the latter lately, especially now that I have my own project that’s separate from the family business, and it’s beginning to take off.
“Hey, Mr. Big Shot,” Shelley says as she approaches me from behind the bar. She glances at the girl hanging possessively on my arm and shoots me a sympathetic look. “The usual tonight?”
“You know it. And whatever this lady wants.” I’ve been taught to always offer a round to company when I drink. If my mother were still alive, she would’ve found it unbearably rude of me if I didn’t offer the girl a drink.
“A Macallan coming right up,” Shelley says. She turns her attention to the girl. “And for you?”
“Cosmopolitan,” she says as she tightens her possessive hold around my arm. I was hoping to have a quiet, relaxing drink tonight, but I guess that’s not going to happen now.
“Good choice,” Shelley says.
Tall and statuesque with a supermodel strut, Shelley must make women jealous all the time. We had some fun as friends with benefits years ago. Those were good times. The benefits disappeared when she met her boyfriend, but the friendship remains.
That’s the perfect relationship in my books. No fuss, no drama, and no messy loose ends.
Too many girls think “just sex” really means “it’s only a matter of time before we fall madly in love with each other.” And then when I don’t catch feelings on their schedule, somehow I’m the bad guy. Don’t blame me for sticking to the initial agreement.
And that’s why the girl sitting next to me now is a no go, even if I were in the mood tonight. Everything about her screams “trouble.”
She has the crazy eyes. I have no doubt in my mind that she’d be one of those girls who’d end up trying to stab me with the kitchen knife or dousing herself in gasoline just to get some attention. I’ve had too many close calls with her kind to ever give it another try.
Seeing my pained expression, Shelley suppresses a smile. She slides the drinks onto the counter and takes the bills in my hand. Her eyes glint with cheer when she checks out how much I’m tipping. Maybe Shelley only likes me for my generous tips, but it doesn’t matter. Everybody uses everybody else in some way.
“Just so you know, Rick’s here.” She winks. That’s one perk of having Shelley on my side — excellent service from someone who knows exactly what I want.
I mouth her a silent thank you before she turns around and walks away to serve the fat middle-aged guy who has been leering at her ass and shouting obnoxiously to get her attention.
That’s a special kind of workplace hazard that attractive bartenders all over the world suffer. Shelley once admitted that it’s annoying, but she gets more tips when she dresses up in revealing clothes, and the money makes it worthwhile.
A few seats further from the dirty old man, I spot Rick, partially hidden in the shadows.
“Hey, Rick!” I wave at him and motion for him to come over. He grins and picks up his drink. A few people turn to look at him when he stands up to his full height.
“Hey, man,” he says as he takes a seat beside the girl who’s still hanging on my arm, his shoulders hunched over his drink. “How’s life?”
“Oh, you know. No rest for the wicked.”
“Your father keeping you busy, huh?”
“As usual,” I say.
I don’t have many friends, and Rick is not exactly a friend, but we do sometimes bump into each other here at The Amber Room and chat about stuff.
“Have you met this lady?” I gesture toward the girl, hoping she doesn’t catch on to the fact that I don’t remember her name. But even if she does, I’m not going to lose any sleep over it.
“No, I can’t say that I have.” Rick extends a hand toward her. “Hi, I’m Rick.”
“Angela,” she says, shaking his hand.
“I’ve seen you around here before,” Rick says, giving her his signature smile.
“Yeah,” Angela says. “I do come here quite a lot.”
“How do you know Cole?” Rick maintains eye contact with Angela. Despite his height-related awkwardness, Rick has never had a problem getting laid, thanks to his disarming charm and natural interest in people.
“Oh.” She looks down, seemingly studying the knots in the solid wood bar counter in front of us. “We, uh, met here.”
“I see,” Rick says, giving me a quick wink before turning his attention back to her. “Just like we just have.”
“I guess so,” Angela giggles. She slowly loosens her grip on my arm and I inch away from her, letting Rick’s charm do its magic.
I knew Rick was going to distract her. The guy gets along with everybody. And he’s always up for a chat — or more — with any decent-looking girl.
I wait for a few minutes before making a big show out of checking the watch on my wrist.
“Hey, you guys have fun. I need to be somewhere else now.” I exhale loudly to make it seem like I hate having to leave.
I’m not crazy about talking business with my father, but it has to be better than this boring small talk.
“Oh, already?” Rick says the words he’s supposed to say, but he knows I planned to ditch them from the beginning. He’s obviously glad to have some alone time with Angela.
“Yeah.” I pull out my phone and see there are already three text messages from my father. “They’re probably already waiting for me.”
“Alright man,” Rick says. “See you around.”
“See you,” I say. “Good to see you again, Angela.”
I turn around without waiting for her reply. It’s hard to read her expression in the dark, and I don’t care about anything she has to say anyway. I breathe a sigh of relief as I make my way toward the exit.
And that’s when I see her.
She’s all legs, with a tight little ass and perky tits. Her slender body is wrapped in a skin-tight, knee-length red dress with a black ribbon around her waist that forms a bow at the front. Just the right balance between sexy and classy.
Damn. She looks like a present ready for me to unwrap.
She has voluminous blonde waves so glossy I’m sure they’d feel like heaven wrapped around my fist. Full lips that would look so fucking sexy gasping in the night air when I expose her long neck and bite down.
An overwhelming urge comes over me. I want to grab both her arms, pin her to the wall, and take her right there, in front of everyone. It’s been a long time since a woman elicited that kind of reaction from me. I can feel myself growing hard in my pants.
I stop my legs from automatically following her. Don’t be crazy, I tell myself.
I glance at my watch again. The little metal hands glow in the dim light, telling me I’m already fifteen minutes late.
“Fuck,” I curse under my breath. I can already hear Pop’s voice telling me to think with my big head, not my small one. And I haven’t even done anything to warrant his lecture tonight.
When I look up, she’s gone. As I scan the room, I can only see the usual faces in the dim light of The Amber Room.
I have no choice but to leave now. Walking out into the balmy spring air, I swear I’ll find her again. She’s awakened my hunting instinct.
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Nikki Chase is a contemporary romance author. After having her own real-life insta-love experience, Nikki now lives happily ever after with her husband in the Pacific Northwest. His Virgin is Nikki’s third romance novel.
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