Jude snorted. “Not hardly. Couldn’t take the chance, man. If you stop fiddling with that envelope and read what’s inside, you’ll understand why.”
I gave voice to what was eating at me. “Little scared here, Jude. No, that’s not right … I’m a lot scared.”
“Please Mike, just read it, okay?”
Hiding my amusement at how very American he sounded compared to that young, frightened man I’d met all those years ago, I opened the envelope (creased and frayed from my nervous hands) and pulled out a sheaf of cream-colored paper. Sighing, I began to read.
Family and Other Unsavory Things
If you were born into, say, the Ku Klux Klan and everything was ‘nigger’ this and ‘spic’ that, ‘kike, lesbo, faggot, dago’ etc., etc., all your life, would you think of yourself as a bigot? Let us consider the ancient Romans; they kept slaves with no pangs of conscience. To them a slave was something to be used, like a condom, and that attitude was normal, commonplace. Today if you talked about keeping a slave you’d be regarded as dangerous or criminal.
These are questions you should ask yourself before reading further because when you hear the details of my life, my upbringing, you may find my people to be almost as alien to your western culture as the Yanomamo tribe of the Amazon rainforest.
To start at the very beginning, I’d have to go back about two thousand years. My story begins in 1975, when I was born. That, however, is of no real interest, not even to me. Let’s begin fifteen years later, 1990, the decade the Soviet Union fell so hard it bounced.
Fifteen is a cool age. Hormones rush through your veins with more potency than black tar heroin and time is your dearest friend because even a month seems like an age. Fifteen is a good place to start. Fifteen was the year I learned how to use Words.
“All right class,” Professor Von Andor had said, holding several sheets of smooth white paper in one veiny, liver-spotted hand. His speech was precise, clipped, and delivered with a faint German accent, giving it an air of authority. “These are the Words. They are what you’ve been waiting for.” Pale blue eyes under bushy white brows took us in. At over seventy, the Professor still stood as ramrod straight as he had as a young man in the Waffen SS. Steel-gray hair clipped to a savage crew cut bristled over his shiny scalp and a sharp nose hooked over near invisible lips. Wrinkles formed by both displeasure and spite bracketed both his eyes and mouth.
Switzerland in summer and the five of us were stuck in class, despite the perfect day-seventy-two degrees Fahrenheit (or about twenty-two degrees Celsius, which is how I measured temperature at the time) with small fluffy white clouds scudding across the sky and Lac Leman beckoning only a hundred yards away. Julian, my father, had a large estate near the lake, a summer home to retreat to from the office. Not that he ever used it for that purpose. Instead of retreating from the world, he had it converted to a school for members of the family who exhibited certain … talents.
On that occasion, the five of us who stood in the large, rather Spartan basement were learning our first Words and we couldn’t be more excited. That five consisted of my half-brothers Henri, Julian II, Philip and myself, along with cousin Burke, who at that time displayed all the classic signs of teenaged angst and rebellion.
As the youngest to display an aptitude for magic, I was considered to be quite the prodigy, having already learned the Language of Air and Fire as well as coming along nicely with Water. Also, I had completed all the requisite courses in Botanical Magic far ahead of schedule. I learned so quickly, in fact, that Julian decided to lump me in with the other boys to see if I would sink or swim. And by sink, I mean die. Painfully.
In the Family there are many rules, but Rule #1 was: Survival of the Fittest. Julian Deschamps, billionaire businessman, enforced that rule with all the fanaticism of a tin-pot dictator in a third-world country. That is to say, brutally, savagely and without pity.
Training for Family began at the age of three. We went to school every day, given an education by the most talented, the most qualified private tutors money could buy, and a few who were lured by less savory means. By the age of ten you were either a cast-off (don’t ask, not pleasant) or a graduate, receiving the equivalent of an American high school diploma. By the age of twelve you were expected to have finished the equivalent of a four-year University degree. It was at that point (generally puberty) that, if you were male, you either showed a talent for magic or you went directly into the business side of the Family. Either way, training in wet-work came next.
Male or female, at the age of twelve you were fair game, a target for your contemporaries, a sort of free-for-all training in assassination and survival. The one amendment to Rule #1 was: It must look natural or like an accident. No weapons, no obvious foul play. It was a lesson in subtlety and discretion, care and vigilance. By the time I’d reached my thirteenth birthday, I’d survived three attempts at poisoning and a balcony railing that had mysteriously corroded overnight. The only true safety from siblings came when they reached their majority, the time when they must cease all assassination attempts.
Does this sound terrible? To us kids, it was business as usual, the price of living in the lap of near-obscene luxury. Grow up fast or grow dead faster. And despite how brutal it seemed, being born female was worse, far worse. Mike sometimes calls me a misogynistic prick, and I guess I am, but he’s never met the Family, and God willing, he never will.
But I digress, so let’s toddle off back to earlier in the narrative, magic training. Elemental magic takes years to master, but thanks to my facility, I blazed through at three times the normal speed. At age fifteen I was the youngest in my class.
The Professor handed us our assignments, twelve sheets of paper each, face down. “Here are the twelve Words,” he intoned with somber intensity. “Healing, Force, Forgetting, Vigor, Avoidance, Strength, Truth, Vision, Clarity, Aspect, Pain, and The Walls. Arranged from easiest to most difficult, the Words will reveal themselves as they will, each according to your natures and aptitudes. Do not force understanding; it will do you no good.”
Henri, a big brown-haired burly boy of seventeen, impatiently riffled through the papers before the Professor even finished. A scowl was fixed on his wide, brutish face. Of my three half-brothers, he was the one I hated most because of his boorishness and love of casual cruelty.
Julian II and Philip, the redheaded twins, turned their papers over in unison, thin faces pinched in thought and trepidation. Not only did they look the same, but their dispositions were identical as well, making them seem the same person split into two bodies.
Burke, well … Burke is … Burke. Brave, hard, fearsome, and a natural predator, a shark in human skin. He scared the ever-loving shit out of me. As a cousin on the distaff side, he was forbidden to seek my life, but that sure didn’t stop him from torturing me at every opportunity, which was often. At sixteen and a few inches taller than myself, he showed an aptitude for magic not seen in his branch of the family since Vlad Tepes began his terrible rule of Wallachia in 1456. Julian had high hopes for Burke, who demonstrated the kind of ruthlessness most prized in my Family.
“I see the Words of Strength and Vigor,” said Henri, a wide smile on his coarse features.
Well, shit … my insides tried to make a beeline for the soles of my feet. Giving Henri more strength would be like pouring gasoline on a bonfire. It would only fuel the flames of his loutish, ham-handed ways.
As for the twins, their faces lit up with glee. “We have Aspect, Clarity and Vision!” they cried. Three Words, ones both could use with great subtlety, enough that they could possibly succeed in taking my life.
Burke, however, merely riffled through the pages, mouth twisted in what might be called both a smile and a snarl, and kept his peace.
“Speak up, Burke,” the Professor said calmly. When he snapped his fingers under my cousin’s nose to get his attention, Burke looked up, anger flaring in his dark eyes.
“Healing, Forgetting, Vigor, Avoidance, Clar
ity and Pain.” That stopped everyone cold, shock rippling through all of us. Six Words! There hadn’t been a holder of six Words since Rodrigo Borgia, who used his Words to help him become Pope Alexander the VI, the most corrupt and scandalous Christian religious figure of all time.
At that moment my fear of the twins disappeared in a flash because, even though Julian forbade Burke’s hand in any assassination attempts, my cousin hated me enough that he could not stop himself from trying.
“What about you, Olivier?” The Professor’s deep voice startled me out of my woolgathering.
Nodding quickly, I scanned the thick white papers in my hands, which had begun to tremble slightly. Each paper held a Word written in what I now know to be a mixture of squid ink, black hellbore and knotweed, a Botanical Magic brew. My eyes skittered over the first page, not wanting to acknowledge the black writing. In fact, for a second it seemed that there was no Word at all, just a blank page. Then it hit me like a pickaxe to the skull … the Word. It crawled right in and made itself at home in my cerebral cortex, shoving aside non-essentials like Latin and Swedish.
Imagine someone using Vicks VapoRub on your brain … that’s what it felt like.
Page Two: it hit me the same way-hard and fast with a mental taste of tinfoil.
Three … four … five … Wham! Wham! Wham!
Done. I was done and the pages fell to the bare concrete around my Air Jordans. Twelve Words. I had all twelve Words rolling around my mind and I’m pretty sure I’d lost all functional use of Romanian.
Whoa …
“Well?” Henri asked, grabbing my black t-shirt in one huge hairy fist.
Okay … Risk Assessment Time. Henri’s big pug-ugly loomed into view and in my peripheral Burke and the twins were staring at me speculatively. If I copped to all twelve it would be the same as painting a Day-Glo bull’s-eye on my back and there would be no chance of dodging all of their attempts.
Good thing lying is second nature in my Family.
“Healing.”
Silence. Five pairs of eyes met mine, incredulous. It was Burke who broke the tension by erupting in a full-throated belly laugh that shook his slender frame from head to toe. As if a new Word had been spoken, the Word of Mirth, it spread to my siblings quickly, doubling them over with laughter until they gasped for breath, hands to the hitching stitches in their sides.
“Very funny, assholes,” I grumbled softly, but loud enough so they would hear and it set them to laughing again. The Day-Glo bull’s-eye began to fade. I hid my smile in the palms of my hands.
“Oh, that’s rich,” Henri gasped. “Julian will be fit to burst. His precious prodigy can only Heal!”
During the laugh-fest, Burke had kept his eyes on me and I think he was probably taken in like the others, but I knew my supposed deficiency wouldn’t stop him from tormenting me every chance he could. With the arrogance of six Words, he might find the balls to defy Julian and try for a kill.
Right then I knew that someday it would come down to him and me.
?
I set the pages down on my lap, stunned, confused and more than a little afraid. If what Jude, or Olivier, whoever he was, had written here was true, then what other strange, menacing magics were out there? Who was his father, Julian Deschamps, and why would he let his children kill each other off? If it was all some sort of delusion, then a madman drove my car through Oklahoma into Texas.
“Remember, Mike, to me … all that was perfectly normal. I didn’t know any other sort of life,” Jude commented sadly, as if reading my thoughts.
I licked my lips. “It’s unbelievable, but I saw what you did with that … that … air sprite, so I guess it’s no great stretch to … this.” I held up the envelope. “Now what?”
“Read the story.”
“It’s the strangest dang thing I’ve ever read, Jude … or do I call you Olivier?”
He made a face. “Olivier Deschamps wasn’t someone you’d want to know, man. and I’m glad he’s dead.”
“But you are Olivier Deschamps.”
Eyes sere and barren of hope glanced my way. “For both our sakes, man, you better hope not.”
Chapter Six
Jude
Mike was shaken down to the roots. Oh, he hid it well, but I could see; we’d been friends long enough that I had his tells down pat. If he’d been a poker player, I’d have cleaned him out ages ago.
The Corolla chugged its way through Oklahoma and at Oklahoma City I switched off the 35 to the 44, taking us to Wichita Falls, Texas. As drives went, it rated up there with watching the grass grow. Mike was no help. He kept his eyes closed as though asleep or attempting to absorb what he’d read and seen.
Did I feel sorry for him? Almost. He may be a Catholic priest, but he’s also one tough son-of-a-gun. The only thing that had kept him from becoming an outlaw biker was his calling, his faith.
He thought I didn’t know about his wild side, but thanks to the Internet, I had found out a lot about Mr. Mike Engel, the Catholic priest. No father, mother dead of a heroin overdose when he was nineteen, one older sister-whereabouts unknown-and a stint in the army at eighteen to avoid jail time for boosting a motorcycle. Hoofed it over the sands in Desert Storm, ended his time in service with a couple of years in Germany. Finally, the call to God.
By all rights he should have exited the army a raving lunatic, hell-bent on wreaking havoc and drinking himself to death, but I guess he took to discipline in the service because he emerged straight as an arrow and left his past behind. Although he did keep a 1985 Harley FXWG 1340 Wide Glide in his garage that he’d been restoring for the past couple of years, a lingering reminder of his younger self.
The rest is, as they say, is history.
It ate at me, though, that I had let him come. Maybe the desire for company had overwhelmed common sense or maybe, better yet, he was the one man who might understand my whole sordid history. Hell, he helped me parse through the more difficult passages of the Bible (the Song of Solomon bored me to tears) and explained the Americanisms and obscure references in East of Eden.
“Where are we going, Jude?”
Mike’s question derailed my train of thought. “West Texas.” He was still leaning back, envelope in his lap and eyes closed.
“What’s in west Texas?”
“A whole lot of nothing.”
“Then why?”
I grinned. “It’s what’s under that nothing that I want to get at.”
“What’s under that nothing?” he asked patiently as Wichita Falls receded in my review mirror.
There was no harm in spilling the beans. “After I established myself in Omaha, I traveled all over America to secure some spookers.”
“Spookers?” Mikes eyes cracked open and he stared at the surrounding countryside without interest.
“Stores of cash and false papers, just in case.”
“In case you had to go on the lam?”
I laughed. “Lam? Who talks like that? Really, Mike, you should stop watching television. Rots your brain, man.”
His icy blues rolled up. “You still haven’t answered my question, smart aleck.”
“Yes, in case I had to leg it. Passports, driver’s licenses, cash, the whole lot. Enough to disappear again and land comfortably on my feet.”
Mike snorted. “How very CIA-like of you.”
“You’ve read a bit of what my Family is like, Mike,” I said, voice cooling to just above absolute zero. “They would do, and spend, anything to find me, to get what I have.”
“That silver thing of yours?”
“Yes, the Silver. One of the most powerful magical artifacts in the world, second only to the Grail and the Arc of the Covenant.”
The explosion of incredulity I half expected didn’t come. When I spared a glance from the road, it was to see Mike staring at me with eyes colder and more pitiless than the spaces between the stars.
“What?”
“The Arc of the Covenant? The Grail? Like the real ones, th
e ones Indiana Jones found?” The arctic tundra was warmer than his voice.
“When I left the Family, I liquidated my assets and I’ve used a lot of that to find something that would help me destroy the Silver.”
“What about throwing it in the Laurentian Abyss?”
The vanishing point met my eyes as I answered. “You could stuff the Silver in a lead-lined box with a nuclear warhead set to detonate when it hit the ocean floor and you wouldn’t even scratch it. It would reappear where someone in the Family would find it. No, the only way to destroy the Silver is to use a more powerful artifact.”
Mike stayed quiet for quite some time, so long, in fact, that I began to worry. Finally he said, “So you’re trying to destroy this silver thing by using an artifact that people have been trying to locate for centuries? Perhaps millennia?”
“Yes, Mike, I have to because the Silver is the biggest threat to mankind next to global thermonuclear war. It needs to go away and I should have investigated more thoroughly and taken action sooner.” Regret tasted bitter in my throat. “Because I twigged onto the Grail six months ago.”
A long pause. “Why didn’t you?”
I exploded in a rush of verbal self-recrimination. “Damn me, Mike … I was too comfortable, man.” When he didn’t reply, I continued. “And maybe a little scared, too. Nebraska isn’t the center of the universe, but it’s a good place to be.” Better, I felt much better. Maybe confession was good for the soul.
Mike stroked his moustache “So that’s where we’re going? To get the Grail?” I nodded and he blew a sigh through his lips. “The Archbishop will never believe this.”
“I really wouldn’t tell him if I were you.”
Once again that cold stare. “Why?”
“The Family has … people in the Vatican.”
I reckon that all the shocks to Mike’s system must have aged him about five years, but he held strong, much stronger than most. What really touched me was his belief, not just in God, but also in me. He believed me and in me with no ulterior motives. I could see it in his honest features. Maybe God had put Mike in my way that day all those years ago at St. Stephen’s and if He had, I owed Him big time.
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