Straddling The Edge
By Julie Prestsater
Published by Julie Prestsater, 2013
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© 2013 Julie Prestsater
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Table of Contents
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Acknowledgements
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Epilogue
Dear Readers
Titles By Julie Prestsater
Dedication
This one is for my partners-in-crime at work.
To Ms. P, the other half of P …
You’re truly one of the funniest women I know. And goofiest. Who else would call me a Nerdsicle or Dorkapotamus? Thank you for joining me in an endless amount of shit talking! I couldn’t do it without you. Well, I could. But, it wouldn’t be as fun.
To Doña Julia …
Thank you for trying to keep me professional. It’s a tough job, but someone has to do it. I know, I know. My love is abrasive. Too bad! Suck it up! Or I won’t help you find your papí in Miami.
To Ms. T …
You, my friend, are an amazing woman. Not only did you get to ring the bell, but you drink beer and you can dance like you’re part of a Beyonce video. Why weren’t we friends sooner?
Thank you, ladies, for all your support and encouragement and for making work such a fun place to go to everyday.
Acknowledgements
I’d like to express my sincerest gratitude to all the bloggers and reviewers out there. Something special happened at the end of last year. My books started to take off and more and more people started reading them. I can’t pinpoint an exact reason for this success, but I know I owe a lot of it to all the reviewers and bloggers who talked about my books on their websites, Facebook, and Twitter. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I heart each and every one of you!
I’d like to give a special shout-out to Slick Reads of Guilty Pleasures Book Reviews. She has been one of my biggest cheerleaders with the best reviews any author could ever ask for. I loved her reviews so much I’ve included them on my paperback covers and on my swag. Thank you!
I’d also like to thank Jodi M. for joining my team of beta readers and giving this book a look through the eyes of an English teacher. It wasn’t as scary as I thought it would be. Thank you for not covering it in red ink and marking it with a bleeding F.
To the rest of my beta team, Andi, Heather, Jodi N., Debbie, Sharon, and Lyndsi, thank you! I can never thank you enough!
To my family … what else can I say? I love you!
Chapter 1
Summer
Just one more week and I’m out of this place. Then I can mope in peace. In the comfort of my own apartment. Away from work, away from Chase and away from these bitches that torment me every day.
I slouch into my desk chair and glance around my classroom as I sing along with the old school mix coming from my computer. DNA and RNA projects cover the walls, along with a few models on the counters. I still need to get rid of all the student work after I decide which ones to keep as examples for next year. My teacher’s aide, Josh, offered to help after school but I shooed him away. He’s graduating in just a few days. I’d hate to keep him from his friends.
I wish I had such a tight-knit group of friends in high school. I admire him and his gang, who have been inseparable since their freshmen year. Four years together and their friendships are stronger than ever before. They’ll probably still be friends twenty years from now. All married, with tons of kids and meeting up just because.
Me? I never had friends like that in high school. I was the geeky tomboy who could care less about cliques, school dances, and parties on the weekends. I spent my time reading romance novels and studying math and science. While other girls my age were experimenting with makeup and push-up bras, I slathered Carmex on my lips and tried smashing down my breasts with sports bras. These D-cups started drawing unwanted attention when I was in middle school and I did everything I could to disguise them with hoodies and big t-shirts. I rarely wore anything fitted. At least not until the rest of my body caught up with my boobs.
Now, I wish I had some girlfriends to talk to. Not about my large breasts and my lack of friends in high school, but about my failed relationship. Whenever I see my colleagues, Shelly and Melissa, I crave what they have. Maybe I could have been friends with them, or other female teachers on campus, but I ruined that chance when I started seeing Chase, Shelly’s ex-fiancé. He said he was single, that he and his fiancé had called it quits and he was ready to move on. I should have known better than to believe him. Instead, I got caught up in his charming sweet talk and his ridiculous good looks. Unfortunately, his charm wasn’t only reserved for me.
According to Chase’s teacher’s aide, Keesha, the man who I loved and thought I was going to marry has been cheating on me. I have to give Keesha some major kudos for even having the ovaries to come and tell me. She’s always had a major crush on her teacher and thought the world of him. But not now. I have to wonder whom I feel sorrier for; her or me? Not only did he shatter my dreams, but also he killed the perfect image of the man this young girl believed in.
It’s been well over a month since she came to see me, yet I can still picture it as if it was yesterday.
She came into my room after school, head down and a little fidgety. Totally unlike this beautiful girl who always overflowed with confidence.
“Hi, Keesh,” I had said. “Did Mr. Marino send you over for a drink or snack again? I swear he’s the neediest man I’ve ever met.”
She frowned. “No. He didn’t send me. I need to talk to you.” She had paused, looking at the floor and biting her lower lip. “Do you have a minute?”
Sensing something was really wrong I got out of my chair and walked around my desk to meet her. I slid into a student desk and motioned for her to sit as well.
“I’m not sure that this is my place, but I can’t keep it to myself. I know I would want
to know.”
My stomach turned and my heart rate sped up. Whatever she was about to tell me, it couldn’t have been good. I assured her it was okay to speak freely with me and she’d feel better once she got it off her chest.
But I wasn’t expecting her to say, “Mr. Marino is cheating on you.”
After taking a shaky breath, I asked, “What makes you think that?”
“Josh and I saw him in the parking lot at the movies. He didn’t see us. We weren’t sure it was him at first, holding another woman’s hand. But the closer we got we realized it was him. When they got to her car, he kissed her. Josh wanted to tell you himself, but I thought it would be better if I told you. You know, we’re both girls and I know this isn’t something to take lightly and Josh is a goof and would probably say something stupid.”
I remember laughing. There is no way Josh could have made it through a conversation like that. “So you’re sure?”
“Absolutely. There’s no doubt. It was him. He was kissing a chick with long blond hair. Mr. Marino is a lying, cheating bastard and I think you should sock him in the balls. I would do it for you, but I’m graduating in a few days and I can’t risk getting expelled. Don’t worry. I’ve already talked Josh down from knocking him out too. Just know that we’re both here for you if you need anything.”
My mind whirled with confusion and unanswered questions, but the teenage girl in front of me wasn’t the one to answer them. “Thank you, Keesha. I really appreciate you coming to me. You’re right. I would have wanted to know. And now that I do, I have a few things I need to take care of.”
She put her hand on mine. “Ms. McGallian, we didn’t tell any of the rest of the crew. Meggie and Steph don’t know so you don’t have to worry about Mrs. Gelson or Mrs. Fuller finding out. In fact, we won’t bring this up ever again. I’ve already forgotten why I came to see you.”
Knowing they didn’t tell the rest of their friends was like a weight lifted off my shoulders. It would’ve been only a matter of minutes before other teachers found out and I wasn’t ready for the snickers or snide comments coming from my coworkers, especially Shelly and Melissa. I doubt I’ll ever be ready for that.
My heart broke when Keesha told me about Chase’s infidelity, and it’s been breaking into smaller pieces since. That bastard didn’t try to deny it when I confronted him. He didn’t even ask how I found out. It was like he was happy that I knew so he wouldn’t have to tell me himself.
Thank God I have always maintained a substantial savings. When Chase couldn’t even manage a decent apology, I packed a bag and went to a hotel. Not that I would’ve stayed even if he got on his knees and groveled. I’d already accepted that once in my life when I was young and dumb in college and didn’t know better. I sure wasn’t about to let history repeat itself.
The first thing I did when I checked into the hotel was head to the spa to get rid of my acrylic nails. I never liked them. It was Chase’s thing. He liked my long nails raking across his back. The thought of it now sends bile surging up my throat with a sting.
Then, I pampered myself with room service, spent a few days surfing the internet, and made phone calls until I found an apartment that I could afford on my own and was close to work. There is no way I could have continued living in that condo with Chase any longer. Even if he would’ve left without a fight, I would’ve always wondered if some other woman had slept in my bed.
I just need to get through this last week of school without anyone finding out about Chase’s betrayal and what a sucker I am. He’s too much of a coward to tell anyone. So, as long as I can keep my emotions at bay, until I get home at least, everything should be fine. There is no reason for me to see anyone from work over the summer, so when school starts again in the fall, we can just let it slip that we parted ways over the break. Better yet, maybe I can let it leak to the school big mouth and the breakup will be old news by the end of the summer.
With a couple clicks of my mouse, I shut down my computer and decide to call it a day. Forget Chase. I’m tired of thinking about him. It’s exhausting. I need to get out and feel like me again.
And I know just the place to do it.
“Hey, Summer,” Jessie calls out as I make my way into the tasting room.
A quick smile flashes over my face as I head to the bar. “Hey. How’s it going?”
“Okay.” She pours a handcrafted brew and slides it across the worn wooden bar toward me. “How have you been? You haven’t come by in a while.”
“Just busy. It’s the end of the school year and I’m swamped.” Or maybe it has something to do with my swollen eyes that have finally gotten back to normal. I’ve been hiding out for weeks because I don’t want to answer any questions. Not now, while the wounds are still fresh and the slightest thing could set off tears. I’d rather just be alone.
Except for Jessie. She just pours the beer and makes small talk. Nothing serious. She’s not about to get into my business.
Unlike my colleagues. Thankfully, this isn’t the typical hangout for my teacher friends—or so-called friends. They usually go to one of the chain restaurants and drink fruity liquor or big label beers. Shelly thinks she’s this brew master when she really doesn’t know anything about a good beer at all. If this wasn’t my special place where I come to be alone without thoughts of work, my unfaithful dickhead of an ex, or my lack of girlfriends, I’d introduce her to this family-owned brewery. But it’s my hideout, my salvation and getaway, so I plan on keeping it that way for as long as possible.
“Wow, you must be trying to make up for lost time,” the beertender says, her dimples winking at me. “You’re going to be ready for another any minute.”
I let out a little chuckle. “If I had a Designated Dave, I might drink more.”
Jessie tops off my dark ale before moving down the bar to another customer. Taking my pint with me, I slide off the barstool and find a seat at a makeshift table made from an empty keg and a piece of plywood. The Dodger game is on so I settle in for the night to watch my guys spank the Marlins—hopefully.
Just like I would if I was at the stadium, I stop drinking in the seventh inning. When my eye catches the bottom of the screen, I smile at the score. It’s been a great game and L.A. is up by four runs, which is a stark improvement from the last two nights. My students, who are Miami fans, can’t tease me with a broom tomorrow. There will be no sweeps in this series. Thank God.
“Don’t get too excited,” a deep voice says. “They still have plenty of time to blow it.”
I’m about to tell whoever this hater is where to shove it when I glance his way and almost swallow my tongue. Silently, I have to tell myself to close my mouth when I see the sexiest man I’ve ever seen in my life. So I don’t look like a total dumbass, I quickly mumble, “Bite me,” and turn back to the TV, thinking I really wouldn’t mind if he did … bite me.
I so want to get a good look at him again. My heart speeds up at the thought and I have to take a deep slow breath to calm myself. Sweet jeezus. This man is gorgeous. Thick, dark messy hair that begs to be pulled. I seriously just want to turn around and run my fingers through it. Just once. I have a feeling once would turn into many—kind of like trying to eat one Pringle. That never happens. Oh my, I’m comparing this hot guy to a potato chip. He’d be the best chip I’ve ever tasted, I bet.
My eyes blur as I focus too hard on the game. I guess blinking isn’t out of the question. Just letting my eyes roam is a no-no. Letting my neck turn to the side so my eyes can catch his is not an option. I’m here to watch a game, dammit. Drink some beer. Eat some peanuts. Not ogle the guy at the table next to me.
His chair grinds against the cement flooring and without moving my face at all, I can now see a hand with long fingers resting on a thigh. Those are some hard working hands. Not perfectly manicured, but not dirty. I shift in my own seat so I’m not tempted to keep glancing at his rough hand against his dark worn jeans.
Get a grip, Summer. It’s not like you’ve never se
en a good looking guy. But this guy is a million miles away from just good looking. An adjective hasn’t been created to describe his level of sexiness.
The room erupts in cheers and I’m snapped from my thoughts. I return my attention to the screen and watch the replay. The Dodgers solidify their win with a double play at first and second.
“Yes,” I grunt, with a fist pump. And like any good L.A. fan, I hold up my hands to the others for a quick high-five to share in the celebration. After slapping hands with two dudes with impressive beer bellies, sexy guy holds out his right hand to me with a smoldering grin—damn those dreamy blue eyes—and presses his palm to mine. If it’s possible to get electrocuted by another human being, I just did. Tingles spread across my scalp from every hair follicle on my head down to the tips of my toes before zipping back up and settling in a flurry of butterflies in my stomach.
That’s when I notice he has the most perfectly shaped plump lips, ripe and ready for kissing. And that dark stubble tracing his jaw line is beyond hot.
Oh shit. My palm is still pressed to his as I commit every detail of his face to memory.
Yanking my hand back like I’ve just touched a flame, I take a mental picture of him and quickly turn away.
“See ya, Jess. I gotta run,” I yell over my shoulder.
I faintly hear her call out a goodbye as I practically sprint out of the brewery, my hand still sizzling from Sexy Guy’s brief touch.
Chapter 2
Summer
Usually, I’m thrilled to work graduation. Seeing the students in their caps and gowns always fills my heart and brings tears to my eyes. It’s such a great finale to years of hard work. And I love witnessing the transitions that some of these kids go through. Some girls go from trying to be sexy little freshmen who wear the most provocative clothes to growing into their bodies and donning attire that fits and doesn’t cry out future hooker. The boys crack me up. Clothing doesn’t change much. But their confidence is what grows, along with their height. Unfortunately, this year’s graduation festivities will be tainted with douchebaggery, otherwise known as Chase.
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