“Sure am,” I say proudly. Even though my stomach is still in knots, I can’t wait to see him.
“You guys were awesome tonight,” Harper says a little too excitedly.
Nate starts to laugh, “It’s good to see you too Harper.”
I can see her cheeks flush as she turns her head to hide her embarrassment.
“You guys were great tonight,” I say to him.
“Thanks, the fans seem to like us,” he says as he starts to walk down the busy hallway with us in tow.
“No kidding, we were called some nasty names a few minutes ago,” Harper says annoyed.
“They’re just jealous, ignore them,” he says like it’s no big deal.
“How do you guys handle women throwing themselves at you like that?” she asks curiously.
Thank you Harper, way to ask the question I’m dying to know.
Nate starts laughing, “Well, you see, not all of us ignore the women. Myself and Luke tend to enjoy ourselves, if you catch my drift,” he says with a smug smile.
“Seriously? God only knows what diseases they carry. You need to be more careful,” she says worriedly.
“We’re grown ass men, we can handle it don’t worry. Don’t worry Nat, Parker doesn’t even bat the crazy bitches an eye,” he says piercing me with a look.
“Oh, I didn’t say he did,” I say almost stuttering.
“No, but I know you worry,” he says kindly.
“So what about Declan then?” Harp asks.
“Why, things not working out with that dickhead back home?” he asks bluntly.
“No, we are working out just fine, thank you,” she says quickly.
“Nah, Declan gets his fill, he’s just not as crazy with it as me and Luke,” he says as we reach the final door, where the guys are, “Here we go ladies,” he says as he opens the door.
The room is full of couches and there’s a big television where Luke and Declan are playing a video game. Parker is nowhere in sight. I see a bar area that has empty glasses and beer bottles sitting on top.
The room is enormous, even for a band of four guys.
“Hey guys look who I found,” Nate announces to the guys.
“Holy shit, bout time you guys got here,” Declan says as he comes up and gives us each a hug, Luke follows.
“Great show,” Harp says and I nod in agreement.
“Where’s Park?” I ask nervously.
“Shower/ran out/bathroom,” the guys yell at the same time.
I look between Declan, Luke, and Nate for someone to tell me the truth.
“Where is he?” I ask again, slowly this time.
The three of them look at each other before looking back to me. None of them say a word.
“What the fuck, where is he?” Harper snaps, causing the guys to jump.
“He’s in the shower,” Nate finally says.
“Where’s the bathroom?” I ask, wanting to see if they are lying to me.
Declan points nervously to where the bathroom is and I make my way over to it. I don’t hear any water running, so clearly he’s not in the shower, at least not anymore. I knock and no answer.
I turn the knob to find the bathroom empty. I turn around and come face to face with the guys.
“Try again, where is he?” I ask irritated now.
“I think he went to look for you,” Declan quickly says.
“Bullshit, tell her the truth,” Harper says giving the guys murderous glares.
“Shit. Nat it’s not what you think,” Declan says quickly.
“So then what is it?”
“He had to run out real quick, but he’ll be back soon.”
“Where did he need to run to?” I ask beyond pissed. He knew we were coming tonight. What.the.Hell.
“Umm…ahhh…umm…,” Declan stutters.
“Oh for the love of God, speak the fuck up,” I snap.
Just then Parker comes walking through the door holding flowers and the biggest smile on his face.
As soon as he takes in our disturbing looks, his face falls.
“What happened? What’s wrong?” he asks worriedly.
“Where were you?” Harper asks bitterly, before I even get the chance.
“I ran out to the bus real quick. Didn’t they tell you?” he says staring at me.
“Oh shit, that’s where you said you were going, my bad,” Declan says looking relieved.
“I told all of you that’s where I was going. Weren’t you listening to me?” he asks annoyed.
“Sorry man, video games, you know how it is,” Luke says as he and Declan make their way back to the couch.
“Sorry, I wasn’t paying attention,” Nate says as he heads towards the bar.
Parker is shaking his head, “Where did you think I was?” he asks as he comes and stands in front of me.
“I didn’t have a clue, but they kept making excuses and it didn’t look good,” I say staring at him.
“I’m not doing anything, I promise you. Here these are for you,” he says as he hands me the beautiful bouquet of white and pink roses.
“They’re beautiful, thank you,” I say as I wrap my arms around him, excited to see him.
“Hey Harp, good to see you,” he says as he holds me tightly to his body.
“Yeah, you’re lucky we aren’t cutting your balls off right now,” Harper says with a look as she heads towards Nate at the bar.
“What the hell did they say to you two?” he says, pulling back to look me in the face.
“Let’s say it was close to sounding like your tabloid reports were true,” I say honestly.
“No Nat, they aren’t. I’m not like that. You know me,” he says as he takes a hold of my chin so I can only look up at his gorgeous face into his beautiful green eyes.
“I know, doesn’t mean I can’t worry,” I say truthfully, yet slightly embarrassed.
“Baby, you’re all I want,” he says as he brings his lips down to mine and kisses me softly.
“Can we get out of here,” I ask through a whisper.
“I thought you’d never ask,” he says with an amused grin.
“Harper, are you okay here with the guys?” I ask her curiously.
“Sure,” she says looking around.
“I’ll make sure she gets back to the hotel room safe and sound,” Declan says proudly.
“Thanks, here are the car keys. I’ll see you later then,” I say as I hand her the keys. Parker takes my hand in his and leads me out the door and through another door to leave out a back entrance.
No one’s around except for a bodyguard type guy. Parker says a few words to him and we head off.
We get into waiting car, how he has this all set up I have no idea, but I don’t dare ask either.
“You really need to think about coming on tour with me babe,” Parker says as he opens the door for me to slide in. He gets in right behind me, taking my hand again.
“You know I can’t,” I say sadly.
“Ugh, yeah I know but damn, a man can dream,” he says with a small smile.
“You’ll be fine,” I tell him. He may be, but I don’t know if I will be.
“No, I won’t, but we’ll discuss that later. Right now I want to kiss my girlfriend,” he says as he pulls me onto his lap and melds our lips together.
The kiss is slow and passionate, igniting my entire body with want. How can one man have so much control over my body? It’s nerve racking, yet exhilarating at the same time.
We don’t stop kissing until the car comes to a complete stop, letting us know we’re at the hotel.
I slide off Parker’s lap so he can open the door and get out. He holds his hand out to help me get out of the car and we head inside.
“Crap, I’m rooming with Harper,” I tell him.
“No worries, I already got us a room,” he says with a wicked smile.
“I need clothes for tomorrow,” I remind him.
“Actually, for what I got planned, I’m positive you don’t,�
� he says with a sexy grin.
“You are bad,” I say with a laugh.
“Just you wait and see,” he says excitedly.
He leads me towards the elevators and we climb in. He pushes the button to the floor he has a room on. I stare at him in disbelief.
“What?” he asks me curiously.
“I’ve missed you,” I tell him softly.
“It’s been two weeks Nat, I don’t know how I’m gonna survive a year,” he says with a sigh.
“It will all work out,” I say trying to sound positive, though I feel anything, but positive.
Luckily, the door opens and we walk out and towards our hotel room for the night.
I barely make it in the door before Parker starts ripping clothes from my body.
“In a rush?” I ask with a laugh.
“Christ you have no idea. I thought I was going to take you in the car, then the fucking elevator,” he says as he pulls my top over my head and tosses it.
Our lips connect and we can’t seem to get undressed fast enough. I feel his erection, ready and waiting.
He leads me over to the bed and then hovers over my body, settling himself between my legs.
I can feel his ever ready erection at my entrance just waiting to take what’s his.
“Damn, baby you’re so wet,” he says as he rubs the tip of his cock through my wet folds.
“Please Park,” I beg, wanting him.
He doesn’t make me wait long, before he slowly enters me, allowing me to adjust to him.
“You feel so good,” I say through soft moans.
Parker starts thrusting into my wet core moving at a faster pace. All I can do is hold on and enjoy this amazing ride.
Before I know it, we are both yelling in ecstasy as we climax one right after the other. Parker falls on top of me, but not leaning all of his weight on me.
“You are amazing,” he says breathlessly as he leans in kissing me softly. I wrap my arms around his neck bringing him closer to me.
“I’ve missed you,” I tell him quietly. Park moves back and lies on his side pulling me towards him so that we are both lying on our sides facing one another. I’m using a pillow to prop my head up, whereas, Parker’s using his sexy muscled tattooed arm.
He has this look that I can’t quite read.
Parker takes his right hand and brings up to my face pushing my long blonde hair over my shoulder.
“I know you do, I’ve missed you like crazy baby. I wish you could come along with me. I know you can’t though. Hell, part of me wishes we never came on tour,” he says surprising the hell out of me.
“What? Why?” I ask confused and shocked. I don’t want him to regret coming on tour because of me. Maybe I need to learn to keep my damn mouth shut.
“Stop thinking,” he says as he moves his thumb across my cheek and down my jaw, “Being in city after city gets tiring. It’s fun being on stage, I love that. I hate the long bus rides, small spaces, tight quarters, and being stuck with three guys all the time gets old,” he says with a soft sigh.
“But it’s what you’ve always wanted, isn’t it?” I ask quietly.
“Yeah, I’ve dreamt of making it big with music. It’s my life, I realize there are other things that are important too, not just music,” he says staring intently at me.
“You know I’m not going anywhere, right?”
“I hope not. I know it hasn’t been easy, we only dated a few months before I left, and we’ve been dating longer apart than living in the same town, but I want you to know I won’t mess us up. I love you Nat,” he says as he leans in and kisses me sweetly.
“I love you too, and even though we’ve only started dating before you left, we’ve known each other a lot longer than that,” I say reminding him.
“You’re right we have. Nat, if there’s any point in time when you doubt how I feel about you, I want you talk to me, don’t bail on me,” he says piercing me with those gorgeous green eyes.
“I won’t. We only have to wait a year until you’re home,” I say with a smile.
“Yep, one year. Plus we’ll see each other when I’m around home for concerts, and you’re going to stay with me a few days when you can,” he says with a knowing look.
“Yes babe, I told you I would,” I say with a smile as I lean in and softly press my lips to his.
Before I can register what he’s doing he has me lying on my back and he’s settled between my thighs kissing me silly.
“Round two,” he says with a wink as he quickly moves down my body to my sensitive spot. He wastes no time getting me ready for more of him. His tongue hits my sacred spot, making my body jump. Parker makes sure I’m not going anywhere as he continues his tongue assault on my body, then thrusting two fingers inside my aching walls.
“Please babe, I need you inside of me,” I whimper.
“I will soon, I’m enjoying tasting you,” he says before he dives back in with his tongue making me moan louder.
It doesn’t take Parker long to have me reaching bliss and calling him all sorts of God-like names.
My body feels like mush, but I can’t get enough of him. I wish I could have him every day, but that’s what makes our times together even more special.
Soon Parker is pushing inside my wet core waking my insides back up. I lean up towards Parker to kiss him. I wrap my arms around his neck, allowing my fingers to play in his sexy messed-up hair.
I wrap my legs firmly around Parker’s waist wanting him to push even deeper inside of me.
“Harder babe,” I tell him.
“Fuck! He says as he leans back and lifts my ass off the bed and starts to thrust harder and faster into me.
I’m wrapped around Parker, completely off the bed enjoying the pleasure he’s doing to my body. I reach down and grab his ass, pulling him tighter to me, allowing him to go even deeper.
He doesn’t stop his movements, and soon he has me screaming out in ecstasy again, with him following right behind me.
Chapter Eight
The rest of the weekend goes by way too fast for my liking. My time with Parker always seems too short, because it is. Harper and I are loading up the car and I’m saying goodbye to my sexy green eyed man, before heading back home.
We say our goodbyes to the guys and Harper gets in the car to wait for me. I stay in Parker’s embrace, trying to remember everything about this moment. The way he looks, his smell, his 5 o’clock shadow, everything. I would drown in Parker if I could.
“Baby, I love you, call me when you get home,” he says as he leans his forehead down to mine. We stay like this a few minutes staring at each other, enjoying our moment.
“I love you too, and I will,” I say with a smile.
We give each other one more lingering hug and kiss before heading in different directions yet again.
The drive home with Harper goes by quickly because we talk nonstop. We discuss what ways to spy on Tucker and how much fun we had at the concert and hanging out with the guys.
Around 2:00 p.m., I’m dropping Harper off at her dorm then heading home. I hope to God my sister isn’t there yet.
I get home and walk inside, not expecting to see the mess that’s there when I get there.
“Nora?” I yell.
I hear scurrying; I walk back the hall and open her bedroom door, which doesn’t have a lock on it for many reasons.
“What.the.Fuck?” I yell as I watch in horror as my sister tries to throw clothes on, while a guy, who looks my age, is zipping up his pants.
“Shit Nat, can’t you knock first?” Nora yells.
“NO! Who the fuck are you?” I ask to the half dressed man in my sister’s bedroom.
“I’m Mike,” he says as he pulls his shirt over his head.
“How old are you Mike?” I ask angrily.
“Nineteen, why?” he asking looking at me confused.
“She’s fifteen you fucking pervert,” I say as I lunge for him, but my sister jumps in my way.
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�What? You said you were eighteen,” he says looking nervously between Nora and me.
“Nat, knock it off,” she yells at me.
I completely ignore my child of a sister, “Mike get the fuck out of here and don’t ever come back,” I snap, staring daggers at my sister.
Mike doesn’t say a word as he grabs his shoes and rushes out the door. I hear the front door shut a few moments later.
“Why do you have to be such a bitch,” Nora rants.
“You are fifteen fucking years old. What the hell are you thinking bringing him here? Did you stay here all weekend?” I ask in a raging tone.
“No and I’m almost sixteen,” she says angrily.
“Don’t fucking lie to me. I will ask Liz’s mom,” I say glaring at her.
“No I didn’t, I swear. I came back today,” she says hastily.
“Where did you meet Mike?”
“I met him at a party. It’s really not a big deal,” she says like I’m overreacting.
“When did you go to a party Nora?”
“Over the weekend, Liz and I went. Her mom doesn’t care,” she says with a look.
“Well I do. You will not be going to another college party, do you hear me?”
“Ugh, you’re no fun,” she whines.
“Nora, did you have sex with him before I got here?” I ask through clenched teeth.
“No, you seriously have the worst timing ever,” she says shaking her head.
“You, are lucky I don’t knock you’re damn head off. Don’t you dare act so dumb again. You don’t even know him. He could have a fucking disease for all you know.”
“No he doesn’t,” she says with an annoyed expression.
“And how do you know Nora?”
“Because I asked, duh,” she says acting like the child she is.
“Oh yeah, that’s right because everyone is honest and upfront right. Wake the hell up Nora.”
“You always treat me like a child,” she says as she stomps her foot.
“As long as you act like a child, I will treat you like one.”
She huffs and starts walking towards her closet, “Oh and Nor, You are grounded,” I say as I turn to leave and head toward the kitchen.
I hear her mumble something under her breath, followed by her slamming her bedroom door.
I’m too old for this shit, I think, as I head to the fridge to get myself a glass of wine. I need something to take my mind off what the hell I just walked into.
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