Nothing to Hide drm-3

by J. Mark Bertrand

  “Don’t let it bother you,” Jeff says.

  “I think I’m done for tonight.”

  He watches me. “Hey. Roland. You wanna get a beer or something.”

  “Maybe next time.”

  “Seriously,” he says. “I’d really like to talk.”

  The guys around us give me pitying looks, apart from a couple of underperformers who just look satisfied, and one or two who won’t meet my eye.

  “Better luck next time,” one of them says.

  “I’m getting out of here,” I tell Jeff. “We’ll hang out some other time.”

  He looks like he might insist, but seeing my agitation, relents instead.

  “No problem. We’ll do it another week.”

  I sling my bag and get out of there, not even bothering to wait for the final scores to be calculated. With my penalties I’ll be at the bottom.

  I don’t need anybody to remind me of that.

  Driving home, I check my phone for missed calls. Maybe Charlotte tried to return mine from earlier in the evening. There’s nothing from her, but Bascombe called and left a voicemail, telling me to get in touch no matter what the time. I hit the redial button and wait.

  “You and me have a special errand to run in the morning,” he says.

  “And what’s that?”

  “Search me. After you left, I got a strange call from a special agent at the FBI. You ever heard of Bea Kuykendahl?”

  “Kuykendahl like the road?” There’s a stretch of road in the northwest suburbs by that name, pronounced something like Kirk-en-doll.

  “Apparently so. She’s the one who called.”

  “Never heard of her. What did she want?”

  “What she wants is for us to meet her at the field office. She wouldn’t say what it was about, but I have a good idea.”

  “Are you going to share, sir?”

  “Well, I got this call maybe half an hour after I checked on your John Doe’s DNA test results. And it came on my cell, March, not my office line. Agent Kuykendahl made a point of asking us to be discreet.”

  My mind whirls with possibilities, the humiliation on the range all but forgotten.

  “If I didn’t know better,” he says, “I’d guess that we’ve got a hit on our identification. And whoever our victim is, he had something to do with the Feds.”

  Interlude: 1986

  After the passage of years, I can’t recall whether or not Sgt. Crewes gave Magnum his nickname, but he was certainly the first to use it in my hearing. On a rainy Friday afternoon, as I sat at my desk watching the clock tick down, mentally planning my fifty-odd-mile drive over to Alexandria, where I hoped to meet a girl and catch a movie, Crewes appeared in my doorway holding a fierce-looking plastic gator. Without any explanation, he shifted my stapler and tape dispenser around to make room for the animal.

  “You prefer it with the jaws facing you, or facing the door?”

  “Facing the door,” I said. “What’s the deal?”

  “I believe it’s intended to instill fighting spirit. Everybody’s getting one.”

  I reclined in my chair, smiling. “I’m going to miss all this.”

  My four years were counting down quickly, and while I’d originally planned to re-up for life, making a career of the U.S. Army, somewhere between getting my commission after ROTC and my most recent assignment to the MP battalion at Ft. Polk, Louisiana, all that had changed. At the time, I couldn’t have put my finger on the inciting incident. Looking back, it was probably the ball I had reluctantly attended in Austin the year before, invited by a fellow officer to make up the numbers, instructed to wear my dress blues. There I met Charlotte for the first time. Several years would pass before we saw each other again. But it was a fateful night.

  Sgt. Crewes, who’d put in eighteen of his twenty years, including a wild and well-remembered tour as an MP in Saigon, looked at me like I was crazy. However surreal military life could get-and he made no excuses on that score-compared to the insanity of the outside world, it all made sense. But then Crewes had come back from Germany with a cherished Audi coupe, which he lovingly detailed every other weekend, and a foulmouthed, chain-smoking bride he called his Marlene Dietrich. He was no judge of normality.

  Something about the tail end of the plastic gator didn’t look right to me, so I rotated him so that the painted white teeth and the red mouth growled up at me.

  Crewes stood at ease in the doorframe, arms crossed. “When you’ve got your gator squared away, sir, you’re wanted in Major Shattuck’s office on the double.”

  “Why didn’t you tell me?” I jumped from my chair, excited to be called and equally anxious that whatever duties the major had in mind would make me late for my evening plans. As I passed, the sergeant shook his head and smiled for the millionth time at the irrationality of the officer class, the way a misogynist smiles at the ways of women. I liked Shattuck, but for the sergeant’s benefit I called over my shoulder: “What does he want this time?”

  The sound of Crewes chuckling made me happy.

  “Don’t complain,” he said. “You’ll get to meet Magnum face-to-face.”

  On the stairwell between floors, I paused, but not to wonder who Magnum was. I felt ashamed, as I often did after an encounter with Sgt. Crewes. I’d made a cheap crack in hope of pandering favor. He’d laughed, but the joke was on me. Didn’t the silver bar on my shoulder mean anything? Not for the first time I cursed myself for being such a bad, such a weak officer, then took comfort in the thought that I wouldn’t be one for much longer. Life had other plans for Roland March.

  Though he’d never seen combat, never fired a single shot in anger, in his sharp-creased woodland camo BDUs, Maj. Shattuck looked the part of a battlefield commander. Whenever Shattuck arrived on scene, men fell naturally into line. I’d seen generals who couldn’t boast the same. The way he carried himself reminded me of a fishing line with a little slack left in, ready at the first sign of action to be pulled taut. I’d actually practiced this stance in the mirror, hoping I might become a better officer by looking the part.

  I found him at his rain-streaked window taking in the gray skies, his hands clasped at the small of his back. The air-conditioning formed condensation at the four corners of the glass. Before I could announce myself, he turned and motioned me to stand at attention in front of his desk. I could perceive from the corner of my eye a second man in the room, a slack civilian seated on the stiff vinyl couch beside the entrance, his arm draped languidly along the back of the sofa. This, presumably, was Magnum.

  “Now,” Shattuck said, addressing the man on the couch, “I’d like you to repeat what you’ve just told me in the presence of this officer.”

  The iron in his tone was unmistakable. Shattuck was angry.

  Magnum answered with a snort, a response so unexpected that I turned my head to look. He wore a charcoal suit and a black knit tie, his thick eyebrows balanced by the full mustache. A long, pale face with a hint of a smile on the lips. Laugh lines that bracketed the mustache in parentheses. He wasn’t cowed by the major’s authority. Instead, he seemed amused.

  “You’re not going to say anything?” Shattuck demanded.

  “Hey,” Magnum said. “No offense.” He raised his hands in a gesture of surrender. “I guess I’ll get out of here and leave you to it. Just thought maybe I could spare us both some trouble.”

  He eased himself off the couch.

  “I’d like you to repeat your offer in Lieutenant March’s presence.”

  “Is that his name, this witness of yours?” Magnum peered at the name above the breast pocket of my fatigue jacket, like he doubted the major’s words. “Well, now, Lieutenant”-he patted my shoulder in a familiar way-“I expect we’ll be seeing more of each other.”

  And with that, he walked out. The major let him go.

  “Close the door,” he said.

  I did.

  “If you see that man, if he asks for anything or seems to be engaged in any activity out of the or
dinary, I want you to inform me immediately.”

  “Sir.”

  “I’m serious, Lieutenant March. Whatever you may think, men like that are nothing but trouble.”

  “Sir,” I repeated. I hadn’t been thinking anything at all.

  The major dismissed me and I went downstairs in search of Crewes, finding him in the corridor outside my office. Waiting for me, I realized, which sent a slight thrill through me. Crewes was as anxious to hear what had happened as I was to talk about it.

  “Well? What happened in there?”

  I stopped myself. Maybe I shouldn’t say anything.

  “What happened in there, sir,” I said, channeling Shattuck for an instant, then immediately feeling stupid.

  “All right.” The sergeant narrowed his eyes. “What happened in there, sir?”

  Then I told him, ignoring my inner disgust at my own weakness, the words coming out in an eager rush. Once I’d spilled, it was his turn. “So you wanna tell me what’s going on?” I asked. “Who is this Magnum guy? And where does he get off disrespecting the major like that?”

  “What do you think he is?”

  “How should I know?”

  “Really?” He shook his head at my ignorance. “That’s your best guess?”

  He led me into my office and closed the door. Before saying anything, he took me to the blinds for a look at the parking lot and, beyond it, the parade grounds. Magnum was crossing the lot with a newspaper to shield him from the rain, heading toward a big Buick with tinted windows. Slouched elegantly on the bumper, a brown-skinned man in woodland camo smoked a thin cigar, indifferent to the rain.

  “There are about a dozen of them,” Crewes said, pointing to the smoking man. “The generalissimos of tomorrow. Supposedly the course they’re on is something to do with logistics, but you don’t have to be a rocket scientist to know that’s just a euphemism for counterinsurgency. And get this: none of them have last names. It’s just Juan and Pedro and Carlo and Jaime and Jesus. That one there is César-they pronounce it say-czar-so I reckon he’s the boss man.”

  “Maybe that’s just his name.”

  “Maybe,” he said. “They don’t wear their own uniforms, either. We have guests on base all the time-those West Germans, for example-but they don’t wear BDUs from the PX, Lieutenant. These boys are special.”

  “Meaning what?”

  “Meaning they’re from some Latin American banana republic, and they’re not here to learn how to service their country’s newly purchased helicopters. They’re learning how to throw Marxist rebels out of them.”

  I gazed down at the man leaning against the Buick. From this distance it was hard to tell, but he seemed to be conscious of my presence. He flicked his cigar away and said something to the approaching Magnum, who paused to glance in my direction. Magnum smiled, then ditched the sodden newspaper and got behind the wheel of the Buick. Before joining him, the generalissimo of tomorrow aimed a mock salute at my office window.

  “All right, then,” I said. “So what does that make Magnum?”

  “What else?” Crewes said. “CIA.”

  CHAPTER 4

  In front of the shaving mirror, over weak coffee of my own making, weaving through early morning traffic on my way downtown, I keep trying to convince myself that a summons from Special Agent Bea Kuykendahl might be a good thing. Maybe my case is already in the air, arcing toward the end zone, and all I have to do is make the catch. Bascombe’s already waiting for me in the garage, and I imagine he’s going through a similar thought process in his mind.

  “I’ll drive,” he says, motioning me toward the passenger door of his car.

  “This might turn out to be positive, you know.”

  Bascombe’s long arms and six-foot-four frame hunch behind the wheel. His knees barely fit under the console. He sighs. “Anything can happen.”

  The reality is, I’ve never put a request into the system and gotten a phone call from the FBI. That’s not how it works.

  What I’m anticipating is something like this: a bunch of Feds in dark suits lined up on one side of a conference table, a lot of bureaucratic doublespeak passing for interagency cooperation leading up to an assertion of jurisdiction. Bridger’s hunch about the Mexican mafia comes back to me, along with what Lorenz said about al-Qaeda cells.

  “This is a homicide,” I say. “The body’s on our patch. If they have something to offer, fine, but that’s where I’m drawing the line.”

  “Hey, if we could unload this on ’em, I’d be more than happy to. It’s not like we’re making any progress. Unfortunately.”

  “Yeah, I know.”

  To reach the field office, we have to take I-10 to the Loop, then drive up the Northwest Freeway to 1 Justice Park Drive. As we approach, there’s a run-down looking donut shop on W. 43rd, so I suggest stopping off to pick up a box for our FBI colleagues. The lieutenant just shakes his head. “You’re always trying to win friends and influence people, aren’t you?”

  Bascombe uncoils himself and we check through security, joining a crowd of arriving government workers at the elevators. My stomach rumbles-donuts don’t sound half bad at the moment-but thanks to a random assortment of over-the-counter painkillers I found in the medicine cabinet this morning, my bum leg feels pleasantly numb. The doors slide open and we shoulder our way in. Just as the elevator closes, a voice calls from outside.

  “Lieutenant Bascombe, is that you?”

  “Hold the door,” he says.

  We push our way back out, ignoring grunts of frustration from our fellow passengers. Outside, a serious-looking blonde, maybe five-foot-two without her heels, in jeans and a fatigue jacket, extends a hand to the lieutenant. Her rolled-up sleeve reveals a man’s diver watch, worn backward with the face inside the wrist. FBI credentials dangle around her neck.

  “I’m Bea Kuykendahl,” she says.

  The lieutenant introduces himself, then turns to me.

  “I’m familiar with your work,” she tells me. “I did a little digging when your name cropped up.”

  “Okay.”

  She pats my arm. “Don’t worry, it was mostly good.”

  “That’s a relief. Should we go up?”

  She looks us both over, as if making a decision. “No, actually, we’re heading somewhere else. I have something to show you.”

  Bascombe and I exchange a look.

  “Lead the way,” he tells her.

  At first it looks like she’s taking us back outside, but before we reach the security scrim, Bea Kuykendahl guides me toward a secure door, using a key card to pass through. A flight of concrete stairs leads down to another door, then into a long, bare corridor. She keeps a few feet ahead, her heels clicking on the hard tile. My stereotype of FBI women includes pinstripes, pearls, and law degrees. They’re well put together, with a bit of attitude to go with it. To be honest, my wife Charlotte fits the mold.

  Bea Kuykendahl, by contrast, has a short-haired, gamine look-half butch, half kid-her side arm jutting incongruously from her hip. Pale skin, fair hair, blue-gray eyes, and broad cheeks. She has more earrings in her ear than I thought the G-Man rulebook allows. She can’t be much older than thirty, and she dresses like an undercover agent on TV.

  “Where exactly are you taking us, Agent Kuykendahl?” I ask.

  “You’ve never been down in the basement before? This is where they keep the troublemakers. And call me Bea.”

  We round a corner into another hallway, this one lined with doors. Bea uses her card again, ushering through an unmarked entry into a separate office suite.

  “This is the bullpen,” she says, waving her hand to encompass a large open space with a long table at the center. On the walls, banks of computer terminals, maps, and a couple of whiteboards covered in scrawls of various colors. “We coordinate operations from here. You won’t be meeting the rest of the team, I’m afraid. I thought it would be better to keep things simple.”

  She takes us through the open room pretty quick, like she
doesn’t want us paying too much attention to the papers lying around. In back, there are several glass partition walls separating individual offices from the main area. She shoves open the one on the end, motioning us inside. The lights come on automatically, motion sensitive.

  Bascombe sits in the available guest chair and I move to the corner. Bea grabs a rolling chair from outside and scoots it my way, then goes around the desk. In front of her, there’s an inch-thick stack of paper hidden inside a report cover. She drops it into a drawer, then edges her chair forward, clasping her hands in the empty space where the papers had been.

  “Well,” she says. “Thanks for coming.”

  Bascombe nods.

  “You’re probably wondering what this is all about.”

  Neither of us replies.

  “Okay, let’s get the tough stuff out of the way first. As you can see, I’m not making you jump through any hoops. I could’ve made this hard, but that’s not my style. There aren’t any supervisors here to get in the way. No liaison officers or anything like that. I could’ve done this the usual way, but to be honest, I don’t think there’s time. I wanted to talk face-to-face, to lay all my cards out on the table. This seemed like the best way.”

  She waits for a reply.

  “Maybe you should start by putting us in the picture,” I say.

  “All right.”

  She opens another drawer, pauses, then shuts it. Then she rolls her chair to the side like she’s going to reach for something in the stack of files on her credenza. But she doesn’t.

  “The thing is. . Let me go back a little. . ”

  Under the fluorescent light, her face seems impossibly unlined, the skin taut as a child’s.

  “Early yesterday morning,” she begins, “I got some unfortunate news. Your department submitted DNA samples to NCIC and they came back with a hit-”

  “That’s news to us.”

  She holds up her hand. “Bear with me. I delayed the results. I wasn’t sure what to do. What you have to realize is, the person you got a match for wasn’t dead.”