Five Unforgettable Knights (5 Medieval Romance Novels)
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Holden was astonished by his own instinctive gentleness as her nipples brushed his ribs and her soft woman’s curls tickled his thigh. He kneaded the muscles of her buttocks, reveling in her sleek curves. He clasped her behind the thighs, and then effortlessly lifted her and laid her back onto his pallet.
Cambria trembled beneath him in expectation. Pure lust burned in his gaze, and she knew that emerald fire was reflected in her own eyes as she regarded him shamelessly.
Suddenly, with delicious savagery, Holden’s mouth swooped down upon hers in a kiss that claimed her. When she embraced him with all the strength of her need, he made a low growl in his throat, lifted her knees back against her chest, and pushed deeply into her.
She gasped in pleased surprise as he filled her completely. She wrapped her legs possessively around him and pressed her heels into his back, beckoning him ever closer.
Their mating was silent then, except for their labored breathing and the rustling of the bed linen. It was as if they were afraid to speak, afraid to rend the fragile fabric of their new love with careless words. They only stared at each other, watching a wondrous palette of emotions color their eyes―lust, hope, fear, surrender―as their bodies became caught up in the restless rhythm of desire.
When Cambria thought she could bear no more, that she must turn away from his searing gaze, Holden’s breath caught and his face glowed with the glory of release. Shudders racked his body with the power of a galloping steed as he cried out his triumph. The sweet agony in his eyes was so moving that her own body swelled with vibrant warmth, and she moved toward and found her own victorious relief. Waves of pleasure sluiced over her again and again until passion’s tide slowly ebbed into a lulling wash, cleansing her soul.
Long afterward, when her pulse had evened and her breath had slowed, he slid deliciously against her with his wet, warm skin, licking her shoulder, tickling her neck with his hair.
“You’re magnificent,” he murmured.
Her lips curved into a satisfied smile, but she had no strength to reply. She sighed contentedly and snuggled deeper into his arms, into the slumber of the replete, into the land of dreams.
In that ethereal world, the golden monarch visited her again, wielding his jeweled sword. Again they battled, but together this time, he in royal robes, she in her Gavin tabard. And she was leading the charge.
She awoke with a luxurious yawn in Holden’s embrace. The dream must be her destiny, she decided. It was the reason fate had brought her here―to this husband, to this battle, to this king. She would be the instrument of peace. There was no doubt in her mind now.
It was her destiny to make Edward see his folly.
~*~
Owen looked up at the impressive, impenetrable castle wall. He felt it again―that secure knowledge that Blackhaugh would shortly be his. The dozen ragged Scotsmen behind him had less confidence, of course. They kept their hooded cloaks well around them and their hands close to their weapons as their eyes flitted nervously about. But then they knew nothing about the determination of a desperate man.
Even now, Owen knew that the sentry he’d spotted on the parapet would be scurrying through the passages to alert Holden’s brother of their presence. Owen grinned. His leg pained him, but he paid it little heed, so excited was he about the chess move he was about to make.
They approached the oak portal, and it slowly creaked open, as if he’d willed it so. That pleased him greatly.
“Owen,” Garth said by way of greeting.
Owen grinned in friendship, the expression forced and oddly foreign. He shrugged. “I caught a Scots arrow.”
Garth glanced briefly at the bandaged leg. He was obviously not much concerned with Owen’s injuries.
“And Holden?” Garth asked, worry etched into his face.
Owen nodded. “He is well. He sent us to let you know the battle was a success. He’ll return shortly. In the meantime, we could use a bath and―“
“Of course.” Now that Garth’s fears were relieved, he remembered his courtesy and invited them within the walls.
No sooner had the doors thundered shut than the Scots drew their blades. Garth gasped as cold steel from more than one sword pressed suddenly and surely against his throat.
“I told you it’d be simple,” Owen chuckled to his cohorts.
“What is the mean―“ Garth began, but the nick of Robbie’s sword stopped him short.
Owen rubbed his hands together with glee. “Now we have only to wait for Lord Holden de Ware to fall into the trap.” At his command, the rebels pushed their quarry roughly into the great hall. “Not cut from the same cloth as your brother, are you?” Owen taunted. He hit mark―Garth’s face reddened in shame. “No need to explain. I know all about that.”
Within the hour, Garth, Malcolm, and Blackhaugh’s few remaining men-at-arms were safe under lock and key. Owen would just as soon have slain them all, for he was sure they could never be trusted to serve him. But he still needed to ally himself with Robbie’s men. In spite of their new loyalty to him, he supposed they wouldn’t look kindly upon the mass slaughter of their clansmen.
~*~
Robbie leaned back against the curtain wall, picking meat from his teeth with his fingernail. The once busy courtyard was now ominously still. Occasionally, a hawk swooped down at the castle or a woman skittered fearfully along a wall to pass by the rebels. His men strutted about, planning the overthrow with loud enthusiasm and punctuating their boasts with hearty slaps upon the back.
But from what Robbie could tell, Owen wasn’t concerned with the needs of the Scots rebels. Instead, he seemed preoccupied with the fates of Holden and Cambria. That didn’t sit well with Robbie. More than once, Owen had slipped and referred to Blackhaugh as his castle. To makes matters worse, the man was becoming more and more obsessive, possibly in part from the fever he suffered from his suppurating wound. The stupid man, Robbie thought―he’d lose that leg if he didn’t seek help for it. Still, there was something unsettling about the way Owen’s eyes gleamed with feverish light, something that seemed more lunatic than sickly.
In the end, Robbie decided nothing could be done for it. He and his men had passed the point of redemption. Their brash capture of Blackhaugh was a fait accompli, and, right or wrong, they’d have to live with that deed.
~*~
The campfire popped as King Edward tossed a stripped boar’s rib onto it, prompting a maidservant to fetch another. Holden looked down at his own half-eaten portion, unable to stomach another bite. The air was redolent with the scents of roast boar, pungent evergreens, and something else, something that made him seethe with silent rage―the stink of court intrigue.
His wife was embroiled in it now, the little fool, and she hadn’t the slightest notion of what she was doing. She was like a tiny water bug caught in an enormous whirlpool.
Cambria laughed again from across the fire. The sound was as dissonant to his ears as the grating of rusty mail.
At least, he had to concede, she hadn’t shamed him by her appearance. She looked absolutely radiant by the waning fire’s glow. The imp had stolen one of his own green velvet surcoats, cleverly slipped it over a borrowed kirtle, and girded it with his best silver chain. He had to admit his wife was resourceful, if somewhat less than scrupulous.
As he peered at her over his cup of ale, she smiled coyly at the king, playfully catching the sleeve of his garment. Holden ground his teeth together and clenched his fists against the urge to grab her and drag her forcibly away.
Guy leaned close to Holden. “She plays with fire, your wife,” he murmured.
“Aye.”
Holden’s fingers threatened to crush his silver goblet. Cambria was indeed playing a dangerous game for a person who’d never been to court, never encountered the intrigues and nuances of political conversation. The meddling wench thought to manipulate Edward with flirtation, to move him to empathy for the Scots. She had no idea what she was doing.
Of course, Edward lapped up
the attention she paid him. He even appeared to consider her carefully couched suggestions. But Holden knew Edward. Once the king’s mind was made up, nothing would steer him from his purpose.
“What will you do?” Guy muttered.
Holden bit the inside of his cheek. He didn’t have an answer.
Guy took a large swig of ale, and then set his cup down with a decisive thump. “She’ll brand herself a conspirator against the Crown,” he grumbled, “and take the house of de Ware down with her.”
Holden nodded. Those had been his exact thoughts. He finished off his own ale in a single gulp and rose to approach the king. If he couldn’t silence his meddling wife, then he’d just have to remove her.
He greeted Edward with a bow and his most charming smile. “Majesty, your hospitality has been most warm and welcome. But I fear my old warrior’s bones grow weary. By your leave, I will take my lady and retire for the evening.”
Cambria stiffened as he dug his fingers pointedly into her shoulder.
Edward pouted. “Would you take the spark from our fire?” he asked, pretending offense.
“I fear so, aye, Majesty,” he glibly replied, “for the fires at home need tending.”
Cambria bristled frostily at his frank remark, but held her tongue. She was clever enough not to taint the progress she’d made with the king by a display of temper.
Edward smiled winningly. “Well, my dear, your Wolf awaits impatiently. Take care he doesn’t devour you.”
The folk around the dying embers chuckled politely at the king’s wit. Cambria coyly lowered her gaze as she rose and curtseyed to Edward. But when she turned toward Holden, a hundred unspoken threats smoldered in her eyes.
The tension was like a stifled scream as they walked in stony silence through the shifting shadows of the firelit pines. He guided her with an iron fist around her elbow. She railed against the contact, but at least she was wise enough not to raise her voice while they were yet within hearing.
He pushed her through the opening of his pavilion. She sputtered as the material flapped about her face, and as soon as he released her arm, she spun around, facing him with all the fight of a spitting kitten.
“What do you mean by this?” she demanded, placing her hands squarely on her hips.
“What do I...?” he began incredulously. “Madam, you have played your last game of intrigue.”
“Intrigue? I befriend your king, and you call it intrigue?”
“You’re a novice,” he told her, his voice dripping with scorn. “Your ploys are so transparent, I wonder that the king didn’t tire of them sooner.”
Her lips formed a silent, mortified “oh.”
“I’m returning you to Blackhaugh tomorrow,” he informed her, dipping his hands into the basin of water by the entrance.
“You can’t command me―“
“I can and I do!” he thundered, his anger descending like a storm cloud. “Pack what you like tonight, for you leave at first light.”
“Nay. I have influence over the king and―“
“The only influence you have over the king, my lady, is concerning his opinion about the loyalty of de Ware!” His voice had risen to a shout, but he’d effectively silenced her. He continued in controlled tones, drying his hands on a linen towel. “Now, pack your things, and don’t think to defy me in this. I won’t allow you to put the name of de Ware at risk. My king and my country are my foremost concerns.”
He felt a twinge of guilt at that confession. It wasn’t at all true. As any wise lord, he put his family and vassals foremost, knowing that king and country often bent under the thumb of ridicule and public opinion. He naturally played the game of confidant, but a part of him was always guarded, ready to set sail with the change of the political winds.
Wedding Cambria, Holden had assumed responsibility for her and her clan―they were now part of his circle of protection―but, damn the wench, she was jeopardizing his ability to provide that protection. If she proved dangerous to the fragile threads of the de Ware reputation, she endangered his family and her own. Maybe if he tried to explain...
Damn! He owed her no explanation for his actions. He was her lord, her master. Tomorrow he’d send her away with two of his best men, and that would be that.
“I suggest you be about your labors,” he said coolly, undressing and stretching out across the pallet, “and then get what rest you can.”
Despite his properly admonished wife’s pacing and flouncing and the hurling of her possessions into a pile, it wasn’t long before he was taking in the deep, relieved breaths of slumber.
Cambria slammed her boots onto the floor in rage. How dare he dismiss her so easily! So king and country came first to him, did they? Well, two could play at that game, and she planned to let him know in no uncertain terms that for her, her clan came first. In fact, with the great responsibilities her clan entailed, she doubted she would have much time, if any, left over for wifely duties once he returned to Blackhaugh.
Raising her chin defiantly, she shuffled out of her kirtle and under the covers, facing the future with new determination. She was careful not to let any part of her body touch the Englishman as they slept side by side through a very long night.
~*~
The sun took no mercy on Cambria’s gritty eyes. She blinked them several times as she plodded along on the palfrey, but they still stung from lack of sleep and the dirt of the road.
One knight rode before her, one behind, and from their silence, she could tell they resented being sent upon this nursemaid’s mission.
Sir Guy led the way, still wallowing in the shame of having lost Owen. He likely felt suitably punished, riding solemnly before her, wearing his duty like an ascetic’s hair shift. Close behind her was Sir Myles, as sullen as a summer squall. This had been his first campaign. She’d doubtless ruined it, forcing him to abandon his place of glory to accompany her home.
There was little conversation between the three as they rode down the dusty road, which suited Cambria perfectly. She had no desire to defend her actions, actions she felt were completely justified.
She was glad she’d spoken with the king. It was important to convey the thoughts of her people to this English monarch. In that, she felt she’d succeeded.
She couldn’t have been further from the truth.
Even as she rode proudly off across the countryside, Holden was attempting to repair the damage she’d done. He smiled as winningly as he could at Edward, considering the embarrassing circumstances.
“She is outspoken, Majesty,” he agreed, trying for a casual air as he sipped his morning wine, “but I assure you, she merely wags her tongue about fanciful notions, as a woman will, and calls them fact.”
The king nodded, but didn’t look entirely convinced.
Holden hated lying to him. Indeed, he believed nothing of the sort. Cambria’s opinions were as valid as any. It was true that for the Scots, putting Balliol on the throne was an abomination. But telling Edward so would profit nothing. And now he had to persuade the king that such notions were simply idle chatter on Cambria’s part.
“She battled with the sword forthrightly enough,” Edward challenged, his eyes never leaving his own goblet.
“She has some background in warfare,” he countered, “but I fear her father was neglectful of her studies in diplomacy and courtesy.”
Edward pursed his lips thoughtfully. “I trust, then, you will endeavor to educate her in the subtleties of court behavior, the dangers of wagging tongues, and so forth?”
Holden restrained a sigh of relief. “Aye, Majesty. Already I’ve sent her home, and she no doubt stings from that rebuff.”
A smile teased the corners of Edward’s lip. “No doubt.” He stood and turned to go, then caught himself. “Have you found the traitor spy yet, de Ware?”
“Not yet,” Holden answered tightly. “We think he may have joined the Scots rebels.”
“Hmm, slippery eel.” The king’s eyes glittered with a trace of moc
kery. “Do you need...help, Wolf? I can lend you some of my men if you...”
Holden straightened. “That won’t be necessary, Majesty.”
“Well, when you do find him, bring him to me, will you?” He drained the last of his cup. “It’s always best to make an example of traitors.” Bitter pain flickered briefly in Edward’s eyes, and Holden wondered if the king was remembering Roger Mortimer, his mother’s lover, whom he’d executed a few years past for treason.
“Aye, Majesty.” He inclined his head in farewell as the king turned to leave.
“By the way, I’m glad it’s you who will tame the Scots wench,” the king said over his shoulder, surprising him. “She’s a spirited mare. You’ll calm her spirit without breaking it. Good luck, de Ware.”
Holden looked after the king in wonder. Sometimes His Majesty could be quite insightful. Then again, hadn’t Edward just said he was pleased that Holden would be the one to...tame her? He barked once in laughter at that thought. Edward was mistaken there. Cambria Gavin would never be tamed.
~*~
For three days following Edward’s departure, Holden’s men maintained a watch over the land in the event renegade Scots again made attempts to challenge the English occupation. But time dragged its heels, and Holden grew as impatient as a boy hauled to Mass. He was bored by the inactivity, curiously restless. And his relentless pacing through the camp annoyed his fellow knights, who claimed they knew the name of his torment better than he did.
It was her, he finally admitted. It was that stubborn, soft, raging, gentle, reckless, beautiful Scots witch. And he was little better than a yoked ox wearing a rut around a mill wheel as he lumbered helplessly around her memory. She antagonized him, certainly, drove him half-mad with her intrigues and insults. But he’d begun to grow accustomed to this new field of battle. His mind was primed for the fight. He missed her, his little warrior, and although the thought was selfish, he began to regret sending Cambria away.
It was while he was idly grooming Ariel, imagining in vivid detail his return to his wife’s side, that a young messenger arrived, agitated and out of breath.