by Jane Yolen
If I go up and the mantiger isn’t there, she thought, I’ll have wasted time. But if I don’t go…While she was thinking, she was also casting around for tracks at the mountain’s foot.
You’re afraid, she told herself, adding, it’s all right to he afraid. It’s just not all right to he paralyzed by fear.
She knew she wasn’t a hero, but she had to do a hero’s job. So she pushed the butt of the spear down through the back of her belt and began clambering up the rugged slope.
Finally, about ten feet up, she saw a streak of blood.
“Got you!” she whispered. It gave her added energy, and she almost ran the rest of the way up.
Soon she was hauling herself onto a narrow ledge that jutted out below the cave entrance, like the lower lip of a gigantic mouth. Scrambling to her feet as fast as possible, she pulled out the spear and stood ready to meet the mantiger’s attack, knowing that if it leaped on her now, she could very well be flung into the void. If she fell forty feet—well, it might not kill her outright. There’d be just enough left alive to scream when the mantiger took out her throat.
When no attack came, she worked her way around so that her back was now to the rock face. If the beast went for her, at least she’d have one side covered.
Still the mantiger didn’t appear.
Listening intently, she finally heard—over the sound of her own ragged breathing—an uneven, weak, labored rasp coming from the cave. Pushing the spear sideways, she edged around to the cave opening. Then she spun quickly to face the entrance and walked into the cave.
She could feel every muscle in her body. They ached with tension. She could scarcely breathe.
“This is for you, Father,” she whispered. “And for Urso. And Orion. And Hierax. And…”
The mantiger was lying on its side near the entrance, its damaged wing uppermost, its wounded eye turned away. The other eye blinked weakly at Atalanta, but it had lost so much blood, it hadn’t even the strength to growl.
As she looked at the dying creature, she felt both hot and cold. Something that tasted of iron and bile rose into her mouth. She swallowed it down.
“You’ve done enough harm for one lifetime,” she muttered. “Now it’s your turn to die.”
Atalanta could see exactly where she needed to strike to pierce the mantiger’s heart. Raising the long spear, she poised it over the creature’s golden-orange chest.
The mantiger simply lay there, its ragged breath rattling in its throat.
Atalanta froze in midstrike. Through all her hurt and anger, she felt a sudden pity for it, this creature brought from its homeland, an unwitting instrument of the gods. She lowered the spear. Her father had taught her that a hunter hunted for food, respected the prey, didn’t kill out of hatred, anger, or fear.
She took a deep, careful breath.
“Go in peace,” she whispered to the winged beast.
As she watched, the mantiger’s good eye closed and the tired heaving of its breast slowed to a stop.
How long she stood there, watching the creature draw its last breath, she didn’t know, but the sudden scraping sound of claws on stone broke the spell.
She looked up and—a few feet farther into the cave—saw another limp form. It was a female mantiger, smaller than the male and without the majestic orange mane. It, too, was dead.
Even more amazing was the little animal cowering close by its side. The noise she’d heard had come from its clumsy attempts to nurse. It was a cub, its fur no more than a light covering of yellow fuzz, its wings small and immature. It looked weak and undernourished, and it shrank fearfully away from Atalanta.
“His mother died three days ago,” said a woman’s voice from the back of the cave. “She’d been weak ever since the birth.” The speaker came into the fast-fading light. Tall and yellow haired, she was dressed in hunter’s garb with a bow slung over her back. There was a golden nimbus about her, as if she walked in sunlight while all the rest of the world was dark.
The cub ran over to her, and she scooped him up in her arms. Stroking his fur absently, the huntress raised an amused eyebrow. “You know who I am?” she asked.
“Artemis of the hunt,” Atalanta said, surprised and yet not surprised at all. “I recognize your voice.”
The goddess nodded. “You’ve served me well, Atalanta,” she said. “You hunted the beast as was your destiny and didn’t shrink from the task. So I’ll give you another chance to take your revenge. Kill this little one. I’ll not stop you.”
“I don’t need revenge,” said Atalanta, shaking her head. “Send the cub back to Egypt or Libya or wherever he comes from. He needs to be among his own kind.”
“I’m not a Charon meant to ferry animals back and forth across the sea,” the goddess said petulantly. “And it will be many long months before this little one’s wings grow large enough for the task.” She set the cub back down on the cave floor. “I doubt he’ll survive that long.”
Atalanta gazed at the mantiger cub and was suddenly reminded of herself as an infant. Abandoned, she’d survived only thanks to the kindness of strangers, both animal and human. Setting the spear aside, she crouched down and held out her hands.
The little creature blinked curiously at her, then padded forward. She took him gently in her arms and lifted him up.
Stroking his downy fur, she said, “I’ll see he gets milk and anything else he needs until he’s strong enough to find his way home.”
“Then if you don’t want revenge, what reward can I grant you for your courage?” asked Artemis.
“Reward? I don’t want any reward from you,” said Atalanta.
“I always grant a gift to those who have served my cause well,” Artemis said stiffly.
“As you did with Orion?”
The goddess looked away. “His pride was his own undoing.”
“Yes, he was proud,” Atalanta agreed, “and boastful, but he was also a great and brave hunter. You of all people should see he’s remembered for that.”
“Are you telling me what I should do?” the goddess asked. Her perfect upper lip curled in scorn. “One petitions a god, one doesn’t make demands.”
“Is one act of kindness beyond your power?” Atalanta asked.
“You’ve a sharp tongue, Atalanta. One day it will get you into trouble,” the goddess warned. “But I’ll do as you ask this time, since I promised a reward. I’ll set Orion among the stars so that his name will never be forgotten.”
She raised a hand toward the heavens and as she did so, a dazzling light, like the first flush of dawn, consumed her. Then the light faded, and where the goddess had stood, there were now only shadows.
When Atalanta stepped outside the cave, the cub in her arms, she looked up into the night sky. There, where no stars had been before, were a group of twinkling lights. For a moment she could see him, the great warrior, with the lion skin on his shoulders, a spear and club in his hands, and around his waist a belt of three shining stars.
CHAPTER THIRTY
THE PALACE
THEY RETURNED TO TEGEA in triumph, even though two of their number were dead.
Struggling on the road to the city, Melanion and Evenor took turns helping Ancaeus, while alternately pulling a sledge on which they carried Hierax’s body wrapped in the skins of the two mantigers. Atalanta walked alone, the cub in a sling on her back.
As they neared the city, the people they met hurried on ahead of them to deliver the news. A squad of chariots was sent to escort them into Tegea, and a grand procession formed behind them.
Women wearing white chitons and crowns of laurel sang songs of thanksgiving from the rooftops, tossing flowers down upon them.
The flowers made Atalanta sneeze.
King Iasus greeted the party in person at the gates of the city. He embraced his brother first, then clasped each of the hunters warmly by the hand.
When he saw the cub cradled in Atalanta’s sling, he called for the guards. “Take that thing away and cut off its he
ad.”
“It’s only a baby, a harmless baby,” Atalanta said. “Artemis herself has put it under my protection.” She glared at Iasus. “You don’t believe in killing infants, do you?
His face blanched, and he stammered a response. “It shall…shall be as you…wish, young huntress. I…I…I…honor Artemis. I will…not…go against her wishes.” He called off the guards.
Atalanta nodded, but took the cub from her back and cradled it, like a baby, in her arms, letting it suck on her finger. Its milk teeth weren’t strong enough to hurt. She rocked it for a bit, crooning a lullaby, and the cub whimpered a moment before falling back to sleep, snoring lightly.
Then Melanion told them all how—after Orion’s death—it was Atalanta who’d devised the plan to defeat the mantiger, and that it was she who pursued it to its mountain lair.
“Without her, we would have had no chance,” Ancaeus added. “No chance at all.”
Melanion told the story again to the assembled court at a banquet in honor of the hunters. The story grew with the new telling.
If there’s ever a third repetition, Atalanta thought, I wouldn’t he surprised if I flew up to the mantiger’s cave on wings of flame. But she smiled at Melanion because he told the story with such passion.
Ancaeus confirmed the story at the banquet. “But my nephew—my courageous nephew—has understated his own part in the hunt. Anything I’ve ever said against him, I now take back. I shall make him my heir as I have none.”
The banqueters raised their cups to salute Melanion.
“To be the adopted son of a prince with the courage to be bait for such a beast would be an honor indeed,” Melanion returned.
Once again the banqueters raised their cups, this time to salute the prince.
“And I,” Iasus said, standing, “shall give Hierax’s old place as royal huntsman to Evenor.” The queen tugged at his robe, and he bent over to confer with her. Then he smiled broadly. “And we shall give the girl, Atalanta, any reward in our power to bestow.”
Sitting on the king’s left hand, Atalanta made a face. She didn’t feel like being rewarded by him any more than she’d wanted a reward from Artemis. Standing, she told him in a shaking voice, “Just to be back and safe is reward enough, Your Majesty.” Then she sat again.
He put his arm familiarly around her. “Nonsense. You must have a reward. Some gold. Some jewels at least. Marry my nephew!” He laughed and both Atalanta and Melanion blushed so furiously that the entire court rocked with laughter.
“I just want to go home,” Atalanta said, brushing back a lock of hair that had come loose from one of the gold pins.
“And I,” said Evenor, who was sitting next to Atalanta, “I’m a simple country man, Your Highness. From simple country people. My wife and children and I could never live here comfortably in the great city of Tegea.”
Even so, Iasus insisted that Evenor be given a fortune in cattle and sheep. As for Atalanta, “You shall be treated as a princess, as though you’re visiting royalty, and not…” He hesitated, unsure how she would take what he had to say. “Not just some wild girl out of the northern forests.”
“But I am just a wild girl out of the northern forests,” she said carefully, “even though your queen has graciously dressed me in fine clothing.” She caught Evenor’s eye and shook her head, warning him against saying a word more.
At the king’s insistence, Atalanta had been installed in a huge chamber on the first floor of the palace. The room had colorful hangings on the walls and lush woven carpets. There was a bath sunk into the floor, towels, mirrors, perfume, even a bowl of milk in one corner for the cub.
After the feast but before the acrobats had begun their entertainment, Atalanta had gone back to the room, pleading a headache. She’d sent all of the servants away and closed the door behind them with a long sigh.
She sat for a long time on a little bench in front of a mirror of polished metal, and a stranger looked back at her accusingly. The stranger had glossy black hair set in elaborate curls, jewels around her neck and arms, tints of blue and green painted on her eyelids, and pink rouged into her cheeks. She was pretty—in an odd, brittle way.
Is this what a princess looks like? she wondered. If she told her history and produced the boar ring, she’d have to spend the rest of her life dressed this way, bejeweled and painted.
And then would I be Atalanta or somebody else?
She pulled off the jewels and threw them down on the bed. She took water from a bowl in her cupped hands and splashed it on her face to wash the makeup away. She pulled the pins and clasps out of her hair and ran her fingers roughly through it until all of the elaborate styling was undone. Braiding her hair, she slung it over her back. Then she began to strip off the beautiful, delicate gown.
When she looked back in the mirror, she recognized who she saw. Pan had said that Urso had to follow his own nature. Well, she knew that she had to do the same.
Going over to the window, she stared down on an olive grove at the back of the palace.
“Very splendid, isn’t it?” Evenor said, coming in without knocking.
Atalanta turned. “It’s only a room,” she said, shrugging. “A place to rest and get out of the rain.”
“We’ve a room for you back in Eteos,” he said. “But it can’t compare with this.”
“When are you leaving?”
“In the morning. With the cattle and sheep the king has promised. Herma will have worked herself into a great passion by now, sure I’ve died. I miss her. And the children.”
“You can’t just leave me here by myself!”
“Be sensible, Atalanta. You’re not by yourself,” he said. “You belong here. You’re the rightful princess of Arcadia. This is the home of your family.”
“My family?” said Atalanta in a choked voice. “They left me on a mountainside to die.”
He held up his hands. “Be fair, child. The queen knew nothing of that, and Iasus isn’t the first man ever to act out of anger and disappointment. He has long since regretted his act.”
“I haven’t told them, you know. And I never will.”
“Of course you will,” said Evenor. “If not today, then one day. Truth is like good wine. You can’t keep it bottled up forever. You have to share it.” He leaned his head to one side. “I think the queen suspects anyway.”
“That’s why I must go—and quickly.”
Putting his arms around her, he gave her a hug. “Whether you visit us as your friends or your subjects, you know that you’ll always be welcome in our home.”
“I know that, Evenor. Tell Herma and the children I will see them soon. I promise.”
He left the room without looking back.
She locked the door behind him, turned, and threw herself onto the bed.
“I’ll never be able to sleep,” she whispered. But soon enough, sleep claimed her. She slept without dreams.
Dawn was just beginning to spread its rosy fingers over the land when she got up. Putting on her hunting clothes, she slung her bow and quiver over her shoulder.
“Maybe one day,” she murmured to herself, fingering the boar’s head ring. “Maybe one day I’ll return to tell them the truth.” She glanced out the window where a small wind was puzzling through the olive trees. “But not today.”
The cub had stirred from its sleep and was rubbing its face with its paws. Bending down, she called to it softly and it scampered toward her. She caught it up under one arm.
“You don’t want to stay here either,” she said. “You’d rather be free under the sky. An eastern sky. Not an Arcadian sky where everyone still wants to kill you. But you’re not old enough yet, not strong enough. So you’ll have to stay with me a while longer.”
She climbed out the window and onto a ledge. Tossing her bow and quiver and spear to the ground, she then lowered herself carefully until she was hanging on by one hand, the cub clutched in the other. Dropping the last few feet, she hurried into the cover of the olive tre
es.
“This is going to spoil the king’s celebrations, you know,” said a familiar voice. Melanion stepped out of the shadows into plain view. “He’s planned a week of feasts, some even for the common people.”
“What are you doing here?” Atalanta asked crossly.
“I’ve been watching your window all night, and…” He stopped, suddenly too embarrassed to go on. “You’re leaving, aren’t you?”
“Yes, and you have to promise you won’t tell anyone,” said Atalanta.
“Of course not, though they’ll figure it out soon enough. I understand, though. I know what it’s like to be cooped up in a stuffy palace when you can hear the outdoors calling to you. But we’ll meet again.”
“Did an oracle tell you that?”
Melanion grinned. “No, I just know it. Here.” He placed his hand over his heart.
She put her hand over his. “I know it, too.”
When she caught up with Evenor, she found him among the trees some miles north of the city. He had three shepherds with him, helping drive the cattle and sheep.
“Atalanta!” he said when he saw her, but there was no surprise in his voice, just pleasure.
“I’m not ready to be a princess,” Atalanta said by way of explanation. “Not yet, anyway. I may not belong in the wild with the animals, but I don’t belong here either.”
“You’re going to ruin their celebrations,” said Evenor with awry grin.
“So I’ve been told.” She looked back down the road as if she could see Tegea. “They’ll soon find someone else to gossip and sing about. As for me, I’ve had enough of kings and gods.” She smiled and signaled the herders. “Let’s go home.”
WHAT IS TRUE ABOUT THIS STORY?
DID THE HEROIC AGE, the Age of Heroes, really exist?
Yes and no.
No—there was not a time when gods like Pan and Artemis actually took part in human affairs, nor was there ever a mantiger—a winged lion—preying upon the kingdom of Arcadia.