“Have people been giving you a hard time about me?” I ask her.
“I don’t want to talk about other people right now,” she says. “I want to know what brings you to Nowhere, Colorado. Population: Too few to be interesting.”
I hate to lie to her, but, ‘I’m a vampire on the run from my clan because I’ve crossed them too many times and now they want to kill me,’ would not win the night for me. I had prepared a few stories in advance, just for this moment. I opt for the one that is least far from the truth.
“Hiding,” I say. “My parents and I, we’re hiding from the rest of our family.”
Ivy looks at me, searching my face in the dark. I feel a little bit guilty that I have such the advantage over her right now. I know that my face is nearly featureless to her now, while I’ve never before seen her so clearly, more clearly than she sees me even under the bright and burning sun.
“Like, mafia or something?” she asks. I can hear the skepticism in her voice.
“No,” I say. “Nothing like that. We’re not criminals, just wealthy, powerful, and terribly dishonest. We’re not hiding from them because we’re afraid of harm. We just don’t want anything to do with them, and we don't want anybody to know that we're related to them. People would try to use us as leverage if they found out. So mom asked for just enough money, an early inheritance basically, to keep us comfortable. In exchange, we agreed to change our names and hide all ties we have with them.”
I can see several competing expressions cross Ivy’s face as she decides whether to believe me or not. The quality of my riding gear (and me having two sets of it), the well-tended vintage bike and the car I drive, my clothes. Once I embraced my immortality and the boundless wealth I had enjoyed when I was in favor with the Negre clan, I had developed a style that whispered ‘money’ instead of shouting it.
“I don’t suppose you can tell me who your family is, can you?”
“Someday. Not today, though. Much like you, I don’t feel much like talking about other people right now.”
Ivy laughs. “Fair enough. Tell me how you found this place, then.” She waves her arm to take in the overlook.
“I’ve always been fascinated by rivers. All this water that comes from somewhere and it flows on and on, never stopping. Sometimes in flood, sometimes low, but always flowing on toward somewhere else.” I gesture at the canyon the river has carved in the valley floor. “Given enough time, that constant flow of soft water defeats even hard, ancient rock. I take this road a lot, because I love to just follow the river through the valley. I think it only took me two or three times passing by here to just know I needed to stop and savor the view.”
“I’ve lived in Stokers Mill all my life. I’m on this road at least a couple times a month, and it never once occurred to me to pull over here.”
“They say that’s the problem with living somewhere all your life. You grow up and everything is so familiar by the time you learn to be curious that you miss so much beauty around you.”
“You’ve lived many places?” Ivy asks.
“It was my birth that really drove my parents to break ties with the family. They didn’t want to raise a child in that place. My whole life, we’ve moved every two or three years.”
“So you get a lot of chances to see the hidden beauty in new places?”
“I do,” I tell her. Then a truth I wasn’t ready to reveal slips out. “But it’s so lonely. You just start to know some place or somebody, like truly and deeply know them, and then you leave. The places, you say goodbye to them forever. The people, you try to keep in touch, but it rarely works for very long. Relationships are built on shared experience, and once you stop sharing experiences with someone, their shared experiences with other people turn into other important relationships to them, and you drift apart.”
Ivy turns to face me. In the process, her leg brushes against mine. Neither of us breaks the contact. “Is that why you’re so unreachable now?”
I sigh. “I won’t say that I’ve given up trying, but with every move, I find it harder to start again. The same introduction over and over again, the same process of finding the people you are drawn toward, of opening up parts of yourself to let them in. And all so you can lose everything again the next time the seasons change. So I find myself spending more time with places than with people with every move. Places are easy to fall in love with, and you don’t fool yourself into thinking you’ll always love them no matter how far apart fate takes you. People are harder to fall in love with, infinitely harder to leave.”
Ivy turns a little more, so she’s sitting sideways on the bench, facing me. “That poem you left me,” she says. “That tells me you still have some fight in you.”
“I didn’t even try, the last place I was at,” I say. “Here is different. I’ve just turned eighteen, you know. I don’t have to follow my parents anymore. If they want to move again, I can stay if I want to, or I can move to someplace else without them.”
Ivy locks eyes with me for a couple of seconds, then, looks down. I’m doing everything I can to not let her know how hard my heart is pounding in my chest, how my breath keeps catching in my throat. I glance at her neck, looking to see if her blood is also flowing faster and stronger, then look away from her as well when I realize that my fangs are aching.
“I have been working on another one,” I say.
“What?” Ivy asks, looking back up at me, a little puzzled. But I’m glad of the distraction of her eyes to take my attention from her neck.
“Another poem,” I say. “It’s a triolet, a French style, very short. At some point in my life I realized that no matter where I go, how many places and people I leave behind, the sky is always the same.”
“Can I hear it,” Ivy asks.
I have a copy of it in my pocket, but I choose to bring it up from memory.
“Under the moon’s most gentle light
Could anything else be more true?
We need not see, just touch at night.
Under the moon’s most gentle light
Well hidden from mere mortal sight.
A moment freed for me with you
Under the moon’s most gentle light
Could anything else be more true?”
Ivy sits there in silence, but the look on her face speaks with great eloquence.
Our legs are still touching.
I reach a hand out and touch her cheek. It’s warm, and trembles slightly. I wait until she lifts her eyes to mine, she swallows and smiles.
I part my lips slightly and lean forward. She closes her eyes and tilts her head a little bit to the side. I close my eyes as well, using the sound of her breath to guide me the rest of the way to her. The first brush of our lips is tentative, cautious, light as a lock of hair brushed across your face by a gentle breeze. She takes a deep breath in as I break the kiss and back off just a touch. Ivy cranes her neck toward me and I back away again, keeping just close enough that we can feel each other’s breath on our lips.
“Don’t tease,” Ivy says.
I move my hand to the back of her head and gently pull us together. The second kiss is still light, careful, but it lingers for a long while until we pull away and open our eyes to look at each other.
They say the third time is a charm. Our third kiss works an undeniable magic upon me. We kiss deeper this time, her lips part as well as mine, and shyly, the tips of our tongues touch, fleeting little passes. I put my other hand on her shoulder. She puts an arm around me, exploring my back, while she lets the other rest on my chest. Pretty soon, we fall into a rhythm, kissing deeper and lighter in time with her breathing in and out.
We reach a moment when I find my hand wandering from her shoulder down the front of her chest, but I stop myself before I reach her breast. It’s not yet time for that.
“I hate to say this, Ivy, but I should really take you home now.”
Her breath is ragged, her cheeks flushed, her mouth still slightly open, hungry. “I hate to
agree with you, but yes,” she says. She rolls her head back a little bit and closes her eyes.
I will not lie. I took the ride home as slow as I could without making it obvious that I was making it last as long as I possibly could. Feeling her body up against my back again, arms wrapped around me, legs holding me a little closer than they did on the ride out. That near-perfect feeling on the way to the river was replaced by a sense of utter perfection as we left it behind us. There was nothing in the world I would have changed in that moment.
Chapter Seven
Carl Wilson
While I was hunting last night, I picked up the scent of a fairly fresh deer kill. There was no smell of spilt blood, no stink of illness, just a kind of staleness that animals often have about them before decomposition sets in, with its characteristic sickly-sweet reek. I don't scavenge except under the most desperate of circumstances, but curiosity drove me to delay my hunt for fresh meat to check it out.
I found the kill site, saw that the deer had been dragged a short distance away to a clump of bushes and hastily covered up. I don't think very well in wolf form, so I did my best to memorize the location and marked it before moving on in search of livelier quarry.
This morning, there's a small window of time before school starts where I’ve got enough daylight to go to the site and check it out.
My memories of the night before get me close to the dead deer, and then I use the claw marks I'd made on several trees to bring me to the precise spot. Judging by the way the leaves are kicked up, something must have tackled the deer, but there wasn't much struggle after that. The motionless animal was then dragged into a heavier clump of bushes and hastily covered up with leaves and other detritus. I clear it off and examine it. It was a young buck, maybe a year old, so not very big yet.
It looks like it's been here for about a day. I can tell immediately that its neck was broken. Deer, even one as young as this, are strong animals. It would take considerable strength to kill it that way. Anywhere that I can see its skin, it is very pale. That and a few other signs tell me it had been drained almost completely of blood. I immediately look closely at the neck, and find two fang marks.
Looks like zombie Ben is supplementing his human diet with wild game. Still, one drop of blood from one of the local people is one too many. He needs to move on. Unfortunately, it's now clear that he has eyes on Ivy, and nothing makes a male – man or zombie boy – linger in a place like a pretty girl.
The one credit I must grudgingly give to Ben is that it looks like he took the deer down gently, and gave it a quick end instead of leaving it weak and vulnerable from blood loss. When I hunt, my strength and power usually kill my prey suddenly, but it's also very bloody and gruesome.
I leave the deer where I found it and continue to examine the area. It was dry and calm last night, so I'm still able to make out the track the deer took, but it takes me a long time to find the place where Ben had waited to ambush it. He was careful, and tread very lightly. I mentally note this, and wonder at his background that he can leave almost no trace under these conditions, stalk a wild animal, and take it down by hand. Once I realized Ben was a zombie, I felt he must be one of the older ones. Easily old enough to have fought in the Great War between my kind and his. So how old is he, really.
I had to learn a lot about vampires during the Great War, their habits and psychology, their physiology. Judging by the size of the deer, I figure Ben can go at least a week now before he he'll need to feed again. I don't want him near Ivy when the compulsion starts to get strong.
It's time for me to head in to school. As I walk back to my car, I curse Ben for taking up so much of my morning. I'd spent most of the night out on the prowl, and would have really liked to have slept in. One more reason for me to not like him.
*****
"You're looking a little rough this morning, Graylock," Kate says to me. "And Ivy isn't here yet, either..."
"Don't even with that," I tell her. "You know it's not like that with us." This is a very tiresome joke of Kate’s. Sometimes I think she borders on mean-spiritedness with that. She's generally a decent person, but seems to take a perverse thrill in taunting me this way.
"I'm just saying that you two are often running late on the same mornings."
"I have no idea what Ivy was doing last night," I say. "I was out enjoying the woods under the full moon. Alone."
"Were you out until dawn?" Kate asks. I notice she's looking at my pant leg. I must have brushed against a pricker bush while I was checking up on Ben's kill this morning.
I have to think of something quick. "I think a coyote took out a raccoon last night, left it half-eaten in my yard. I took the remains out to the woods so they don’t stink my place up." Inside, I want to slap myself for pinning my morning on a coyote. Ben doesn't deserve to be compared to any canine, not even a lowly coyote.
"You can stand doing that?" Kate asks.
"If it has to be done, it has to be done," I say.
"Well, I'm calling you next time we get something like that in our yard. I don't like having to deal with those messes, and my dad's even a bigger priss than Mom and me, and I don’t like to ask Nathan to handle dead animals."
“Unless I’m cooking one for you,” Nathan says, swatting at Kate with his fingertips.
"Graylock Carcass Cleanup is always available," I say.
"What would Ivy think if she saw you flirting with Kate like that, especially after the night you two had together?" Nathan asks.
I am just about to tell Nathan to lay off when we see Ivy pull her car into the lot, right as the first bell rings.
"Ivy IQ is never this late," Nathan says. He's got a genuine look of concern on her face, and I know that all joking about last night is at an end. He's right, though. Ivy is never tardy for school unless something is terribly wrong.
I look back toward Ivy and notice Ben's motorcycle right behind her. Ivy finds two empty spaces side by side, and they pull in next to each other.
"Oh..." Kate says, as we watch Ivy get out of her car while Ben parks his bike. There is very definitely something different about the way they are interacting this morning. "Come on, Carl," Kate says. "We'll be late for class."
I can't take my eyes off of Ben and Ivy. They both keep looking our way as they talk.
"Carl!" Kate says. "Let's go."
"It's Ok," I tell her. "I can tell what's going on, too."
"Then go to class," Nathan says.
I don't move.
"We're mad, too, Carl. We don't want her with that freak any more than you do, but getting into it here and now isn't going to help."
"Let us talk to her. It won't do anybody any good for you to lose your temper at her," Kate says.
"Or at him," Nathan adds.
I stand up and walk toward the front door. I risk a quick look back just as I'm inside the building, and they're holding hands as they walk.
It takes everything I've got to keep walking to class. In the end, it's remembering what Grandma told me the other night that gets me to walk away. If I harm Ben, they'll take it out on Ivy. As mad as I am at her as well, it would kill me if anything ever happened to her.
I let my morning classes distract me from my mood. Ironically it is because of Ivy that I find those classes so calming. My morning is Music, Shop, English Lit, and Graphic Design. Ivy is the one that first showed me that the arts could be something much more than mandatory classes that weren't going to get me anywhere in life. When she told me some of the stories behind her favorite piano songs, and played certain passages over and over again, telling me how the composer used different sounds and patterns to create emotion, I finally understood why it was important.
From there I figured out that it's not just sound that can affect people that way. Words can do it, images. The way Ivy could explain these things to me in ways no teacher ever could was part of why I so admire, and honestly, love her.
I get to the lunch table that Ivy typically shares with Kate, Nath
an, and me, and pretty soon my mood sours again. She never shows. I'm so worried about her being with that zombie that I barely touch my lunch – something very unusual, since my wolf blood gives me a pretty indestructible stomach. Even Nathan notices it, and seems to back even farther off from his teasing.
"Carl, I know you don't want to hear this, but let us talk to Ivy about Ben," Kate says. "I know you very legitimately care for her, but anything you say about Ben is going to sound like you're just jealous that he gets her and you don't." I know she wants to add more, about my tendency to get pretty hot headed, but she bites it off.
I know they're right. Kate and Nathan are right, Grandma is right, everybody is right. If I try to come between Ben and Ivy, I'm going to just push her farther away from me and ever closer to him. I still chafe at being told to do nothing about a problem. Problems are meant to be solved, not watched.
Of my afternoon classes, only the hour of Gym set between Algebra 2 and Physics offers me any distraction from my feelings. Even Gym is tough, though. We're in the middle of a month of wrestling lessons, and while it's good to get to tangle physically with someone, I have to keep reminding myself to play nice, to hide my actual strength, to not just let myself go on some poor kid who doesn't deserve it.
By the time the day ends, I've gotten myself completely worked up. I walk out the door, and there I see Ben and Ivy, walking hand in hand again. The zombie isn't wearing his absurd glasses and is bare headed. I look out into the parking lot and see a helmet sitting on one of his motorcycle's mirrors. The zombie is obviously trying to play like he's a nice, respectable boy, riding his bike like an old man now, and wearing a lid. He's also outside in full sunlight now, which vampires simply cannot stand. A tiny voice inside of me briefly says, ‘No,’ but I ignore it, and catch up with them.
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