She said nothing for a moment. The last of the ice cubes were melting in the bottom of her glass. The slice of lemon looked abandoned and forlorn. She had known a girl at school who used to eat lemons. She would cut them into four segments and suck the juice out of them. She used to look funny, with the slice in her mouth, like a set of smooth, bright yellow dentures.
“Do you think you’d like to go there,” she said at last, “on a visit?”
He rolled his shoulders in a shrug. “Oh, I don’t know. Somehow Israel isn’t the kind of place you go to for a holiday. Everything is too—too serious, for that. I can’t see myself sightseeing in a country that’s fighting every day for its very existence.”
“Yes,” she said, “I know what you mean. I think I do, anyway.”
“He tells me—Yotam tells me—there’s a job going in Haifa.” He laughed shyly. “He says it would suit me perfectly.”
“A job as a pathologist?”
“No. As a general physician.”
“Could you do that, could you be an ordinary doctor? I mean, a doctor who deals with living people?”
“Yes,” he said, “I think I could. I’d probably have to take a course or two, but that wouldn’t matter.”
They were silent again. A sense of something—embarrassment, perhaps—was seeping up between them like fog, like smoke. The pub was rapidly emptying as the Gate crowd downed the last of their drinks and hurried back to the theater.
“So you’re thinking about it, are you?” Phoebe said carefully. “You’re thinking about the job in Haifa?”
He turned to look at her. “Yes, I suppose I am. The thing is”—he touched a hand to his forehead; he looked miserable suddenly—“the thing is, I don’t think I’m cut out to be a pathologist. A bit late to come to that realization, you’ll say, and you’ll be right. But you have to look at things squarely, and if they’re wrong you have to do something about it, or try to, before it’s too late.”
Phoebe didn’t look at him. “I think I will have another drink,” she said, swallowing.
David signaled again to the barman, pointing to her empty glass. Again the barman nodded. It must be strange, Phoebe thought, to be a barman, standing behind the bar all night, serving out drinks and watching people getting tipsy while you had to stay stone-cold sober. That must be why barmen were so slow and taciturn, a bit like policemen; that was their professional pace, the way they had trained themselves to be.
If things are wrong, you have to do something about it. Well, yes.
Her drink arrived and she took a large swallow from it—too large, and the bubbles went up her nose and made her sneeze. She laughed, groping in her bag for a handkerchief.
“Here,” David said, “take mine, it’s clean.”
“Thanks.”
She blew her nose. She felt as if she were going to cry, but she was sure it was just the effect of the bubbles still fizzing in her sinuses.
“It would be a big step, going to Israel,” she said. “Would you—would you stay, if you did go?”
“Oh, yes. I’d have to stay. Otherwise it would be—I don’t know. Frivolous.”
“That’s a strange word to use.”
“Is it?”
He took a sip from his pint.
“You have a cream mustache,” Phoebe said.
He wiped away the froth with his fingers. They were both smiling. Soon David’s smile faded, however, and he turned his face away from her again.
“That’s the point about Israel,” he said. “It’s a serious project. You can’t just drift in and then drift out again. It requires commitment.”
“Yes,” Phoebe said. “Commitment. I understand.”
“Do you?” He still wasn’t looking at her.
“I think I do.” She paused. “Do you think I’m frivolous?”
She had asked it without rancor, as a real question, and he pondered it as such.
“No, I don’t,” he said. “The word wouldn’t apply to you. Your place is here, your people are here. This is your project, for better or worse. This girl Lisa Smith: she asks you for help and you help her. You wouldn’t dream of not doing it. But the people who need my help are far away.”
“Do you feel that, always? I mean, do you feel guilty, being here, and not there?”
“Guilty? No. But—I don’t know. Dissatisfied, maybe. No, that’s not the word either. Unfulfilled? It sounds ridiculous, I know.”
“It doesn’t.”
He reached across and laid a hand over hers.
“You’re very kind, Phoebe,” he said. “You’re a kind person, do you know that?”
She laughed. “Kind? Maybe I am, I don’t know. It doesn’t make me sound very exciting, though, does it. Not like the people on the kibbutz. I imagine being kind doesn’t arise there. It would be all work, and duty, and commitment. All those stern things.”
His fingers closed tightly around hers.
“You know I couldn’t ask you to come with me,” he said.
“Couldn’t you?” Her voice had a tiny crack in it. “Why not?”
“You know it wouldn’t work.”
“Because I’m not Jewish? Or because I’m too kind and wishy-washy? Because I’m not stern enough?”
She drew her hand slowly from under his.
“I’m sorry,” he said, so softly she almost didn’t hear.
She blew her nose into his handkerchief again. “I’m sorry,” she said, laughing. “I’ve ruined your hankie!”
“Phoebe,” he said.
She shook her head, her lips pressed tight, and got down from the stool. She wasn’t looking at him; she couldn’t look at him. “I must go,” she said. “I’ll keep your handkerchief. I’ll wash it for you. It’ll be a reason for us to meet again.”
He reached out and tried to take her hand. She pretended not to notice, and began to move away, clutching her handbag against her stomach. She felt as if she might be sick.
“Don’t go,” David said, pleadingly. “Not like this.”
She turned to him, suddenly angry. “How, then? How do you want me to go?”
“I don’t.”
“Yes, you do, David,” she said, her voice slowing. “You do.”
And she walked away quickly, her head down.
19
The sun was gone from the sky, but the streets were still hot and the atmosphere itself seemed weary after the long day of heat. Hackett walked the few dozen yards from his office to Mooney’s, across the road, and by the time he got there he was in a sweat. When he took his hat off he thought his head must surely be steaming. He mopped his forehead. The back of his neck felt gritty. The weather would have to break soon; if it didn’t, there would be riots.
Inside the pub it was a little cooler than in the streets, but only a little. He nodded to the barman and slipped into the dark brown snug. All afternoon he’d been looking forward to this moment. He ordered a pint of Smithwick’s and downed a third of it in the first swallow. This beer, too, had a washed, soapy texture, but it had more body than Bass. He leaned back on the dusty plush of the bench seat and lit a cigarette. For the next few minutes he was going to relax. Years of police work had taught him to divide his mind into a number of more or less sealed compartments, so that he could shut away for necessary periods the things he didn’t want to think about.
He was considering ordering a second pint when Quirke arrived. He sat down and put his straw hat on the table.
“What will you have?” Hackett asked.
“I don’t know. What do you drink in this heat?”
“Something cool and refreshing, like the adverts say.”
“I’ll have a tonic water with ice and lemon.”
Hackett smiled. “Are you still off the hard liquor?”
“Most of the time.”
He went to the bar and rapped on it with a coin, and after a minute the barman came and glanced around the partition. Hackett ordered the tonic water for Quirke and another pint for himself, then sat
down again.
“I shouldn’t be drinking this stuff,” he said, gazing gloomily at the puddle of suds in the bottom of his glass. “It gives me heartburn.” He studied Quirke. “You’re in good spirits,” he said.
“Am I?”
“You have the look of a man that’s had a spring put in his step. Did you win the football pools?”
Quirke smiled. “What have you to tell me?” he said.
The barman appeared again, and Hackett got up to take the drinks from him and handed over a ten-shilling note. Receiving his change, he returned to his seat. Above the hat line his high forehead was moistly pink.
“I went to see a fellow yesterday that I know,” he said. “In the Civil Service. One of the head bottle washers there.”
“Oh, yes?” Quirke was lighting a cigarette. “What did you go to see him about?”
“To ask him to do a bit of checking on young Corless.”
“And?”
Hackett leaned forward and stubbed out his cigarette, rotating it slowly back and forth in the bottom of the ashtray. He was not a man to be hurried. “Oh, that reminds me, by the way,” he said. “I got the full report back from the boys in forensics.”
“And what did they find?”
Hackett made a contemptuous face. “Bugger all, as usual. They’re a useless shower, so they are. They think Corless’s car might have been pushed rather than driven from the road onto the grass slope, they think it might have had petrol poured over it and set alight, they think there were traces of footprints in the grass but they couldn’t be sure since the Fire Brigade had tramped all over the place in their ten-league boots. Et cetera, et cetera.” If he hadn’t been indoors, he would have spat. “Useless—worse than useless.”
“As a matter of fact, I have some news for you,” Quirke said.
“I hope it’s good,” Hackett replied dourly.
Quirke took out his wallet. “This was delivered to Phoebe in a parcel of laundry.” He unfolded Lisa Smith’s note and laid it on the table. Hackett picked it up and read it, moving his lips silently. Then he put it down on the table again, nodding.
“The Mother of Mercy Laundry rears its ugly head again,” he said.
“I’ve arranged for someone to go up there and make inquiries.”
Hackett looked at him in surprise. “Who?”
“Maisie Coughlan—do you remember her?”
“Maisie that’s working for Dr. Griffin now? Oh, aye, I remember her. I didn’t think she’d be up to setting foot in that place ever again.”
“She took a bit of persuading, all right.”
“How’s she going to manage to get in? That place is like Fort Knox.”
“There’s a nun that she knows there, a decent one, she says, who was nice to her. She’s going to pay her a visit and find out about Lisa Smith. And if she is there, which she must be, I’m going to go up and see about getting her out.”
Hackett formed his lips into a silent whistle. “That won’t be easy.”
“No. But I’m going to do it, all the same.”
Hackett shook his head in amusement. “You’re a fierce man, when you set your mind to a thing,” he said.
They drank their drinks. They could hear the noise of the traffic outside. Now and then a waft of exhaust smoke came in at the open doorway and made its way even into the snug, where they were seated.
“Dr. Griffin is very ill,” Quirke said.
Hackett turned to him. “Is that so?”
“Yes. He’s dying.”
“Ah, is he, now. I’m sorry to hear that. He’s a decent man. That will be a great shock for his wife. For you and your daughter, too. I know”—he coughed—“I know Miss Phoebe was very close to him.”
“Yes, she was. Still is.”
“Does she know he’s dying?”
“She does. I told her.”
Hackett clicked his tongue. “Ah, that’s very sad.”
Quirke stood up, pointing to Hackett’s empty glass. “Can I get you another?”
“I hate drinking on my own.”
“I’ll have something with you.”
“Good man! I’ll take a ball of malt, so.”
Quirke went to the bar and when the barman came he ordered two small Jamesons. He waited for the drinks to be poured, paid for them, set them on the table, and sat down. For a minute neither man touched his glass. Quirke gazed at the whiskey with the air of a man standing on the edge of a cliff and trying to gauge how deep the drop would be. Hackett watched him sidelong, and said nothing. At last Quirke picked up his glass and sniffed at the whiskey. “Here’s to life,” he said.
“While we have it,” Hackett answered.
And they drank.
“So,” Quirke said, leaning back against the plush, “what did your civil servant have to say?”
“A lot, as it happens. It seems our young Mr. Corless was off on a frolic of his own, gathering information about a project that would not be unfamiliar to you and me.”
“Don’t tell me,” Quirke said. “Babies, and what to do with them.”
Hackett nodded. “It seems, according to my informant, that the scheme Judge Garret Griffin and his associates used to run, taking babies from unmarried mothers, or mothers they deemed unfit for motherhood, and smuggling them to America and other parts is still going strong. Only now it’s being carried out on a financial footing.”
“What does that mean?”
“The people running it are making a fortune. Babies are being sold to rich American families for two, three thousand dollars apiece. That’s a lot of money, for a scrap of a child, wouldn’t you say, Doctor?”
In times to come, Quirke thought, people will look back and say, How could it happen? The future never understands the past. He and Hackett had tried to destroy the network that Garret Griffin operated, in collusion with Rose Griffin’s first husband, Josh Crawford, but they had failed, overruled and overborne by the forces ranged against them—the Archbishop, the Knights of St. Patrick, and all the other shadowy figures of power, wealth, and influence who knew how the world should be run and ran it according to their own, unwritten laws. He picked up the whiskey glass. Could he have done more? Should he have persevered, should he have carried the fight into the belly of the beast itself? Pathetic notion. The beast would have belched him out and turned its back and slouched off about its beastly business.
This, at least, is what he told himself; and he was half convinced.
Drink the whiskey, and then order another. That had always been a solution to his doubt and his dread.
He set the glass down on the table.
“Come on,” he said, “let’s go for a walk.”
Hackett looked at him, startled. “You haven’t finished your drink.”
“No,” Quirke said. “I haven’t, have I.”
* * *
They strolled by the river in the gathering dusk, under a lavish mackerel sky. The tide was low. Couples passed them by, hand in hand, the young men with their shirt collars turned up fashionably at the back, the girls in sandals, with cardigans draped over their shoulders. The world is not what it seems, Quirke reflected. However tranquil the scene before us, beneath our feet another world is thrashing in helpless agony. How can we live up here, knowing what goes on down there? How can we know and not know, at the same time? He would never understand it. Had Joe Costigan been there, he would have been able to explain it to him, as he had done before, though the lesson hadn’t sunk in.
They had not spoken since they left the pub. At Capel Street Bridge Hackett stopped, and leaned on the embankment wall, and looked down at the river, a trickle of quicksilver meandering through the mud.
“Do you know who’s in charge of the undertaking now?” he said. “Have a guess.”
Quirke didn’t have to guess. “Costigan,” he said.
“Right first time!” Hackett cried. “Give that man the prize money!” He chuckled. “Yes, the same Joseph Costigan, the fixer of fixers. And he’s gett
ing fat on the proceeds. Oh, fat as a spring pig. He has a new house out in Monkstown, among the quality, and a big American car with two fins on the back of it that would frighten a shark. His eldest daughter recently had a wedding in the Shelbourne that was the talk of the town for weeks.”
“It’s not like him,” Quirke said, “to flaunt his money.”
“They always get careless,” Hackett said complacently, “even the most cautious of them.”
Outside a pub on the other side of the quay, two young men were engaged in a drunken fight. At the sound of it, Hackett turned and contemplated the scene. They swung their arms wildly, capering like monkeys, and cursed and grunted, then grappled clumsily and fell over, rolling on the pavement.
“Where are the Guards when they’re needed?” Hackett muttered sardonically.
Now a third young man appeared, also drunk, and began indiscriminately kicking the pair on the ground. A small crowd was gathering, enjoying the spectacle. Quirke and Hackett walked on.
“Do you ever think of leaving the city,” Quirke asked, “and going back to the country?”
“I do, when I see the likes of that,” Hackett said, jerking a thumb over his shoulder in the direction of the fight. “But May wouldn’t have it. What would she do without Switzers department store and the tram out to Howth on Sunday afternoons?”
They crossed the bridge and turned right and walked back along the other side of the river in the direction they had come from. Why are smoky summer evenings like this always so sad? Quirke wondered.
“So what are we going to do?” he said.
“What are we going to do about what?” Hackett inquired mildly, with lifted eyebrows.
There were times when Quirke felt a deep sympathy for the long-suffering Mrs. Hackett.
“About,” he said patiently, “Leon Corless and what he found out regarding Costigan and his American money. What did your civil servant panjandrum say, exactly?”
“Well now,” Hackett said with a laugh, “the man is a civil servant, so there’s not much chance of him saying anything exactly. It seems Corless had a bee in his bonnet about Costigan and this thing he’s carrying on with the babies. I don’t know how he heard about it in the first place, but when he did he made it his business to record every scrap of information he could lay his hands on.”
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