“Yeah . . . you too,” I said. “I heard you talking about Anna. About how she was ‘shadow-kissed.’ What does that mean?”
He frowned. “I’m not entirely sure. She lived a very long time ago. It was often common to refer to people by titles that reflected some of their traits. It might have been given to make her sound fierce.”
I tried to hide my disappointment. “Oh. So who was she?”
This time his frown was disapproving rather than thoughtful. “I mentioned it a number of times.”
“Oh. I must have, um, missed that.”
His disapproval grew, and he turned around. “Wait just a moment.”
He disappeared through the door near the altar, the one Lissa had taken to the attic. I considered fleeing but thought God might strike me down for that. Less than a minute later, the priest returned with a book. He handed it to me. Moroi Saints.
“You can learn about her in here. The next time I see you, I’d like to hear what you’ve learned.”
I scowled as I walked away. Great. Homework from the priest.
In the chapel’s entryway, I found Lissa talking to Aaron. She smiled as she spoke, and the feelings coming off her were happy, though certainly not infatuated.
“You’re kidding,” she exclaimed.
He shook his head. “Nope.”
Seeing me stroll over, she turned to me. “Rose, you’re never going to believe this. “You know Abby Badica? And Xander? Their guardian wants to resign. And marry another guardian.”
Now this was exciting gossip. A scandal, actually. “Seriously? Are they, like, going to run off together?”
She nodded. “They’re getting a house. Going to get jobs with humans, I guess.”
I glanced at Aaron, who had suddenly turned shy with me there. “How are Abby and Xander dealing with that?”
“Okay. Embarrassed. They think it’s stupid.” Then he realized who he was speaking to. “Oh. I didn’t mean—”
“Whatever.” I gave him a tight smile. “It is stupid.”
Wow. I was stunned. The rebellious part me of loved any story where people “fought the system.” Only, in this case, they were fighting my system, the one I’d been trained to believe in my entire life.
Dhampirs and Moroi had a strange arrangement. Dhampirs had originally been born from Moroi mixing with humans. Unfortunately, dhampirs couldn’t reproduce with each other—or with humans. It was a weird genetic thing. Mules were the same way, I’d been told, though that wasn’t a comparison I really liked hearing. Dhampirs and full Moroi could have children together, and, through another genetic oddity, their kids came out as standard dhampirs, with half human genes, half vampire genes.
With Moroi being the only ones with whom dhampirs could reproduce, we had to stay close to them and intermingle with them. Likewise, it became important to us that the Moroi simply survived. Without them, we were done. And with the way Strigoi loved picking off Moroi, their survival became a legitimate concern for us.
That was how the guardian system developed. Dhampirs couldn’t work magic, but we made great warriors. We’d inherited enhanced senses and reflexes from our vampire genes and better strength and endurance from our human genes. We also weren’t limited by a need for blood or trouble with sunlight. Sure, we weren’t as powerful as the Strigoi, but we trained hard, and guardians did a kick-ass job at keeping Moroi safe. Most dhampirs felt it was worth risking their own lives to make sure our kind could still keep having children.
Since Moroi usually wanted to have and raise Moroi children, you didn’t find a lot of long-term Moroi-dhampir romances. You especially didn’t find a lot of Moroi women hooking up with dhampir guys. But plenty of young Moroi men liked fooling around with dhampir women, although those guys usually went on to marry Moroi women. That left a lot of single dhampir mothers, but we were tough and could handle it.
However, many dhampir mothers chose not to become guardians in order to raise their children. These women sometimes worked “regular” jobs with Moroi or humans; some of them lived together in communities. These communities had a bad reputation. I don’t know how much of it was true, but rumors said Moroi men visited all the time for sex. and that some dhampir women let them drink blood while doing it. Blood whores.
Regardless, almost all guardians were men, which meant there were a lot more Moroi than guardians. Most dhampir guys accepted that they wouldn’t have kids. They knew it was their job to protect Moroi while their sisters and cousins had babies.
Some dhampir women, like my mother, still felt it was their duty to become guardians—even if it meant not raising their own kids. After I’d been born, she’d handed me over to be raised by Moroi. Moroi and dhampirs start school pretty young, and the Academy had essentially taken over as my parent by the time I was four.
Between her example and my life at the Academy, I believed wholeheartedly that it was a dhampir’s job to protect Moroi. It was part of our heritage, and it was the only way we’d keep going. It was that simple.
And that was what made what the Badicas’ guardian had done so shocking. He’d abandoned his Moroi and run off with another guardian, which meant she’d abandoned her Moroi. They couldn’t even have children together, and now two families were unprotected. What was the point? No one cared if teenage dhampirs dated or if adult dhampirs had flings. But a long-term relationship? Particularly one that involved them running away? A complete waste. And a disgrace.
After a little more speculation on the Badicas, Lissa and I left Aaron. As we stepped outside, I heard a funny shifting sound and then something sliding. Too late, I realized what was happening, just as a pile of slush slid off the chapel’s roof and onto us. It was early October, and we’d had early snow last night that had started melting almost immediately. As a result, the stuff that fell on us was very wet and very cold.
Lissa took the brunt of it, but I still yelped as icy water landed on my hair and neck. A few others squealed nearby too, having caught the edge of the mini-avalanche.
“You okay?” I asked her. Her coat was drenched, and her platinum hair clung to the sides of her face.
“Y-yeah,” she said through chattering teeth.
I pulled off my coat and handed it to her. It had a slick surface and had repelled most of the water. “Take yours off.”
“But you’ll be—”
“Take this.”
She did, and as she slipped on my coat, I finally tuned into the laughter that always follows these situations. I avoided the eyes, instead focusing on holding Lissa’s wet jacket while she changed.
“Wish you hadn’t been wearing a coat, Rose,” said Ralf Sarcozy, an unusually bulky and plump Moroi. I hated him. “That shirt would have looked good wet.”
“That shirt’s so ugly it should be burned. Did you get that from a homeless person?”
I glanced up as Mia walked over and looped her arm through Aaron’s. Her blond curls were arranged perfectly, and she had on an awesome pair of black heels that would have looked much better on me. At least they made her look taller, I’d give her that. Aaron had been a few steps behind us but had miraculously avoided being nailed by the slush. Seeing how smug she looked, I decided there’d been no miracles involved.
“I suppose you want to offer to burn it, huh?” I asked, refusing to let her know how much that insult bugged me. I knew perfectly well my fashion sense had slipped over the last two years. “Oh, wait—fire isn’t your element, is it? You work with water. What a coincidence that a bunch just fell on us.”
Mia looked as if she’d been insulted, but the gleam in her eyes showed that she was enjoying this way too much to be an innocent bystander. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“Nothing to me. But Ms. Kirova will probably have something to say when she finds out you used magic against another student.”
“That wasn’t an attack,” she scoffed. “And it wasn’t me. It was an act of God.”
A few others laughed, much to her delight. In my imagin
ation, I responded with, So is this, and then slammed her into the side of the church. In real life, Lissa simply nudged me and said, “Let’s go.”
She and I walked off toward our respective dorms, leaving behind laughter and jokes about our wet states and how Lissa wouldn’t know anything about specialization. Inside, I seethed. I had to do something about Mia, I realized. In addition to the general irritation of Mia’s bitchiness, I didn’t want Lissa to have to deal with any more stress than she had to. We’d been okay this first week, and I wanted to keep it that way.
“You know,” I said, “I’m thinking more and more that you stealing Aaron back is a good thing. It’ll teach Bitch Doll a lesson. I bet it’d be easy, too. He’s still crazy about you.”
“I don’t want to teach anyone a lesson,” said Lissa. “And I’m not crazy about him.”
“Come on, she picks fights and talks about us behind our backs. She accused me of getting jeans from the Salvation Army yesterday.”
“Your jeans are from the Salvation Army.”
“Well, yeah,” I snorted, “but she has no right making fun of them when she’s wearing stuff from Target.”
“Hey, there’s nothing wrong with Target. I like Target.”
“So do I. That’s not the point. She’s trying to pass her stuff off like it’s freaking Stella McCartney.”
“And that’s a crime?”
I affected a solemn face. “Absolutely. You’ve gotta take revenge.”
“I told you, I’m not interested in revenge.” Lissa cut me a sidelong look. “And you shouldn’t be either.”
I smiled as innocently as I could, and when we parted ways, I felt relieved again that she couldn’t read my thoughts.
“So when’s the big catfight going to happen?”
Mason was waiting for me outside our dorm after I’d parted ways with Lissa. He looked lazy and cute, leaning against the wall with crossed arms as he watched me.
“I’m sure I don’t know what you mean.”
He unfolded himself and walked with me into the building, handing me his coat, since I’d let Lissa go off with my dry one. “I saw you guys sparring outside the chapel. Have you no respect for the house of God?”
I snorted. “You’ve got about as much respect for it as I do, you heathen. You didn’t even go. Besides, as you said, we were outside.”
“And you still didn’t answer the question.”
I just grinned and slipped on his coat.
We stood in the common area of our dorm, a well-supervised lounge and study area where male and female students could mingle, along with Moroi guests. Being Sunday, it was pretty crowded with those cramming for last-minute assignments due tomorrow. Spying a small, empty table, I grabbed Mason’s arm and pulled him toward it.
“Aren’t you supposed to go straight to your room?”
I hunkered down in my seat, glancing around warily. “There are so many people here today, it’ll take them a while to notice me. God, I’m so sick of being locked away. And it’s only been a week.”
“I’m sick of it too. We missed you last night. A bunch of us went and shot pool in the rec room. Eddie was on fire.”
I groaned. “Don’t tell me that. I don’t want to hear about your glamorous social life.”
“All right.” He propped his elbow up on the table and rested his chin in his hand. “Then tell me about Mia. You’re just going to turn around and punch her one day, aren’t you? I think I remember you doing that at least ten times with people that pissed you off.”
“I’m a new, reformed Rose,” I said, doing my best impression of demure. Which wasn’t very good. He emitted a choking sort of laugh. “Besides, if I do that, I’ll have broken my probation with Kirova. Gotta walk the straight and narrow.”
“In other words, find some way to get back at Mia that you won’t get in trouble for.”
I felt a smile tug at the corners of my lips. “You know what I like about you, Mase? You think just like I do.”
“Frightening concept,” he replied drily. “So tell me what you think of this: I might know something about her, but I probably shouldn’t tell you. . . .”
I leaned forward. “Oh, you already tipped me off. You’ve got to tell me now.”
“It’d be wrong,” he teased. “How do I know you’d use this knowledge for good instead of evil?”
I batted my eyelashes. “Can you resist this face?”
He took a moment to study me. “No. I can’t, actually. Okay, here you go: Mia isn’t royal.”
I slouched back in my chair. “No kidding. I already knew that. I’ve known who’s royal since I was two.”
“Yeah, but there’s more than just that. Her parents work for one of the Drozdov lords.” I waved my hand impatiently. A lot of Moroi worked out in the human world, but Moroi society had plenty of jobs for its own kind too. Someone had to fill them. “Cleaning stuff. Practically servants. Her dad cuts grass, and her mom’s a maid.”
I actually had a healthy respect for anyone who pulled a full day’s work, regardless of the job. People everywhere had to do crappy stuff to make a living. But, much like with Target, it became another matter altogether when someone was trying to pass herself off as something else. And in the week that I’d been here, I’d picked up on how desperately Mia wanted to fit in with the school elite.
“No one knows,” I said thoughtfully.
“And she doesn’t want them to. You know how the royals are.” He paused. “Well, except for Lissa, of course. They’d give Mia a hard time over it.”
“How do you know all this?”
“My uncle’s a guardian for the Drozdovs.”
“And you’ve just been sitting on this secret, huh?”
“Until you broke me. So which path will you choose: good or evil?”
“I think I’ll give her a grace—”
“Miss Hathaway, you know you aren’t supposed to be here.”
One of the dorm matrons stood over us, disapproval all over her face.
I hadn’t been joking when I said Mason thought like me. He could bullshit as well as I could. “We have a group project to do for our humanities class. How are we supposed to do it if Rose is in isolation?”
The matron narrowed her eyes. “You don’t look like you’re doing work.”
I slid over the priest’s book and opened it at random. I’d placed it on the table when we sat down. “We’re, um, working on this.”
She still looked suspicious. “One hour. I’ll give you one more hour down here, and I’d better actually see you working.”
“Yes, ma’am,” said Mason straight-faced. “Absolutely.”
She wandered off, still eyeing us. “My hero,” I declared.
He pointed at the book. “What is this?”
“Something the priest gave me. I had a question about the service.”
He stared at me, astonished.
“Oh, stop it and look interested.” I skimmed the index. “I’m trying to find some woman named Anna.”
Mason slid his chair over so that he was sitting right beside me. “All right. Let’s ‘study.’”
I found a page number, and it took me to the section on St. Vladimir, not surprisingly. We read through the chapter, scanning for Anna’s name. When we found it, the author didn’t have much to say about her. He did include an excerpt written by some guy who had apparently lived at the same time as St. Vladimir:
And with Vladimir always is Anna, the daughter of Fyodor. Their love is as chaste and pure as that of brother and sister, and many times has she defended him from Strigoi who would seek to destroy him and his holiness. Likewise, it is she who comforts him when the spirit becomes too much to bear, and Satan’s darkness tries to smother him and weaken his own health and body. This too she defends against, for they have been bound together ever since he saved her life as a child. It is a sign of God’s love that He has sent the blessed Vladimir a guardian such as her, one who is shadow-kissed and always knows what is in his heart and
mind.
“There you go,” Mason said. “She was his guardian.”
“It doesn’t say what ‘shadow-kissed’ means.”
“Probably doesn’t mean anything.”
Something in me didn’t believe that. I read it again, trying to make sense of the old-fashioned language. Mason watched me curiously, looking like he very much wanted to help.
“Maybe they were hooking up,” he suggested.
I laughed. “He was a saint.”
“So? Saints probably like sex too. That ‘brother and sister’ stuff is probably a cover.” He pointed to one of the lines. “See? They were ‘bound’ together.” He winked. “It’s code.”
Bound. It was a weird word choice, but that didn’t necessarily mean Anna and Vladimir were ripping each other’s clothes off.
“I don’t think so. They’re just close. Guys and girls can just be friends.” I said it pointedly, and he gave me a dry look.
“Yeah? We’re friends, and I don’t know what’s in your ‘heart and mind.’” Mason put on a fake philosopher’s look. “Of course, some might argue that one can never know what’s in the heart of a woman—”
“Oh, shut up,” I groaned, punching him in the arm.
“For they are strange and mysterious creatures,” he continued in his scholarly voice, “and a man must be a mind reader if he ever wishes to make them happy.”
I started giggling uncontrollably and knew I’d probably get in trouble again. “Well, try to read my mind and stop being such a—”
I stopped laughing and looked back down at the book.
Bound together and always knows what is in his heart and mind.
They had a bond, I realized. I would have bet everything I owned—which wasn’t much—on it. The revelation was astonishing. There were lots of vague stories and myths about how guardians and Moroi ‘used to have bonds.’ But this was the first I’d ever heard of anyone specific that it had happened to.
Mason had noticed my startled reaction. “You okay? You look kind of weird.”
I shrugged it off. “Yeah. Fine.”
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