HETAERA:
Daughter of the Gods
J.A. COFFEY
Cover image: “The Favourite Poet, 1888” Sir Lawrence Alma-Tadema
Text copyright © 2013 Julie A. Coffey
All Rights Reserved
ISBN-13 978-1482785395
ISBN-10 1482785390
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DEDICATIONS
As is the way of writers, we recognize that we stand on the shoulders of others to achieve our dreams. This book would not have been possible without the following people:
To my mother, a stalwart champion of all my endeavors. You are the model for following my dreams.
To my sister, she of the red-gold hair, whom I always admired and aspired to be. You are a Thracian in my heart.
To the many authors and editors who encouraged me to persevere in an industry which often doesn’t support budding authors--the incomparable Jody Wallace (sorry it took me so long to get it right!) and my critique partners of RWA; editor Mary Theresa Hussey, for comparing me to one of my giants and thereby giving me hope; editor Anna Genoese (for calling me out and making me want to be better); to authors Mary Renault and Jacqueline Carey-women who showed me it was possible to write the book of my heart; to Sarah for an eagle’s eye and a red pen (and whose work I hope to one day read--you have been called!); and to Hope for friendship and support.
To STM for the mistakes and pain—both given and received.
But mostly to my husband, Robert, for unfailing love and with whom the yoke of a marriage bed is a most joyous and lighthearted place. I love you, I love you. I couldn’t do it without you.
TABLE OF CONTENTS
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty One
Chapter Twenty Two
Chapter Twenty Three
Chapter Twenty Four
Chapter Twenty Five
Chapter Twenty Six
Chapter Twenty Seven
Chapter Twenty Eight
Chapter One
What soul can say for certain where her trail will end, or upon which paths the sands of her life will blow? My life was one of humble beginnings and yet I find myself at the point of scribing my name with gods and murderers in the tombs of kings.
I have been given many titles in my life - daughter, slave, and lover. Never have I held a child of my own in my arms. How strange to think, then, she who has never borne life shall mother an entire nation.
How I came to Egypt is not a mystery, in itself. I was born in a coastal village in Thrace, near the shoreline fortress of Perperek. We were often subject to slave raids from the neighboring Greeks and Macedonians, the Spartans to the west, and the Persians across the cold salt waters of the Sea of Marmara. All of them hungered for the strength of our backs and the fire in our Thracian blood.
But, though we labored on the rocky slopes of the Rhodopes Mountains, we loved as fiercely as we fought in homage to our honored Dionysus, god of death, rebirth and of passion--my downfall.
Life in Perperek’s shadow was not easy. There were those in our village who gained sustenance from the providence of the ktístai, sacred priests in the temple. Fashioners of precious metals. And holy ones, priestesses like my mother, a Bacchae, who crept the treacherous mountain paths to worship the gods with wild beauty and song. Someday, I hoped I would be like her. I dreamed of a time when I could live in leisure, with enough food to fill my belly and, perhaps, lovely adornments for my body. Thracians have a love of beauty, and I was no exception.
The village was filled with simple folk. We tended, planted and gathered. But of all who toiled within the village, our warriors were most revered. Warriors like my father. With pride I remember him, foremost of those who fought for Perperek. His powerful arms. The precise color of his red-gold hair, my legacy, shorn from his head in the warrior topknot. His laughter. How much I loved him. But in my twelfth year, I set my feet upon a course that would forever change us.
“What harm can there be in one last trip to the temple before the storms come, Delus?” my mother asked. “There is talk in the village of her.” She jerked her chin at me. “And of us.” She continued pulling provisions from our dry storage for the evening meal.
“Sita, please. There is always the chatter of crows in Perperek.” Milk of the gods, red and thick as blood, clotted my father’s close-cropped beard. He motioned for her to refill the wineskin. “Let the women talk. The Bacchae can wait. Perhaps in another year, we can spare her.”
“The devotees of Dionysus will not wait. It is time I took Doricha with me to the temple. She is nigh a woman and must earn her place, as I once did. She is of an age that she can be taught the temple diktat.”
My father smiled at me, his agate blue eyes sparkling like sunlight on the waves of the sea. One large hand pawed the air as he motioned for me to come forth. He seemed uncomfortable without the shaft of his sarisa, his long spear.
“Have you memorized your mother’s teachings, Dori?”
I nodded and ran to him. Twining my fingers into the long tresses of his topknot, I marveled in the rich, warm protection of his broad shoulders. His arms encircled me like bronze bands. The scent of roasting goat wafted from the spit where my mother buried onions and garlic in the tender meat, and I felt safe and as peaceful as I can remember being in my life.
“You are a treasure, Doricha,” my father said. I loved him for it. “I cannot let you go to the temples yet. Do you hate me for denying you your birthright?”
“No, Papita.” And I didn’t.
His teeth flashed white against his ruddy skin as I snuggled like a wolf kit into his lap. Though we were a spear’s point away to starving as any in the village, my father saw a king’s ransom when he looked at me.
I knew what starving was. Starving was thin, patched wool cloth, and no meat. Starving meant freezing to death on the mountainside at night, for lack of shelter and fire. True, we did not share the luxuries of those who lived within the shoreline fortress of Perperek--but we were not starving. Not quite yet. Once I was temple trained, my future would be determined by my efforts to pay homage to the gods with my grace and beauty—or the strength of my husband’s spear.
Still, I could not deny the warmth of my father’s smile as he winked at me behind my mother’s back.
“The girl must take her place in the temple, as others before her have done.” My mother wiped the fat grease from her hands with a sharp, brittle movement. “Please, Delus. You must see the reason in this. We can ill afford to anger them a second time.” She put away the scraps from preparing our meal.
“I care not whom I anger. I am still your husband. Or have you forgotten?” My father shook his head again and took another long pull at the wineskin.
I burrowed further under the space beneath his chin, tucking the skirt of my chiton around my knees. My mother’s lips tightened and I confess I feared to see it, for it meant she was resolved to have her way.
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nbsp; Do not mistake my heart in this. I loved my mother as well as any daughter can, but in her eyes, I was first and foremost a servant to Dionysus. It was heresy for me to refuse the path to temple service when it was offered, when so many others had already been pressed into the fold. Especially the daughter of a Bacchae. Yet to my mother, it seemed, I was dissimilar to a king’s ransom as could be. I crouched there, safe and content in my father’s arms, and glared at my mother’s back as she smoothed her hands on her skirts, and turned to the chest containing her things.
“I have not forgotten, Delus,” she murmured. Her movements were fluid and beautiful, as were those of all the Bacchae.
My father’s eyes were on her as she bustled around our small hut. She knew it well, too. Maintaining her slight distance, she uncoiled her bound hair until it fell in a shimmering crimson curtain in front of her face, and picked up a carved wooden comb. Her limbs unfurled with canny grace, mesmerizing to my eyes and to my father’s. With long strokes she brushed her hair until it crackled with life, and the blue tattooed patterns on her hands undulated in the firelight.
“Temple training has served us well, my love.” She stared at him as her hands stroked up and down her exquisite silken locks. Her voice was breathy and low. “And you are my husband. Still, we have a duty to our people, Delus. We should not invite trouble where trouble does not dwell.”
I shifted in my father’s lap, uncertain of what was to come next. His eyes never left my mother, but he took another long pull at the wineskin. Some of the liquid dribbled out the side of his mouth and he flicked a red-stained tongue to catch it. I was uneasy then, and acutely aware of the smoking cook fire, my father’s unwashed but not unpleasant scent, and the odor of soured grapes.
The firewood snapped, and I flinched. Father laughed and embraced me even tighter. He crushed me against his barrel chest in a bear-like embrace, while his rough whiskers tickled my cheek. “Very well, Sita. You may take Doricha, but not until tomorrow. Tonight,” he smiled wide, “we celebrate our victory over the Greeks!”
Mother’s cheeks were flushed. “Whist, Delus, for shame! The battle has not yet begun, and will not until the moon shines bright in the sky and the blood of Dionysus flows in your veins.”
My father’s laughter rattled the walls. “Think you, they can best a Thracian? Come to me, Sita, that I may impress you with the strength of my spear.”
My mother ran to him, her lovely face alight with inner fire. She giggled like a young girl, sweeping herbs from the table onto the floor in her haste. Father nudged me out of his lap to make room for her. I huddled on the floor by their feet, forgotten, and busied myself with separating the plants, until their soft laughter ceased. They rose and drew the goatskin curtain back from the sleeping quarters. Father grabbed the wine.
“Doricha, go and fetch some water from the well. And stay clear of the trees. There are Greeks about.” Father’s voice thickened with so much wine in him. A glance revealed naught of my mother save her long, slender limbs disappearing under the animal hides in the sleeping alcove.
I sighed, and grabbed the heavy wooden bucket from its customary place, feeling surly from his oft repeated warning not to venture into the unknown cypress groves at night. I’d never penetrated the thick trees that hid us from the west, but kept always to the low bracken on the forest’s edge as I made my way to the well.
Life in our village was ever solitary and unchanging. In my few years of life, I’d busied myself with toiling at gathering herbs or tending the small animals, as the villagers eschewed playing with the daughter of a Bacchae. Now, here I was poised on the precipice of womanhood. The pale moon hung just above the forest line, as I slipped from our hut with a strange tight knot forming in the pit of my stomach, feeling both loved and unwanted at the same time. In the twelve winters I lived in Perperek’s shadow, I had yet to disobey my father, but tonight, with the soft mewlings of my mother erupting from our tiny hut, I felt a burning in my middle I could not explain.
With tears pricking my eyes, I entered the bower of midnight cypress just beyond our village. I wandered through the silent trees and scuffed up the dried fallen leaves that filled the air with a musty scent of decay.
An image of my father’s face flashed before my eyes and I hurled the bucket into the trees. I tromped further into the grove, taking no pains to be quiet. So, there were Greeks about? Well, they never came so close to our village and our men would raise the alarm if they did. Besides, my father was so enthralled with my mother’s company, he would not even notice if I was taken. Such were my thoughts and I am heartily sorry for them now.
Many times I have wished to recapture that moment when first I chose to leave the safety of the path, but I was a child then and had not a woman’s experience to make me wary.
I walked on in a night-blind stupor, until the crack of a twig pierced my solitude. With a start, I realized I was much further into the forest than I’d thought. Perhaps, too far. Where were my bucket and the path that would lead me home?
I wandered for what seemed hours, thinking one way, and then the next was the path I sought. Scuttling blindly through the underbrush, rising panic beat a steady tattoo in my chest. Surely my father would search for me? His concern over my tardiness would steal him from my mother’s embrace, I thought. He loved me. He would come.
I waited, but he did not appear.
Unable to find my way home, I climbed the bough of the nearest tree and sought refuge from the cold night and the prowling beasts that preyed on human flesh. Perhaps in the morning light I would recognize the way back to the village. Insects and other creatures of the forest clicked and chirruped. Long moments passed, how many I cannot say, whilst I shivered and sniffled into my damp woolen chiton, cursing the passion between the two people I loved most in this world.
At once, I heard a strange noise, like a scuffle in the underbrush, and held my breath. Who was about? Could it be my father? Then another thudding hiss.
At the soft jangle of unsheathed metal, I thought with a child’s hope it might be my father come to claim me. Slipping from my perch, I crept toward the footsteps and whispers that emanated from the forest grove.
“Papita?” I called softly.
Closer I moved toward the sounds and closer still, until at last, I came upon a sight that burnt itself behind my eyes forever. It was not one man, but many gathered in the woods that night.
The Greeks had come.
A group of twenty men from the village, men I had known most of my life, burst from the trees. Their faces were painted with mud and gore. They erupted in a wild frenzy, and howled like wild beasts as they fought a horde of armored Grecian invaders. The odor of blood and filth infiltrated the night air.
I froze.
Blood poured like red wine from split skin and bones. Someone bellowed behind me and I scrambled behind the nearest tree trunk and covered my mouth with my hands to stifle a scream as the sounds of battle grew nearer. I did not want to look, but somewhere my father might be fighting nearby. Keeping my back safely against the cypress trunk, I peered through the dark at the carnage.
Some men carried swords, others their long spears, but nowhere did I see my own father’s sarisa. All sounds froze in my ears, and feeling fled from my limbs. I heard only my own ragged breathing as I watched men screaming, hacking and dying.
Please, I begged the unhearing gods, as if my entreaty could move their immortal hearts. Let him be home enjoying the embrace of my mother’s body. Spare him.
But Bendis, Huntress of the Earth, and Dionysus turned their cruel faces away from me.
My father entered the starlit clearing. He towered over the Greek invaders. The gore of battle covered his ruddy skin. With a wild cry, he thrust his sarisa into the neck of the nearest Greek. A spout of night-black crimson spattered his face and tunic, transforming him to a living specter of Death.
He bared his teeth and growled a challenge. Two Greeks attacked, swinging their swords and hacking at him. Fa
ther dispatched them at once, his movements strong and sure. Another Greek, and yet another succumbed to the tip of his spear. He was a fearsome sight. The men from our village cheered as the grove began to clear of invaders. Bracing his stained leather boots against the helm of a fallen raider, Father jerked his sarisa free and leapt out of the reach of the next invader. He veered into the worst of the battle and spun. There, he jabbed with the tip of his long spear, to worry the men who followed him. I’d never been so afraid, nor so proud. My father, Delus, the pride of Perperek.
Father slipped once, twice in the muck on the forest floor, reeling a little out of control, as the blood of Dionysus sang in his veins. I wanted to call to him, but no sound came from my useless mouth. Instead, I shivered and hid my face in the shadows and underbrush, clutching the rough trunk of the nearest tree until my palms were red and marked with blood. A clang of metal and one of the Perperek soldiers fell heavily at my feet. I thought his name was Borlok. His eyes wide and unblinking.
I think I screamed.
I must have, for my father turned suddenly and fixed his gaze on me. He mouthed my name, Doricha, though I could not hear it over the din of the battle, the clang of metal weapons on metal armor, the squish of blades striking flesh, and the hoarse screams of those that fought and those that fell. He never saw the swords float out of the inky night and flash behind his back, brandished by unseen hands.
Stark terror drove a blade into my heart and I stood and pointed to the area just beyond his familiar broad shoulders. My father’s brows drew together for the briefest of seconds before he turned. His topknot swung like a stinging whip, dark with sweat and blood. He brought up his spear and deflected the first blow. His muscles bunched underneath his taut skin. Like a fierce bull, he planted both of his bare hands on the haft of his sarisa and forced the Greeks back.
A flash of silver danced at my father’s side, and a bloody black line appeared on the grime of his pale tunic. He staggered, clutching his abdomen. He leapt out of reach and spared another tortured glance in my direction.
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