by Donna Hatch
No, it couldn’t be. He had not killed Armand Palmer. He’d only shot him in the arm. Before Cole left, the surgeon has declared the wound to be superficial. A few days later, guilt had driven Cole to visit the town home the Palmers had let for the Season. The servants had assured him that his former dueling opponent had only suffered very minor injuries.
Then what the devil happened to Armand? How had he died? A slow, sinking dread crept over Cole.
Aunt Livy took his arm, pulling his hands away from his eyes. She drew him into the ballroom. “Stop being theatrical, Cole, and come meet this young lady. She’s lovely. I promise this will be the last girl tonight. Ah, there she is.”
Cole fought to gather his scattered wits. Armand Palmer could have died from anything. A hunting accident. Disease. Anything.
He drew a steadying breath and painted on a smile as Aunt Livy introduced him to a blond young lady barely out of the schoolroom, dressed appropriately in white. The girl offered a blatantly hopeful smile, which somehow restored order to his world. Cole caught himself before he rolled his eyes. If he survived this night, he would have to forge a stronger resistance against his aunt and her machinations.
Perhaps he should return to piracy. It was less hazardous.
Chapter 4
“Did you meet anyone interesting at the Sinclair’s ball last night?” Uncle Willard asked as he entered the parlor.
Alicia realized she’d only been staring at the book in her hands instead of reading it. “I danced a set. And I have decided that I will never marry Mr. Braxton. He was horrible.”
She shivered as she remembered the repulsive feeling of his hands upon her body, his foul mouth on hers, the way he trapped her and made her feel so dirty. She pulled her sleeves lower over her wrists to cover the bruises and wished for a way to feel clean again.
He frowned. “He’s willing to pay all my debts if you please him.”
“No, Uncle. Nothing you say will make me marry him.”
He stared at her in surprise.
She snapped her book closed. “Surely you can’t expect me to marry a man who will make me miserable. I can’t believe you are forcing this upon me.”
“If you don’t marry soon, I will lose everything.”
Alicia knew he only spoke the truth. She bowed her head. “I need a little more time.”
“One of my creditors has given me until the end of the month or he will seize the estate.”
Alicia pressed a hand over her eyes. She knew that threat truly existed. Someone in the line had forgotten to renew the entailment which protected the property from just such a situation. By the time the lapse was discovered, it was too late to remedy it.
“And another creditor threatened to throw me in debtor’s prison. I have five weeks to repay that loan in full before he acts. If you fail to find a husband before then, we will all go to debtor’s prison.” He looked ill. “I hear the guards have special treatment for young ladies. You and Hannah would be at their mercy. I couldn’t bear that.”
Alicia turned cold at the thought of Hannah being subjected to the same treatment she’d nearly suffered from Mr. Braxton.
“Choose a husband, Niece. We are counting on you to marry before the month’s end.”
Alicia closed her eyes and prayed for a miracle.
Cole Amesbury took careful aim and squeezed the trigger. A fat, healthy pheasant dropped without a twitch.
“Nice shooting, Nephew,” Uncle Andrew praised from behind him. “I see a life of ease and lechery hasn’t softened you yet.”
Cole grinned. He had earned his reputation as a dead shot in his youth, which served him during the war, and he still took pride in his skill.
“The population is so large that it’s hardly sporting,” Uncle Andrew added. “Don’t have to step two paces before we find game now.”
Cole shouldered his gun and watched the dog run out to retrieve the bird. “Oh? Was hunting less than ideal before?”
“Poachers nearly decimated the game. Ten years ago, we’d hunt a whole day and see nothing worth shooting.” Andrew patted his dog’s head and handed the kill to a waiting servant.
“What happened? Caught them and sent them to Newgate?”
Andrew chuckled. “No, of course not. I found out my worst poacher was the twelve-year-old son of one of my tenants, a widow with five children. I took him two dozen chickens and offered him a reward to keep the poachers off my property.” He winked at Cole.
Cole laughed. “You’re a soft touch, Uncle.”
Uncle Andrew shook his head. “No, lad, not really. Putting that boy in gaol would not have helped the matter. Giving them chickens provided them with needed food, and I won not only his undying loyalty, but that of all the tenants.” He winked again. “Word spreads.”
Cole remembered aloud an old proverb his childhood nurse used to say: “Give a man a fish and you’ve fed him for a day; teach a man to fish...”
“Exactly. They raise the chickens, sell some, sell the eggs they don’t eat, and eat the chickens too old to lay. That boy has a family of his own now. He still watches out for my land. And he’s the first to pay his rents. Nary a poacher has stepped foot onto my land since. I have frequent hunting parties to keep the game under control, but the deer are becoming pests; the gardener complains they trample the gardens.”
Cole walked in companionable silence next to his uncle, who limped with an old wound. Cole’s favorite horse, a white Lipizzaner stallion named André, grazed near Uncle Andrew’s roan in a stand of trees where they left them.
At Cole’s whistle, the stallion trotted to him. It had taken a great deal of time and trouble to acquire the beast, but Cole’s determination and some creativity, not to mention a considerable expense, had won him this beautiful animal. Cole stroked André’s neck, admiring the horse’s graceful lines before mounting.
Andrew glanced sideways at him. “Want to go swimming?”
Cole returned the grin. “Not going to let me forget that, are you?”
The waters of the pond lapped at the lake’s edges, bringing memories of childish games and dares with his brothers and sisters. Cole’s family had visited this estate every few years for as long as he could remember. He and Jared, his younger brother by fourteen months, had caused more mischief than Cole cared to admit. His sisters had no use for younger brothers. Grant had always been a solitary creature, more so after Jason’s death. Christian usually had a sketchbook or an easel in hand, or he tortured the pianoforte. That left Cole and Jared to terrorize the country. He was always surprised when Aunt Livy and Uncle Andrew invited them back.
He loved the country, and this tiny town in the Midlands provided a welcome reprieve from his travels. On the surface, his life seemed complete. Yet, a sentimental part of his heart suggested his life lacked… what? Purpose? Meaning?
Inexplicably, Alicia Palmer’s face crept into Cole’s thoughts. He cursed his stupidity. Calling out Armand Palmer over a woman who later proved unworthy of the trouble had been one of his more brainless acts. But tempers had flared and Cole had seen himself as the lady’s defender. Later, when they met to duel, Cole had nearly called it off.
He’d been wrong to challenge a mere boy who lacked his skill with arms. And as an officer in the Royal Navy during the war, and his subsequent acts as a pirate with his brother Jared, he’d developed an aversion for bloodshed, which eventually overshadowed even his insatiable need for danger. But Vivian had demanded he defend her honor, and foolishly, he had obliged. He later realized how wrong he’d been about her.
He had no doubt Alicia Palmer would be worth any risk. He wondered again what had happened to her brother Armand. Instinctively, he knew the answer to that question mattered a great deal.
Lost in thought, their arrival in front of the stables surprised Cole. After overseeing André’s care, Cole parted with his uncle and strode into the house, stripping off his riding gloves. He handed them along with his hat and coat to a servant.
“
Is that you, Cole?” His aunt’s voice echoed through the foyer. “In here, dear.”
Normally, she preferred to sit in her parlor, a room that made him feel like a clumsy oaf among her frills and dainty furniture, but today her voice led him upstairs to the drawing room.
He found her frowning in concentration over her needlepoint. Cole liked this room. It was full of light and filled with sturdy furniture. He poured himself a sherry before he took a seat beside her. Stretching out his legs, he sipped absently at the drink and stared at the squares of light the window panes cast on the floor.
“Good day hunting?” she asked after several minutes of silence.
“Landed a pair of pheasants.” He closed his eyes and rested his head against the chair.
“What is it, dear? You’ve been so quiet today. You hardly said a word at breakfast. And now… it’s not like you.”
This threatened to grow too serious. He preferred their usual banter. He dredged up a grin. “You often tell me I need to be more sober. I’m accommodating you for a change.”
“I only want you sober enough to find a wife. Not to lose your good nature.”
“Now my nature is bad?” he quipped.
She refused to take his bait. “You are not yourself. Are you troubled about something?”
He sighed. “No, just facing one of my many demons.”
“Anything I can do to help?”
For a moment, he wished for his childhood days when he could tell her anything. But that was no longer possible. If she truly knew him now, she’d be shocked and disappointed.
He shook his head in reply to her question. “What did you do this afternoon, Aunt?”
“I called upon Miss Palmer.” Aunt Livy’s face clouded.
Cole glanced at her, pleased at the unexpected opportunity. He’d been tempted to ply her for information about Miss Palmer, but Aunt Livy would view his question as romantic interest and would never quit her machinations until she saw him happily wedded. Now he could satisfy his curiosity without Aunt Livy being aware of his interest.
With the correct amount of polite boredom, he asked, “Have a pleasant visit?”
“Their situation is most desperate. Some of their servants have had to take other posts. She seemed subdued today. Perhaps her grief still weighs upon her.”
“You mentioned that her parents died recently?”
Aunt Livy leaned in as if to divulge a great secret, and Cole suppressed a smile. Even if the servants hovered nearby, he doubted she knew something they didn’t; servants had their own web of gossip. Often, if he needed information, his valet, Stephens, knew all Cole required.
“They were in a carriage accident. Only the girl survived. Even the coachman perished.”
“All in a single accident?”
“Tragic, isn’t it?”
“Odd.”
“The day of the accident, the youngest daughter, Hannah, had remained home due to an illness, so she was spared, thankfully. I called upon Alicia once she had mended enough from her injuries to receive visitors, but she was so wrapped up in grief that I failed to provide any consolation. I believe she blames herself for surviving the accident that claimed her parents.”
Cole nodded pensively as a kinship for the young lady awakened. It prodded an uncharacteristic surge of protectiveness. Strange, but he couldn’t seem to rid himself of that annoying flaw with regards to that girl.
But at least now he knew how Armand had died. He paused. Armand had been in the carriage accident, had he not? Aunt Livy had not mentioned his name.
He opened his mouth to ask about Armand’s death, but Aunt Livy cut in. “Would you care to spend more time with the very available Miss Palmer, Cole?”
Cole frowned and almost waved farewell to the opportunity to learn more. “I humored you the other night at the ball. Give me a reprieve, Aunt.”
She snorted in a decidedly un-ladylike manner and grinned. Finally. “Since when do I take advice from you? Perhaps if you weren’t so wicked, I’d stop pestering you.”
Wicked? If she only knew half of his sins. “Perhaps if you’d stop pestering me, I’d stop being so wicked.”
She patted his hand. “Yes, yes, and if I didn’t care, I wouldn’t pester.”
“Then I shall endeavor to remove myself from your good graces.”
“Cole.” A rare look of tenderness crept into her face, banishing their momentary lightheartedness. “You survived the war. Does marriage seem that much more terrifying?”
“Any sane bachelor would answer with an emphatic ‘yes’ to that question.”
She chuckled. “Grant and I had a similar discussion last Season. It will be even more difficult to find him a wife than you.”
“Nigh impossible, I’d wager.” He heaved a dramatic sigh. “I will marry someday, Aunt, if only to put an end to your meddling.”
His attempt to draw her back into their comfortable banter failed, and worse, her voice quieted. “You’ve been home from the sea almost two years. I think you’ve punished yourself enough.”
He shifted, not meeting her eyes. “You speak nonsense.”
“This life you’ve led since your return from the war. The risks, the women—”
Cole summoned a practiced, lazy grin and looked directly into her eyes. “Punished? Don’t you know that a life of debauchery is the perfect reward for a returning war hero?”
Aunt Livy fixed her penetrating gaze upon him, but he ensured that his practiced façade remained firmly in place. She pursed her lips and shook her head. Her attention turned back to her needlepoint. “Perhaps I shall invite Miss Palmer for tea. For a time when you will be home.”
“I don’t think she likes me, Aunt Relentless.”
“I’m not relentless, I’m determined. But if she doesn’t like you, then she must already know you too well,” Aunt Livy said mournfully, slipping back into their familiar banter and safer ground. “We shall have to find you a wife who will be less discerning.”
Relaxing, Cole grinned. “Quite right.”
Aunt Livy glanced up at him. “The Hancocks’ dinner party is tomorrow. And we’ve already accepted. All three of us.”
He made a face. “Why must you insist I attend all of these pointless exercises?”
“To find you a wife, of course. How else are you going to do it?”
“Perhaps I don’t wish to do it yet.”
“Good. It will take time to cajole some poor girl to take you.”
Cole chuckled. “You are the sharpest-tongued old woman who’s ever lived.”
“Thank you, dear. Now, go be useful and tell the cook I wish to have lobster bisque for dinner tonight.”
“No one else gets away with ordering me about, you know.”
“You ought to visit more often. It’s good for your humility.”
Cole kissed her cheek. All the way out the door he muttered about bossy women loudly enough for her to hear. Her laughter followed him.
Alicia’s brave, grief-stricken face flashed into his mind. Intrigued at how truly genuine he found Alicia Palmer, Cole anticipated their next meeting with mingled excitement and dismay. Against his better judgment, he knew that there would be a next meeting. Even if he had to arrange it.
Chapter 5
Alicia paraded about the sitting room that adjoined her boudoir, wearing an amber moiré.
“Oh, dearest, this one is your color.” Elizabeth beamed. “It makes the gold flecks in your eyes dance, and oh, your skin simply glows. And how slender and graceful you look. I fear I shall be quite dowdy next to you.” Elizabeth affected a pretty pout.
“Ha! The day you look dowdy is the day I sprout wings.” Or become beautiful. Alicia turned to her sister, Hannah, who wore a creamy white confection of silk that complemented her fair skin. “Lovely, Hannah.”
Hannah smiled shyly.
They spent the afternoon trying on dresses that Elizabeth brought them while Elizabeth’s maid measured both Alicia and Hannah. They enjoyed tea and scones,
chatting happily as the maid worked on alterations. When the gowns were completed, Alicia swallowed her pride, thanked Elizabeth for her generosity, and bid her goodbye.
That evening, feeling like a princess in a green silk creation, Alicia came downstairs with Hannah, but when they came across Uncle Willard’s path, her joy dimmed.
Willard eyed their gowns. “Where did you get those?”
“Elizabeth let us borrow them, Uncle.”
He nodded in approval. “Where are you going?”
“The Hancocks’ dinner party, remember? We’ve already sent our acceptance.”
His brows furrowed. “I’d forgotten. I’m sorry, but I cannot attend with you. I have an appointment.”
Robert arrived, miraculously looking neat and even sober enough to drive. Male cousins could only loosely be considered an appropriate escort for young ladies, but Alicia and Hannah had no one else. Robert often took on the role of her protector when he was not too foxed.
They bid good night to Uncle Willard and entered the carriage. The one horse that remained of the enviable horseflesh that had once filled the stables now pulled Robert’s carriage. They rode in comfortable silence.
Robert cast a sideways glance at them. “How pretty you both look tonight.”
Alicia smiled. “You look dashing, Cousin. I hope you will exercise restraint tonight. We depend on you to drive us home.”
“Yes, Mother,” he mocked.
She sighed. Since Armand’s death, Robert’s drinking had become alarming. She feared he would kill himself with it.
They passed through the darkened countryside under a clear, starlit sky. Robert turned the carriage down the Hancocks’ drive. Light poured from every window of the Hancocks’ home. As the carriage rolled to a stop, footmen hurried to assist.
Inside, Elizabeth and her parents greeted them warmly. “The other guests are gathering in the drawing room.”
Charles, Elizabeth’s brother, clapped Robert on the shoulder. “Come join me at billiards?”
“Really, Charles, you ought to stay with the rest of the guests,” Elizabeth scolded.